Whenever I'm alone, I think of you and the silly things you would do or say. A smile emerges on my face. This is the legacy you left me; your ability to make me smile even through all my tears. I always thought the the hardest part would be losing you that horrific day...I was so wrong, continuing to live without you is. My heart resides with you in Heaven baby; my body resides here waiting to catch up. I love you and miss you every second of everyday. You are my life, my everything Nik.