May 17, 2013
What a long six months it has been. Sometimes I don't think I'll make it another day. MYSMIH.
They say “Everything Happens for a reason” However, the hardest part of accepting this is, waiting for that reason to come along!
I have been working on getting rid of excess baggage and that is moving right along, it is however slow at times because all the memories flood back to me. I don't imagine that is going to change much because of all our memories through so many years together. We went to the Hospice Memorial Service last month and that was a nice service. They read aloud all the names of the people that past in the time period of March 2012 to February 2013. There were other people there that their Loved one had passed as long as 4 years ago.
I wish so much that you could still be with me but well and Happy. The quietness is sometimes so hard to bear.
Yesterday a neighbor came by and asked if he could mow your Lawn, he figured you were still ill and couldn't do it so he offered. I had to tell him that you were gone. I am going to hire his high school son to do the mowing. The lawn is mowed for the first time in 2013 and it was pretty high too! The neighbor said he knew you took such good care of your yard and I thanked him for saying that. You did do a super job in the yard and everywhere else as well.
Rest well my sweetheart remember that I love you very much for now and forever. Love, Janet