Chama days were here and gone thank you all who attended this special day in my brothers memory he was there with all and he sent signs thanking everyone. Lawrence sent me a message through my granddaughter Angelina he told her he loved me, and I know he did his family was important to him and we miss him and love him.
Thank you all for keeping Lawrence's memory going and for being there for me, my sister and my brothers.
Went and sat with my baby this morning. Six months have gone by so fast. I remember that day like yesterday. Wanted to grow old with you: someone told me.. don't regret growing old. It is a privilege denied to many. Rest in Peace.
Hail Mary full of grace the Lord is with thee. Blessed our thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus. Holy Mary mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death ...... Amen. (5 months)
Baby, this week has been so hard on me. Reliving last year is killing me. I woke up one morning and could feel you holding me. I could smell you...I didn't. Want to loose that moment. How I go on is crazy.. another weekend. Dear Lord take care of my love. Angels on earth watch over us all!
Yesterday made 4 months you have been gone. I spent the day with my family to keep myself together. Baby everyday gets harder but time makes us stronger. Our faith keeps us going but reality hurts. I pray my pain subsides. I was so blessed to have you in my life.
On my way home yesterday I saw so many hearts in the clouds. Pulled over and took a picture. I know you loved me with all your heart. My signs from Heaven. You will always be in my heart baby!
Today is Good Friday. I remember how happy you were last year spending the day with your son walking to Santuario and going to eat! Prayers and love to you in Heaven.
Baby three months have gone by that I haven't seen you, so much time without kissing you and holding you. But not one second goes by that I don't think about you. Love you baby!
Another Friday. Fridays are so hard for me. I knew you were coming home with me for the weekend, but you are now HOME in heaven with Our Lord. I have Angels all around me to pick me up when I think I can't go on without you. Baby I miss you so much and I pray for your soul and mine. Love you more than you know! O:-)
This morning I opened my eyes and turned to hug you and you weren't there. Another day without you baby. Dear Lord give me the strength to accept your will and the patience to make it thru each day without my love. All my love and prayers.
Baby, some people think I am crazy for writing to you on Legacy. I know you are with me everyday and can hear me. Legacy has been my direct communication to Heaven for you. I wanted to thank you for being in my thoughts today for my birthday. You were my soulmate the love of my life and everyday is harder without you but I am trying. Wishing you were here for my birthday. I love you baby. O:-)
Baby you're spending Valentine's In Heaven and I am here on earth missing you so much! I love you always.....more than chicken noodle soup!