I am so sorry for your loss and know exactly what you are going through, as I lost my 20 year old son Brandon, last November. When you are ready, Grief Share and The Compassionate Friends are excellent resources to go to for help with your grieving.
Although I didn't know Cameron personally, I've heard of how wonderful a student he was at Canyon High, where I work.
My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
Sandra Silva