June 15, 2010
Hi, Sweetie – In the past week I have talked to Levi, Allan and Cassandra, they all miss you, too. All of them are doing well in life; I knew they had it in them. Today is one year and nine months since I found you in bed dead. My heart and soul hurt today as much as they did on September 20, 2008. My mental state has is still in a downward spiral, I did think it could get much worse but it has. Don Maisel died on June 6, 2010, I know he with Mary and you. On Thursday, June 24th, it will be a year since Peggy died on her 53rd birthday, I miss her too. I know you were not crazy about her; all she was trying to do is get you on the right path. She was a lot of support to me, after you died.
The house is paid off, so the Morton building, acreage and house are ours, free and clear. Now if it could just get finished. I got a letter from the Veterans Administration; my application is still in processing, to me that is good, much better than being denied.
Danielle, I still cry everyday for both of us even though I know you are out of your mental pain. My anguish will never end just as my love for you will never end.
I hope to be with you soon, if it were not for Sophia and Cuddles, I would be.
You have and always will be my heart and soul.
XXX’s & OOO’s – HYN
PS – I have no idea why this was not in your book; luckily I save letters to you.