I knew you as daddy. Although you were my spiritual guidance, you were placed in my life as my daddy. This is the most difficult thing to wrap my head around. I constantly question if your absence is even real. I look for you to txt me Good Morning baby, have a good day. Small things I once took for granted, I now cherish more than ever. I smile would always reassure me that everything would be just fine. You never once doubted my capabilities, but instead always cheered me on. God, as much as I want this to be a dream, I know its not. The selfish me wants you to come back, even if its just to walk me down the aisle on my wedding day. But I do know that God has never made a mistake and I can be at peace knowing that you were welcomed with open arms. My only request is that you stand now as a guardian angel. I miss you every second of the day. I feel your presence within me. I love you daddy.