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ELISA URSINI Obituary

ELISA URSINI Peacefully, surrounded by her loving family at the Humber River Regional Hospital - Finch site on Tuesday, January 8, 2013, at the age of 75. Predeceased by her parents Giuseppe and Anna Del Ciotto. Dearly beloved wife of the late Gianni "John" (2002). Loving and adored Mom of Joe (Dolores), Anna, Franca and the late Frankie. She will always hold a special place in her heart for her beautiful grandchildren Jonathan (Claudia) and Michelle (Luca). Dear sister of Rita, Libby and the late Gracie. Sadly missed by her brothers-in-law, sisters- in-law, nephews, nieces, family and friends. A special "thank you" to Dr. Stephen Glazer, Dr. Frank Chan and Dr. Diane Leith. Resting at the Ward Funeral Home, 2035 Weston Road (North of Lawrence Avenue West), Weston on Friday, January 11, 2013 from 1-9 p.m. A Mass of Christian Burial will be held on Saturday, January 12, 2013 at 10 a.m. from St. Bernard de Clairvaux Catholic Church (1789 Lawrence Avenue West). Entombment to follow at Holy Cross Cemetery. As expressions of sympathy, donations to the Canadian Diabetes Association or the Ontario Heart & Stroke Foundation would be appreciated. Please visit our Book of Memories at www.wardfuneralhome.com "Mom...we love you and miss you...so...so much...xoxo"

Published by Toronto Star from Jan. 9 to Jan. 10, 2013.

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Hey Ma,

Happy Mother's Day. This morning Joey came by early in the morning just like when you were alive. Remember how excited you got because Joey was coming over? He would bring coffee and a treat . We have your cassette player on and we are playing your favorite song over and over again. Yes, we have the candle burning and we shed some tears. Ma, you are missed beyond words. Life hasn't been the same since you left us. Tears still flow and heart still aches. Today enjoy this special day with nonna and aunt Gracie. Let daddy cook and nonno will help too. You are missed by everyone especially your children. We miss your laugh, your smile and your loving heart and ways. Especially now with this crazy COVID 19.
Life is changing...you can't see people, we have to wear masks and gloves it's a crazy world. I hope your world is beautiful...hope you are all having a good time and just watching over all of us. Ma, we miss everyone but to be truthful..you know my mouth lol...your children Joey, anna and me miss OUR PARENTS THE MOST. Not a day goes by that we don't think of you or daddy.
HUGS AND KISSES TO EVERYONE...BUT EXTRA FOR YOU AND DADDY..

TILL WE ALL MEET AGAIN CONTINUE TO WATCH OVER US ALL ...

YOU MAY BE GONE...BUT YOU ARE NEVER EVER EVER FORGOTTEN.

YOUR CHILDREN LOVE YOU FROM HERE TO HEAVEN ABOVE AND THEN SOME XOXOXOXO

KEEP US ALL HEALTHY AND STRONG THROUGH THIS COVID 19..

WE LOVE YOU AND HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY..

P.S. Joey is coming back at lunch today. I know you are happy that the three of us stick together...you always said how much you wanted a brother...u were glad me and anna had one...well missy sometimes I wonder....lol...joey is joey and me, u knew me the BEST...how I miss that....and ANNA? What can I say about Anna? SHE IS STILL THE AMAZING PERSON YOU KNOW...HER HEART IS EXACTLY LIKE YOURS...ANNA IS MY ROCK..GOD BLESS HER ALWAYS...

Oh ma, I'm writing this and my tears haven't stopped. The VOID IN OUR HEARTS WILL NEVER EVER GO AWAY UNTIL WE ALL MEET AGAIN...

WE LOVE YOU....XOXOXOXOXO

Franca Ursini

Daughter

May 10, 2020

Ma,

Its 3:20am Friday morning I just got a call from Vinny her mom passed away. My heart is aching like crazy I just dont understand what's going on anymore. She was a beautiful lady inside and out..I can hear her say, Franca I love u soooooooo soooooo much. My tears are flowing right now. She is there with you ma. I'm stunned. I will spend the whole weekend with vinny and help her with whatever she needs. The whole family was there last night by her side. She isnt suffering anymore...and poor thing suffered. She is with God now in a better place..Ylonda I love you soooooo soooooo much R.I.P. and although u didnt understand pls watch over Vinny now...pls give her the strength to fight fight fight...xoxo

I can't believe she died..R.I.P. xoxo

March 29, 2019

Hi Ma,

Wish you were here. What's happening? Why does it feel like everything is going wrong? I feel so bad for Vinny for so many reasons. 2019 started off terrible and it seems like it just gets worse. I remember everytime you saw Vinny u would ask about her parents and always ask her about her cats and dog.lol U are truly a wonderful loving mom. You were so nice to all my friends and to be honest they still all talk highly about you. Now Ma Vinnys mom reminded me so much of you. Everytime I see her should would always ask about Anna and Joey, although she never meet them she always asked. She would also tell me how happy she was that me and Vinny were the best of friends. When she see me..she would say......Franca, I love you so much....see is a beautiful person Ma, like you, so lovable and so caring. Now she is so sick. Today she is very bad. She is at Vinnys place still but Vinny had to get a hospital bed for her. Ma, she has dementia. Today is a bad day for her. She is very sick. Tomorrow Vinny was going to spend the weekend her at our place, sleep in your room. Vinny needs to relax and be stress free. These last couple of days with her mom Vinny hasn't been sleeping or taking care of herself. She needs too. She has to be relaxed, she needs to eat right and sleep. Vinny, is going through hell. So now that her mom got really bad these last two days, tomorrow I'm spending the weekend at Vinnys. I can help with her mother this way Vinny can rest. She needs all the strength she can get. Poor Vinny Ma...im so worried. Why is God doing this to her? Why do these things happen to the wrong people? Vinny and her mom don't deserve any of this. Ma, all I ask and I will continue to ask please watch over Vinny and her mom. Please don't let Vinnys mom suffer....Vinny doesn't want her mom to suffer. This is a nightmare....everything falling apart. I need you Ma to help put everything together. My heart hasn't felt like this since I lost u and daddy. I just want all this pain to stop. I want a miracle for Vinny. I want Vinny to be Vinny again, although I know it can't happen but please give her the best that you can. Watch over Vinny and her mom. Watch over us all. Just to let u know michelle is having her baby girl April 17th and Simona Elisa is being baptized April 27th, it's on a Saturday and it's a private ceremony. You would just love all your great grandchildren...yup all girls Ma...they are all adorable and they are loved so much. Ok missy miss u beyond words and love you even more...until we meet again....FYI....I'm ready anytime....xoxoxoxo

Your daughter, Franca...be by Vinnys side always...xoxo

March 28, 2019

Hey Ma,

I'm not the happiest person around. I have alot on my mind. Poor Vinny ma...this seems like a nightmare. The medication is starting to kick in and Vinny is feeling terrible and sick. We both always ask why? Why Vinny? Why did it spread? If it only never spread it would of been better. The doctor gave Vinny 10 to 15 years. Why ma? Why? I'm hoping they come out with new medication and it helps Vinny. Our plan was always to live with eachother when we got old and we would travel together on our cruises. God can't take my best friend away. We are always there for eachother. Losing Vinny would be just like the day I lost you and daddy. It would devastate me. U know Vinny and her whole family is exactly like a second family to me. Even her mom...omg poor thing is all confused and forgetful. My heart aches for her mom too. I hope ma u and aunt Gracie pls guide Vinny through her tough time. Help her with her chemo. Give her strength. Going through this ma u get a new meaning for life. U realize how life can change so quickly. U can't take life for granted. Surround yourself with your friends and family. Keep all the negativity out of your life. Don't need or want the extra stress. Pls give Vinny, her family and all of us her friends the strength to keep Vinny fighting and no matter how tough its getting let her always have HOPE AND FAITH. U and daddy are missed and loved beyond words. Continue to watch over all of us. If I could ONLY TURN BACK TIME AND IF I COULD ONLY TAKE ALL THIS PAIN AWAY FOR VINNY AND GIVE HER BACK THE LIFE SHE WAS USED TOO.

Your daughter....xoxoxo forever

March 22, 2019

Ma,

Today is the day...I have everyone praying for vinny. People at work, friends just everyone. Her appointment can take up to 4 hours today. Stomach in knots..we are all so worried..I hope you and aunt Gracie are with her now holding her hand while the doctor is giving her all the news and when this nightmare is going to start. Ma, missing u, loving u, and wishing u were here for Vinny. She always said u were like her second mom. Pls be there now... I will write u as soon as I know...I'm so scared.

Your daughter...stay by Vinny's side xoxo

March 15, 2019

Ma,

It's me again. Vinny finally got her other appointment this Friday. I hope to God there is nomore curveballs. I hope it didn't spread anywhere else. She is excited and nervous. She is happy because she just wants to start chemo. She wants this over and done with. Vinny said to me, when she found out she had breast cancer she was very upset but she dealt with it. Now that it spread ma, she is upset and just doesn't understand why? She is ready to fight hard...she has to fight hard...real hard. Why did it go to her bones? Why? Pls I beg you and aunt Gracie to help her. We are all scared very scared. Vinny is overwhelmed by all the love and support. She said she can't believe how everyone is supporting her at work, home and friends. She is a wonderful friend...a true friend..Friday I had the girls over it was a surprise for Vinny...we cried, we talked and we laughed. Everyone was so good to her. We had a beautiful evening. We all promised her we would all be by her side to help her get through this nightmare. Ok ma, Friday can't come soon enough my stomach is in knots. My nerves are so bad all I keep doing is throwing up. Today was a bad day. Ok ma, do your best...I love you forever and ever and miss u and daddy beyond words. Life has not been the same since you both left us. Forever in my broken heart...remember this Friday be by Vinny's side...hold her hand throughout this journey...pls ma pls....vinny needs you....xoxoxo

Your daughter Remember Friday..be there pls xoxo

March 11, 2019

Hey Ma,

I wish you were here. So much going on. Ma, I need you so much. Ma, Vinny is so bad. We are in shock. How did this happen? Why did this happen? Vinny keeps saying to me WHY? WHY? I have no answers except God only wants the good. Please be by her side. You loved Vinny as Vinny loved you. Remember she always called you Mrs.U. She has such a tough road ahead of her. Why did it spread??????? Why?????? Please I beg you to be by her side...I beg u to give her the strength when she has no more strength to fight...she needs to fight, fight, fight...it's going to be very aggressive chemo. It's going to be a very long journey...if she stays positive and if she doesn't give up even when it gets so tough she can make it..she has a lot of love and support from her family and her friends. We are all working together so she doesn't give up. I have been crying non stop. We all have...we are in shock..how she has been living with this and she didn't even know....she didn't know till she felt the pain....how I hate cancer. Everyone is telling me to be strong for Vinny...I try so hard but to think we always said we would grow old together. Wow Ma, we all wish this was a dream...but it's not..so please I need you and aunt Gracie to guide her...please Ma...pls...we are getting T-shirt's made for all of us, me and Vinnys niece came up with the name...we are calling ourselves Vinnys Vicious Army. We even offered Vinny your bedroom. When she goes for chemo she can come her and relax...we don't want Vinnys Ma to see her because she isn't well either and Vinny is so scared that this will put her mom over the edge...omg how life is so cruel. We miss all miss you and dad so much...I wish u were her...my heart is aching so bad. Pls take Vinnys pain away...help her Ma..pls her her.....love you and daddy forever and until we meet again...Ti amp sempre........xoxoxoxo

Your daughterxoxoxo Pls help Vinny

March 9, 2019

Hey mom,

It's been so long....I just want to thank you for being by my side December 13th for my surgery. Ma, today is like a dream for me. I went to remove my stitches and it's the first time I saw myself since the surgery. Omg did I cry. I'm so happy I decided to do this surgery. Ma, your son, my brother did u see? Omg Ma, today for crying was so bad. I will never ever be able to thank Joe enough. I know, I know say it? It's so nice to have a brother. Christmas Day we will all be celebrating at Joe's and Dolores's house...all the grandchildren...how we wish you and daddy were here. Continue to watch over us ALL....we all miss you both so much....but Joe, Anna and me miss you beyond words...and we are constantly thinking of you both....we will talk again....Ma, I feel like I'm dreaming still...I feel so good and so happy....thanks to Joe and Anna....xoxoxo bless them always for me.....

Franca Ursini

December 23, 2018

I miss you all but like I always say I miss you and daddy more and more as the days go by. Same old same old down here on earth. This Saturday Ma,anna and me are redoing the front of the house. We are getting pattern concrete done. We need a change. The front looks terrible with those blocks. I'm so proud of me and anna..we do everything on our own...well then again we have only each other...actually your Dolores(u always called her that) as usually is there to help us...pick colours...and she will be giving us the material to get it done. It helps but it's still expensive because it's the labour u pay for...oh well I have to work more on the truck...Ma, it's been such a bad season on the truck...we started late because weather was terrible. This summer isn't the greatest...so it's been pretty bad for me...this is the worst year I ever had on the truck...the extra money isn't like it used to be. Ma, did u see how beautiful our michelle looks? She's pregnant and she looks adorable. Thank God she is feeling much better....can't wait to see what she is having. Other then that everyone is doing well....me and anna miss you a lot....we wish you and daddy were still here. I want to play cards so badly but have no one to play with. So daddy whenever your ready just call me...I'm ready anytime and we can continue to play.....we love you to the moon and back and thensome.......till we meet again.....xoxoxo

Your daughters...xoxoxo

July 6, 2017

Hey Ma,

It's been since October since I wrote in this book. I'm sorry. What's new and exciting....work is beyond busy...your favourite season is around the corner...ice cream season...NOT...but no worries I won't be working every weekend...every other and I'm strictly working Saturday and Sundays. I can't do it anymore so busy at work. Wish u were here so much. I miss so many things. I guess one day we will meet again. I want to believe but it's hard. When I come I want your meatballs and pasta. I miss that so much. Last summer aunt Rita made for me a couple of times....she said whenever I want I just have to ask...well Ma, I asked a few times but she is too tired..so I guess I will wait for you because I won't ask anymore. Easter is coming up...hate the holidays all holidays. It was hard enough when daddy died but now that you are both gone it's awful. It's never the same. Nothing is the same. The emptiness in your children's hearts will never disappear. I seriously believe every year it just gets harder and harder. Ma, I hope you and daddy don't get upset that I dont visit u both but I think of you both so much and I talk to u both all the time. Daddy, more and more I look like you everyone says it. Oh daddy how I wish we could play our cards, watch tv, eat our toasted Italian bread with olive oil, our fruit, our popcorn I miss it so much. I can't write anymore because I'm feeling very alone and I'm missing you both even more...so I will say good night to all of you in heaven..love u both so much and how I wish things could be different....love forever till we met again, ti amo...xoxoxo I will keep in touch...pls visit me in my sleep.

Franca

April 7, 2017

Always and forever in my heart.......your family is so very precious.........I love them all dearly and will always and forever be there for them. The void in my heart is forever there. I love you all. Baci baci baci hugs and kisses

April 7, 2017

Happy Birthday Ma,

Today instead of spending your birthday, with Joe,Dolores, Anna, Jonathan, Claudia, Chiara, Michelley, Luca and ME.....you are spending it with daddy, your parents, your baby sister aunt Grey, and your son Frankie. I guess I should be happy that you are with them all...but Ma, do u realize how much WE MISS YOU? Do you realize HOW MUCH WE NEED YOU? Today I know Joe and Anna will come and visit you...foresure.....but of course I won't....not for anything Ma....but you know I talk to you all the time....coming to cemetery only brings me down. I hate talking to that cold wall. I hate seeing you and daddy's name on that cold wall. I just hate it...I'm sorry...I'm so sorry....I just hate knowing that you and daddy are shoved in that wall...I hate it!!! Although I don't come that doesn't mean I love you less, or I miss you less....it's just how I feel. I think about you and daddy every single day....not a day goes by that I don't think or even mention you both. I only know what I feel deep in my heart. I know I miss you beyond words...I know you are the ONLY ONE that knew ME.....I know your the only one that understood me...and especially the way some of the family members treated me at times YOU only understood. That's why Ma, NOW I don't care....I do WHAT I WANT...when you and daddy died....a lot died inside of me. I only know what I feel...I only know when I'm alone what I go through....I put on a front....I'm good at that....but inside my heart I know the real Franca just like you KNEW ME the BEST....omg Ma, u understood me perfectly. That's why when I make certain decisions I don't care what ANYONE says....because I know you would AGREE with me...YOU always did...and you would say Franca, your right...but what are you going to do honey? I hear you tell me that all the time still...what I would do to hear you tell me them again...anyways, have a great birthday with everyone in heaven. Just rememeber on earth you left a lot of broken hearts and unanswered questions....tears flow all the time,especially on these special occasions. On the bright side Ma...did you see the beautiful renovations me and Anna did to the house? See you favourite room your kitchen? It's so bright and full of sun u would of just loved it. To think Anna and me did everything on our own. Like we say all the time ....it's ONLY ME AND ANNA...everyone else has their own families ....their own problems....so thank God I have Anna....the greatest sister in the world. Remeber Ma.......take me first....because if Anna goes I have NO ONE.....absolutely NO ONE....except my closest friends...Anna will be fine...totally fine...she has Dolores and aunt Lib and tons of dear friends...so please always keep that in mind....TAKE ME FIRST....and to be honest....I'm ready anytime...me and daddy need to continue our card games. I miss playing our favorite game so much....ok missy it's almost 2am...I'm going to "BOD"...Happy Birthday to my beautiful MOM.....xoxoxoxoxo

Happy Birthday Ma....xoxoxoxo

October 30, 2016

Hi Ma,

Just got home from dinner...yes, we celebrated your handsome sons birthday. It was so nice because it was only us. Joe, Dolores, Jonathan, Claudia, our GOREGOUS Chiara, Micelley, Luca, Anna and me. We had a nice dinner. Joe received beautiful gifts. I was really happy for him. Joe, is coming to visit you on Sunday...I hope you sent him hugs and kisses today. He kept saying he can't believe he is 60. He looks good for 60. I hope he is always blesssed with good health, happiness and love. I know forsure he is surrounded by love...you saw it tonight. Just always keep he calm and happy...you and daddy were missed tonight. We all love you both so much and trust me when I say you are always on our minds and forever in our hearts.....till we meet again......watch over us all.....ti amo sempre...xoxoxo..

Nice dinner for YOUR SONS 60th Birthday...

October 8, 2016

Hi Ma,

So what's new and exciting? Anna and me are finally getting the house painted after 7 years....the whole house. Then we are changing the carpeting downstairs too. Yup me and Anna. Sometimes we wish we had a man so they could help us out. We are dishing out a lot of money but it all needs done. This month has been very expensive for us...I keep hoping for a lottery win before the bills come in. Maybe tonight 649 is 17 million. I'd be happy with anything..so daddy keep your promise...remember the deal we had. Ma, Saturday is your handsome sons birthday....that's right he is the big 60....wow....well I will tell you this much...he is lucky to have me and Anna as sisters...very lucky, just wished he realized that....wish he would come around more and check up on us....but he really doesn't...ONLY when he has to he comes by. It's ok we are used to it. Make sure on saturday u send him big hugs and kisses from above...I know he will come visit you for sure. He will miss your special phone call early that morning...so somehow send him a sign early Saturday morning. That will make his day. Besides him seeing the gift we bought him....wow...he will be shocked...lol...it's his 60th...it won't be like this next year...lol..u know me I tell you how it is. But I hope he loves it. Deep down I fight with him more then Anna does ...I just hope he realizes how much we really care about him..even though he is never around for us...I hope he realizes he is loved a lot by his sisters no matter how mad we get at him...he is a lucky guy in more ways then one....maybe turning 60 he will finally realize it.....maybe he will be nice...lol....ya, I know I'm dreaming just like I'm dreaming about winning the lottery....u never know they both can happen....what's the saying, never say never.......ok missy love to everyone.....miss u more...Remeber we always always think of all of you....but I will admit....I think of u and daddy more...forever loving you....till we meet again ti amo sempre..........xoxoxxo

Your handsome son turns 60....

October 5, 2016

Hello Missy,

At work on lunch and decided I better write you. It's been so long. Ma, the other night I finally I had a dream of daddy. It was so weird. I saw him in the den at victory, laying in his favourite chair but in his coffin. I asked daddy what are u doing here? He said he didn't know...that was it. It's so weird. I have been thinking about you both so much...more then usual. The older I get the more I miss my parents....ma, your handsome son is turning 60 soon. I'm sure he will be visiting you and daddy. He will play your favourite Italian songs too. Ok missy continue watching over all of us. Your kids miss you more then you and daddy know. We think about you both all the time....love you both......till we meet again...xoxoxo forever in our broken hearts that will never mend...xoxo

Miss u both so much

September 27, 2016

Thinking of you all with much love and avoid in my heart that will never ever go away!!!!! Baci e Abbracci per sempre nel nostro cuore

September 26, 2016

Hey Ma,

I'm so sorry!!!! I know it's been since June. Always remember even when I don't write I talk to you all the time and I think about u and dad 24/7. Tonight joe, Dolores, Michelle and Luca came for dinner. It was very nice. I haven't seen them in months. Anyways, not sure how true this is but Joe said tonight for his 60th bday this year he was talking Dolores away...guess where???? On a CRUISE.....my favorite. I want to believe him but I'm not sure. I already booked my cruise am....it's still a long time away but I leave March 4th 2017. I'm so excited. My job at Argo Lumber is great!!!!!!! I have never been so happy ma. The people are great and the work I do I just love it. Ice cream season is almost over....well I'm finishing the end of September. Next year ma I don't think I will be doing it..if I do it will not be every weekend....I want to enjoy a summer. I haven't enjoyed a summer in six years. I'm getting older it's time to enjoy life. U just never know. Anna's feet are getting better...still swollen....I told her to work less hours......it's time she starts to enjoy life too. Ok missy, I will try and not let months go by without writing to you....I love you and dad so much and miss you both so much....if I had a wish...it would be to turn back time....ti amo tanti......baci sempre....xoxoxoxoxoxo

It's been a few months...sorry

August 24, 2016

Happy Mothers Day....Happy Fathers Day....omg it's been so long...I'm so sorry...but always remember just because I don't write to you I still think of you both so very very much...I love my new job more then I have loved any of my jobs. It's amazing...ma, how much I wish you were here to ask me like you always did....how was your day at work? I would answer like I answer Anna everyday...I love it I love it.....I'm so happy....another thing I forgot to tell you ma, last week aunt Rita made me meatballs. So I drove by with the truck...gave her and uncle Zio Roberto ice cream and aunt Rita gave me meatballs with fresh bread nice a warmed up. Daddy would of loved the bread....anyways, her meatballs ....amazing..Amzing...her sauce omg..I ALWAYS said you made the best meatballs ma...and you did...but aunt Rita's are tied with yours...sorry...then today ma, aunt Rita told me to come pick up meatballs again...yippee...I had a big event at Christie pits so I went quickly....gave them ice cream...and took my meatballs...ma, omg today her meatballs were like m and m candies you just couldn't eat one...they were amazing...fantastic. I told aunt this winter she has to show me how to make them. Little does aunt Rita know ....I hope she tells me every week to pick them up...anyways, ma...Anna is coming along with her feet...she can't wait till the 27th of this month to take off her casts. Ma, life is good right now. I'm happy with my job....I'm still doing the truck and yes you and Anna are the same...u hate it...the season is almost over....yippee...oh ya, I already book my cruise am...leaving March 4th....you know me and my ships...love it...ok it's almost midnight I better get to bed...I love you and daddy so much and trust me not a day goes by that I don't think of you both....I wish I was bewitched so I can wiggle my nose and bring you both back where you belong....ti amo sempre....FYI although I haven't written in the book...I posted on face book now...I hope you see that.....anyways, nite nite to all...aunt grey....I miss you so much and think of you a lot too....I still have "fabulous" hanging in my car......xoxoxo...till we all meet again....you are forever and ever in my broken heart...xoxoxoxo

Never forgotten ....always in my broken heart...xoxo

June 19, 2016

Thinking of you all. Gracie you are in my thoughts no stop Its the 13th today Saint Anthony. You had three days left..the tears still flow..the heart is still brokenthe void..never ever will go away.Loving you all each day more and more..

June 13, 2016

14 years ago today at 400pm.our hearts were all broken and the void is still there in our hearts...

May 25, 2016

i love you all

May 18, 2016

i love you and everyone so very much!!! The void is always and forever there. I am here for everyone as I always was. Send your unconditional love and watch over everyone.

May 1, 2016

Hey ma,

Everything is going great. I just love working at Argo Lumber. It's a lot of work but my day flies by.i thank you and daddy for watching over me when I was going through those tough times with both my past jobs. I guess I had to go through that to find the perfect job....I love you both so much and miss you both so much. We all miss you ALL. Always watch over everyone. Oh ya, ma, Anna is having one foot done soon...you know her...she is scared. Make sure you and daddy are watching over her. Help her heal quickly...guess who is going to go shopping and do the running around? That's right me...oh dio. But you know me ma, I won't go to all the different stores like Anna, I will go to one and just buy everything..lol....who knows ma, maybe YOUR SON JOE will show his face during the day and surprise his sister with his company. He can bring them both lunch. Its funny ma he never shows his face here...not even a phone...sometimes I forget I have a brother. Oh well what can you do. Like Anna says...it's only me and her....funny your son remembers us only ????.....forget it.....anyways, love to all.....continue watching us.....xoxoxoxoxo till we all meet again.

Loving my new job

April 27, 2016

love you all!!! forever in our hearts.

April 26, 2016

Its a beautiful daythinking of everyone with much love and a huge void in my heart.

April 17, 2016

baci baci baci

April 8, 2016

Hey Ma,


Thank you thank you thank you.....today was such a good day. Ma, I got the new job at Argo Lumber and I know it was you. I couldn't be happier. I just couldn't work for the doctor anymore ....u saw what she put me through. Omg....I'm so happy and Anna I can't explain how happy she is. Ma, did u see today your son...Joey sent me a text and then at end of text put xoxox....yes, I was shocked but it was so nice. Sometimes I forget about Joey because it wasn't like when u were alive....we don't see him much. Atleast when u were here he would call and come by. So sometimes I think he forgets he has sisters, but after that text I guess he remembers. I know he is busy but sometimes it's just nice to know he is there for us....things did change since you left. But one thing that will never change...Joey, Anna and me....your kids....think about you and daddy all the time. We all miss you both so much. See ma, I'm the one that writes to you. Just remember even when I don't mention Anna and Joey's name....everything I write is always always from the three of us. Joey and Anna aren't as good as me when it comes to expressing our feelings. They keep it in...especially your handsome son Joey....so I'm the one with the mouth so I will talk...anyways, we love you more then the moon and back and you are forever in our hearts....our hearts that will always have a void because we miss our wonderful parents....xoxoxo continue to watch over us always....and thanks for the help....love you both forever and ever....till we all reunite again.....we always think of u both.....xoxoxoxo

Thanks ma......

April 5, 2016

Our hearts will forever be feeling the void..we love you all so very much

April 4, 2016

Anna's Birthday!!!! To our beautiful and loving family in Heaven please take care of us all and send your guidance and watch over all of the family with your loving hearts. The void in our hearts will always and forever be there.with much love to all of you.

March 31, 2016

Hey ma,


I know Joe was asking me today why I haven't written to you in a long time. Sorry ma, but I just have a lot on my plate right now. I'm trying to look for another job. Things at the office are crazy. Anyways, today is Good Friday and we went to Dolores and Joe place for lunch. It was nice. I had to leave because aunt Rita had invited me to,here place for dinner. We had a wonderful time at aunt Rita's place. I didn't get home till 1:20am...we have a nice time. We had a wonderful dinner. Of course, like always, Zio Roberto and aunt Rita always always bring up you and daddy. It's so nice to here the stories even though I have heard them a million times. Everytime Zio Roberto talks about the stories it brings such a smile to his face. They both miss u and daddy a lot. I keep telling myself we will all meet again in a better and happier place...Easter Sunday we are going back to Joe and Dolores house. Can't wait to see Chiara. Ma, she is just beautiful...what a smart little girl...amazing. I know u both are watching her from above...continue to watch us all...we ALL love and miss you both so very much. Beyond the moon and sun......always in our broken hearts......love u......xoxoxoxo

Good Friday xoxo

March 26, 2016

forever in our hearts.smile even though your heart is aching smile even though your heart is breakingto you all.with much love.

March 24, 2016

Its been awhilenot a day goes by without thoughts of you allforever in my heart with much love forever.

March 24, 2016

Thankyou for taking care of all the family!!! Everyone is home safely. Love you forever and ever. Love you all!!!!

February 25, 2016

iloveyou all so very much!!!

February 18, 2016

Hi Ma,

My week is over!!!! Coming home today...out of the week we had about 2 1/2 - 3 days good. Our resort was very nice. Food had good days and bad...I would say more bad then good...lol..can't wait to see Anna and thank you for keeping her safe for me. Xoxo...this morning it's cloudy and windy again. Calling for rain. Ma, did you see all the pictures Nina posted of you and dad? Even me? Beautiful pictures. But boy oh boy do I ever look like daddy. I miss you guys a lot and thought about you both all the time. Anyways, I'm hoping to finish packing, get dressed and go for breakfast. We have to leave hotel by 12:20pm. My flight is 3:15....if all goes well I will be arriving at 7:30pm. Hope the flight is better going home then coming here. Keep me safe....all my love forever....till we reunite again you are both forever in my heart....Ti Amo ....xoxo

Coming home today....yippee

February 11, 2016

Good morning missy....Greetings from Montego Bay, Jamaica....Vinny and I are here ma...we arrived Thursday laste afternoon....so today is our second day in the sun...it's already our second day in the sun. Today they are calling for rain. It's already 7am and we are ready for the beach...ma, my white spots are coming out....oh daddy why did I have to get those spots...remember how dark I used to get? Oh well it could always be worse....ma, missy here is coming home skinner because at this resort the food yuk......thank God they have popcorn....anyways, take care of Anna....watch over me and Vinny and make sure no rain comes.....tomorrow we are going by boat to Negril...7 mile beach can't wait....u know me and my boats.....I think of you and daddy all the time...actually I think of all of you...but more you and dad....love you both beyond words.....xoxo

Montego Bay, Jamaica

February 6, 2016

I haven't forgotten.....I love and miss you all so much....especially you and daddy.....forever in my heart....xoxoxo

January 29, 2016

The void I have in my heart will go on forever and ever!!! I love you all so so very much. I think of you all the time and miss you like you have no idea. Oh how I wish I could turn back time ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

January 28, 2016

We love you all and not a days goes by that our hearts are not with you all. Wishing the time would or could go back. Smile even though our hearts are aching.

January 25, 2016

Thinking of you all with much love

January 14, 2016

i love you all

January 11, 2016

It's January 8th....4:19am I'm up. To think today we were so happy because u were coming out of the hospital. Then things turned for the worst....something I will never understand....it bothers me like crazy. How could you be so happy, smiling....and then instead of coming home you died. How did it happen? Why did THIS HAPPEN? Our lives went upside down. From celebrating u finally getting out of the hospital ....we had to make funeral plans. How crazy life is. How God only takes the BEST. Ma, it's 3 years already, we have carried on with life, NO CHOICE.....but although we have carried on.....we still haven't accepted your death....our tears continue to flow......our hearts are broken and will never mend back together. We all love you beyond words....we all miss you like crazy. Anna, how she wishes while she was cooking in the kitchen u would be sitting in your favorite chair watching her and waiting to sample whatever she made...Joe, how he wishes he could walk in the door Sunday morning and again watch you sitting in your favorite room and favorite chair in the kitchen....and hear you say Joe, you look so handsome....and for him to only say, Ma knock it off. Then there is ME....trouble.....you are the only ONE that knew and understood me. I miss getting my A++ from you....I miss sating ding dong......i miss telling you I'm going to the ZOO and u understood ....I miss you ma so much....2015 wasn't a good year for me.....I needed you so much....but with the changes I guess that was you always by my side saying it will get better....it did....continue to watch over Anna and me always.....watch over EVERYONE...Joey, Anna and myself miss you a lot....so much....I hope to God you are with daddy, Frankie, your parents and your sister. I hope you are free of pain. I hope you always watch over us all.....till we meet again .............you are missed and loved so much.......xoxoxoxo love you forever and ever.....xoxoxoxoxoxo

3 years today God took you....

January 8, 2016

2016 another new year. You would always say to me. Libby its a new year and thank God we are all together.life has changed..all we have is memories.another new year and we are not the same any more.

January 2, 2016

Happy New Year to all of you. So glad the holidays are finally over. Hope all of you are watching over us all. We all love you so much and miss you even more. Ma, did you see? Your handsome son texted both his sisters at midnight....I know, I know ....your famous line....I wish I had a brother....it was very nice of him....more like very touching....anyways, I'm going to bed now because I'm beyond tired. Today I worked. No worries I will keep in touch....ti amo....xoxo night night...

Thank God the holidays are over

January 1, 2016

Christmas Merry Christmas to some of us its smiles and laughter. For some of us there is sadness that fills the air. Tears still flow and the Christmas we once shared has become memories that fills your heart with smiles tears and sadness . Christmas Merry Christmas. Always with love to you all.

December 26, 2015

Ma, it's over thank God....now just New Years Eve....can't wait. Then it's 2016. Wow!!!! To think January 8th is around the corner...wow....who would of ever known. Love you and miss you and daddy lots....night night....ti amo

Around the corner...

December 26, 2015

Merry Christmas to all of you...ma, daddy, Frankie, nonni and aunt Gracie....you are all missed so much. Ma, I just got home 245am. I can't explain how this awful day turned out to be so wonderful. Aunt Rita went above and beyond. U would of been so proud of her. She made me pasta with clams, mussels, lobster and crab. It was so good. She bought me my shrimp ring too. Ma, it was so nice. Guess what Peppie joined us too. It was beautiful. Aunt Rita a Zio Roberto had smiles from ear to ear. It was wonderful. Then we went to Tony's brothers house. Ma, they are wonderful. I had a great Christmas Eve. Then guess what? Your handsome some sent me a text of Chiara. They were at Ellen's too. Ma, Chiara is just beautiful . Then, of course, you wonderful son sent me a text to,say Merry Christmas . I know, I know, I was very touched by that. I don't see him much anymore so that was nice he noticed I was missing and he thought of me....tomorrow I won't be with them....I will be with Sandra's family. If Dolores was having it I would of been at their house. I really don't feel like going to Ellen's...you understand....u always did understand me and I miss that so much. Anyways, I'm getting ready for bed so I just want to let you know I love you all.....especially??????? More then the moon and back.....watch over us all. Remember YOUR CHILDREN miss you and daddy so much and Christmas, well every holiday is never ever the same...xoxoxo xoxoxo ...send your sisters and their families big hugs and kisses they both miss you all. Zio Roberto saw the picture I have of daddy on my phone and I caught him talking to daddy.....he always talks about daddy and you...all the great times aunt Rita and him had with you both ...all the trips and outings u went on.....it's sad for everyone.....please visit soon.....xoxoxo

Aunt Rita gets an A++..just like u used to give me

December 25, 2015

Sitting downstairs, watching tv....but my mind is on you and daddy so much. How I hate these holidays the most. I could picture you and daddy in the kitchen preparing the wonderful meal. Dad used to love Christmas Eve the most. Remember ma when he would make you make 12 different dishes? Whether we liked it or not we had to try it. Lol...you were the best cook. I miss our Christmas Eve's ....you made the best fish sauce for the pasta. No one makes it like you. Oh ma, today it's been raining most of the day that's why I think I'm feeling like this. Between these holidays and weather I feel awful.....ok, I have to stop writing now......you understand why....I need a hug from you...and I need you to say Franca everything is going to be ok. Ma, I try and believe that but my heart aches so much these holidays. This Christmas Eve is going to be different. I'm at aunt Rita's....first year without fish but it will still be wonderful....it's not about the food it's the company and I really enjoy going there. I always pick on aunt Rita just to get her going....she is funny ma. Ok missy just help me and Anna get through these holidays ......love you beyond words......xoxoxoxo hugs and kisses to everyone.....xoxoxoxoxo

Raining.....awful day......

December 21, 2015

Missy, plans have changed ....lol you know me. Anyways, I was talking with Nina this morning and Nina invited me over Christmas Eve ....so I will be with your aunt Rita. Between us I'm really happy....why? We will play cards after dinner. Not for long ....because then I'm going with Nina and Tony to go see Tony's brother. I know him we all have a nice time together...so I put my order in with aunt Rita ...I kept it very simple for her...lol....I said pasta with olive oil and anchovies and make it a little hot. She never answered but I know she will make it. So no worries ma, Christmas Eve I'm still with family....not my sister but we will be fine. Anna, just wants me to be happy and she knows I enjoy going there. Peppie might be there too.....ok missy....u always said....."Franca you have a mind of your own"....I miss you ma.....beyond words.....having one of those days today....xoxoxo

One of those days......

December 12, 2015

Missy, plans have changed ....lol you know me. Anyways, I was talking with Nina this morning and Nina invited me over Christmas Eve ....so I will be with your aunt Rita. Between us I'm really happy....why? We will play cards after dinner. Not for long ....because then I'm going with Nina and Tony to go see Tony's brother. I know him we all have a nice time together...so I put my order in with aunt Rita ...I kept it very simple for her...lol....I said pasta with olive oil and anchovies and make it a little hot. She never answered but I know she will make it. So no worries ma, Christmas Eve I'm still with family....not my sister but we will be fine. Anna, just wants me to be happy and she knows I enjoy going there. Peppie might be there too.....ok missy....u always said....."Franca you have a mind of your own"....I miss you ma.....beyond words.....having one of those days today....xoxoxo

One of those days

December 12, 2015

It's me again.....it's Saturday morning 7:06am. Went to bed at 3:10am and already up. Can't sleep for so many reason. No, ma....everything is ok don't worry. Everyone is fine...it's the holidays. Yesterday, your handsome son JOE sent me a text saying nonno's birthday he is 106. Ma, who did Joe take after?????? He remembers all that stuff. Hope you all celebrated together....anyways, yesterday Dolores said Ellen is having Christmas Eve and Christmas Day at her place. So everyone is going. Ma, u of all people understand....I won't be there. I will be going to Sandra's place ....I always spend Christmas with Sandra's family. If Dolores was having it at her house Christmas Eve I would of been there. I guess the way this year went....it wasn't meant to be. It's ok. Anna will be there with Joe......that's all that's important. You go where you feel welcome and happy. Sandra's family treats me soooo good and you know that. So although we are apart this year...we are all with people that care about us. Between you and me ma........me, Joey and Anna would prefer that you and daddy where here and we'd be spending Christmas Eve like we always did....but things happen....God changed our plans and left us three without our loving parents. He might of taken you BOTH away from us......but your love and memories live forever and ever in YOUR KIDS HEART........continue to watch over us....send us hugs and kisses and please visit this holiday....and remember NO ONE can EVER replace YOU and DADDY.......EVER...from the THREE of US......we love you BOTH more then the MOON and BACK......xoxoxoxo TI AMO......

Forever your kids love and miss you.....

December 12, 2015

i love you..not a day goes by without thoughts of all of you..

December 11, 2015

It's 3:07am. Sunday. I'm up...can't sleep....all I keep wishing for is these holidays to be OVER....I wish there was a way to skip the month of December . Always on my mind and forever in my broken heart. Till we meet again....not a day goes by that I don't play the WISHING GAME....xoxoxoxoxo

Can't sleep...my mind and heart r in heaven.....xoxo

December 6, 2015

Just laying in bed and WISHING...............love you all forever and miss you and daddy so much..........watch over US......xoxoxoxo

WHY???? WHY??? WHY???

December 5, 2015

Then you left..my heart will be forever brokensmile even though your heart is achingPlease pray for everyone and watch over us send your love your blessings your prayers. Forever in my heart.

December 4, 2015

Franca always makes sense doesn't she!!!!!! Its so very true the holidays have never been the same since Daddy Johnny Mommy and Gracie Never ever will the be the same Never and it doesn't really matter that we have our families the void in our hearts will forever be there. The holidays and life is never the same since you all left..

December 2, 2015

Hi ma,

I know, I know you think I have forgotten all about you. But never in a million years will I ever forget. Tomorrow is December 1st and that's when you would put all our Christmas decorations out. Since you left we don't put any out. It's NOT the same. Actually missy NOTHING is the same. How I HATE the holidays. Can't wait till it's all OVER. I hope you, daddy, Frankie, nonni, and aunt Gracie are all together and all watching over us. Help us all get over the holidays especially me and Anna. Everyone else has their own family so they are ok. But, it's only me and Anna....we have each other....and it gets very lonely and beyond sad. So many memories at the house of you....it's sad and happy....but on these special holidays it's really sad. Just promise ma that you will always be with us all.....but especially me and Anna since it's only us. We all love you and miss you and daddy so much. There are no words to tell you how much....even the moon and back isn't enough....forever in OUR hearts......until we meet again......xoxoxoxoxo. We love you........

The moon and back isn't enough......

November 30, 2015

iloveyouallto the moon and back

November 29, 2015

I love you all

November 10, 2015

to the best of the best!!!! Buon Compleano !!!!!! Love you to the moon and back and more

October 30, 2015

Happy birthday ma........tomorrow is your special day. You will be spending it with daddy, your parents, aunt Gracie and your son Frankie. Behind, on earth, you left all of us with broken hearts and millions of tears. Especially today. I sent you a beautiful message on face book. Forever in our broken hearts.....your family...xoxoxoxoxo. And again I will ask.....WHY????????????? Xoxoxox

Happy Birthday to the Greatest MOM.....xoxoxo

October 29, 2015

iloveyou and miss you so so very much Please pray and watch over all of us.

October 29, 2015

always with hugs and kisses to you all.

October 24, 2015

Hello Missy,

I'm back again today writing to you. Today is an awful day outside. Rainy, cold, and gloomy. Winter is around the corner again. I know, your happy I'm finished the truck, so is Anna no worries. Your birthday is coming up. Im sure Anna will take the day off and do what she always does. Mass and comes visits you. Joe will visit you too. Its only me ma....I go maybe twice a year. I'm like you for that. You didn't like going either. Ma, your inside my heart. You, daddy, aunt grey and our nonni...and my brother Frankie that I never knew. I pray all the time. I must admit, you, daddy and aunt grey I think a lot of. I miss nonna and nonno too...but its different kind of missing...you understand me, RIGHT? You always did. Whether I was right or not...you always understood me. I'm at work and I will be leaving soon. I'm enjoying my new job...its different but I like it. Thanks for looking over me when I was going through a tough time. I had Anna, and aunt Lib really watching over me and helping me out. Aunt Lib is a lot like you in many ways. She eats like you..ya, that's right, spits all over..lol...but I have to admit the way she worries about me and Anna and the way she is ALWAYS there for us she is a lot like you. No matter what I do...aunt Lib is on my side too. So, we may not see you, or even get to talk to you....but MISSY you come out a lot in AUNT LIB.....now if you could only teach her how to make meatballs because I know she would make them all the time for me...but its ok. Maybe I will learn one day....yaya I know that's really funny. WE ALL LOVE YOU ALOT....YOUR KIDS MISS U....YOUR SISTERS MISS U.....DOLORES AND YOUR GRANDCHILDREN TOO...ALL OUR LOVE TO EVERYONE.....ESPECIALLY...????????XOXOXOXOOXOXOXOO

always thinking of you ALL...XOXO

October 21, 2015

Hey ma,


Thinking of you all the time. Yesterday there was a lady bug on my car. Stayed with me till I got to work. Then believe it or not in my office today there was two lady bugs on the lights. I told my boss that was you and dad. Michelle is still on her honeymoon she gets back on Monday. I miss our Michelley. Anna, has not stopped since she retired. Always on the go. Continue to watch over her. Your son Joe.....we really don't see him anymore. He is busy. Hasn't been by the house in a long time. Actually ma, still no one comes by. It's very sad. Beyond sad. Nothing we can do. It's me and Anna ....everyone has their own life and their own families. Thank god I have wonderful friends. On Thanksgiving I went to Vinnys on the Sunday and the Monday I went to Sandra's...they all treat me like family. Anna went to Ellen's house. Christmas Day I will be going with Sandra's family...Anna will probably go to Ellen's. I guess we all go where we feel more comfortable. U understand? You always understood me the best. Ok missy like I always say, just because I don't visit you at the cemetery or I don't write as often trust me missy I think of you all the time. Especially both you and dad. Sunday I stayed home all day alone and as you know I spent a lot of time crying about you both. Missing you both beyond words......ti amo sempre......xoxoxoxoxo

The void will always be here.....xoxo

October 21, 2015

Smile..even though your heart is aching..I miss you so much

October 19, 2015

Love you all so very much!!!!!

October 4, 2015

Hey ma....

I'm writing late but today I start at noon. Anyways, like aunt Lib said it was the perfect wedding for the perfect couple. From beginning to end that wedding was stunning. The sun was shining....I know that was you from up above letting us know you and dad were right there....so the next thing is michelley having children. Everyone looked beautiful. We miss you all so much....continue to watch over us....we love you and miss you so much. Oh ya...Anna's last day of work is Wednesday....they had a nice party for her. I couldn't go...but aunt Lib and Joe went....she came home with lots of gifts. So now that she is retired keep her healthy and safe always.....xoxo.

Perfect wedding

September 29, 2015

it was a fairy tale wedding!!! Michelle looked like a beautiful princess and Luca the handsome prince. send your blessings from above and keep them safe, I love you more than words can express and your absence was present smile even though your heart is aching

September 28, 2015

smile even though our hearts are aching love love love and missing you all so very much.

September 22, 2015

Hey Ma,

It's been a while since I wrote you. Where do I begin? Lots going on. Did you see the beautiful party Luca's parents had for them? It was stunning. Our Michelle was so surprised she started to cry. It was a lovely Sunday afternoon. 5 more days and the big event is here. I can't wait. I told Michelle when I see her walk down in church that's were I will cry...she warned me already that she won't look at me because I will make her cry. It's going to be a wonderful day...sad because you and dad are missing. But I know you will be watching over her. Make the sun come out Saturday...no rain ma...ok missy other then that everything is alright. My new job is going great. Anna is retiring the end of month....lucky isn't she? Just help Anna find us the perfect condo....I will miss this house because of the memories of you in it. How you loved YOUR kitchen and bedroom. But I have all those memories locked in my heart. No one can take them from me. I still think of Victory Drive. That house reminds me of daddy so much. How life has changed....you are missed so much....we love you so much....we miss you all so much....hugs and kisses to all of you....forever in OUR HEARTS.......keep watching us all...xoxo

Big day is coming.....

September 21, 2015

love you all to the moon and back

September 20, 2015

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'FRANKIE'....I went to the cemetary and left you a Happy Birthday balloon from all of US.....NOW is your time to 'enjoy' your day ...with mom & dad...your so "lucky".....iloveyoulots...xo

September 14, 2015

Mom and dad....happy anniversary....sorry I'm late. No worries I remembered but I haven't had time to write in book. It's 2am and I'm still up. Lots going on in my head and I can't sleep. Always worried about something. It's pouring rain right now. Tomorrow we have three events with the truck so regardless that's it raining I have to be on truck. Ma, no worries it's almost over. Anna is counting the days too. She is so much like you when it comes to the truck. Anyways, two more weeks and our Michelle's is getting married. Another very special day you and dad our missing. I'm ready for her wedding. I'm beyond excited. Send pennies from heaven like you did right before Jonathan's wedding....remember? One more number and I would of been retired and travelling the world....by ship..lol joking ma I know you hated me going on ships. Ok missy my eyelids for finally getting tired so I'm going yo try and sleep. Love you all especially?????? Just in case happy birthday Frankie...(sept. 13). Enjoy with mom, dad, nonnie and our aunt grey.....aunt I think of you a lot........miss you more....xoxo

Franca

September 12, 2015

Ma & Dad...."HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TODAY"! How I wish you were "BOTH" here...your "BOTH MISSED" more than you will ever know!! Sometimes LIFE just isn't fair...you LEFT ALL OF US...WAY TOO SOON. "Iloveyoulots"....BOTH OF YOU....XO

September 10, 2015

thinking of you all every day !!!!!! loveyouto the moon and back

August 25, 2015

Hey Ma,

Today is just miserable...RAIN..RAIN...RAIN....but I'm happy its raining today because tomorrow Betty, Tony, Marci,and me are going to the EX..meeting Anna and Aziza there too. We love going opening day. I have been working so hard. THREE JOBS...the doctor's office...Durock (helping them out for awhile) and ice cream truck ...so tomorrow I think I deserve a DAY OFF FOR FRANCA....I know you agree. You hate the truck but its almost over MISSY....our Michelley is getting married Sept. 26th...can't wait. I will cry..but happy and sad tears. Happy because she is marrying a wonderful man....sad because I wish YOU AND DADDY COULD BE THERE. I know..I know...you will be watching from above. I really wish I could believe that. Deep down I want to but its hard for me. Anyways, love to all...miss you all ESPECIALLY??????????? YOU AND DADDY....let the sun shine tomorrow for the EX...lots of hugs and kisses.....and remember me and Anna look happy and do whatever...BUT NEVER EVER FORGET WE THINK OF YOU ALL...ESPECIALLY????????? EVERY SINGLE MINUTE OF EVER SINGLE DAY YOUR ON OUR MINDS.....XOXOXO

LOVE YOU FROM THE MOON AND BACK...XOXO

August 20, 2015

Hey ma,

It's getting better at work....lots to learn but I'm liking it. Anyways you came to see me at work today. A patient came in today and her name was Elisa . As soon as she told me I said that's moms name. She was very nice. She wasn't you...no one is like you....ok wait.....Anna is. Xoxo. Ma, you helped me find a new job now help us with you know what.....then me and Anna will be great...remember ma.....it's me and Anna so please help. Ok missy love you lots and always watch over us.....xoxo hugs and kisses to all of you in heaven....

Let one more wish come true.....

August 20, 2015

iloveyoulots thinking of you all

August 19, 2015

happy birthday Gracie you are with everyone up there!!!! I love you more than words can say. Thankyou for being with me today It felt great. Love love love forever in my heart to all of you.

August 17, 2015

Hi Ma,

Today was my final MRI. Hoping everything goes well. My new job? Well I have a lot to learn. I have had good days and bad days but I'm hoping it only gets better. Working for a doctor isn't a walk in the park. I'm just hoping it all continues to say good. I just wanted to let you know I love you all a lot and miss you more. Even if I don't write to you remember I'm always thinking of you......forever in my heart...xo

Miss you...xo

August 13, 2015

Please send your blessings and prayers to everyone!!!! Love you to the moon and back

August 12, 2015

To you all!!!!! I love you all so very much and miss you every day of my life until we meet again. Elisa you truly are always around me it truly is a wonderful feeling. Forever in my heart I love you sooooooo

August 7, 2015

Hey Ma,

I hope your happy as me. Went to sign my paperwork and Monday I start my new job. I'm very excited. Things are going to start changing for me and Anna....no worries ma, it's for the best. It's time we worry about ourselves and our future. Remember it's me and Anna. Aunt lib and uncle Mario are home safe from Italy. They got home yesterday and of course Anna made her famous lentil soup for their safe trip home. Ok missy....continue to watch over us all. We love you lots and miss you and daddy so much. Always thinking of you and always asking WHY? Xoxo. Forever in our torn hearts.....xoxo

My new job...so happy

August 5, 2015

Hey Ma,

Guess what? All us DING DONGS forgot to say HAPPY NAMES DAY TO ANNA. How sad is that? NOT ME, JOEY OR AUNT LIB. POOR POOR ANNA DOESNT DERSEVE THAT. See if you were here you would of reminded us. I said it to her today. I guess better late then NEVER. Anways, I'm still not feeling 100%. I had the weekend off the truck to relax but its my head THE POUNDING is crazy. I just hope to God it all goes away. I'm tired of feeling tired and I'm tired of people telling me I look to pale and exhausted. I know I have to start eating again but baby steps. Just help me get better ma. Continue to watch over me and Anna. We both really need you NOW....alrightie we will talk later.....lots of love always.......xoxooxox

HAPPY BELATED NAMES DAY TO MY WONDERFUL SISTER....ANNA XOXOXOXO

July 27, 2015

Hey ma,

I'm still at home. Still not well. They say stress could kill you...and that's what I have been under the last few months. Ma, you need to read between the lines ok missy. Anyways, aunt Lib has been texting me everyday. Even before she knew anything about me being sick. Today she even called from Italy just to hear my voice and make sure I was ok. Ma, I need your help for so many things. Please help me and Anna wishes come true. We are so alone me and her....well maybe I'm saying that wrong more me. If anything was to happened to Anna I would have my friends....that's it no family...NADA...except for aunt Lib and aunt Rita. So this is why I say IM READY...Anna will be so good in every way. How I wish Frankie was alive....I wonder what kind of brother he would of been? Well, Frankie looked like you so he would of been a great brother and he would of watched out for his sisters....I'm sure....I will find out one day. At least it wouldn't have been a way one street with him. Please ma, don't tell me to be nice......I'm nice others have to be nice too. It's ok I have a sister that cares and that's all I need. We will be fine and it's time we start thinking about ourselves just like everyone thinks of themselves. You ask once, twice and when u have to keep asking you know that don't care...they just use you for whatever. Time to treat them the same way we get treated? I know you understand and I know you agree and I know more then anything your hurt and you can't even believe it....we'll believe it .....it's been like this since you died...please give me and Anna strength and help us get over all these hurdles. Please let us see a rainbow with the colour orange shining out at the both of us so we know everything will be just fine. Wish us luck.....love you more and please help me get better so I can do what I have to do.....forever in your daughters hearts........ Xoxoxoxo

Help me get better...changes need to be made so others will be happy....

July 22, 2015

Hey ma

What a night I had. Just got out of hospital since last night at 11. Have fever. They had me on morphine and adavan because I needed to calm down. I couldn't breath. They had oxygen on me too. Ma, it's all the stress I have been been going threw. I'm freezing. Have three pjs on and two blankets. My head is pounding. Sooo cold. My stomach was on fire...I threw up all day long yesterday. I was on truck too...when I got back from event Diana took me right away to hospital...then Anna came to watch over me. I was scared especially when I couldn't breath...it's a scary feeling. U must of been watching over me. They told me to follow the orange line then put me in room 8. They think a virus. Who knows all I know is I felt really scared. Continue to watch over me ma. Love you lots...xoxo

Home sweet home...xoxo

July 19, 2015

Hi Ma,

Today is nice and FRESH outside. The sun is trying to shine. You saw last night. What a beautiful evening we had. Monday night Michelley came over and yesterday night Joe and Jonathan came over. We had a wonderful dinner. It was so nice having people in the house. Its been such a long time. Like I tell you all the time its me and Anna....but last night FELT REALLY GOOD...It was NICE...u understand what I'm saying. Both Joe and Jonathan God Bless them both they ate very good that they both were stuffed. lol.....Did you see your son gave his sisters a little something to say THANKS...Joe was playing auntie Gracies favorite songs. Everytime Joe comes over he either plays songs for you or for aunt grey. Anyways, thanks for that wonderful evening ma.....I think me and Anna really needed it. It was wonderful...If it could only happen more often it would be nice. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.....we miss everyone....but I have to admitt...I REALLY MISS MY PARENTS ALOT. XOXOXOOXO

beautiful evening last night...xoxo

July 15, 2015

Ma, I knew I didn't want to go yesterday. Why? It was the 8th. I knew it would be bad luck for me. My nerves are shot. What is going to happen now? I don't have a clue. Anyways, like I always say...IM SOOO READY TO PLAY CARDS...the timing couldnt be better. Anyways, today looks like rain and it just makes everything worse. Aunt Lib left for Italy yesterday night. She is gone for 6 weeks. You know how much her and Mario love Italy? Anyways, missy noone won the 649 last night. Thats what I need right now. Oh well missy, love you lots and miss you more....daddy Im ready anytime......xoxoxox

the weather today is exactly how I feel...MISERABLE.

July 9, 2015

Please keep everyone safe and sending your blessings. With much love forever and ever. Until we meet again.

July 7, 2015

Ma, it's 1:08am I'm still up. Trying to sleep but my mind is racing. Tonight again I have been throwing up. Wish this would all stop. Help me sleep tonight ma. My nerves are shot. Oh well I will take one day at the time and see what happens....that's all I can do. Ok missy my alarm goes off at 6:05am. Help me sleep....love you, need you (especially now) and most of all MISS YOU.... Xoxoxo

Help me calm down....l need sleepxoxo

July 7, 2015

Ma, I wish u were here. I really need you. I finally made my mind up. I feel like a million pounds has been lifted from me. I'm sure your giving me your support. Please be with me on Wednesday. My stomach has been in knots and I have been throwing up non stop. It has to get better, right? Please watch over me and Anna. I hope I see a rainbow at the end. Also ma, things will change....u know what I'm talking about. FYI always remember take me first......how me and Anna wish you were here...you would of voiced your opinion...but it's ok....I know what to do....trust me ma. Things will be a lot different....you know me.....thank God I have a sister. We have each other till we die...please watch over Anna. We love you and miss you so much. Forever in our broken hearts....xoxoxoxo

Big changes...it's only me and Anna

July 6, 2015

iloveyou look after all of us down here and keep everyone safe and give everyone peace of mind.

July 5, 2015

Hey ma,

Hope you made daddy home pasta today. I'm getting ready for bed but I just had to write in the book...did you see this weekend Anna worked the truck with Diana. Anna is so exhausted. Everyone thinks it's easier working on that truck but I can't wait till October when it's all over. Anyways, missy today before going to James Garden I went by aunt Rita's house. Omg I'm still in shock. I finally tasted one of her meatballs....omg omg ma, it's exactly like your meatballs. I was stunned. They were fantastic. So you know what aunt Rita did for me? Packed me a beautiful lunch for the truck. She gave me another meatball and homemade eggplant. Yes, she made them. Then in another Tupperware gave me green grapes, cherries and nectarin. What a fantastic lunch. When missy wants to cook she can cook. By the time I left aunts house I ate four meatballs. Her sauce was amazing. I can't believe how much the sauce and especially the meatballs tasted like yours. Amazing. So aunt Rita said she would make them anytime for me....well I hope today you made daddy meatballs too. Daddy hope you had a good day. I hope you and ma always watch over us. Especially me and Anna. I have Anna working the truck too. Every little bit helps. End of summer we are hoping to re-do the backyard. It looks really bad. Like we always say to each other........we only have each other...sad...but true. With you and daddy looking out for us....me and Anna will be fine....we love you both so much and we miss you both so much. More then you realize....forever in our hearts....xoxoxoxox

Just like your meatballs.......xoxo

June 22, 2015

I always called u AUNT GREY...I love you and miss you so much. Miss you calling me "GOOF". In my car I still have the keychain you gave me that says "FABULOUS"...I will never get rid of it. I hope you are ALL OK IN HEAVEN...I hope you are ALL WATCHING OVER ALL OF "US"..Aunt I have your bookmarker right by my bedside and I look at it everynight. Too think a couple of weeks ago I was with Anna at you and mom's cousins funeral...and ONE OF YOUR COUSINS called me GRACIE. That was a compliment. Remember even Joey used to call me Gracie all the time..lol....Aunt I love you alot and miss you soooo much...You and my mom understood me soooo well. I told you things that noone else knew....and your famous line to me.....FRANCCCCAAAAAAAA...we had great times, great laughs....we cried too...but overall...its was all good....WHY DID GOD DECIDED TO TAKE YOU AND MY MOM??????? PLEASE ASK HIM...our hearts still ache and our tears flow...they will never stop UNTIL WE ALL MEET AGAIN....love to all...xooxoxo you, my aunt, will ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED AND LOVED AND ESPECIALLY MISSED.....

MY AUNT GREY...XOXOXO

June 16, 2015

I love you Gracie with all my heart ,

June 16, 2015

Ma...you were 'MISSED' in so many ways on Sunday and still are....iloveyoulots...xoxox

June 16, 2015

OMG I love you and Gracie so much I wish I could turn back time.remember today .. remember tomorrow ..Gracie its five years and its seems like yesterday smile even though your heart is aching smile even though your heart is breaking.Please pray for everyone here and keep them safeTi voglio tanto tanto bene

June 15, 2015

Ma,

All I can say is unbelievable. What a shower? I don't have words. Everything was just PERFECT...ok almost PERFECT....you were missing. Michelley started saying a speech and thanking the guests, her maids-of-honours and wedding party...then a pause came...she looked at me then put her head down...then looked at me again...no words came out of her mouth...then she finally was able to talk...and that's where it all began. She mentioned YOU and how much she wished you were there and how much she missed YOU...omg the tears...I can't even explain. Then another long pause...even before she could talk she was crying. Her speech about Dolores OMG that's all I can say. Everyone was CRYING...not one dry eye was in that hall. Then ma, I understood why it rained. Those where your tears from HEAVEN because I know you would of loved to been there. Everything was so perfect. It was just a beautiful day. Our Michelley looked stunning. You must of seen it all. Then when I kissed her good-bye she said Zia I don't want this day to end. It's only the beginning for her and Luca. I can just imagine the wedding. This time I will make sure I bring Kleenex in my purse. Ma, always watch over your grandchildren. Keep them healthy and safe always. You were soooooo missed today. We all love you so much. If we could only turn back time.....xoxoxoxo

June 14, 2015

All I can say is God Bless your beautiful and loving family..today was magical.your girlsyour Dolores and your beautiful beautiful Michelley .what a peaceful beautiful day..even the rain made it peaceful..everyone looked elegant.your girls looked like a beautiful precious bouquet You would have not stopped talking about how everything was and looked Michelley you always told me she could speak and write well omg!!!!!! did she ever speak well..and then she mentioned you and make heart started racing and the tears started to flow..at the end she spoke of Dolores her loving Mother.omg!!!!! There was not a dry eye in the room .you could feel your presence in the room Smile even though your heart is achingI love you.and miss you and Gracie sosososo much.

June 14, 2015

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