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October 26, 2015
Keller...please help Mommy through this...I love and miss you beyond any further words...ljk
October 26, 2015
Oh my dear precious son Keller-bear...Mom is still dying a little more with each passing day. Dad and I are trying everything to keep going but it sometime feels almost impossible!
Dad and I just returned from LSU after visiting at your Sigma Chi House. We awarded your second Scholarship to a wonderful young man. We have now raised over $135,00.00 to honor you and keep your memory going. I don't care that Dad and I may not be remembered...but I pray that you always will be.
Your Father is also speaking publicly on suicide on many college campuses. I sure wish I would have known what I know now before you left us.
Sometimes I feel that you absolutely didn't mean to take your life that afternoon honey. I JUST KNOW that you didn't!
I think about it all the time...24/7, and I will try to understand until my last day on this earth... and I inhale my last breath...God how I love and miss you...You were so dear to so many Keller. It hurts so much not to have you in my life anymore. I know that I will see you again my these remaining years alone without you will be incredibly difficult for us. Some days I feel like just giving up the pain is so terrible. Sometime I think if I knew I could be with you I would be ready to leave this very second! I know you wouldn't want me to hurt I am hanging in there for now.
Good night my little one...send me a dream...please? Dear God how Mommy loves and misses you...ljk xoxo
January 03, 2015
Hi James C....can you tell me how you knew my dear Keller? Are you from LSU?
Would love to know...thank you for your kind words....LJK
March 07, 2014
Keller...your mom is hurting so much....please help her!
January 01, 2014
I would love to know who you are Roland M.?
Are you one of Keller's dear brothers from SigmaChi?
Thank you for your kind words....Lord Jesus Keller
December 29, 2013
I am so sorry for your pain. You are a beautiful person, Ms Gayle.
December 24, 2013
Merry Christmas Eve to our sweet beautiful son Keller! Honey I think this year is just as hard as last year without you... We miss and love you beyond any possible words...
This is the cross I made for you...which I plan on making for you every year. Mr Kraig, Kollin's Dad made one for you last year,which was just beautiful! We don't buy Christmas trees anymore or really decorate the house like crazy like we use to. The Christmas season has taken on a whole new meaning to us now...
I'm sorry but I couldn't visit you today because Mom is home in bed very sick. I saw the doctor yesterday and I have strep throat. Please make me feel better soon if you can....okay?
Dad did visit you this beautiful crisp, sunny morning and he wrote you your little Christmas note in your book from both of us!
I still don't understand how you can be gone Keller...I really don' were so abundant with the desire to do so much with the beautiful life that lay before you! My heart is as broken as I imagine yours was. Why couldn't you have discussed the pain you were having somehow with us or with any of your incredible friends ? Lord Jesus, Keller this is killing us a little more each day!
Your crazy Mother wants you back so peacefully my dear angel....Daddy and I love and miss you so much...I hope somehow you will be comforted by Jesus and his loving Mother Mary this beautiful Christmas eve, since I'm not with you yet...I still worry about you so much...LJK forever!
October 10, 2013
There is not a day that goes by without us thinking about all y'all. Please remember that we pray to Keller everyday to continue demonstrating his unconditional love to his Mom and Dad.
With his Mom and Dad's guidance, Keller's legacy will live on!!
To quote Jim Vavano, the late, great NC State BB coach, "Don't you give up, don't you ever give up!"
October 08, 2013


George an Marilyn Z.
October 06, 2013
Mom is just up thinking about you...what your doing...if you miss me...when will we be together again...are you will I find you? Are you sending all of these amazing, beautiful dreams we are all having of you? I know you want me to be happy Keller...its just so hard to live and be happy knowing I cant talk to you,hold you,see you,smell you,help you with things you need help with,cook your favorite meals,watch you sleeping, watch you in your whaler on the lake so happy, pulling all of your friends around on skis,tubes, etc.,seeing your excitement when you paddle, washing your clothes, ironing your clothes, having you here at the house laughing with your friends, watching your kindness, your concern for others, your love of life!
How am I going to get through this? Dad and I go crazy sometimes when we realize your gone...forever...I don't know if I can do this much longer honey.
You are such an amazing person, gentleman and son...we cant imagine living many years longer with out you...Oh Keller...why did you leave? How did it happen? Does anyone know...please have that person talk to me...please!
I know it had to have been an loved your life and looked forward to continuing it for a long time. I know something happened that was not planned at all...were you trying to get back at someone you loved,that hurt you that much...was it that bad? I cant understand how this could happen after all of the things we talked about just hours before...why didn't you talk to me rather than try something so risky?
I feel if we understood this, if someone could explain more...maybe I could change and become a little more in control of my life. Right now I am just existing daily,making it through another after day...hurting every minute for you...I love you more than life my dear beautiful son...Mommy misses you beyond belief...please help me...some kind of way...please do something to make me accept this horrific tragedy,that makes intirely no sense at all?
...good night my I wish I could kiss your ear and tickle you and make you smile that big beautiful smile...xoxoxo

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