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Hello my love

I miss you so much
When will the hurting stop

As I lay awake and think of you each night.
The nightmares I get every night I try to fight.
But each morning I awake and see that your not there.
Another day without you I can't bare.
But even if something happens that turns out great
I can't share with you and this I do hate.
So many things have happened that I want to share.
But I carry on each day but my heart it does tear
You are my soul mate always have been and always will be.
Because you are the best thing that ever happened to me.
So now I'll try to fall sleep because it's quarter to four.
What can I say I haven't told you a thousand times before.
God took you when I needed you the most
And without you I am empty inside but thru life I will coast.
Enjoy heaven and time with your mom
And on that day I'm chosen I will come
And we can be together like we should be.
From that moment on until eternity.

Always and forever. Brad
Hello Beautiful

I wake up In the middle of the night and reach over to hold you but you aren't there. And I ask myself why?
I keep thinking this is still a horrible dream and you will be back when I wake up.

I miss you so much. You have no idea how much hurt and pain I feel all the time. I watch a show and something reminds me of you. You are always on my mind. From feeling like life was at its best it could ever be to living the rest of my life missing the only woman I ever loved with all my heart and soul. We had so many wonderful dreams of growing old together. Now I wonder if I will ever be happy again.

I will think of you always. The way you were. So happy and full of life. My energizer bunny. You were always doing something so full of life and energy.

I love you always and forever

Love Your Bubaloo
My sweet Jeannine

Tomorrow is valentines day. Happy Valentines day

I'm getting close. Life without you is too hard. I can finally see things the way you must have.

But my kids are the only reason I still have faith. Without them who knows where I'd be. But I will always be here for them.

Another day. Another cry. Another hole in my heart.

But I will keep having faith. Because I need you and need your guidance. And need to get thru this time in my life.

Always here for you

Jeannine my love

It's 3:30 in morning and can't sleep
Just thinking about life and how unfair it is.
Why would god bring us together after 30 years
30 years of still loving each other even when we weren't
Then have 3-1/2 incredible years together
You were everything I could ever ask for
We were totally made for each other
You brought me into a love that was unmeasurable
I was finally feeling like Life couldn't get better
Because we had each other no matter what
And now your gone and so has my zest for life
Why give me a taste of compete happiness
Then take it all away. To hurt and devastate me.
Life is unfair cruel and mean
God I pray every night for you to take away this pain
Sweetheart please guide me out of this path if am going down and into a path that is brighter and happier
I love you with all that I am.
You were my everything, my soul mate
Till we meet again gorgeous
Love you forever. Brad
Hello Gorgeous

Well stopped taking my meds because they kept me from sleeping. Now I'm so depressed again. Don't even want to get out of bed or care about anything.

I need to find happiness again. You gave me a world of happiness that I could never of imagined. But your gone and so did my love of life.

Please work with me and answer my prayers and help me thru this hard time.

I love you so much. And words can not describe how much I miss you. You were my world.

Forever and ever Brad
Happy Birthday Gorgeous

Well another year has past and I feel so all alone.
I miss you so much.
You were my perfect match.
I don't know how I can keep going on but I will try to.
It's hard to believe it's been 5 years since your mom has passed.
I hope you guys are having fun and laughing a lot like you used to do when you got together.

I will always love you forever and ever till we meet again.

All my love Brad.
Hello Sweety

Well another year over.
I hope this one is better.
So hard to put up tree.
All the memories we shared.
I'm just so depressed.
Just can't get happy.
I miss you so much sweetheart.
You were my world.
I can't stop thinking about you.
Please help me get better.
Help me to carry on with life.
Show me it will get better.
I really need you to help me.
I can't handle another year like the last one. Broken heart needs mended.

Lord please give the strength to be able to start feeling again.

Sweetheart please help me to carry on and show me what to do and which path to follow.

Please grant me these wishes.

All my love forever. Bubaloo
Merry Christmas Jeannine

I will love you forever.

Merry Christmas Sweetheart

Well this is the second Christmas without you. And it's harder now for me. We put a tree up this year and was so hard putting up all the ornaments that we bought together thru out the years. Made me cry

Everyday that goes by I think about you and miss you so much. Each day goes by and I think more and more of all the things you did for us.

No words can describe how much pain and hurt I carry every day in my heart.

But I am praying and wishing you a merry Christmas with your mom. I know you guys are happy and free and laughing like you guys always did.

God, please help to ease the pain and hurt in my heart And treat my. Sweet Jeannine like the angel she is.

Merry Christmas Jeannine
Merry Christmas Christine

Love forever Brad
Hi Gorgeous

Another sleepless night of no sleep. This is so hard.

I know you left but you are always in my heart and my tears

Why would God give me a taste of paradise and be so unbelievably happy.
And then take it all away.
It's like giving a child a bike they love and then have someone steal it.
I feel like my happiness and my heart was stolen from me. And it is not fair.

I've talked with people in similar situations and they feel like I do now 8-12 years later. I will not be able to handle this for that long. Too much. Way to much.

Show me a sign of what you need me to do. Because this isn't living if each day I pray that I will be with you when I should be praying for me to be happy again. To love life. To feel like I felt when I held you in my arms. Like the luckiest guy in the world.

Awaiting your help and guiding hand to show me

Love always bubaloo

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