I thought I saw your face in a cloud while I was driving. Then a tree ran between us and in a blink you were gone..again. I look for little signs of you everywhere, so desperate for some sense of you..aching to find a way to fill the hole in my heart..longing to find some sort of comfort. I had a hard time today, and felt very alone. I know there are people I can talk to, but it's not the same. You were the one I turned to when my world went awry. How am I supposed to get through the most devastating experience of my life without the one person that made me feel like I could conquer anything?