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August-10-14
Sweet Jeannine

I'm so depressed and just don't care. I'm sinking each day. Why?
Why is it so hard to move on
Why isn't it getting easier
Everyone else can just move forward but me. I just can't except it. It's not fair

Why are you calling me each night and waking me up. You call my name over and over. But when I look your not there.

I'm gonna try to think of a way to have you remembered always. Well most people will for sure remember you but I want to find a way to leave your legacy forever. I'm working in it.

I just miss you so much and can't believe we won't grow old together.

Have a wonderful day and enjoy heaven full of love happiness and forgiveness.

Always and forever. Brad
August-02-14
Hello Sweetheart

Last day with Kym. Got back to room and cried. I miss her so much when she's not around.

Went to a comedy play at the theatre with her and it was funny but tearss were dripping down face because all I could think about was you. I wiped them away and just said I was laughing hard and the tears came but that wasn't true.

I feel like I'm all alone in this world. And don't know how to deal with that. No ambition or energy to do anything. Feel like I'm sinking deeper and deeper each day.

Just wanted to tell you how I'm feeling and I miss you so much.

You stole my heart when we met. Made it unbreakable when we were together. And broke it into unfixable pieces when you left. Just trying to get the courage to wake up each day and move forward.

Thank god for all your signs you show me each day. It helps each day get easier.

Good night beautiful. I love you and miss you. www
July-26-14
Hi Sweetheart

Is that you calling me each night. Most nights I hear someone calling my name. They say Brad Brad for like two minutes then say follow the sound of my voice and follow the light.

This wakes me up and I have to go look outside and all around inside the house to see if someone is there. But no one ever is.

I don't know if it is you or just my mind but if you want something please let me know what you need. I'll do anything for you. I miss you so much.

Well another sleepless night. I hope you are having so much fun with your mom and heather.

Till we meet again. All my love
Bubaloo xoxoxo
July-11-14
Hi Sweetheart

Life is getting harder and harder for me. Been a real struggle lately. Feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown. I feel like I'm just gonna collapse. I can't stop thinking about you. You are truly an amazing woman.

Well I guess you know it's your sisters birthday today. Big "50"
You and your mom would be so happy with her. She has done so incredibly well. We are all so proud of her as I'm sure you and your mom are too. She is such an inspiration to all of us.

Days like this I sure wish Heather was here to talk with. She always knew just what to say. I miss her so much. Did Heather tell you all the things I asked her to say to you. I sure hope so. She was an incredible woman as well.

Well I'm sure it will be another sleepless night. But I will kiss your picture and tell you I love you and cuddle your pillow.

I miss you so much. I love you www

Always and always your bubaloo
July-01-14
Happy Canada Day Sweetheart

Two years ago we were at Canada Day in Parksville laughing dancing kissing and just having a great time.

Life is basically to hard for me without you in it.
I'm trying to carry on but just to many memories of us.
I'm taking a four day/ night councilling to help me with all my grieving I still am dealing with. I am really counting on this to work.

When I think about you and what an amazing woman you were and how you were the best at everything. And my love and. Soulmate no wonder I can never even think about dating another person because she would not even come close to you in a comparison. No one ever will. So how do I move forward if there is no one as. Great. As You.

I do pray you are happy sweetheart. And with your mom and my step mom. (I really miss you Heather,so much. Thank you for being there all those years and especially helping me with the loss of Jeannine. I couldn't have done it with out. I miss you love so much)

So I'm praying that you are all happy and healthy and looking over us. Love you all

I love you Jeannine more. Than you'll ever know xoxo

Love your bubaloo xoxo 143
June-19-14
Hello Babe

Just need to say I LOVE YOU
June-11-14
Hi babe

It's 3 am and I'm lying awake at your dads thinking about you like i always do. It's funny how anything good that happens in my life your the first person I want to share it with or if I'm having a hard day your the person I want to talk to about it.

Basically no matter what happens in my life. The highs or the lows you are the person I need in my life to make it all better or worth while.

I miss your laughter, your smile, and just amazing woman you are. I miss hearing hi bubaloo each time I walk in the door or the I love you as we fall asleep. But the hardest is not hearing good morning everyday. That one is the toughest.

Just a little note to say how much I love and miss my beautiful amazing Jeannine.

Love bubaloo 143
June-06-14
Sweet Jeannine

I awoke from sleeping hearing you call my name repeatedly. I looked over but you weren't there. It made me feel so alone and sad. I cried for hours.

But you must have been around because we let buddy out at midnight and he was running all around and flipped over like you were rubbing his belly for like an hour. He was having so much fun with you.

Just letting you know there isn't a day a hour or even a minute that I don't think about you and miss you so so much. I love you forever.

Brad
May-25-14
Good Night Sweetheart

Hard day today

It was a tough one

I love you and miss you

Love Brad xoxoxo
May-19-14
Hi babe

Just cut lawn and weedeated but you weren't there when I was done. I miss that so much. I miss everything about you and have real hard time knowing you won't be there each time I open eyes, open the door, or when I call your name.

I just miss you so much sweetheart. I love you so so much.

Forever and ever

Bubaloo xoxo 143

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