Today was an insanely busy day. You would think that the busier I am, the better the day would be..but it's actually the opposite. I don't know..maybe because my stress level rises I become more emotional..but I thought of you all day today. Then I was watching a reality show, and a girl got a phone call from her mom saying that her dad passed away. That hit pretty hard. In general the last few days have been okay though. I've moved up from getting through one minute at a time to getting through one hour at a time. Hour by hour is about all I can focus on right now. At some point I'll reach day by day... I love you Dad, and miss you terribly.