I thought of you today... I think of you everyday... As this year ends and we embark on the new one ill never forget how great an impact you made in my life in such a short time...u made me realize although I'm short in statue nothing is to big for me to accomplish...that my hopes and dreams are only an arms length away all I have to do is reach out and grab them.. but for some reason i feel empty like Im missing something...I hate that you will never be able to live out your dream and I could only imagine how you must of felt when your life was taken away only living for 16 years I know how mine did.. I wrote this the day after your funeral just know my life will never be the same...God I miss my friend..you were like that little brother I never had...
"God tells us to let not our hearts be trouble... he who believes in me believes also in themselves...but I can't help but question who is myself to be within means to be among something...whether that something is visible that is the next question...my eyes can only see what is real...it will not behold the sloth of fate...my future tells me what my past has already revealed...that love doesn't live here...so when I'm told that my heart shouldn't be trouble what exactly does that mean...when your heart has no feelings...how do you know when it's at ease...when trouble seems to follow you because your mind is never free...your mind has no sail date it's captivity is forever.."