My beautiful Jax,
My best and only friend that I could totally believe in and trust. You have been a part of my life for so long that I still have a hard time with you not being here anymore, well not here in the flesh. I still feel you with me each and every day, it is not quite the same though. Our Mom and Dad and I still keep in touch, although with my school it is not as often as I would like. In fact Mom called today, it was wonderful to hear from her, she is the only one that understands the way that I feel without you...I am actually lost, I miss you so very much, my sister, my very best friend, a huge part of my life, the one that really knew me and you still loved me! I talk with you still, I have one of your pictures on my desk (I know how you felt about my school, you were my cheerleader) :-) and I talk to you through the picture so that I can see your beautiful smile. I have so much that I wish I could have told you before you went to be with the Lord above, but I realize that choice was not mine to make but His. I really do miss you so much, Jax, it will be a very happy day when we are together again in the Lord's house, lots of giggles and laughter and great big hugs! Mom and I both have been feeling you with us and I was so happy to hear her voice when she called today. I feel as though I am rambling on but I just found this book today, Mom told me about it and I found it! It is rather lonely without you, you are one of a kind, the best kind of a friend and you will never be replaced in my heart or my world! I thank the Lord for the times that we shared, if only there could be more! I love and miss you always my darling friend and sister (by choice)!
Ann and Tara