Today we laid you to rest and it sure was a nice, warm, sunny, winter day. You made it perfect. I sit here on this night doing alot of thinking and it's really tearing at me. I remember all the years I spent living in a household of 4 people with you, Pappaw, and Daddy. Slowly and painfully it came down to just you and me left. I had it in my head that it was going to be that way forever and God couldn't take the last one away for me, sorry for being selfish. We had alot of good memories together, the games we played on the kitchen table at night, making dinner then Daddy and I going out to mow the yard, hiding down the street from Pappaw when he was on a "spree" as you called it, and just watching our nightly TV shows like Walker, Larry King, and Matlock, among others. I remember sharing talks with you about those good ole days and you knew exactly what I meant. Now, I have nobody that can relate to those days and what went on behind those doors. I feel lost. I mean, how can a house of 4 healthy people go to 1 left in less than 10 years. I guess God will lead me in the right direction and make sure I stay on the good path. I can't wait til the day we can be a group of 4 again someday. I will have a lot to tell you, until then, fill Daddy and Pappaw in on what they missed. I will still be talking to you as I do Daddy, I hope you hear me. I love you forever Mammaw and I will always keep you in my mind, body, soul, and heart til I meet up with you again. Rest easy and free of pain. Miss you.