I look at pictures of you, and I still find it so hard to believe that I'm never going to see you again. Jamie and I stayed up last night talking..I was finally able to share some funny stories about you..the "Get Low" from Christina's graduation..the "Tinky Winky" song from Christmas shopping..and I showed him what the "Sumo" is. It was nice to finally be able to think of you and not cry. I still miss you terribly though..I can't believe how much. I never thought it was possible to miss someone so badly.