I wrote earlier today. I don't see my entry. I'm wondering if the Powers That Be at legacy.com found something "inappropriate" in my entry. It normally only takes a couple of hours to show. Probably just as well. I was all over the place today. One minute I was okay, then I was crying, then I was tearing my house apart, then 30 seconds later I was okay again. It was crazy. I don't know..perhaps it will still show up. Today was the day that we honored your final wishes and entombed you in the wall for eternity at the National Cemetery. It was a hard day, but we got through it. Though initially I didn't want to go to the clubhouse after, I went. I was glad I did. Jamie would've made me go anyway, the same as I made him go to Bernie Murray's after his dad's funeral. It rained today during your graveside service, and only during the service, the same as it did at Uncle Jack's. Owen says it's because both you and Uncle Jack were crying because you miss us. It makes me wonder.. Though the whole family is feeling this loss, our name does more than reveal who we were born from..it defines our character. STRONG. We'll be okay..eventually... I love you Daddy. I hope we have done everything you would have wanted. May you eternally rest peacefully.