The reality is I will grieve forever. I will not "get over" the loss of you. I will learn to live with it. I will heal and rebuild myself around the loss I have suffered. I will be whole again, but I will never be the same again. Nor should I be the same, nor should I want to be. I miss you more each day, but being strong is the only choice I give myself. I know you would want me to be smiling. I LOVE you
Missing you Beck and hope that you have found peace.You remain in my thoughts,dreams and heart .... :(. MJP
Missing you like crazy. It's been a year and 3 months without you...hasn't gotten any easier. Love and miss you so much Mom ?
Thought of you a good bit this week. Wish we could share stories. Miss you woman. So many of us do. Love you, Beck!
I try really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go. I will love you eternally. Happy anniversary
Hearing old songs that remind me of you. . .
I don't know whether to smile or cry.
Missing you. ?
I love you bigger than the universe. You are my sunshine ?
Happy Mother's Day Momma. Wish you were here :(
Thanks for helping me find your grave the other week! I knew that you knew I was there searching. It was a pleasure to sit with you and talk and even straighten up to make it "fancy" for your special visitors. You are missed and loved. Thanks again for your help that day. It was a long overdue trip ?
I miss you Beck and I wish this was'nt real...... So sad about you.Keep showing me signs to let me know that you still care.... Happy Mothers Day.... I Love You. MJP. :(
Oh goodness, where do I start, I had a dream the other night I talked to you on the phone, you sounded so happy, no tears, but the tears are running down my cheeks right now just thinking of you, what I would give to just hug you one more time, no one could ever understand. I LOVE U MY BABY SISTER, til we meet again! <3
Missing you and all the fun times Britt and I shared with you! Love looking back on all the stories we have to tell. You were such a joy to everyone who had the pleasure of knowing you, Becky! I know you're up there hanging out with Dad watching down on all of us <3
Need I say anything my love ? I Miss you more and more as the days go by..... Hope you enjoyed us visiting you today,you remain close in all our hearts and we all love you so very much..... MJP
Tomorrow marks one year since I last held your hand and said goodbye. I've been having a hard time all week, so I hope visiting you tomorrow I find some sort of peace. I miss you more than ever. I thank God for blessing me with a Momma like you. You taught me so much. Gosh. I love you.
Been about a year since you made your way back to Heaven. We all miss you down here though. I love you, Becky and Happy Easter. I bet there's a HUGE party in Heaven on Sunday. Who doesn't like a good party? Have fun, beautiful!
Love and miss you so much. Was just reminiscing on old times with Sherry. You were such a beautiful soul. Xoxox
Smiling because I know you're always smiling down on me.
I miss you so much Becky. And I know that you feel my emptiness .Even though you are gone, my love for you grows ever strong.... (:
Missing you so much. It's unreal it has almost been one year that Heaven gained an unbelievable angel.
Been almost a year, and still missing you like the day I lost you. :(
Happy Valentine's Day to one of the prettiest and down to earth ladies I have ever met.
Happy Valentines Day Beck.We all miss you. :(. MJP
Beck, still can't believe you're gone. I miss our talks and hangin out with ya. Girl, you were a great influence on me. I just hope you know that. You touched so many lives. You're missed by many. ?? happy valentines day from down here. Still love ya kiddo.
I can't believe your gone. I miss you ??
Still can't believe ur gone. :(
I miss you so much Mom. I wish I had one last day with you. I keep hearing your laugh in my head and picturing your pretty little smile. You truely were a walking angel on this earth. There will never be anyone like you. Love and missing you like crazy. Xoxo
Missing you so much, been spending a lot of time with your beautiful daughters, they have been what's been keeping me strong.we all laugh together n cry together, you have made some beautiful young ladies, I'm sure you are smiling down on us all. YOU should be very proud! I LOVE YOU BABY Sister! ??
Happy Thanksgiving Mom. You always made the best Thanksgiving dinner. I love and miss you so much! xoxo <3
The holidays are coming and you are all I can think of, I miss you just as much today as the day I lost you. I love you my lil sister!
You girls both look so much like your mother. In different ways, but you can see her shining through. It's awesome. You keep her spirit alive just by living. Please smile knowing that.
Missing you so much Mom. <3
I never thought I would have lost you so fast. The positive thing is that I have the most amazing, beautiful angel up in those sky's. I love you with all my heart. Please keep sending me signs... I LOVE you so much mom--- words can't even explain.. Rest easy
I will always love you, Fancy Face
Happy Halloween, Becky. I wish you were here to cheer me up. I could use a friend like you right now.
Haven't been feeling good for the last 4 days, went to the drs bp was 190/ 90 just so missing u, and everyone thinks cuz it's been5 mths I should b over it, I will never get over loosing my lil sister, I LOVE You sweet Lil Sister of mine, n miss u so much more! :(((
I miss you. I wish you were still around. And I wish you were still around to spend time with me and the family. I pray for you every night. I know your in a better place, and I know your happy. I will never forget you, and I know the family wont either. I miss going to the fair with you, going bowling, and going out to eat, and just spending time with you. Your in my thoughts and prayers, and I know my sisters miss you too and mike. I love you and Ill pray for you every day.
Miss you, Love John.
Wishing I could talk to you right now. I need you more than anything. It blows my mind its been almost six months since you left us. I'm left with so many unanswered questions.. I miss you so much Mom. I do however still have a video on my old cell phone of you dancing and laughing that laugh everyone says we share. I wish we could laugh together one last time. I miss you so much. There is not a day that has gone by that I don't think of you. You were one special person and I'll never forget our memories. I promise to always bring you special "posies". Love you so much. "Bigger than the universe" xoxo
For you, Becky. Still in my thoughts.
Sitting here with tears running down my face, biggest lump in my throat, I miss you more than words could ever explain, so many mornings n nights I just needed to hear your voice, been having dreams if you every night of silly stuff that anyone who knows us knew we who never do, like going to eat at a all you can eat at a buffet. Lol we both ate like birds, waste of $. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LIL SISTER, N MISS U JUST AS MUCH, rest easy n plz never stop visiting me in my dreams! ????
Just Found out, Will Miss You and Are Talk's
Missing you Mom. This isn't fair.
Happy 44th Birthday Mom. Love and miss you so much. I hope you're celebrating up there. xoxo
Happy Birthday Beck......You're always on my mind and forever in my heart...... :(.
Tomorrow is your birthday. I will be visiting you tomorrow. Please help me get through the day spiritually. I love you with all my heart and miss you so much mom! Happy early birthday! May you rest in peace???
Peace to your girls, Becky. Keep sending those signs they need. You are so missed.
I cannot get you out of my head. Everything reminds me of you. I miss you so much. I wish I had one last minute with you. I just want to call you and hear your voice :(
Hey Beck, just wanted to say, I really miss you kiddo. We had some good talks and great times over the years. I'm sitting here in Florida right now. I was thinking of you, when I got an E-mail alert on my phone. I looked at it, and here it was a new post from Kelsey on here. Just kinda weird, or at least I thought so. I hope you knew how much we all love ya and miss you more and more all the time. You touched so many hearts with your great personality and your loving heart. From the first time I met ya, I knew I had a great friend for life. Well, this ain't fair. You are no longer here, to be the great friend. Although, I carry you with me everywhere I go, in my heart and in my mind. I will never forget you, little girl. "Love ya buddy". :'(
I just wanted to tell you that I love you with all my heart. While I was driving down the road I was talking sis. We were talking about how you haven't given us any signs lately. Right after that on the radio, Hotel California came on. I don't know if that's how you are showing us that you are with us but it has been playing the last couple days at least once a day. I love you. I miss you. & Britt and I really wish we could have you back. We need you mom! Please keep up what you're doing in helping us get through this by giving us signs and watching over the both of us. We love you to the moon and back and we wish you could be with us doing what we always use to do. Bonding. So for now please guide and help me through everything possible. I truly love you with all my heart. Rest easy mom, rest easy<3
Thinking of the last song we sang on the top of our lungs over and over again.. cheers to the freakin weeken'. Miss you sooo much :(
Missing you so much Mom. At Ocean City and can't do anything but think of you and the last time we shared here.
Forever in my heart and on my mind. MJP
Think about you every night and day. I love you.
As I looked up at the sky today I realized the sunshine was very bright and shining. I realized that it was you, mom. I love you with all my heart. Words can't describe or explain how much I miss you. Please continue to be with me and give me signs. I love you. xoxoxo
3 months today and I'm still living this nightmare, not comprehending anything. I love you.
Why did you have to go. I miss you soo much.
God I miss you xoxoxo my lil sister???
words can not explain how much I miss you my lil sister, not a day goes by that I don't think about u, why did god have too take away My lil sister, well I guess I really know the answer to that, because I have one of the most beautiful sister a person could ask for, I feel like a piece of my heart went with u, guess til we meet again you'll have to keep It safe, I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH
I feel like this is some kind of joke or some kind of vacation and I hate it, hate it, hate it... I miss you dearly and I wish I could just see your beautiful face one last time. I hope you're enjoying yourself while you fly high with all the other angels and I hope you can look down and see how much people miss and love you. Just remember you will always be my mom and the #1 person in my heart, which no one will ever take over- and I will always be your little girl, you're little "Kelser". Please continue to give me your signs that your with me. I love you with all my heart. Please don't forget to remember me ---- Forever, your daughter
Just For The Girls...
we all know how much you miss your mom. all who knew her will always remember her also. always keep her close to your heart. you girls always stay strong. she would insist, you to be that way.
You visited me in my dreams last night, but didn't stay long. Please come back soon. I love you so much.
Still missing you and thinking of you everyday little girl. You left so many hearts broken. I'll see ya again.
MISS you so so much. I can't bare it. I love you with all my heart. Please help me through this.
Missing you so much right now.. I love you Mom.
So, I was watching the video of me singing at your service. Do you remember all the times you had me sit in front of the computer, get on youtube, and sing songs that was the karaoke version.. I miss it all, but especially I miss you. I hope your enjoying your self up with god. I hope he is taking good care of you. I love you so much and forever will. Until we meet again continue giving me signs your okay. love you momma.<3
This candle is lit for your girls, Becky. Show them the signs they long for and lift their spirits as high in the sky as you can. You are deeply missed.
Missing you so much Mom. I love you bigger than the universe.
My mom, my best friend and now my beautiful guarding angel. I thought it would start getting easier as the days go by, but they're actually getting worse. I can't comprehend that I won't ever see you again until the end of my time. I miss you, the memories we have shared and your kind hearted self. I just wish I could have had one more chance to tell you I love you with all my heart. You will always be a part of my life no matter what even though your physically not here. Please on June 7th at 7:00 when I'm graduating please give me a sign your with me. It will help a lot. I love you with all my heart, so much. Forever and ever... Please continue to be my guardian angel ???
Still on my mind everyday sweetheart.
Miss you so much Aunt Becky. I will always remember you coming to help my Dad before he died. Such a loving caring person, we will miss you soooo much! Wish I could have made out back to PA to visit you!
it's been 3 week's since your gone. not a day goes bye, and your not thought of. i still cant put the thought of you and who you were to rest. you meant so much to so many. i will always love you baby.
Becky, I remember when we met at Vo-Tech - you were always fun. I'm sorry you left us so early. I'll keep your family in prayers. Peace be unto you.
Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I miss you so much. I still can't believe this. Love you always.
Just wanted to say Happy Mother's Day, Mom. Every little thing reminds me of you. I love and miss you. Love Always and Forever, Britt xoxo
though i lost a great cousin,i have the memories of you forever in my mind.when we were kids,i used to look forward to my dad bringing us to your house for the day.me,ed,you,jessy,timmy,joey,johnny would always play and get yelled at for being crazy in the house.later on in high school you came up to me n hit me for hurting terry's knee in wrestling.and i remember coming to my grandma's house and showing me you were 7 months pregnant w/brittany.and we laughed cause your stomach was flat and looked like a 6-pack cause you always worked-out!i wish i had a chance to catch up on times with you! miss you and always will be in my heart.you were the most happy girl i knew.love you and miss you! jeff martin.
still cant believe your gone. one in a million dosent even begin to do you justice. will miss you every day for the rest of my life. wish i would have made better use of the time i had with you. bye becky.
I'll never forget such a sweet caring beautiful person. Kelsey and Britt were truly blessed with an amazing mom. God give them strength to make it through this tragic time.
I'm so glad I got to spend time with you when I came back to PA a year ago. Nothing I enjoyed more than laughing with you, I will never forget our time together.
You'll forever be in my heart,
I love you Becky
May God give peace and comfort to all who loved this wonderful lady, especially her beautiful daughters. I miss her and love her so very much. I will never forget our last dinner together on March 27. She was so much fun to be with. My heart will never be the same.
I will always remember the nights at your place with britt you always had a story or two to make me and britt smile for hours , you could always make us laugh .. The nights at your house I'll never forget you really were such a beautiful person . May you rest easy you will be missed
Love you !
Such a great fun outgoing woman will be missed very much. Rest in Peace Bec
Our thoughts and prayers go out to the family in this difficult time!
To my dearest mother,
Not only were you my mom, you were my best friend. This is the worst thing I will ever have to experience and I wasn't looking forward to it being this soon. I will cherish every single memory I have had with you for the rest of my life. I love you with all my heart and I want to make you so proud. Please alway contine to watch over me and be with me everywhere I go. Every time that I smile, Every time that I sigh, I think of your face, And a tear escapes my eye.You were my world, My inspiration and my heart, But when you left me, I thought I would fall apart. You were my best friend, My one true 'confidante', And that's not all you were, You were also my mom. I didn't want to live without you, But you would have wanted me to, And if there's anyone I want to make happy, That anyone is you I would have given anything to have you back, But I know now that it was meant to be, For you are still watching from up there, And I know you're watching me. I'll make you proud mom, I'm going to fulfill your wish, You're going to see me and smile,
That's a daughter's promise.
I love you with all my heart.
Your daughter, Kelsey
RIP Becky. I know the last year or 2 wasn't the greatest, but you were always a great friend. Thoughts are with the family and friends.
miss you Becky, may you rest in peace
RIP Becky. you will be missed
Too many good times to even count. Always laughing. Was one of my favorite long time friends. You will be missed by us all! Not an enemy on earth. Love you Becky!
RIP Becky. you will be missed
You were the kindest, sweetest person i ever met. One in a million. Would give anything to hear your voice one more time. God may have gained an angel, but we lost one here on earth. Rest in peace sweetheart.
To my beautiful Momma... I love and miss you dearly. Words cannot explain these emotions I feel. You were the most beautiful person inside and out who would have done anything for anyone... I can't stop looking at your pictures and listening to "The Summer of '69" and "Don't Stop Believin'". For some reason I keep thinking about when I painted your toe nails and you were jumping around saying... "look at me, I'm fancyyyyy" Makes me smile. I will cherish our memories forever. Love you always and forever your daughter, Brittany <3
You Will Be Missed Every Day, And For A Lifetime.
My Beautiful lil sis, oh how I miss our morning phone calls, our afternoon an evening calls.. this is one of the worst losses I have ever experienced. The smiles we had together, the little spits we had, we were truley sisters!I don't know how I will ever begin to heal through this, but I know you are watching over me. You are the most beautiful angel in the heavens an I'm sure you wear those wings well!Just know baby girl I LOVE YOU with all my heart an this pain will stay til the day that I meet you in heaven an we flap those wing together. I LOVE YOU REBECCA SUE FURST! <3
You Will Be Missed Everyday, For A Lifetime...
I'm very sad and upset. I'll always remember the fun we had when we lived in Texas. RIP
When I heard the terrible news that you had passed away on Monday, my heart sank. You were a beautiful person, Beck. Inside and out. You always stayed positive no matter what or who you were struggling with. I was always happy to see you and to sit and chat about what was going on in our lives. I will treasure the memories I have of you, and look back at the photos of us with a deep fondness. May you rest in peace with our Heavenly Father who has always loved you, just the way you are. I love you, Becky.
God Bless You Becky !!!!
Will never forget you !!
I'll never forget you and the memories of high school. God Bless You!! You are now in a better place.
RIP Becky hope to see you in the next life. Gods peace with the girls
You were not a thief, yet you stole my heart~~ and part of it died with you
I am going to miss you so... I remember all the great times we had at your house, and the crazy time we all went to your cabin! I can honestly say nobody has ever made me laugh half as hard as you have! God now has a special angel! Please watch over us until we meet again. I love you, Beck.
Rest in Peace lil sister.
Our thoughts and prayers are with Becky's family.
RIP Becky. You were a beautiful women. May you be at peace and your spirit be one with God. God Bless you and your family. xoxo
RIP Becky you will be deeply missed. I love you little cousin!
RIp Becky I miss and love you dearly.
Though Becky was not a thief, she stole my heart-- and part of it died with her