Three years ago, on Thanksgiving Eve, our lives were forever shattered. I don't enjoy the holidays anymore, but it does help cooking for Ronald McDonald House in your honor. Your were so giving, caring and thoughtful.
So what am I grateful for this Thanksgiving: 14 years, 10 Months, 21 days and 15 hours of being your mom! I miss you with every breath I take. I long to see your beautiful smile again and hear your infectious laugh. I can't wait to be with you. I love you to the moon, stars and back times infinity squared !
"I could only be grateful when I realized that I would rather have known you for a moment than never at all. I would rather endure this inexplicable pain of outliving you than to never have seen your face, spoken your name. I would rather be yours, and you be mine, regardless. Regardless of the sorrow, the sleepless nights, and the years I will walk this earth, carrying you in my heart.