I am sorry to hear of your loss. Even though I did not know your father, I share your pain of losing your father. I lost my father on October 17th of this year and I too not only lost my father, I lost my mentor and my best friend. You will have a tough time for a while as I am having, but I am told, it will ease and the good memories will all that remain. Those memories will bring emotion and tears, but they will be tears of fondness. I will pray for you and your family.