I just wanted to say good night Rita. I love you very much I always will. It seems so strange you not being here with me anymore. like David said about his first son who died. his son would not come to him but he would go to his son. I will be with you sometime in the future with our Lord. I feel so alone. The kids are great but it's not the same. I miss praying with you. I miss telling you how very much I love you. Holding your hand and saying good night my shotzee. How I long to be with you. Good night my love.