Miss you so much it hurts more every single day. My birthday was nice with my friends, but it didn't feel normal without you being around making everyone laugh, and you being there to dance with me like your goofy self, making memories with me that we would talk about for days and days after my birthday. I hate this so much. I love you more than words and wish every single day that this didn't really happen and that this all is just some sick joke. Chloe has gotten so big, I wish you could see her now , you would laugh at her so much. She barks at your picture on the nightstand every single night... I don't know if it is a reflection or something or what but without fail she will do it everynight, I know she misses you too.
I am rambling. There is so much I wish I could say to you and I can't..it just hurts so much. Love you honey forever and ever. I wish you were here next to me for me to tell you because it would be the best feeling in the world...<3