How is it possible that we have approached the three year mark without you? I still find it surreal that you are not with us. I am slowly coming to the realization that it's not just a bad dream... yet I still have my moments of shock and disbelief... and sadness.
I find peace spending most of my time with the boys... they continue to be my guiding light. You would be so proud of them. We talk about you often and they have vivid memories of you... all positive thoughts. They are amazing.
The gift of your love and these two boys is why I can smile again... and I thank you every day for what you have done for me and the boys with whispers of gratitude toward heaven...I hope you hear them.
You are forever in our hearts.. and forever with our love.