Catherine!! Every night at 10pm I want to call you. I miss everything about you. I miss our brocolli soup, cabbage roll and our late night laughter! I cant believe that life is so fragile! I can see you moving around in your condo, your sanctuary, touching the Budha and the prayer pad on your door before the flying goodbye kiss!! Now where did you go? Just like that you left? Come chat with me in my dream please. I still remember your last words to me: you can't come? I couldn't come because of COVID-19 otherwise you know I would rush even at mid-night. I miss you plenty. I miss you laughing out loud!! Heaven is in trouble! Thank you for the voice mails that keep me going. Sending you back lots of love and kisses!!