BELA GRASSY
GRASSY BELA GRASSY, age 81, was received by the Lord on Jan. 24, 2011. Loving father of Vera Seltzer (husband Pista "Steven"), Janet Emch (husband Carl) and Loretta Chiancone (husband Anthony, Jr); devoted "Nagypapa" of Jennifer (deceased), Kristina (deceas-ed), Anthony, III, Michael, Matthew and Krystin Chiancone, Melissa, Kimberly and Joey Kotik; cherished son of the late William and Irene (nee Halasz); dearest brother of Joseph Grassy and Maria Dorner and special brother-in-law of Catherine Grassy and the late Stefan Dorner; fun loving Ocsi Bacsi "Uncle Bill"; great-uncle and special friend of many. Loyal pet companion of the late Flasher, Flasher II, Snowwhite and Tigger. Bela served in the Hungarian Military, French Army and was a U.S. Army Korean Conflict Veteran. Mass of Christian Burial Friday, Jan. 28, 2011 at Communion of Saints Parish at St. Ann Catholic Church at 10 a.m. Family will receive friends to pay tribute to and celebrate the life of Bela at THE DeJOHN-FLYNN-MYLOTT FUNERAL HOME OF SOUTH EUCLID, 4600 MAYFIELD RD. (JUST E. OF GREEN RD.) THURSDAY 2-4 AND 6-9 P.M. Online obituary, guestbook, and order flowers at www.DeJohnCares.com



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Hi Daddy, I miss you. I miss the me I am when I am with you. I miss our long talks, our car rides, your stories, your laughter and your smile. Most of all I just miss you being here with me. I know you send me signs all the time but it's not the same. I could really use a Daddy hug these days. Haven't had a hug in so long Daddy not by you or anyone for that matter. I wonder if you hear me when I'm talking to you. You always knew what to say and always knew my hearts desire. I imagine you know that now too. Maybe you can help me find it. I love you Daddy. Come visit me. Happy Father's Day Daddy. Szeretlek. lots of love your kiddo vera leigh.
vera leigh
Daughter
June 21, 2020
I miss you so much Daddy. I wish we could have one if our road trips and talks. Boldog Születésnap in Heaven. Please send me a sign. Szeretlek. Your kiddo forever. vera leigh
vera leigh
February 19, 2019
I miss you so much Daddy. I still can't believe you aren't here with me. Everyday is so long without you in it. I miss hearing your voice, your laughter, your stories. Szeretlek Daddy. Your kiddo forever.
Vera leigh
December 26, 2018
I love you Daddy. Miss you more and more each day. lots of love, your kiddo forever
vera leigh
September 21, 2017
Daddy. I miss you so much. Another birthday without you here. Everyday I think of you and miss you. My world is just not the same without you. I miss our long road trips and our long talks and I especially miss the laughter and your sense of humor. I know you are always with me watching over me. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
August 16, 2016
Daddy,

A birthday candle for you...Boldog Szuletesnapot...Szeretlek...I hope you like your torte...I miss you more and more with every passing day...I am always with you in my heart...lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh...
vera leigh
February 18, 2016
Daddy I hope you like your flowers...Szeretlek, lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh...
vera leigh
January 24, 2016
Daddy,
I miss you as much today as the moment you took your last breath. My life is so different without you. I still have so many lonely times because you are not physically here with me. I know you come visit me quite often and I am so thankful for all those little signs but I always want more. How could I not, you are my Daddy and always will be. I miss our long talks, our road trips, our lunches, our hanging out together. I miss the sound of your voice and the smell of your soap and aftershave. I miss your sense of humor and the way you always made me laugh. I miss all the stories you would tell me about the old days. I miss you Daddy. I miss everything about you and I always will. I hope you know how much I love you and and I often wish I could just pull up a cloud and sit and talk with you or I wish that Heaven had telephones so we could talk to each other. Since I don't have either of those I instead just talk out loud to you...I do hope you can hear me...and you know how much I love and miss you. Even though it has been 5 years I can still see you as plain as day...I never forget, and I never will. If you can tonight Daddy send me some special dreams with one of your messages...I know you are still looking out for me like you always have. Szeretlek Daddy...I miss You...lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
January 24, 2016
Luv me. Kiddo. Szeretlek Daddy
Vera Leigh
December 13, 2015
For you Daddy, the light of my life. Boldog Apu nap. Happy Fathers Day. I miss you soooo much. Miss our days together, our conversations, your voice, your laughter. I miss it all Daddy. I Love You and I am always with you. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
vera leigh
June 21, 2015
Daddy,
Missing you each and every day since you've gone to Heaven. I wish we could pull up a cloud and spend the day talking, sharing, and laughing; something we've done so many times together. No matter how much time passes my heart will always ache for you and I will always miss you. I Love you with all my heart. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
vera leigh
May 20, 2015
Missing you with every breath I take. I cannot believe what today is, it has been way too long since I heard your voice, touched your hand, kissed your cheek, gave you a great big hug , and felt your strong yet gentle arms around me. I miss it all Daddy and if I could I would turn the minute, hours, and days back too have another moment with you. You are and always will be forever in my heart and soul. Szeretllek Daddy. lots of love forever and always, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
July 25, 2014
Hi Daddy,

Just wishing you were here as always. Miss you so much. Many polka dots right now. could use one of our road trips and our long talks. love you lots. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
June 19, 2014
Miss you Daddy. Always will wish you were still here on earth with me. Happy Fathers Day Daddy. So proud to have you for my Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
June 15, 2014
For You Daddy. You will always be my light in the dark. lots of love, your kiddo.
April 23, 2014
Daddy,

Today is your names day. I miss you so much. So many changes in my life since God called you. So many that I wish I could sit and share with you. Wishing always that you were still here so we could go on one of our road trips and share the gift of conversation. I have never been able to talk with anyone like I could talk with you. I miss you more than words could ever describe Daddy. Please continue to guide me and watch over me. I know you are always near, never far away. Boldog neve napját. Örökké a szívemben. Szeretlek Daddy. Lots of Love, your kiddo,
April 23, 2014
Daddy,

Missing you with ally heart and being. Szeretlek lots of Love, your kiddo forever, Vera leigh
vera leigh
December 13, 2013
Daddy,

Tell Dianna I said hi and I miss her allready. I just cannot believe she too has gone to heaven. What am I gonna do without my besti? I'm so glad that she is not suffering anymore but I have another large empty. So many holes in my heart Daddy. Her and I were supposed to grow old together. One by one I am having to say goodbye to my friends and family. I know we will all be together again someday and will never have to say goodbye again but that doesn't take away the painful heart I have today. I miss you so much Daddy, like you I cannot imagine my life without her in it. Please give each other a great big hug from me and come and visit me. Love u D. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
vera leigh
July 27, 2013
Daddy,
I miss you more and more each day and with every breath taken. The loneliness I feel does not go away and no matter how hard I try to fill my day with busy the emptiness of my days remain. An empty place everywhere I go everywhere I am. An empty place only you can fill. I love you Daddy. I miss you with all my heart. Come and be with me. Szeretlek. lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh
vera leigh
July 1, 2013
Daddy,

Another Fathers Day without You. I hope you enjoyed our lunch together today and you like your flowers. I imagine Nagypapa is having a special Fathers Day now that both you and Józsi Basci Are with him and Nagymama. Boldog apuk Napja Daddy, Joszi Basci, & Nagypapa. Szeretlek. lots of love, vera leigh, your kiddo

ps. I miss you
vera leigh
June 16, 2013
Daddy,
I am sure you are staying close to Józsi Bácsi and Kathy. I know you, Nagymama, and Nagypapa, will be there. I Love you Daddy and I miss you more and more each and every day. You are always in my mind and my heart. My days have a huge empty in them...I miss all our times together and all the things we shared throughout the days. Our road trips, our lunches, our days at the lake, the lazy days on my back porch, your stories...I miss it all Daddy and as much as my heart still hurts today, even with time passing, I would not trade a minute of the love you and I shared to avoid the painful heart I have now. You have always been and always will be my best fried, my mentor, my confident, my hero. Thanks for being the best Daddy any girl/woman could ever have. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo, vera (vela) leigh. sending you hugs and kisses always.
vera leigh
June 11, 2013
Szeretlek Daddy. I miss you more and more each and every day. Lots of Love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
vera leigh
June 1, 2013
Hi Daddy,

Loving and missing you with all my heart...Szeretlek Daddy, lots of love, your kiddo, forever, vera leigh.
vera leigh
March 16, 2013
Missing you lots Daddy.

Lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
szeretlek
vera leigh
February 24, 2013
Daddy,

Thanks for the valentine....Szeretlek...lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh...

p.s I miss you...lots
vera leigh
February 14, 2013
Daddy,

Two years ago this time you and I shared what would be your last meal kávé felhasznált tejszínrewould. Oh how you and I loved our coffee icecream, whether we ate actual kave icecream or vanilla icecream with hot coffee over it, we both thoroughly enjoyed it. What I miss most though is the conversations we would share over our kávé felhasznált tejszínrewould. It was never the food, drink, or even sometimes what we were doing but instead all the talks we would share. I long to have one of those talks with you tonite Daddy. One of those talks like we shared, what would be our last talk, two years ago tonight. Perhaps in my dreams Daddy. I miss you with every breath I take Daddy. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
January 20, 2013
Hi Daddy,

Just felt like saying Hi. Kind of silly. I know that I could just say it out loud and you would hear me but I like typing you messages. Perhaps it takes place of all the cards I used to give you. Missing you lots. Struggling with the itchy's today but surviving. Wish you were here so we could go for one of our long roadtrips through the city and you could tell me some of your stories. I miss so much, hearing your voice Daddy. Your laughter too. Christmas is coming quick. Hard to have it without you but what sustains me is the true meaning of Christmas. The celebration of the birth of Jesus. His birth is the reason someday you and I will reunite in God's Kingdom at which time we will never be apart again and instead together forever in eternity. How lucky is that. In the meantime I will live my life to the fullest and with the Grace of God and the strength and Love you have always given me. For even though you are not physically here your love and spirit remain and I am blessed to have shared that with you. I am blessed that you are my Dad and all that we shared. I Love You Daddy with all my heart. Szeretlek Daddy, lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh

P.S. Grades are in, I can hear you now. "Ver(l)a is a smart cookie, I can see the brains coming out." Only you Daddy. Luv Ya
vera leigh
December 19, 2012
Daddy,

I just wanted to shout out loud. "I Love You Daddy". Thanks for being my Daddy, I will always be your little girl, your ver(l)a leigh, your kiddo. You are always in my heart and soul. Never far away from you Daddy. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh

ps. Like the candle light will burn for eternity so will my love for you.
vera leigh
December 14, 2012
Daddy,

Another semester complete. I wish you were here so i could share it all with you. Everything is so different without you here. I always have the lonely's for you. Every day without you is a day without smiles in my heart. Come and visit me Daddy. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo forever and always. vera leigh
vera leigh
December 14, 2012
Daddy,

I miss you and my heart is hurting. Always lonely for you. Szeretlek Daddy.
lots if love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
November 21, 2012
Daddy,

Feeling you with me but missing you more and more every day. Szertlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh

ps. I know and yes
vera leigh
October 21, 2012
Daddy,
Today's the day. Help your kiddo be the strong courageous woman you showed her she can be. I love you and I miss you very much. Every minute of my days but I know you are always with me. Szertlek Daddy. lots of love forever, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
September 12, 2012
Daddy,

Missing you with every breath I take. My heart and soul although connected continue to cry out for you. I miss being with you Daddy. I miss our long talks, your smile, your laugh, our road trips, your strong yet gentle hugs, sharing time together, saying good morning, saying goodnight, driving through Buckeye with you and hearing you tell me your stories. Without you my life has forever changed and although I am doing what I should, embracing life, there is always a missing part. That part is you Daddy the part that filled my days, hours and minutes with so much of life's pleasures. I Miss You Daddy and I will forever hold you in my heart. Thank you for being my Daddy Szertlek Daddy, lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh
vera leigh
August 25, 2012
Daddy,

Such a wonderful experience, I kno you were right there holding on. Another gift from you. Missing you lots though and feeling sad I guess I'm getting old cause it's 7:30 pm and I am going to bed and watch a little mindless TV. THANK YOU FOR BEING MY DADDY and for LOVING ME ALWAYS. SZERETLEK DADDY. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
August 16, 2012
Daddy,

I Love You. I Miss You. For you Daddy. See you in the sky and then lunch and palinka. With your wings. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo, your little girl forever, vera leigh

ps. Polka dots and more polka dots
vera leigh
August 15, 2012
Daddy,

Celebrating joeys graduation, the last of your grandsons, well grand kids for that matter. Lots of food, music, family , friends. It is so stange though without you, bob and Fr Al. Plus mom and Loretta are both home sick. Everyone cannot believe the change in me. I just tell them it's all the love I feel from you. And all. Köszönöm Daddy. I miss you terribly but you are in my heart right here with me and we will never truly be apart. Szeretlek, lots of love your
kiddo, vera leigh

Ps send me a sign. I know you will. Love you
vera leigh
August 4, 2012
Daddy,

Your kiddo is just Hungarian hillybilly proud. I miss you Daddy. You are with me every second, minute, and hour in time. I Loved you when you were here, I love you even though you are gone, I will always Love you cause your the best Daddy Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh

p.s. I know you know what is on my mind and I know you will make all my wishes and dreams come true because you always have. Köszönöm szépen Daddy. I still need you and I always will.
vera leigh
July 30, 2012
Daddy,

Missing you with every breath I take. I cannot believe what today is, it has been way too long since I heard your voice, touched your hand, kissed your cheek, gave you a great big hug , and felt your strong yet gentle arms around me. I miss it all Daddy and if I could I would turn the minute, hours, and days back too have another moment with you. You are and always be forever in my heart and soul. Szertlek Daddy. lots of love forever and always, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
July 24, 2012
Daddy,

From Country Dancing to the Csardas. What a weekend...First Toby Keith concet then the Ukranian Festival on Saturday...

I had such a great time at the concert with the Princess, Missy, and Sally. Jr. was there too...We danced, laughed, and sang all night. After we went to the bar something I have not done since you've gone. Wasn't sure how I felt about that but when I saw this hanging on the wall I knew I was right where I was supposed to be...Koszonom Szepen...Daddy

On Saturday we all went to the Ukranian Festival...the one you and I have gone to many times before...there I danced the Csarda with Janie and of course ate all that great food. What a weekend, cherishing my heritage, from both my hillybilly side to my Hungarian side...who woould have thought, just like you've always said to your three girls, I truly am one of your "Hungarian Hillybillys"

On a sadder not Daddy, Jozsi Basci is not doing to well as he was taken back to hospital. I know you are watching over him and Cathy closely and sending them your strength and love. Asking God for to guide us in whatever His will will be.

Daddy I cannot thank you enough for all you have given me and still are...I am so lucky that you are my Daddy and that you taught me soooooo very much...most importantly about love...what a gift you have given me Daddy...Koszonom Szepen...Szeretlek Daddy, lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh (your youngest Hungarian Hillybilly)
vera leigh
July 16, 2012
Daddy,

Your Hungarian hillybilly kiddo, is off to Blossom Music Center for some more country music ..Toby Keith...one of our favs...I know while I sit or should I say dance on the lawn and I look up I will see you there...thanks for being my Daddy...I Love You More than ever with every passing day ...lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh

ps thank you for teaching me that it is important to have fun in life and that if someone in your life matters you need to make sure they know it...szeretlek
vera leigh
July 13, 2012
Daddy,

Going to bed early, seems like i am going to sleep earlier and earlier and getting more tired than before. That's okay though it just means that I have to pay attention and listen to what my body is telling me. Major itchy's tonight too. I miss you with all my heart and soul Daddy and I wish always that you were still here on earth with me. I know we will be together again and that keeps me going. Everyday done is a day closer to my dreams both here on earth and in eternity. I know you know what my deepest hearts wishes are and I believe you will help me make them happen through your unending love and strength. Köszönöm szépen Daddy. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh

ps please ask God sooner than later and just let it be okay. I know and believe it is right and meant to be.
vera leigh
July 11, 2012
Daddy,

It's another hot day here. You know where I'll be. "In the Pontoon." Missing you with all my heart and soul Daddy...and wishing always that you were here...Szeretlek Daddy, lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh

ps. keep watching over me...and sending it all...koszonom szepen
vera leigh
July 7, 2012
Daddy,

I missed you so much today. Everyone came over for our cookout and to swim. We made szalona kenyar but without you, Bob, and Fr. Al it just wasn't the same. I kept myself busy so I didnt have to think so much but so many moments that familiar hurt would surface. The hurt of you not being here. I always feel it Daddy. I am living and doing like I know you would want me too and I feel the love of all of you inside me filling me up. I just wish you guys were all here. Although today I could here you say "it is hot as hell". And you would have mostly stayed inside sitting at the kitchen counter with your szalona and cold kávé or Pabst and of course your Pall Mall's talking with me as I cooked and prepared everything. Today is indepence day. Thank you Daddy for serving this country so we could have freedom. Szeretlek Daddy. I Miss You with all of my heart. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
July 4, 2012
Daddy, Off to the Rascall Flats Concert with Maureen...Tell Mr. Kelley (Tim), That Maureen and I know that both of you will be with us and watching over us. It's gonna be a scorcher...lots of water... I Love You Daddy...Missing you...Although Maureen and I know that might be some tears shed we know you are both going to be with us...and we are going to have a blast. Szeretlek Daddy...lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh ps. Mr. Kelley...love your kiddo too...lol
vera leigh
June 29, 2012
Daddy,

Sitting here at Caribou remembering all the good talks we had. How I would love to be able to sit and share a conversation with you. I miss so much the sound of your voice and your sense of humor. Your hugs too Daddy. I love you and I miss you terribly. I hope you heard me earlier. Thank you for the sign yesterday. When I receive them it helps me know you Re still here. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo, ver leigh
vera leigh
June 19, 2012
Daddy,

Having a rough night. Having trouble sleeping and my pain is really high tonight. My skin is so terribly itchy and well we know what that means. I wish you were here. Could really use one of your strong yet gentle hugs. Szeretlek Daddy. I miss you. lots of love, your kiddo, Vera leigh
vera leigh
June 18, 2012
Daddy,

Today is Father's Day...such a bitter-sweet day for me. So blessed and happy that God chose you to be my Daddy, but so very sad that you are not here to celebrate with and to honor and love you on this very special day. Because of you and the love you gave me every day for me was kiddo day. My mere words cannot express how thankful I am because of you. I only hope that I made you feel like every day for you was Daddy Day. If you were here we would be having a picnic and having Salona kenyér with you, Bob, and Fr. Al. and perhaps the rest of the family. I miss you Daddy, I miss sharing my life and my love with you. I know that you are with me always in my heart. I still wish though that you were here physically. You were and always will be the absolute bestest in my life...how lucky I am to have had the blessing of your love. Boldog apák napja. Szeretlek Daddy, lots of love forever and always, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
p.s. I MISS YOU
vera leigh
June 17, 2012
Daddy,

Can you feel the love Daddy? It's amazing Daddy. Like fireworks in my heart. Szertlek Daddy, forever in my heart past, present, and future. lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera Leigh

ps. together once more
vera leigh
June 15, 2012
Daddy,

As I lie here thinking of days past I remember the love you gave me and how beautiful a love it was and still is. I carry that love you gave me with me in all I do. There is not a moment in my days and nights that you are not with me and I with you. I am not quite sure where I am going or the plan that God has for me but I do know that with the strength of your unconditional love I will be okay. So much has happened over the past several months and the pain is at times unbearable but my faith in God as well as my trust in you and Him keeps me going. It is in that that I am no longer afraid. No longer afraid of what is behind the next doorway, because I do know that there is also an open window waiting for me to leap through. You taught me that Daddy not only by watching you throughout my life but through the love, care, guidance and understanding you gave to me. You truly have been there for me in no uncertain terms and have given me the greatest gift of all; your unconditional love. How lucky I am to have you for my Daddy, what a treasured gift you are. I know that we will be reunited and that our love for each other as powerful as it is is what kerps us forever connected. Even though i truly know this i miss our days together. I miss you so much Daddy and my heart hurts inside but at the same time it feels the joyfulness of your love. Köszönöm szépen Daddy. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love from my heart to yours, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh

ps please tell My Girl that I will never forget all the love and companionship she gave me and that I miss her terribly. One year ago today God sent her ahead to join you and her sister and brother in preparation for my arrival. Tell her that her mommie loves her always and she will always be my big fury baby.

Daddy, see you later alligator -and will hear your reply.
vera leigh
June 13, 2012
Daddy,

Nothing more...nothing less. I just wanted to tell you that I Love You and I Miss You. My heart and soul long for days together. I hope you like your picture. Szeretlek, lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh (emlékül)

ps. Please tell My Girl I miss her terribly as well as Insti and Goldie. Let them know that their mommie never forgets.
Also can you please ask God to watch over Nancy and Ed, Thy will be done.
vera leigh
June 11, 2012
Daddy,

Fr. Al and now Teresa too a week apart...Heaven's gates keep opening for all the people I love...trying to tell myself that all of you will be waiting at the gate for me when it is my turn...I miss you all...Please give Teresa a hug for me and tell her I love her...tell her dad too that I cherish, and always will, the manger he hand carved for me. I will miss celebrating her birthday with her. I know she is with her family now and at peace but I will miss her much. Another person I Love in Heaven. Szeretlek Daddy, I miss you with all my heart and soul...Emlekul...thanks for the message. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh.

p.s. still waiting for the results.
vera leigh
June 9, 2012
Daddy,
Missing you with all my heart and every breath I take. My soul is crying out for you. Doctors and many tests. Now more waiting and waiting. Come be with me and help me sleep tonight. So tired Daddy. Itchy, painful, and just so uncomfortable. Need my Daddy. You could always comfort me when I felt this horrible. I miss talking with you and hearing your voice. I love you Daddy with all my heart and I am so lonely for you. Emlékül. Szertlek, your kiddo, vera leigh

ps come hold my hand Daddy
vera leigh
June 7, 2012
Daddy,

I Love You with every breath I take. lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh

ps emlekul. please come be with me. All of you.
vera leigh
June 1, 2012
Daddy,

In a few short hours I will be going to Buckeye Road to the Abbey for Fr. Al's wake. This all just seems so unreal Daddy...I cannot believe he is no longer going to be here with all of us. No more family gatherings, dinners, visits, phone calls, parties. So much empty Daddy. Not because any of you chose to leave, but instead because God called all of you to join in His kingdom. I miss you Daddy, and now I will miss Fr. Al too...So much loss lately...some not by choice and well one by choice. It just seems like way too much anymore. I Love You Daddy, and my heart misses you more with every day that passes...Please tell Bob, Fr. Al, Renee, Dora, my furry babies, and even Fr. Rosko that I said Hi and that I miss them all...and that I will always love them. Please let them know how honored and grateful I am that they chose to be in my life. Szeretlek Daddy, lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
June 1, 2012
May 26, 2012

Daddy,

Today Heaven became an even brighter place as Fr. Al joined you in eternal life. I bet the angels rejoiced when he arrived So sad for all of us here, but joyous for all the Buckeye Road gang in heaven. He has always been such a special part of our family and a very special friend. I will miss him terribly and my tears are many. Please tell him I said hi and that I will miss him always and thank him for all he has given me. I can see you, Bob, and he talking together and probably eating szalona kenyar. On Nagymama's birthday too. Just so very very sad Daddy and more empties, empty places at our table and in our hearts. I miss and love you all so much. Szeretlek Daddy, lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh

ps luv you Fr. Al. Already missing you and thank you.
vera leigh
May 27, 2012
Daddy,

Today there is a sadness in my heart because I know that soon Fr. Al will be joining you and others for that heavenly Buckeye Road Reunion...I as well as many of us cannot imagine a world without Fr. Al in it. He has always been so kind and loving and has been our family priest for as long as I can remember. Whenever any of us needed something, a visit, a prayer, a comforting shoulder he has always been right there by our sides offering his kindness, his humor, his compassion and his ear. He is and has always been family. Another empty place at the family gatherings. I will truly miss him. I know that you will be one of the one's to be at heavens gate when he arrives. Please tell him I said Hi. More importantly Daddy, please ask God to not let him suffer. I Love You Daddy, I Miss You Daddy...Szeretlek, lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
May 25, 2012
Daddy,

Just wanted to shout out loud "I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DADDY with every breath I take. please come be with me. Szeretlek lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
Vera leigh
May 25, 2012
May 21, 2012

Daddy,

It is so hard to believe that 35 years ago today my life changed in an instant. A day of hurt, pain, confusion, anxiety, and fear. I know that day hurt you as much as it did me. It changed both of us. As difficult and painful as that fateful day was for you as well as me, I would go back and endure it all over again just so we could be together once more. Thank you for standing by me through all I went through that day and for many, many days, months, and years to follow. I could not have gotten through all of that without you Daddy, you were my rock, my confidant, my support, my friend, my Daddy. How blessed I am, even though I had to go through that horror, I had you standing by my side the whole way through. You put your pain aside so you could help me overcome. Thank you Daddy for loving me that much. I Love You Daddy, then, now, and forever. lots of love always, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
May 22, 2012
Daddy,

Come be with me today as I connect with my spiritual self while spending the day at Ursuline and taking part in the Lakota weaving traditions and spirituality workshop. I am really hoping that this helps me feel a little better both physically and mentally. I will be thinking of you all day and sharing all I do with you. Come be with me Daddy. Szeretlek Daddy, Emlekul, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
May 19, 2012
Daddy,

Please tell Nagymama Boldog anyák napját and that I hope she liked her flowers. I hope you liked yours too. Thank you Daddy for always remembering me on mothers day and remembering that even though my baby is not here with me that I am a mom too...you are the only person that ever acknowledged me on mothers day, and it always touched my heart.

Today turned out to be an okay day. Still very very tired but okay. We all went to mom's house for mothers day and although I really cannot cook anymore I did. It was hard though because I always made Paprika csirke with you but I struggled through and everyone liked it especially the nookedli. It was not yours but no one could ever make it like you.

Mom seemed to have a nice day, but I as well as Janie and Louise(Loretta) are quite concerned about her. The princess checked her out a little and said that she really needs to go to the doctor because her heartbeat is irregular and missing beats. Please ask God to watch over her for us. Louise is still so sick Daddy, she needs the grace of God to come and help her body begin to heal. She looks so tired and has such a difficult time.

As for me, well I am as okay as I can be for this moment...I am right where I am supposed to be...I have no plans tomorrow except to sleep, sleep, and then sleep some more. My body and my mind just really needs the rest. I have to call for my tests tomorrow which I am a little uneasy about but I will get through like I always do. I miss you so much Daddy. My days are long and even lonely without you. I am so forever changed since you have gone. My world is so different, my life, my days, my nights, all of it is just different. I miss talking with you Daddy and sharing it all. Please come to me in my dreams and talk with me...I will be right here. Szeretlek Daddy, emlukel. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh

vera leigh
May 13, 2012
Hi Daddy,

It's just me, your kiddo...I am feeling a little better today...still so very tired and my arms and legs they feel like they have weights tied to them...I don't like being this tired....have so much I would like to do as well as need to do..but for now I guess I will need to rest in between it all.

It is official, I completed my first semester, and yes Daddy, I was not planning on it, but, I did get all A's. I can hear you now; "Ver(l)a Leigh looks smarter, I can see the brains coming out of her head."

You were always so proud of me Daddy. I am proud of me too this time...with everything that has happened I am going ahead regardless. All the hurt, pain, sadness, and ill is not going to prevent me from achieving the life I was meant to have and I will continue to keep my eyes and heart open. After all Daddy, I am your daughter, your tough cookie, even though many times lately I don't feel so tough I know the stock I am made of...I have you inside of me.

Most don't realize that once I make my mind up I am unstoppable and no star is to far for me to reach. I know that my heart is made of glass but it is also huge and that it why I get hurt so much, but I also know that it is part of the me that I have always been and a part of what makes me special and unique. Like you Daddy, I have a huge heart and when I care and love I put myself out there because it matters. Afterall, in the big picture of life isn't that what really matters. I may get knocked down but I always get back up again, it's who I am, and what I am made of. Like you have always told me "I can do and have anything I desire I just have to believe and work hard." I am doing that now Daddy. Doing it for you but also doing it for me.

I Love You Daddy, for loving me with that wonderful heart of yours and for also accepting me for who I am and allowing me the honor of loving you. It will always be my own treasure. A treasure that is inside of my being. Thank you Daddy. Thank you for being the bestest Daddy any little girl, teenager and woman could have ever asked for. When God picked you for me He really knew what He was doing. Szeretlek, your little girl forever and always, but also the woman you raised me to be, your kiddo, vera leigh

p.s. I will continue to live with "no more ...."
vera leigh
May 13, 2012
Daddy,

It,s three o'clock in the morning and I am so sick right now. My pain level is so high I cannot seem to get it under control. All I want to do is sleep and try and dream of better days, days behind me but my body won't allow me the peace I need. This is so hard Daddy and I feel so alone in it. I wish you could be with me now to help me like you have so many times before. Your kiddo is not such a tough cookie tonight. I want to be but I guess my illness is getting the better of me. Please send me the strength I need to get through this tonight. Send me one of your strong yet gentle hugs. How I would love to hear you say my name and tell me szeretlek. If I close my eyes will you hold me? Hold me tight so I am not so afraid. Be with me. I love you now and forever. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh

ps. no more bells unless it's you saying "hells bells"
vera leigh
May 12, 2012
Daddy,

Really missing you with all my heart and soul...my spirit is broken and I just need you...please come be with me....I Love You now and forever, I Miss You always...szeretlek, emlukel, lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
May 11, 2012
Daddy,

Just polka dots Daddy. Itchy, itchy polka dots. So not feeling well Daddy. Please come hold my hand. Needing you now more than ever Loving you with every breath I take. Szeretlek Daddy. Please don't forget me i am right here lots of love forever, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
May 10, 2012
Daddy,

Today I'm going to cathys and Josii Bascis 50th anniversary party. How do I go to this without you Daddy. Such bittersweet. You would have loved this. All the people you know as well as the west virgians. I will go for you Daddy, I will go for us, but my heart will be hurting the whole time. There will be an empty everywhere. Just like in my heart an empty only you can fill. I will never be okay with you not being here Daddy. I miss you more and more each day and with every breath I take. My heart and soul cry out for you and my spirit is broken. I look around and you are not here. In everything I do I miss you and wish we were together once more. Szeretlek Daddy, emlékül. Lots of love foreve in my heart , your kiddo, your little girl, vera leigh
vera leigh
May 5, 2012
Daddy,

Polka dots Daddy polka dots. I miss you more than my heart and soul can bear. Please come be with me Daddy. Wishing for one of your strong yet gentle hugs and wanting to hug you back. Szeretlek Daddy. Emlékül. lots of love forever, from my heart to yours, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
April 25, 2012
Daddy,

465 days is just too long. My heart and soul are crying out for you. Needing you more and more with every breath I take. I will forever love you Daddy you are inside my heart and soul. Somehow Daddy ask God to help you help me and bring the music back into my life Wishing you could just be here with me. Szeretlek Daddy, lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
vera leigh
April 24, 2012
Daddy,

Your kiddo's heart is broken. Please come hold me tonight Polka dots Daddy polka dots. Szeretlek Daddy. Forever and ever. I know you are the only person that understands my heart. We shared the same. Please be with me but more importantly let me be with you Daddy. I Love You with every breath I take and will forever until my last breath. lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
vera leigh
April 20, 2012
Daddy,

Boldog Húseveti. szíven melyen. Ebben egyetértek veled. Isten adja, hogy mi voltunk egymás után. A kapunál várlak. Rengeteg szeretet, szerzo kiddo, vera leigh. 

Ps nem kel többet mondanom.
vera leigh
April 8, 2012
Daddy,

Missing you with every breath I take. My heart aches for you and I long for the day when we are together once again. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your little girl forever, your kiddo, vera leigh

ps I am so not feeling well tonight will you please come be with me. It is almost Easter too. Our special holiday. I love you Daddy
vera leigh
April 8, 2012
Daddy,

My heart is breaking. Please come be with me and hold my hand. Szeretlek Daddy. Emlékül. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
April 6, 2012
Daddy,

It is April 1st and I am missing you terribly...I know that I am not going to hear you call me first thing and tell me something and then say "April Fool"...how you loved to joke aroung. My heart is broken into a million zillion pieces...I don't know if the pieces will ever fit back together again Daddy...without you here it is just tooooo hard. My days are very long, and very lonely and empty. No one ever made me feel the way you always did, like they were happy to see me, to be with me, to talk with me...I miss our morning phone calls...you have always been the first person I would talk to when I woke up and now everytime I awake I am reminded that there is no phone call. No on to say to me "What's up kiddo" or "Hello ver(l)a leigh. I wish they had telephones in heaven, at least then I could talk with you, and we could share our day via conversation at least...

Being apart from you this long is just so unbearable. Everyone thinks I am doing so well because I am going to my classes, doing my work, running around, cleaning etc. What they don't know is that on the inside I am screaming, crying, and aching with every core of my being. I learned along time ago how to put a smile on my face even when I was hurting and I guess that is what I have to do now.

I know you would never have gone if you had a choice, you have always been there for me and would do anything for me when needed...I too have always been there for you...How lucky I am to have had someone in my life that I could trust completely and know that no matter what they would never leave and walk away. In todays world no one really cares about each other, they meet, they talk, mostly phony talk, they even give phony hugs, then they walk away and leave as if you never even mattered or existed...Daddy. With you I never felt left and even now that you are gone I don't feel like you left me. I know you would not have gone and would have done anything to stay with me if you could.

We had such a special relationship, noone really understands the deep bond you and I shared...Many just think that my Dad died, but what they don't know is that I died too...on the inside...from that moment you took your last breath my world crumbled and life stopped for me, life as I knew it and life ahead of me...My Daddy died but so did my best friend, my confidant, my comfort, my companion, my support, my cheerleader, my chauffer, my hero, my person with whom I always knew would be there, who loved and cared about me unconditionally and who I loved and cared about unconditionaly. I am never gong to feel that excitement because you are walking up my driveway or because we are going out somewhere, or because we are together. I am always empty inside now Daddy, I have this huge hole in me and even though it is a hole, it is wrenced in sadness and heartbreak. I just miss you so terribly much Daddy and that will never go away...just like the love we shared will to never go away...Please come visit with me Daddy, come and sit with me and share a cup of coffee and tell me some of your stories, come and hold my hand and laugh and cry with me. I am really not feeling well Daddy and I just need you so...I Love You Daddy, with every breath I take. Szeretlek. Please don't forget me Daddy...I am right here waiting. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
April 1, 2012
Daddy,

I miss you so much my heart physically hurts. I just cannot believe that you really aren't coming back. Living without you is by far the most hardest thing I have ever had to do. I want to see you Daddy and I want to sit and talk with you. I have so many things I need to talk with you about. I miss all the moments we shared and all the things we were still going to do. How do I do this Daddy. My life is so forever changed since you've gone and it is is lonely without you. You always brought a smile to my face but more importantly to my heart and now my heart is so full of sadness. I really don't like this and now there is even more loss and empty. Too much Daddy just too much. It seems like every time I turn around someone else leaves and goes away. It just plain outright hurts.

I have been taking part in the busy student retreat this past week and next. I can hear you now asking me "how Sr. Chrissi is doing? and Make sure you take her some palinka." then we would both laugh. We shared so much together Daddy.

The retreat although tiring has been really good for me. I also have met a new Ursuline Sister. Sister Beverly Ann. She is really quite a remarkable woman and I know you would like her. In the few times we have spent together I have both learned and gained so much both spiritually and intellectually She truly is an inspiring person in all she does and I thank God for bringing her into my life.

I miss you Daddy. Please come be with me as I try to sleep through the pain and the itchys. I love you with every breath I take and my heart and soul cry out for you. Szeretlek Daddy. Please don't forget me or where I am. lots of love forever and always, your kiddo, vera leigh

p.s. I bet you have allready met up with Fr Rosko. I can hear him now saying "Grassy, Bela. Hogy vagy." tell him for me I will always remember how kind he was to me throughout grade school and especially when he talked with me after Cleo died. Tell him I said "köszönöm szépen. Again Daddy more loss. Everyone is leaving. I Love You. I Miss You.
vera leigh
March 30, 2012
Daddy,

I have had such a long and tiring day. So many things are going on and I just don't feel well in the midst of it all. Sometimes it is all just way too much. I am so tired of not feeling well Daddy. I try to make it look like I am okay but I hurt all the time. Even so though the hurt is nothing compared to the hurt I feel since you've gone. It is so hard to be away and apart from you. So much sad pain and lonely. And then now more empty. I will just keep going Daddy and doing the best I can. I want you to be proud of me. I hope you are. Please daddy if you have any pull up there would ask God to help my doctors make me better allready. I am so tired of it all. I miss you Daddy. I love you. Please don't forget where I am. Szeretlek Daddy. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 29, 2012
Daddy,

I have so much to say so much go tell you. I want to sit and share and be with you like we always were. My heart is all turned inside out and upside down and the hole in it just keeps growing. I am so very tired Daddy and so lonely. I miss being with you. I miss the melody of your voice, the way you smell, your laughter, your face, your smile, your voice, when you are all riled up about something in the paper or on the news. I miss the me I am with you and the love we had for each other. I miss all those moments that we shared. Your stories how I would live to hear you tell me one of those now. When you were here I relished on them and I would give anything to just be with you and listen once again. Daddy I just don't know how to do this without you. My days are so long and lonely. My heart has empty im it. More pain Daddy, more loss. I just don't know anymore. I am tired of having to say goodbye. Please come be with me Daddy, come and sit on the edge of my bed and be with me like you used too I am just so tired and feeling so alone. I could really use one of your strong yet gentle hugs and one of your " I will help you kiddo" moments. Szeretlek Daddy. Please don't forget me. lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 26, 2012
Daddy,

My heart is breaking. Please come be with me. Missing you with all my heart and every breath I take. Just like this candle will forever burn so will my love for you. Szeretlek Daddy. Please don't forget me. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh

p.s. you know my wishes Daddy and I know you will do all you can do for me as you always have.
vera leigh
March 24, 2012
Daddy,

I just wanted to say I LOVE YOU...and shout it out loud so hopefully you can hear me...My heart misses you so terribly much Daddy and it aches for you and all that we shared...so many moments filled with love, laughter, companionship, friendship, and sometimes even tears and sadness. I will never stop wishing you were here...my life is forever changed and it will never be complete without you...I long for the day when you and I can once again be together...then Daddy...we will never be apart because we will be together in eternal life. Szeretlek Daddy...Please don't forget me...I am right here...lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 21, 2012
Daddy,

I know you were smiling down on your three Hungarian gypsy girls today as Janie and I helped Louise (Loretta) get ready so she could go to a wedding tonight for a little while. Knowing you you were probably watching us saying "there's my three Hungarian hillybilly's, painting there faces." all the while laughing. I know the three of us being together brought a smile to your face and a tear in your eye.

Please tell Jennifer that her aunti bera will always miss our St. Patrick Day together time and going to the parade.

I miss you so much Daddy and I always wonder what you are doing. Are you okay? Are you happy? I hope so much that you are happy Daddy and enjoying yourself. I also hope so much that you don't hurt anymore. I still cannot stand being without you Daddy but I still want you to be okay. I live my days now to get a day closer to my time so we can once again be together. When that happens my shattered heart will once again become whole again and it will be the most magnificent reunion. Szeretlek Daddy. Please don't forget me. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 17, 2012
Daddy,

Just wanted to tell you that I love you with every core of my being. My heart and soul cry and long for our days together. I miss you terribly and my heart is broken, like the earth splits open in an earthquake my heart split open and crumbled the moment you took your last breath. Please know that I am here Daddy and I always will be as I always have been. Szeretlek Daddy, please don't forget me. lots of love, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 16, 2012
Daddy,

Just polka dots Daddy. Itchy, itchy polka dots. So not feeling well Daddy. Please come hold my hand. Needing you now. Loving you with every breath I take. Szeretlek Daddy. Please don't forget me i am right here lots of love forever, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 15, 2012
Daddy,

I have never had such a wonderful love like the love I shared with you my entire life. I am so lucky and blessed to have had you in my life loving me, caring about me, letting me always know how much I mattered, how important I am in this world, and that I am special, just because I am me. I am also lucky that I had you to love. You truly gave me so much Daddy, the things in life that matter most. You never left me longing for those things, and I always felt loved by you, my Daddy, the man who always brought a sparkle to my life, my world. Now I am left here in this place without you, and it is so very hard and painful Daddy. It has left me longing, longing for moments spent with you, missing your love, missing that feeling of excitement because Daddy's here, missing the sparkle in my world, missing you, my Daddy, missing the love I only have for you. Your leaving Daddy, is by far the most horrific thing that has ever happened throughout my life and the pain inmeasurable. I am trying Daddy, trying to put one foot in front of the other while I walk with my pain, a pain that has and will forever be a part of who I am now, just like your love for me and my love for you is forever a part of who I am. It is what I have to do, what I have to do for you and for me. I know you would not have it any other way for me, your kiddo. I know that somehow Daddy you are helping me from where you are, holding my hand through my tough times, loving me still especially through the lonely moments. Giving me the courage to live until we are together again and putting things in my life to help me. I miss you Daddy and I Love You. That for me wil never change, it will always be part of me the me I am now without you. Szeretlek Daddy. Please don't forget me Daddy, for I am here, your ver(l)a leigh, your kiddo, right where I have always been, in your heart. lots of love forever and always through eternity, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 13, 2012
Daddy,

Are you laughing at me and with me from Heaven. Between the coffee I spilled all over me on Tuesday and then again last night, and now the juice I just spilled all over me you must be laughing. I can also hear you saying, "ve(l)ra, you should be more careful. Are your hands bothering you again? Mostly though I know we would be laughing together about it. I miss those moments Daddy, our laughing together about ourselves. I miss you Daddy. I Love You very very much. Please don't forget I'm here Daddy. lots of love forever, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 11, 2012
Daddy,

You would be so happy if you were here. They found D guilty and he is going to prison. I know howuch when you were here thAt you wanted this. I love you daddy. Your kiddo, Vera leigh
vera leigh
March 9, 2012
Daddy,

It was such a beautiful day today...you would have loved the weather...We would have went for a drive through Buckeye for sure...and you would have told me many of the stories of your life on Buckeye...I would have listened and hung on every word...then because it was windy we would have taken a drive to the lake and watched the waves crash against the break wall...we would have talked about so many things...we always were able to talk about everything...and anything...after that we would have gone to lunch to one of your favorite out of the way little diners...you always knew that best little places to eat...nothing fancy, that wasn't you, simple but always clean and delicious...then we would have gone to get the neighborhood news, because it is Wednesday after all...you would have gotten four of them...two for you, one for me...and one for just in case...then we would have either gone back to your place or to mine...and you would have read it to me...and told me all about the goings on...then we would have talked some more, and even laughed...I miss those times Daddy...I miss our together times, they were simple but yet always so special...we loved being together and we enjoyed each others company soooo much...It is so hard for me now that you are not here to share those moments with...I miss you Daddy...I miss you all the time...I am doing okay...but there is a place inside of me that feels lonely and empty...it is the place that only you can fill...I know how lucky I am that you were my Daddy...and that we had the kind of relationship that we did...I just never wanted it to end Daddy...I wanted us to be together forever...from the time I was a little girl...I looked up to you...you were my hero, my confidant, my friend, my comfort, my stability, my security, you were my Daddy...the man who I saw moonbeams in his eyes and treasured all my life. I miss you Daddy...I miss your voice, your laughter, your face, the way you walked, the way you said my name, the way you smelled...the smell of lighter fluid when you lit a cigarette, or the smell of your coffee...riding in the car with you, giving you a hug and a kiss on the cheek, all of our phone calls, you telling all that was in the paper. There is so much more I miss Daddy, I could write forever and it would not cover it all...mostly though I just miss you, my Daddy...that will never change Daddy...How could I not miss you? You were ever so present in my life and you were special, you were my special and I yours. Even though us being apart now hurts so terribly much, I would not trade a single minute of my life with you...the pain that I feel now is worth it...because the bond and love that we shared was so beautiful. It was and always will be my treasure in my heart. Thank you Daddy, for being such a good Daddy, and for loving me so much...I Love You more than mere words could ever possibly describe. You live within me now inside my heart and you will always be there...with me, keeping an eye out for me, and of course loving me. Szeretlek Daddy, your little girl forever, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 8, 2012
Daddy,

Missing you with every breath I take. I just wish you were still here. My life is so lonely without you Daddy. I Love you as much today as I always have. Please come be with me Daddy. Come and sit with me. I wish you and I could sit and talk together like we used to. I miss our times together and I always will Daddy. Szeretlek Daddy. Emlékül. lots of love forever, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 6, 2012
Daddy,

I have been having such a rough physical day. I got really sick in class and all I could think of was calling you, my Daddy, who was also my chauffeur when I would get sick. I did okay, ate, and rested for a while, then you know me Daddy, I went right back to it. The piece I made today turned out even better than I thought it would. It is by far the best I have made yet. I wish you were here to show it to. You always loved to look at the things I would make. You would always tell me that I was talented like Nagymama and Nagypapa were and that you were so proud of me and happy to see that. I miss you Daddy, I miss you terribly. My life is forever changed without you here and my heart hurts. I wish you could come back. I know that you cannot but I still wish you could. My world is a lonely place without you in it. I miss everything about you and I will always remember it all and treasure all you gave me. I Love You Daddy and even though I am a grown woman. I will always be your little girl. The little girl who saw moonbeams in your eyes from the moment they met mine. Szeretlek Daddy. Emlékül. lots of love, your little girl forever, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 3, 2012
Daddy,

For you. The light of our love will shine always. I miss you more and more each day. Even though I know that together we will be again in Gods time it does not take away the pain of today Thank you for guiding me in the right places at the right time. I know in my heart that it is you and God working through me and for me. Only you and God know what is in my heart. Szeretlek Daddy. Emlékül. lots of love forever, your kiddo, vera leigh

Ps I just wish you were here. I miss soo much our long talks Daddy. I miss you.
vera leigh
March 1, 2012
Daddy,

I will never get used to you not being here. I miss you so much. My heart and soul continue to cry out for you. You not being here is so unbelievable, in one second, in the blink of an eye, you were gone and my heart crumbled. I still don't know how I am going to live the rest of my life without you here. I miss everything Daddy. I miss you sooo much. I loved you so much Daddy and we were always together and such a big part of each others lives so now being here without you, trying to continue on is so hard. My days are so lonely without you. Please come give me a sign Daddy. Needing and wanting you in my life. Szeretlek Daddy. Please don't forget me. Your kiddo is here longing for our days together again. lots if love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
vera leigh
March 1, 2012
Daddy,

Having a really rough night. Not feeling well at all Daddy and I cannot fall asleep. I wish you could come and sit on the edge of my bed like you've done so many times before and talk with me. I wish you could tuck me in Daddy. I just need my Daddy. The man who always fought for me and believed in me. I will never have anyone in my life that I matter to so much that they would fight fr me I mattered to you Daddy soooo much that you always stood by me and fought for me. I live you Daddy. I love you for always believing in me, your kiddo. Please come be with me. Szeretlek Daddy. Please don't forget me. lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
vera leigh
February 29, 2012
Daddy,

I Love You. I Miss You. Please come be with me as I struggle terribly tonight. I could really use one of your strong yet gentle hugs Daddy lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh

ps please don't forget me Daddy, I am right here waiting.
vera leigh
February 27, 2012
Daddy,

Nothing more nothing less. I just love you with all, every part of my heart and that will never change. You will always be my Daddy and I will forever be your little girl. My heart aches for you, for you and me together once more. I want to hear your voice Daddy. I want us to be together like we have always been. Thirteen months is so long Daddy. What if you forgot me by now. When you were here you never did but now your not and you are instead in this most holiest and magnificent place, Heaven and I don't know if you are allowed to know me any more. Everyone keeps leaving Daddy, I wonder who is leaving next. Someone soon I know. It is just do hard without you the most. Everything for me is different. Nothing is like it used to be. I don't like it Daddy. God keeps putting people in my life but he never lets them stay Daddy. Why? Why does it have to be this way ? You have always been the constant in my life and He called you too. Then He called my really close friends and He continues. It hurts Daddy. Bob too, I miss him so too. My kitties. I just don't understand Daddy. I am not angry at God Daddy I just wish I could understand why, whether through death or other circumstances people leave. In death I know they have know choice but in life they do. Too many times Daddy. It is so much better not to get close with anyone then you are safe when they leave and then it doesn't hurt so much. I don't know I guess it is just the way it is but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt Daddy. I am tired of hurting because I care. I know that if you could you would come back and be with me. That I know 100% without a doubt. You have always been with me and I am so lucky to have you for my Daddy. I love you Daddy and I miss you terribly. Szeretlek Daddy. Please remember I am still here. lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
vera leigh
February 25, 2012
Daddy,

Thirteen months Daddy I just cannot believe this. The pain in my heart feels like it was within a blink of an eye. I miss you so much Daddy. My heart and soul cry out for you. I Will love you forever Daddy. Your little girl forever, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
February 24, 2012
Daddy,

The hardest thing I ever had to do in my life was lie there next to you, holding you, helpless as you took your last breath. From that moment my world, the world that I have always known, turned upside down. I have not been the same Daddy, since you have gone and I don't think I ever will be that same person again. Yes there are still parts of me that remain but most are forever altered. It still is so unbelievable that you are not here, that I can never talk with you again, or go for a ride through Buckeye, or go and get the neighborhood news. Most of all Daddy that I will never be with you again, not in the way we have always been.

My faith tells me that when God calls me we will once again be together again, but what do I do in the meantime Daddy, how do I put one foot in front of the other without you, without the light in my life. I miss you terribly and my heart hurts always. There is never a moment in a days time when I don't hurt. I know that you loved me sooooo much that you would not want me to hurt like this but I don't know how not to...you are not here and my heart longs for our days and moments together.

Now that I am back at Ursuline I want to sit and talk with you even more. I want to tell you about my classes, and show you pictures of things that I have been doing...I want to see you sitting in the snack area waiting for me to get out of class so we could go bum around together. This is just so hard and painful Daddy, it is like I am always treading in quicksand.

So many people have told me that time heals, it has not Daddy. It makes me miss you more and more with every breath I take, and it makes me know even more that I just cannot stand being without you. My Daddy, that man that I have always admired, looked up to, thought hung the moon and the stars, was always there no matter what, always there to comfort me, laugh with me, cry with me, hold my hand, cheer me on, tell me that I could do anything, who always believed in me. I will always treasure every moment we had Daddy but I will also always miss you terribly...You will always be my Daddy and I will always Love you deeply. Together we were something else and together, in God's time, we will be again...I look forward to that day Daddy because I know the ache in my heart will finally go away and the happiness I once felt will once again be, because I will once again be with you, my Daddy. Szeretlek Daddy...I will never forget you, please don't forget me. lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh
vera leigh
February 23, 2012
Daddy,

Polka dots Daddy, polka dots. I am having a really rough night Daddy. Very much pain. I had such a hard time driving today Daddy, my legs just would not work right and much pain. I needed my chauffeur Daddy. I loved it when you would drive me places. You always told me so many stories of when you were an ambulance driver and then later drive for med transport. I miss hearing you tell me your stories. I miss hearing your voice Daddy. I miss you and my heart constantly hurts. My world became a very lonely place when you took your last breath. I still am having such a hard time Daddy. I don't know if I will ever feel normal again. Without you in my life there is emptiness and my heart and soul cry out for you. I Love You Daddy and I always will. Please don't forget me Daddy. I am here waiting. Lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh

p.s. I missed going to lunch with you and doing something together for presidents day.
vera leigh
February 20, 2012
Daddy,

I just still don't believe this. I know it must be real because my heart is so shattered and broken I missed so much sharing the day with you today on your birthday. I miss all my days with you for its not just the holidays or special milestone days but instead it is all the moments in between. Please come be with me. My heart and soul continue to cry out for you. I just want you back. I want you here with me Daddy like you've always been. I never felt such a strong pain in my soul and heart. I miss you more and more with each breath I take and every passing moment in time. I hope you like your horse Daddy. Took me a while but I did it. Polka dots Daddy just polka dots. Szeretlek Daddy. Emlékül. Lots of love, your kiddo forever and always, vera leigh
vera leigh
February 18, 2012
Daddy,

A candle for you on your birthday. I wish you were here so I could celebrate with you. So unbelievable and heartbreaking that you are not here. I miss you more than any words could possibly describe. Boldog születésnap Daddy. Szeretlek Daddy. Emlékül. Lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh
vera leigh
February 18, 2012
Daddy,

Well only two more or maybe one to go. Soon Daddy, soon. Missing you terribly and can't wait to be together again in God's time. My heart is hurting. Szeretlek Daddy. Emlékül. Lots of love forever, your kiddo. vera leigh
vera leigh
February 17, 2012
Daddy,

Really needing you tonight. I always need you but I am not feeling to well right now and I just wish you were here to talk with me. I am so itchy I want to scream. My pain is getting worse and worse as the minutes go by. I know it's because I don't have enough of my medicine. I hope they hurry up and put it back on the shelves. Without it well we know where I am headed and it scares me so much. Even if I wasn't sick I would still need you but whenever I was sick you always had such a way of comforting me.

I miss you Daddy. I miss all the things we did together. Our outings, our road trips, especially to Buckeye, our lunches/dinners. How we used to drive all over the city and you would tell me so many stories. You had so many to tell and I loved hearing them. I want to hear them now Daddy. I want to hear your voice, your laughter, your telling me what is happening in the world in the news. I miss all our phone calls; my phone hardly ever rings now. You were the only person who called me always just to say; " good morning, or goodnight" or just to say hello. I want to see you pull up in front of my house and walk down my driveway. I miss our long talks and how you had such a way of explaining things to me. You were always there to listen. Always there to hold my hand or give me a hug. Your special hugs. I would give anything in the world to have one now. More importantly I would give anything to give you a great big hug and a kiss on your cheek.

This is so hard Daddy. I don't know how to do this without you anymore. It is just too hard. I know you always told me I was a tough cookie but this is different, you're not here and my heart is in shambles. It is broken beyond repair. It feels like someone took it out of my body and stomped all over it and then put it back in and said okay now live with it, get used to it. I'll never get used to you not being here. Not you Daddy, you never hurt me and would never want too. How Daddy how? Please come be with me. Come talk to me.

Since I started writing this the itches have gotten much much worse and my body is hurting really bad and swelling up again. Ask God to make it stop and let your vera leigh have some relief. I am so tired Daddy. I have been living with this for so long now. My heart and soul are crying out for you. I miss you Daddy. Szeretlek. Emlékül. lots of love forever, your kiddo, vera leigh
vera leigh
February 17, 2012
Daddy,

I just cannot believe all this is real. I know it must be because the pain I feel is so unbelievably intense and I know it is because I miss you so terribly much. I don't really know how I am putting one foot in front of the other I just know I am. I loved you and honored you so much in life and now I don't know what to do with these feelings I have always had for you. I still have these feelings and always will but now they seem to be misplaced because you aren't here. I just wish you would and could come back so we could be together once again. I miss you Daddy, I miss the me I am with you, I miss us Daddy. I love you so much and my heart is in shatters of broken glass. How do I put it back together without you. Please come be with me and hold my hand Daddy. I am scared and lonely in this world without you. Szeretlek Daddy. Emlékül. Lots of love, your kiddo forever, vera leigh

p.s. holding onto God's promise of being together again. I cannot wait to hear you call me kiddo.
vera leigh
February 16, 2012
Daddy,

You will always be my Valentine...I miss you terribly...I just wish you were here...If you were we would go out to lunch...and share a valentine...I will always miss our valentine time together...My heart will always belong to you Daddy...like it always has since I was a little girl...Please stay close today...I Love you more than words can ever possibly describe and the emptiness I feel is because our love was so present in our daily life. Szeretlek Daddy, lots of love always, your kiddo, vera leigh (your valentine)

P.S. I slept with my kitty on the red heart valentine that you gave me many many years ago...kosonom Daddy..for loving me and for always being my Daddy.
vera leigh
February 14, 2012
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