My baby girl it's Christmas wish u were here everyone downstairs eating and laughing I'm in bed crying just not hungry and don't feel good and definitely have nothing to laugh about missing u like crazy I'm trying really hard but it's too hard without you all I think about is what your missing here when your probably in paradise there I saw that movie heaven is for real And I just have to BELIEVE that's where you are and that's where we will be reunited but I just feel so alone come to me in my dreams lately I just feel like I lost you all over again and now your uncle Johnny went to join you I feel terrible he tried to reach out to me so many times and I had so much trouble with my own grief that I never called him back and now he's gone and have to live with the guilt and our neighbor the same day but I feel u it's crazy it's like your sitting beside me right now that brings me a little bit of joy thank you my baby girl merry Christmas your always in my heart and think about u every second of every day I love you so much baby girl btw I found a gift bag that was from you it was signed to mommy I had to put away so no one would use i couldn't bare for it to be used it was like my gift from you this year. See you soon
Hi my sweet baby girl happy thanksgiving although it was not happy for me but I hope you had a great one up there im sure you ate til you were stuffed and had to unbutton your pants like you did every year I'm thankful that I had you you were the best part of me and I miss you terribly and I'm so thankful for your grampa my dad he's the best anyone could ask for always putting others ahead of himself but you know that you wrote it on all your social networking accounts and would say it all the time actually one of your friends printed the things you wrote about me and your grampa I thought about you all day today as I lied in bed remembering the past thanksgivings none will ever be the same again I'm so sorry I didn't make it to the cemmetary today I wanted to go so bad I hope After the surgerys I need and I get done that at least I will beable to drive again so I can go when I want although your grampa told me he would take me today but it was the pain that kept me and I finally dozed off for a nap when I woke up it was already getting dark and to late to go I was so upset with myself I'm sorry baby I love you with my heart and soul times infinity
Hi baby girl lets see if this message goes through the last 3 haven't so I want to first start off by saying happy Halloween I know you are enjoying yourself u loved Halloween made it to your grave today and people are taking your stuff it's so crushing and painful plus disrespectful that people could take your things but they will have to pass through judgement someday although it's getting harder and harder for me to walk through the grass to your grave it's worth it but it gives me a little peace. Looking out the window tonight it's bitter sweet helps me remember every year I took u out trick or treating it was some of the best years of my life dressing you up and taking you out I remember when u were 14 and wanted to just go on your own but I wouldn't allow that but then u said ok mommy as long as you give me a little space that didn't last long after the first scary house you were back by my side with all your friends lol but then makes me cry cause your not here. although I felt u very strong the last two weeks specially the butterfly its just like u to come down to take a dip in the pool and uncle mike got you out had you and then grampa held u and then me it was an awesome experience I love u my beautiful baby girl see you soon all my love mommy I love you both
Hi baby girl I wrote u the day of your anniversary and a couple days later for some reason they didn't go through but I'm just really hurting I'm hitting rock bottom and just don't know what to do anymore im grateful to the few friends that still send a text now and then You had great friends momma I love u so much but pain getting unbearable and all my injuries have just gotten worse too I just don't understand why I'm here to have to go through all this pain I'm starting to believe there is no god because I'm not perfect which no one is but I'm not a really bad person either please help me baby girl I need you both of you come to me in my dreams send me messages somehow. I've felt them before I need to feel them again specially now this month has been the worst. Loving u every second of everyday P.S. Grampa misses you too very much but I just feel like a burden to him.
Missing u so much brit it hurts so much I love u baby girl today was anniversary two years ago now it's sat. Can't take the pain come to me in my dreams or sit on the edge of my bed again please I wrote u this morning and didn't like deleted and rewrote but wasn't working hope they don't appear hope your taking care of your little brother or sister which I know you are with a big smile on your face. Talk to u soon xoxo
Hi B. I miss you so much.. lately it's just been a real struggle for me to not get in a slump and be depressed without you here. I went hiking yesterday and there were butterflies everywhere and the day before that I was in Palm Springs and there were some there too and I just know that your positive soul is here with me. I love you. Thank you for still being there to talk, xoxo love your yessica ?
I love you princess. Miss you every single day. So many do! I know you'll be with me this weekend celebrating my birthday. But I still wish you would physically be here to celebrate. I love you Brit. Keep taking care of your loved ones. You are missed more then you know
Missing you more and more everyday can't believe it's getting closer to your two year anniversary I'm so lost without you and miserable. I can't wait to be with you again I love you baby girl hoping to see you soon and get a big hug and hear you say I love you mommy
missing you like crazy. life will never be the same without you. I miss u so much and wish u could be here with me.
love you "to the moon and back" love you moose.
Hey Britney i remember years ago when me and my sister stephanie would play dolls with you and go swimming when we lived in whitter before we moved to texas . When we moved back i thought about you thinking maybe i should go to her house and see if she remembers me .:) ... i never went and i regret it till this day i miss the fun times when we were young i still cant believe your gone . We miss you brit and ill always keep the memories we made in my heart forever R.I.P Britney ?
Happy Birthday my beautiful baby girl 23 years ago at 4;26 am was the best day of my life I remember starring at you all day even thought I had been up for 2 days I was in awe of how beautiful you were and came out of me it's still hard to imagine your not coming back but I know your not and it hurts so much last year was not real but this year I feel it hard I miss you so much baby girl not a time goes by I don't think of u please come to me in my dreams like your Grama did I need you I'm falling apart, I hope your having a blast of a party up there you always loved your bday I guess throwing you a party every year would do that to u but I'm glad I did those are some of my memorable memories watching you have so much fun and seeing that beautiful smile you are always in my heart I love you baby
Friday is your bday moose and I know we would be planning something already. I miss you more and more as time goes by (which I didn't even know could be possible) and need you terribly. I love every single one of my friends but there will always be a little part of my heart that is missing. Please look down on everyone especially your mommy and family. Love you "to the moon and back"
It's almost your birthday
I love you and miss you so much
Please keep your mom as strong as possible
It's another Easter come and gone baby girl and still have trouble acknowledging your gone although Easter is more for kids u always did things for me a gift with a beautiful card which I read one today and many memory's came back dying eggs u eating all your chocolate as fast as u can Easter egg hunts here and at faith Lutheran them Easter service I miss u so much and now that I'm practically bed bound I think about u every second which I did before so I don't know how that's possible I don't even want to talk to anyone anymore cause I'm hurting so much for u everyone has something or someone to move on to but me I know I have your grampa and don't know what I would do without him and love him dearly but starting to really feel like a burden to him too I love u so much baby girl and I'm so sry I don't get to your grave site as often believe me it destroys me more than u know but my condition seems to be running everything right now even going down stairs as often cause of the pain I can't wait to see u again my love my life my everything
My baby girl missing you more and more every day valentines is so hard u were always my valentine you always made that day special for me as long as I can remember I hold those memory's so close I thought about that one year I think you were 17 but you told me to stay in my room until u said it was ok and I opened the door to a dozen roses with candles on the hallway floor and in rose petals spelled I love you. A romantic at heart just like your mom I know you would of made a awesome wife and mother if you had the chance but You always made valentines about me i guess cause most of your life I was single but I think you still would of done if I wasn't but I appreciated that so much and I miss you so much even on our days that we would argue as time goes on I'm just starting to feel more alone than ever I just keep asking why? Why did you have to go? I love you baby girl
Well it's New Year's Eve baby girl the second one now, which it doesn't even feel like it another holiday you loved whether it was hanging out here playing board games or hanging with your friends I remember at 12 o'clock going out side and blowing noise makers and pulling the strings off the little bottles screaming happy New Years so not fair you never even got to experience a New Year's Eve at the age of 21. But i will always treasure those New Year's Eves you spent with me I feel I can here u in your room getting ready to go out with your music loud you singing and laughing so full of life. I miss you so much it's like this house is dead now without you here I know I am but if your up there I know your having a blast happy new year baby girl momma loves you with all her heart.
My sweet baby girl today is the 2nd Christmas without you yet harder than the first doesn't feel like Christmas don't think I will ever feel it again and still got you gifts I keep hoping I will wake up from this nightmare just not up to celebrating any holidays I haven't even wrapped or bagged any gifts I just want this day to be over my life is one big void without you alls I do is cry I miss you so much I hope wherever you are you are having a beautiful day but I do plan on going to grave to be by your side it's all I want to do today although I do feel you in our house, in your room, can still see you walking down hallway singing and dancing, laughing just wish you were really here but that's if my back permits me to get out of bed unfortunately it's getting worse please help me cope with the pain my angel til we are reunited again all my love mommy
My baby girl today was our baptismal day so many years ago u were just a little girl and still remember like it was yesterday I was so honored to be by your side and get baptized together and every year we would light a candle to honor that day atleast when that day didnt get away from us I lit a candle in remembrance of that day in front of your pic although I always light candles now for you. Atleast I know you are in heaven because of that day but still want you hear with me I hurt for you every second and thank you for my message the other day I needed that btw Britney Lynn was born yesterday carleys brothers little girl your name to honor you they all loved you so much they are a special family I can understand why you felt so close to them I love you my sweet baby girl always and forever, mommy
Another day that you are on my mind every second. Christmas is coming and it hurts to know that this is the second year that you wont be here with us.I love you always and will never forget all the memories and joy you brought to all who knew you! Grandpa isn't feeling well and has doctor appt. today,watch over everyone as I know you already are!LOVE you our ANGEL!!!!!
I love you Britney my moosie not a day goes by the I don't think about you. I miss you and wish nothing more to be with you again. Your amazing smile and laugh will always be fresh in my mind as if I saw you yesterday. I could never forget you and anytime I hear you be brought up or asked about you I love telling people what a positive beautiful person you were. LOVE you with ALL my heart moosie!! best friends forever never forget
My baby girl brit another Halloween come and gone I know u loved Halloween and dressing up it doesn't get any easier just harder and makes me miss you more which I didn't think possible I love and miss you every second please continue to watch over grampa yesterday was long day at hospital but got through it love u baby girl.
To debbie from riverside it was touching to hear her balloons made it all the way to riverside and that you recieved them I was trying to decide to keep this website going and after receiving your message I decided to do so she was my only baby and my whole world so receiving your note touched my heart thanks for burying the notes at your moms memorial site and sending a purple balloon for her it was her favorite color I will always remember her and u on sept 24th for your moms bday my dads bday is sept 15th it was the last celebration we had before her accident I send balloons up for my baby's bday in april too. I lost my mom too when brit was only a year old to cancer but brit said she always remembered her. I would like to speak to you if you get this message my email is email@example.com thanks again Shannon Brits mom. And to my beautiful baby girl I love u and miss u so much it's a struggle to survive without you life will never be the same again but please watch over your grampa he's still not doing to good xoxo forever love mommy
A year a go today we buried u baby girl it hurts just as much today as it did then not a minute goes by I don't think about. love, and miss you. Everything has just gotten worse since u left us so please baby girl watch over your Grampa it doesn't matter about me but please make him better. love u so much it's just not a life without you I'm trying so hard for grampa's sake cause I know how much he meant to you and if I didn't try and take care of him you would be mad at me but both of our health has deteriorated since you been gone so its a struggle. But I'm trying its still hard to believe your gone and wait for u to walk in my room but you don't. Love mommy
I love you for ever momma. I promise to always be there for your momma and family and close friends. Not a day goes by that I don't miss you or think of you. Keep watching over your momma and grandpa. The need you more then ever <3 I love you princess
I thought of you and your mom today, as I often do. Your family will always be connected with mine. I cannot believe a year has gone by. I remember that day and it still hurts just as much to know you were taken from this world so soon. We love and miss you.
To Britney's Mom and Dad...You don't know me but I feel we have a little bond. I found your balloons and letters that you sent to your daughter. I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine your pain. My husband looked Britney up on the Internet. I wish I would have known her. She sounds like such a special person and wonderful daughter. My mother also has passed and this coming Tuesday, the 24th, is her birthday. Our family always visits her at her memorial tree. This year I'm going to secure your letters and bury them with my mom and ask her to watch over Britney in heaven. We also send balloons to her too. I will send a purple one just to Britney. Again, I'm very sorry. My heart goes out to you and your family.
My beautiful baby girl I can't believe its a year since the accident it feels like yesterday when you were in my room and we had such a long and wonderful talk before you went out and it turned into the worst day of my life. Not a day goes by I don't think of you my life ended when yours did I love you baby girl and miss you so much
My Beautiful Brit a year has almost gone by and there isn't a day I don't think of you. I still remember when you would come up to me during school and sing to me till I would laugh or when you would randomly tell me you loved me. You always knew how to make days go from being gloomy to warming. I've seen you a few times in my dreams your warm brown eyes and your lovely smile, it always reminds me of our times together. Its as though you managed to touch many peoples hearts, but you have always been a beautiful person inside an out. I miss you my Brit. You will always hold a special place in my heart.
Your Beauty Queen
I can't believe it has almost been a year that you have not been physcially here with us. I still cry to you and seek you for advice, I feel a warmth in my heart and feel like I can imagine what your answers would be and what you would say. I miss you you so much bitty.. I love you more than you will ever understand. I hope you can see how much you are loved beautiful.. xoxo your "Yessica" <3
My beautiful baby girl mommy misses you so much my whole life revolved around you there's no life to move on with and it's still hard to believe your gone and people say it gets easier with time but for me everyday gets harder I miss you more and more I love u so much brit I just want you to come home.
I miss you sooooo, no words just tears,i love you britters.
whenever i have my computer class , i always look your name up , your big smile pops up everytime (:
its almost ^ months that you been gone it feels like THREE days i love you cousin (:
My eyes filled up with tears as I heard the news
It never occurred to me, how much I could lose
I find myself wishing that it wasn't real
Every time I think about it, pain is all I can feel
Tears fall from my eyes, I can barely see
But my heart tells me that she'll always be with me
I'm glad he feels no pain now-he lives in a perfect land
I can still feel the soft touch on my shoulder of her loving hand
I lie in bed and cry at night
And I don't feel any better in the morning light
And I will love and miss her forever
Until the day we are again together.
Together in that perfect place above,
Filled with caring, sharing and love
But until that day comes- I will wipe my tears away.
And hopefully see her again someday
my dear cousin i miss you & love you forever . .
their is not a day that goes by that i dont think about you. your smile& laugh will NEVER be forgotten .
love you <3
hey brit just thinking about you today well i think about you everyday and just wonder what your doing where your at and still wonder why your gone i miss you so much i was in town this last weekend and i know you would have been with all us girls, we were all sitting around talking about u laghing about the good times and about braidsmaids haha(inside joke) ur always on our mind, just know i will never forget you and i will always miss and love you i just wish i had more time with you.see you one sweet day
I pass by the scene everyday, on my way home from work. Such a pretty young girl. My condolences to the family, she is resting in peace.
Hello, I did not know Britney so my message comes with a hint of ignorance but nonetheless the love in my heart. I was driving on the freeway today and I had seen a black Jeep bearing in loving memory of Britney 2012. I just wanted to express to the family my condolences. Know you are not alone and that even strangers will keep you in their prayers. God bless.
There is a beautiful Angel in Heaven and her name is Britney. Say hello to my nephew Mikey. Keeping you and your family in my prayers.
Baby Girl, my heart is broken. You left us way too soon. I wish I could hold you just one more time and hold your little face in my hands like I used to. I will miss you every single day for the rest of my life. I won't let anyone forget you mommies. and how could they? I love you. My Britney-Chipmunk.
I miss you more and more everyday moose, I wish I could see that beautiful smile just one more time. You were one of my best friends so this has been very hard, but I know I have you looking down on me. I've never seen more butterflies than I have now so I know you're here. Love love love you and can't wait to see you again
Sweet Angel your now God's Angel, Rest In Peace. Forever <3
My Beautiful Brit <3 We Love and Miss you. Our Family will never be complete again. We know you are an Angel, a Light that will Forever shine. The time we had with you was too Brief and I know although a liftime for us it will be a Blink of an eye for you. We will be together again. I Love You Chipmunk,
Britney you will live for ever in our heart's.
I miss seeing her driving around the cul-de-sac with that beautiful smile of hers. Rest in Peace Britney.
--The Bautista Family
DANCE IN HEAVEN LITLE ANGEL FLY HIGH WITH YOUR BEAUTIFUL WINGS! I PROMISE TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL MOMMY!
Dear Shannon and Family --
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I believe with you that Britney is now an angel in Heaven and that she is looking out for all of you. I hope you find comfort in your faith and as time goes by that all your memories of Britney will bring moments of joy in the middle of your sadness.