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June 28, 2016

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April 26, 2016
Hi Nick, Well today is George's Birthday, I so wish you were here to celebrate. I got him a fit bit!! haha I think it's a perfect gift, just you know him with electronics, NOT! We just got back from dinner at Domo's, a place I just know you'd love.
I went to Oceanside this weekend. Nancee (Gary's Mom) had a burial at sea for her mother so I went down and was there for her. When it was all over and we were on the way back to shore I put some of your ashes in the ocean too, I know you love it there so now when anyone goes to Oceanside that knows you they can visit with you. It was a very emotional weekend for all conserned. My childhood friend Randy came to join you in Heaven on Friday. Please show him around, I know you will. His mom is there with you and Grandpa, Grandma, Terri.......This world is just getting stranger and harder to accept by the day. Prince died Thursday so all I can figure is God is putting together one heck of a band for heaven. Michael Jackson, David Bowie, Randy, Prince just to name a few and you can be the director for the dancers!! I love you more than words Nick, Visit me soon I miss you, Your Mom
April 15, 2016
The beginning of the end when you grieve and cannot cry and your search your soul Within to find the words to say goodbye the hardest part of losing you is how to set you free your prism within my spirit is still so much a part of me I feel I feel so much you're real and though I cannot see Twas the beginning of the end I feel was the hardest part for me I love you Renae I'm thinking about you all the time and that was a poem I wrote 4 Jordan I feel your pain and I'm sending you prayers and in those prayers I'm sending you strength it's almost been 9 years this month on the 29th will be Jordan Angel day time goes by but it seems as if its stand still for us I love you and my thoughts my prayers are with you God bless you God bless Nicki he is loved by so many love Leslie
April 12, 2016
Hi Nick, I'm starting out with tears in my eyes so I don't know how much I'll write. I miss you so much and it just doesn't get any better. I go through the motions and do what is expected of me but my hearts not in it ya know?? My heart isn't really in anything anymore. Having this last surgery without you here to help was just terrible. Don't get me wrong, Linda did a great job, she's was perfect and took great care of me. It just wasn't you......The deductable that I have I had to put on the Care Credit card that I had orginally gotten for your hearing aids and it bothers me to know end, I can not wait to pay it off. Everytime I see the bill I go into meltdown. I'm still not back to feeling 'normal' from it. I really don't know if I should have had the surgery, I mean it's great because I can see way better but I should have waited until......well never mind. I know I'm older and all that but it's not that. There is such a huge whole inside and I know nothing will ever fill it. I dream of the time that I can sit and talk with you and hug you again. Life is so cruel and living like this and feeling like I do for the rest of my existance just seems so cruel. Well I'm not making alot of sense here, you know what I mean. Love you lots sweetheart, I miss you <3 Your Mom
April 9, 2016
Hi Nick, Well another week has pasted without you, I've had a tuff time the last few days. You know the ebb and flow they say with grief, I guess. The tears are just there on the edge moment by moment. I keep looking for you to walk in the door, I hear you singing with the songs that I know you loved on the radio. At least I still hear your voice, a few months ago I could not hear it and it was not pretty, my heart breaks in more pieces if that's possible. Sometimes I hear it just in my head other times when I hear it on the radio I hear you. As I sit here missing you I try and close my eyes and pretend that you're here. I haven't had any dreams about you for awhile but I have seen you out of the corner of my eye. I bought some black out curtains for your room and put them up today. I was up on a ladder (I knew I shouldn't) and of course I lost my balance and fell. Good thing your bed was right there so I didn't get hurt too bad. LOL

It rained some today and yesterday, oh how you love the rain..... Anyway, just a quick note to let you know (like it's news to you) that you are loved and missed way beyond measure and time, I can't wait to see you again..Love, Your Mom

PS Here a picture of a sunrise, we share them every morning sweetie...and then I put them on facebook <3
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