Oh Dolly....I remember Austin so well..that funny silly high energy boy! that beautiful funny guy. I remember...may he be forever blessed with the peace he sought here but could not find...This weekend is Mother's Day. I will be thinking of you....and my boy Jesse, as well...who has also left us, for now.They just could not stay in those broken bodies...they tried for so long.. Such a hard hard time...but they just had to go...it was just too much to bear..we must make every effort to stay open to the love they are still able to send us... clear beautiful light and guidance..it is real...My Sister...I am so very sorry for so much grief... and saddness.There WILL be a time when you feel more peace...even though you can't imagine how.I know there is nothing i can say to ease your pain, not really...but KNOW that I am beside you in your grief..my hand is in yours and I am holding it tight.... as I pray I am imagining that I am taking some of your pain ..so you can have less....I will help you bear the pain.
No one suffers in vain...those who do suffer teach us many lessons...forever lives the love of and FROM our children.As you read this know that they will never be forgotten... somehow beyond our understanding, this was the way they could love us best...we thank them for what they were able to give, and remain grateful for the time we had...even forever would not have been enough. You are ALL in my heart as my tears flow...Join me as I comfort myself with the image of our boys laughing joking being silly..having fun..finally..without pain, yucky drugs, sickness or confusion....just having fun being boys..Our dear,dear boys.Forever in our hearts....May God help us all to find the Peace we so desperately seek.