You know why I have not written. Life is very dificult for me.
Today is William's Birthday!I am cooking for Jorga and William tonight since it is a special occasion.He misses you today and I remember when you used to send him tools; he loved that!
Late at night when I come home from my shift all the world is sleeping but I stay up and think of you.
And I wish on a star, that somewhere you are thinking of me. I think of you all the time. I recently checked in an older couple. He was Air Force retired. I talked about you and told him about how great your memorial service was. He thanked my family for serving the country and I thanked him too. I gave him a better rate!!!
Lately I have not had a lot of luck. I had an accident in January and just other things that hinder me from being happy. I wish I could just press a button and talk to you. I know you would give me advice. I have been talking to Janet but when I dont call her she knows that I am not doing well. I guess she knows me better than I thought.Dad,can you give me a sign that you are watching over me? Funny though, because I am a Brown I still find the power somehow to fight.
Bis Bald! Lieb dich Dad!!