I do not know you or do I pertain to know what you are going through, I can only imagine... Ananonymous author wrote, "Those we love don't go away, they walk beside us every day. Unseen, unheard, but always near; still loved, still missed and very dear". It is also said that no being ever dies....Not so long as there is a memory to enfold them & a heart to love them. May these words bring you
comfort at this sad time! May God Bless you all peace and the strength to get through this; your terrible loss! God needed another Special Angel in Heaven to watch over you.