Well mommy you finally did it, your such at peace now. No more suffering no more pain. I want to thank you so much for this incredible strength you've given me to stay so strong during my time here in California for the family. I am so grateful to have such an amazing bond with you, you truly are my best friend and I love you so much for never judging me no matter what. I would also like to thank you for staying close to me and make sure that I know that you are finally happy with grandma and that you are ok. And I will continue to stay close to my brother and sister just as you wish. I love you mommy and I didn't think I could go on with life without you here but you've let me know that you are still here with me and even closer then ever! And I hope I made you proud with not smoking anymore I'm sure I did that's the only thing you've asked from me for a such a long time that I didn't do and I'm sorry it took me so long to Do it. But it's done mommy and yes you were right, I feel great! And don't stink anymore :) well mommy you continue to dance away up there and please always stay close to me. Your my inspiration to always be strong and never give up in anything I need to do! Love always your Negra, Elena???