My heart is broken, i just heard a few hours ago that Derek is gone. I thought it was weird that he didn't contact me this year about the marathon. That was our thing, watching the marathon with drinks at vox, or going to octoberfest, basically anything in boston that was a party. He was my partner in crime, and today, I heard the location of the second bomb at the marathon went off in front of vox. I remembered that that is where we would go on marathon monday, so i texted him to make sure he was ok. Along with derek, i texted two other friends I thought may have been in boston yesterday. One of them knows a mutual friend of derek. I called her and said "Liz, I need you to get derek's number from ?, i just texed him to make sure he was ok, and no response. Then I called him, and the number has been disconnected" My friend, not realizing the connection, had to break the news to me. Needless to say,I'm devastated. We recently texted about bable's wedding and we were going to go to dinner at some point. We put it off and put it off and you think you have time.... I'm so sorry I wasn't at the services, I had no idea, i'm not on facebook, and I didn't keep in contact with any of his friends. It was just me and derek, we would text or talk from time to time. I can't believe you're gone! I drove your truck, how many people can say that! I remember the "easy" button on the dash. I was wondering why you didn't text me back, now I know why. Mazzy Starr, Fade into you, You remember that night! I love you Derek, and all our memories together..."Who????". I was sitting on my sun porch crying earlier, and i could hear a car/truck ideing, I didn't get up to look, but then saw the top of a red pickup truck drive by. I still can't believe you're gone, I will miss you so much. i love you.
Eileen Currier
Eileen Currier