There are no words to describe how much I miss you dearly. Everything around me reminds me so much of you. I wake up in the morning wanting to hear your voice but all there is, is silence. I see Joshua crawl to your room, he sits where your bed use to be. When he hears grandma vacuum he runs straight towards your recliner. I know you will be so proud of me and the recent decisions I am making. I'm going back to school and while I was applying I started thinking of the times you dropped me off and waiting in the rain for me to get out of one of my classes. You did absolutely anything and everything for me. You could never stay mad at me. know your in a better place but I just want to cry cause I miss you so much! You were my grandpa, my best friend, my father, my hero, my defender, and now you are my favorite angel.