Last year at Bella's 2nd birthday was the last time most of us saw you. This year at Bella's birthday our hearts ached for you. Bella talked to you all morning, she was so excited about her treasure box cake that Papa Colorado made her. I know you were there, I know you wouldn't had missed it. I also know how much you liked the Goonies ;0). We miss you so much. It gets worse every day. I am wondering if it will ever hurt less. I pray Bella always sees you, Monkey.