Good morning my sugarbear, sure do miss you, I'm trying to take care of myself per your wishes. Had very bad allergic reaction to the chemotherapy med for my nose. Its been quite an experience dealing with the symptoms of swollen lymph nodes, nautious , stiffness all over, headache, stomachache. Thought a couple times I might be coming to be with you. That would have been nice to see you again. I've wanted so bad to cry on your shoulder and hear you say everything is going to be alright and feel your soft hands touch mine, then give me our special squeeze of three times telling me I Love you, then I would squeeze your hand back 4 times telling you I Love you too! Please keep cheering me on, cuz I need extra pushes down here. Well our babygirl thinks she's expecting new baby. I told her she just wants to keep making me older. I will close for now till next time. Forever and always your babydoll!