This day will be marked on my calendar every single year. I cannot bear to miss it, I still mark it as if you are here. Every single year as I turn my calendar to this day, I sing Happy Birthday Matt and just hope you can hear me say. My memories are always near of the lifetime that we shared. I hope that you know how much I loved you and how much I cared. Because in this life on earth, we do not always know, how dear people are to us and suddenly it's too late to show. If I could send you a birthday cake with candles to blow out, it would be on it's way to you of that there is no doubt. But I will light a candle as I say my birthday wishes and when I blow it out I will be sending you a million kisses.