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Hello Jeannine

I love you.

Love forever
Hi Sweety

I miss you so much. I'm so lonely and depressed these days. I'm in a bad rut and need to get out of it soon. Can't sleep. Always Tired. Depressed Lonely

Thank goodness for my kids and Caleb Caleb makes me smile just looking at him. He fills some of my heart with the void you left. As well as my kids too. You would of loved him so much. Took him on walks or drives and would of spoiled him I'm sure. Too bad he never got to see what an amazing grandma you would of been. You guys would of loved each other so much.

Just needed to tell you that

All my love forever
Happy New Year Beautiful

Well another year has past and I still feel the same.Don't get me wrong I have had wonderful things happen and spent wonderful days with loved ones but at end of day still broken inside.
How is it possible to move forward when I can't get over you.I can't let go for some reason.Probably because there is no one as incredible as you are so why bother.

So I'll give it till my 50th birthday,and if I'm not feeling better by then I will just move somewhere a long ways away and try to start over from there. Can't spend rest of my life in this kinda pain.

But I will give it a real good try to be happy and move on and hopefully I can.I just miss you so much.

Today is Heather's birthday,I hope all of you are enjoying a great celebration of New Year and Birthday wishes.I miss you both so much.

All my love always Brad 143
Merry Christmas Beautiful

Well it's Christmas day. All alone in our house and all I do is see you and miss all the fun times we had together.

Life is so tough and hard without you
They say it's supposed to get easier
But it hasn't. I guess I need more time to help me get thru this tough time.

I'm glad kids are at their moms this Christmas because I'm just not in the spirit. But looking forward to next Christmas with kids and grandson.

I hope you are having fun there. I watched a show called heaven is for the real and made me think what heaven is like and made me feel better. I know your enjoying eternity in heaven with all your family and friends and heather (I miss her so much,she was a truly remarkable woman) and grandma burns that just joined you recently. And hopefully you've met gumpy ( my grandfather) and see what an amazing man he was. And so much to teach us. That's why my dad is the greatest dad ever because he learnt from his dad.(the greatest grandfather ever) And I look up to my dad and admire him because he is the kind of man I want to be like. So loved and respected just like my grandfather was. I hope I can get that Erskine gene one day.

And my nan and grandma and grandpa Buchanan. They were all awesome people. Because of them my mom was born. And my mom is loved by everyone and everyone loves her because well. There is no one better anywhere that even comes close to being as incredible as my mom is. I hope you are all together and enjoying Christmas together.

All my love.
Good Morning Beautiful

Christmas is getting closer. So lonely
I feel like Santa with his Rudolph

I hope your all ready for Christmas yourself.

Love always.
Brad xoxo
Hello Gorgeous

Well another damm Christmas is coming soon. I don't like the holidays anymore. Not the same without you. I miss you so much. Each day harder than the last. So glad to be by myself this Christmas. I don't want to bring others down because I'm not in mood.

But on bright side kids are going to have fun at their moms place this year. It will be so exciting for Kym with her little cutie. He is so awesome. You would of loved Caleb. And Spencer can spend time with his mom and have fun. They enjoy each other's company.

All I can say is I pray next year will be better than this one was. Don't get me wrong we had a wonderful blessing of Caleb. I love him so much and love my kids www too and had the best time I could of ever hoped for with my dad on cruise. We had so much fun. Totally was an amazing time but to many deaths. As I'm sure you know because Heather and grandma are with you as well. Tons of stress. Endless lonely nights. Just want this year to end. 2012 worst year of my life. 2014 just as bad. God I'm praying 2015 will be better.

I miss you sweetheart so much
You were and are my everything
Love always.
Your bubaloo 143
Hello sweetheart

Two years today since you passed and went to heaven.

Thru out these last 2 years
Thru out my pain and tears
And with this real huge loss
Came with hurt and great cost
My life was shattered apart
There's a huge hole in my heart
I Have to keep moving along
And I Need to be real strong
For if I stop and think I'm free
My brain it will torment me
It will make me really think
Then I will slowly start to sink
Moving forward and don't stop
For If I do my heart will pop

I miss you so much
I miss you Jeannine

But I know your in heaven with your mom and heather and now grandma burns. Talking about us and watching over us and keeping us safe. Thank you for that.

All my love always. Bubaloo
One of gods greatest creations
Gone without any explanations
Heaven got a little better that day
God needed you and took you away
And now you look down from above
Our hearts broken without your love
There's nothing anyone could do
To deserve so much love from you
From the hugs when we were sad
Or hearing you say hi mom and dad
The long phone calls we sure miss
The laughter that followed hi sis
You never changed who you were
Fun and full of life that's for sure
I waited for you my whole entire life
No question I wanted you as my wife
When we go to heaven so you know
We will hold you and never let go
We thank you for all those amazing wonderful years you gave us
And for the memories and love that will be in our hearts forever
For all we ever wanted was to spend time with you. Our angel. The love of our lives. Our beautiful Jeannine.

Love you always,Miss you forever Your Bubaloo

This is crazy. Watching a movie tonight and watching couples so happy makes me so sad. Seeing them get excited each time they see each other reminds me of us. How we were.

Then it felt like someone shot me in leg three times. Wow such pain. I don't know what it was but man I thought I was gonna pass out it hurt so much. Then it took my breath away. Then 10 min later was ok.

Well now in bed. Still trying to catch my breath. I know I'll never find another you which makes me so sad.

I love you. Miss you. Adore you

Love Brad
My sweet Jeannine

As I lay on hotel room bed
Lots of things I should of said
I'm not focused,and I'm a mess
Is it worth the pain and stress
But I will keep plugging away
Knowing we will meet someday
We had such plans and dreams
We were the ultimate team

I think about you every day
Your much better in every way
No one will ever be as great
I will never find a soul mate
Mine was you but your not here
I only miss you more each year

I hope you how much I love, miss and adore you so much
I miss your hugs kisses laughter and your gentle touch

I love you always
Miss you forever
Love Brad

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