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John F. Fluehr & Sons Funeral Home, Inc.

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Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

James Aviles Obituary

AVILES
JAMES, suddenly on April 6, 2004, beloved husband of Helene M. Aviles (nee Foisy), devoted father of Scott, James, Denise, Michael, Tina and Sunny, brother of Margarita and Grace; also survived by 20 grandchildren. Relatives and friends are invited to attend his funeral Saturday 10:30 A.M. at JOHN F. FLUEHR AND SONS INC., 3301-15 Cottman Ave. Service of Christian Burial 12:30 P.M. Int. private. Friends may call Friday evening 7 to 9 P.M. at the Funeral Home. In lieu of flowers contributions in his memory may be made to Mrs. Helene Aviles, c/o 3301 Cottman Ave., Phila., PA 19149.

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Published by Philadelphia Inquirer/Philadelphia Daily News on Apr. 8, 2004.

Memories and Condolences
for James Aviles

171 Entries

YOUR WIFE

May 7, 2005

HI BABE;

TONIGHT IS THE LAST NITE TO WRITE IN THIS GUEST BOOK . MY LIFE IS CHANGING EVERYDAY BUT NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT YOUR AREN'T IN MY THOUGHTS . I QUESS THATS ALL I HAVE NOW ARE THE MEMORIES BUT THEY ARE STILL TO PAINFUL TO THINK OFF. MAYBE DOWN THE ROAD THINGS WILL GET BETTER AND NOT HURT WHEN I THINK OF YOU. BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE AND CHERISH EVERY MOMENT WE HAD TOGETHER FOR 32 YEARS. AND I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR WIFE. I LOVE AND STILL MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL

Grace Aviles

May 4, 2005

Maybe it's because the days have been cloudy, but it just seems to hit me. Reality. Don't like it. Miss you. Love you so much, your sis, always, Cuch

Sunny Angelucci

May 3, 2005

Hello dad, I just wanted to say hi, I 've been blue lately and your the root of it, I know. I hope your doing better than we all are. I don't know what to write, I just felt like I should, I miss you terribly, I miss you and mommy together, I look at all the pictures and wow you wouldn't believe it unless you seen it but mom was so happy with you, her smile was from ear to ear and her eyes smiled too.I guess you were really blessed to have one another,well I love you and would love to hug you(if not just to make you squirm and blush)you were so weird !! I love you I love you!!!!xoxoxox Mama

Denise Guerriero

April 27, 2005

Wow Dad as of today, never thought this day would come that our childhood memories on Tacony Street are officially a thing in the past but it's a past I would have not changed for the life of me 'cause it was spent with the life of U! I love you and will miss our visits on Tacony Street together! Love your daughter, Dee-Dee

YOUR WIFE

April 6, 2005

HI BABE;

TODAY IS ONE WHOLE YEAR SINCE THAT TERRIBLE NIGHT THAT I LOST YOU AND I WILL NEVER FORGET THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO ME, I LOVE YOU AND FROM THAT DAY ON MY WORLD MY LIFE HAS BEEN SHATTERED. I KNOW I HAVE MANY THINGS TO BE GREATFUL FOR ,BUT WHEN IT COMES RIGHT DOWN TO IT , NOTHING MATTERS ANY MORE WITHOUT YOU. I AM SO LOST AND JUST CAN'T FIND MY WAY . I HOPE THAT WHERE EVER YOU ARE THINGS ARE MUCH BETTER FOR YOU. ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO HAVE PEACE AND MAYBE SOMEDAY I WILL TOO. IT'S A LONG ROAD AHEAD OF ME AND IF IT WERE NOT FOR ALL THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO. PLEASE KEEP WATCHING OVER OUR FAMILY AND PAUL WHO HAS BEEN A GREAT HELP TO ME. I'LL LOVE YOU TILL THE DAY I DIE.

FOREVR YOUR WIFE HEL

Denise Guerriero

April 6, 2005

Oh Dad to think this day last year, 9:15pm was the worst moment in my entire life and here we are today, a year later and it still is and I guess always will be. I can't begin to tell you how much you are so missed, I think you would be/are surprised yourself at how much you were so honestly loved for. It's true, you never really know how great you loved someone until they're gone and can't show them and that is why we will make sure Mom is always safe and feeling loved to the best we know how, and with that you can rest in peace. Dad I love you and miss you always, your daughter Denise, Son-in-law Michael Guerriero, Your first grandaughter Samantha and your 19th Grandson Michael,III

Grace Aviles

April 6, 2005

A year today we lost you tragically and so unexpectedly. This is so unfair and yet it's something we have to accept. I think we have each in our own way. The heartache is still fresh though. I just want you to know that today feels like a year ago and you will always be with me. Love you always, your little sis, Cuch

Sunny Angelucci

April 6, 2005

Well today is a whole year, and I thought I would feel worse, I wonder if your sending me peace. Thank you for your guidence yesterday, I was very inspired. Now that you have passed you have become the sun to me, when I see it and feel it I am always thinking of you, thinking in heaven your having a good day. I'm going to be with mommy today, I hope she'll be ok. Well I'll be listening to your music all day today, missing you and thanking you for all the wonderful things you taught me. What a great man you were, I love you very much, i'll see you in dreams xoxoxoxoxMama

Tina Aviles/ Exposito

April 5, 2005

Hi Dad..I'm writting you one day early due to tomorrow its going to be a very hard day for me and the Family. I can't believe its a year already.I still see everything as it was yesterday. I guess you could say Im still in denial(in a way).Last night I was thinking it would be so great if you were to come back home tomorrow at 9:pm.So all our tears could become joy.Dad, I know we didnt have much time together, but I asure you that I'm so proud to have you as my #1 Dad & my inspiration. You give me the strenght to do better for me and the kids. Dad I love you and I hope to have your compania tomorrow at the lake, where I'll have a moment of silence and send you a gift from earth to heaven..

....Dad I love you....

..You will always be in my heart.

Sunny Angelucci

April 4, 2005

HI dad,Today,last year was a Sunday and the last time I saw you. I thank god for that, I look back on that day and think of all the things you did, I walked in the kitchen with Dominic (in his carseat) and you got up, unbuckled him, took him to the table and sat him down in front of you, mom and I were watching you thinking "check him out" then later we ate dinner together, and you shocked me by getting up and taking my plate and serving me!!!!I cursed out loud and said What the heck is going on here!!! and mom laughed and said how she finally trained you after all these years!! Thank you for that day and I love you, and miss you, xoxxo mama

Triston, Mia Angelucci

March 30, 2005

I love you pop pop, you are the best pop pop in the world.I have a picture of me sleeping on you in my wallet I got a really good report card. I love you pop pop and I miss you. love triston Hi pop pop, I miss you more than anything,and I love you and I wish you were here again. xoxox love mia

Sunny Angelucci

March 30, 2005

Hi dad, it's coming up on a whole year,I can't believe it. Easter came and went along with all the great memories of those wonderful egg hunts, It's true when they say "you don't know what you have till its gone" I'll miss all of our holidays we shared and I'm filled with guilt thinking of the ones I missed. Triston lost both of his front teeth, he looks so funny, and Dominic has these green eyes and when he cries I think - man pop would love to see them watery eyes! Death does crazy things to a family, and ours is all over the place, I guess time will fix things, but you are missed badly. I hope you hear me when I talk to you, I miss you, and I was thinking about your smell and I miss that. I love you dad.xoxoxo MA

Grace Aviles

March 29, 2005

Hello, my dear, beloved brother, who I feel is near me still. You will always be with me, you know. It will be a year soon, but it feels like only yesterday. I try not to think about it - it's the only thing I can do to make it bearable. Not good.

Well, I officially changed my name to Aviles. I know we spoke about it. I only wished I had done it earlier - like a year ago. Me and Hel have sent for new license plates in your honor. Just a small symbol of our love for you. And, Jimmy has a tatto that's awesome. Hel wrote you for Easter but I see it didn't come out here. But, you know she did. They say writing is good therapy. Maybe that's why they have this site available to family and friends. It's still hard though. Very hard.

Love you ALWAYS,

your sister, Cuch

Denise Guerriero

March 28, 2005

Hi Dad....didn't forget about you on Easter Day, I'm sure you saw, I had my hands full with Little Mikey being sicky. We'll it was just another day if you ask me, I remember the last Easter we shared, all the kids going crazy finding Easter eggs, how it drove you crazy but you enjoyed it deep inside. How I'll miss our Easter egg hunts from here on out as well as the rest of the holidays but I know your with us in spirit. Dad I love and miss you so much. Keep shining that bike! Dee-Dee

JIMMY AVILES "2"

March 28, 2005

HEY DAD" SORRY FOR BEING LATE,WHAT A DAY OF RUNNING, AND I THOUGHT X-MAS WAS ROUGH. I DONT KNOW YOU & MOM DID IT ALL THEM YEARS,BUT I'DA QUIT LONG AGO & HIRED A SERVANT.,.,.lol.... WELL DAD WERE COMMING UP ON THAT UGLY MARK' BUT THEN WE SHOULD LOOK AT IT AS YOUR PAVING THE ROAD TO THE NEW HOME,HEY""DONT LEAVE THE DRIVEWAY FOR US TO DO, I STILL FEEL TACONY ST's............WERE TALKING ALL GRASS,WELL WE WENT BY TO SEE MOM, SHE WAS KNAPPING,A TRADE SHE LEARNED FROM A WISE MAN..?..DAD CODY WAS LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURE OF YOU ON THE BIKE & HE JUST SAID"MAN I MISS HIM""""""AND MY REPLY WAS "WE ALL DO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

LOVE LIL JIMMY XOXO

YOUR WIFE

March 17, 2005

HI BABE;

JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU A ST. PATRICK DAY GREETING. I HOPE YOU AND MY DAD ARE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHERE IRISH POTATOES COME FROM.

BABE I SOLD THE HOUSE AND I NO YOUR HAPPY ABOUT THE PRICE I GOT FOR IT.

I CAN'T SAY , THAT I AM HAPPY ABOUT IT BECAUSE IT WAS OUR HOME AND WHERE 23 YEARS OF MEMORIES ARE. WE HAD A GOOD LIFE THERE WITH ALL OUR CHILDREN AND MANY WONDERFUL XMAS WITH ALL THE GRANDCHILDREN. NOW MY LIFE IS SO MUCH DIFFERENT AND I STILL FIND EACH DAY A STRUGGLE WITHOUT YOU HERE. SOMETIMES I GET SO LONELY AND CANT SEE HOW I AM GOING TO LIVE THE REST OF MY YEARS WITHOUT YOU. BUT THEN ANOTHER DAY PASSES . I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW WHAT GOD HAS INSTORE FOR ME BECAUSE I CANT SEE THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL YET. THE ONLY TIME I AM AT PEACE IS AT WORK, I HAVE MADE SO MANY FRIENDS AND THEY ALL SO CARING WHEN I AM DOWN. I STILL MISS YOU AND ALWAYS WILL. I LOVE YOU BABE.

YOUR WIFE HEL

Sunny Angelucci

March 13, 2005

Hi dad, the sun is starting to shine outside again and it made me realize how lucky we were to have winter this year. I heard my first motorcycle this season and I thought I would choke, I can only pray that Mommy will be ok. I can't believe it will be a year soon, I swear it seems like all this just happend and it still hurts like it did. So many changes in our lives, please watch out over all of us, I hope you hear me when I talk to you, and are the answers I get signs? Well I miss you and when I think of you I smile its silly but the nice weather reminds me of being at home with you singing and silly dancing to your oldies. well I love you dad and if you were here I swear I would hug and kiss you and not care if you were grimacing!! xoxoxoxoxoxox mama

JIMMY AVILES "2"

March 7, 2005

HEY DAD,SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON THE BALL WITH WRITTING & OTHER THINGS, BUT HEY LISTEN UP, KEEP AN EYE ON MY BIKE BUILDING SKILLS, I HOPE TO BE DONE THIS MONTH, HOPE THAT IS....BUT DAD I KNOW WHEN YOUR AROUND, PEOPLE MIGHT KNOW THAT THINGS DO HAPPEN 7 SMELLS COME OUT FROM NOWHERE, CANT EXPLAIN BUT I KNOW YOU ARE STILL WATCHING THE CREW/FAMILY.ALOT HAS CHANGED I THIS HERE FAMILY. BUT ALL OF OUR LOVE IS STILL FOR YOU & MOM. WELL MISSING YOU 7 WISHING YOU WERE HERE FOR A RIDE THIS SPRING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT ALL I CAN DO IS TAKE A RIPPIN RIDE FOR YA. SO TILL WE CHAT AGAIN. "LOVE YA DAD"

Grace Aviles

March 7, 2005

My dear brother,

I miss you so much! Next month will be a year and it still feels like just yesterday. Some days go by without a tear and some days are just unbearable. Next month will not be easy for us. Did you visit me yesterday while I was upset? Were you there to comfort me or was it Mom? I heard a women's voice call my name. Two times it happened. I felt a touch at my feet. I held out my hand to you. I know you are with me and all of us. I hope we can all be together next month and you can make your presence known. I love you always, your little sis, Cuch

YOUR WIFE

March 6, 2005

BABE'

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND MISS YOU EVEN MORE. I WROTE TO YOU LAST NIGHT AFTER 12 AM SO IT WOULD HAVE THE DATE MARCH THE 6TH, BUT SOME HOW IT CAN OUT WITH MARCH 5TH.

FOREVER YOUR WIFE HEL

Denise Guerriero

March 6, 2005

Hi Dad....gosh I can't believe it's 11 months already...oh I miss you so! I miss how you would solve issues or your opinion on situations, just that fatherly advice you gave in your own way. Lord knows I need it now...with Samantha, oh my god Dad how beautiful she has really blossomed into. Just do me a favor, I'm still asking you for favors, but just watch over her like you did with me, 'member those days. And guide her to make all the smart decisions. Oh how I wish you were here,I just loved having you hang around the house, how comfortable I knew you always were and that made me comfortable. Just know you are so dearly missed and I think about you everyday...I love you....Denise

YOUR WIFE

March 6, 2005

HELLO MY LOVE;

TODAY WILL BE ONE MONTH AWAY FROM ONE YEAR, HOW CAN I TELL YOU HOW I MISS YOU, EVERY MORNING WHEN I WAKE UP AND YOUR NOT THERE. EVERY DAY GETTING DRESS AND YOUR NOT THERE,EVERY MEAL AND YOUR NOT THERE, EVERYTHING I DO YOUR NOT THERE AND IT'S HARD AND I KEEP GOING HOPING YOU ARE THERE IN SPIRIT. I ALWAYS LOOK FOR YOU HOPING GOD WILL LET ME HAVE YOU FOR A FEW SECONDS , BUT YOUR NEVER THERE FOR MY EYES TO SEE. THOUGH YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND IN THERE I CAN STILL FEEL YOU AND HEAR YOU .BABE I SEEN A NICE SAYING TODAY AND IT GOES LIKE THIS ... IF LOVE COULD HAVE SAVED YOU, YOU WOULD HAVE LIVED FOREVER. THE OTHER ONE THAT WE BOTH LIKED AND WERE GOING TO BUY FOR MY AUNT. TURNS OUT TO BE MY FAVORITE ONE.

IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY

AND MEMORIES A LANE

I'D WALK BACK UP TO HEAVEN

AND BRING YOU HOME AGAIN.

I DONT HAVE TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU , YOU ALWAYS KNOWN

FOREVER YOURS HEL

DeeDee Guerriero

February 15, 2005

Hi Dad, Oh how I miss you so much but you know that already from looking down on us. We'll yesterday was Valentine's Day, you were never really big on that day, and I never understood that cause you had the biggest heart of gold! But we all knew you inside and that's what mattered. We'll Samantha had her first Valentine's this year, and most important, he is someone you would have approved of, and knowing that makes me calm. Anyway, you know your in my prayers and thoughts and I wish I could call you up to tell you a UFO show is coming on next week,we'll be watching it with you I'm sure, you got Michael into UFO's now,cute...love and MISS you so!

Your daughter....Denise

JIMMY AVILES "2"

February 14, 2005

HEY DAD JUST WANT TO WISH YA A VALENTINE, EVEN THOUGH YOUR NOT THE MUSHY TYPE, XOXOXOXO. WE MISS YOU DAD, PEOPLE WHO NEVER FELT THIS PAIN DONT KNOW WHAT PAIN CAN FEEL LIKE, AND WHEN ITS PLACED UPON YOU. WERE ALL HEADED IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS THESE DAYS & MAYBE WE'LL ALL MEET UP. LOVE YA, YOUR LITLE,BIG JIM.....XOXO

YOUR WIFE

February 14, 2005

MY LOVE;

THIS IS OUR FIRST VALINTINE IN 32 YEARS THAT WE ARE NOT TOGETHER, ALTHOUGH YOU ARE NOT HERE IN THE FLESH , YOU ARE HERE IN MY HEART AND WILL ALWAYS BE TILL THE DAY I DIE. NO-ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOU MORE.. YES WE ARE SOUL MATES AND YOUR SOUL IS IN HEAVEN, SO I KNOW I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS. I KNOW ON DAYS LIKE TODAY YOU WOULD CALL ME < MY LOVE> BUT TODAY I SAY TO YOU MY LOVE HAPPY VALINTINE'S DAY. XOXXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX OXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOO XO<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

YOUR WIFE HEL

February 6, 2005

HI BABE;

TONIGHT AT 9;15 IT WILL BE 10 MONTHS AND IT FEELS LIKE A LIFE TIME. I CAN STILL HEAR YOU CALL ME WHEN YOU WANTED A COLD DRINK OR SOMETHING TO EAT AND I CAN STILL FEEL THE WAY YOU WOULD LOOK AT ME WITH LOVE IN YOUR EYES OR THE WAY I WOULD CATCH YOU LOOKING AT MY LEGS WHEN I WALK AWAY FROM YOU. ALL THE LITTLE THINGS THAT ONLY I KNOW, OH BABE I MISS YOU SO MUCH. FOREVER YOUR LOVE XOXOXOX

HEL

HEL AVILES

February 2, 2005

HI BABE;

I'M HERE IN OUR NEW HOME FOR 4 DAYS ALREADY AND EVERYTHING I DO TO FIX THE HOUSE BRINGS NO JOY TO ME, BECAUSE YOUR NOT HERE TO SEE IT AND IT BREAKS MY HEART MORE AND MORE EACH DAY. SOON IT WILL BE 10 MONTHS SINCE WE WERE TOGETHER AND I WISH EVERY DAY THAT YOU WILL COME FOR ME. I HATE LIVING WITHOUT YOU AND NO MATTER WHAT I DO I'M SO UNHAPPY. EVERYONE TELLS ME TIME WILL HEAL MY HEART, BUT AS TIME GOES BY I MISS YOU MORE AND IT HURTS MORE AND MORE WITH EACH PASSING DAY. SOME TIMES I DON'T THINK I CAN STAND IT ONE MORE MINUTE WITHOUT YOU AND THEN GOD MUST STEP IN AND GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO GO ANOTHER DAY. OH BABE I MISS YOU EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART XOXOXO

FOREVER YOUR WIFE

YOUR WIFE

January 28, 2005

HI BABE;

TOMORROW WE WILL BE MOVING INTO OUR NEW HOME . I KNOW THIS SHOULD BE A EXCITED TIME , BUT ALL I FEEL IS SADNESS. I KNOW YOU ALWAYS SAID THAT THIS HOUSE IS JUST A HOUSE, BUT IT WAS OUR HOME FOR 23 YEARS AND I FEEL LIKE I'M LEAVING A PEICE OF YOU BEHIND. EVERYTHING IS CHANGEING IN MY LIFE BUT ITS STILL EMPTY INSIDE ME .I KNOW WHEN YOU DIED , SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME ALSO DIED. BABE I HOPE YOU ARE AT PEICE IN HEAVEN AND WATCHING OVER ALL OF US. TILL WE MEET AGAIN... I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.

YOUR LOVING WIFE HEL

Denise Guerriero

January 7, 2005

Hi Dad, wow today I heard a Harley and for a quick second there, I thought OH my mom & dad are here...just like the old times...god I miss u and only u know exactly how much and how much I wish u were around to watch Mikey grow up and help me out with Samantha now dating, he's a very nice guy though, I'm sure u can see that, just do me a favor and watch over her as close as u did to me when I was dating, member those days, lol...you taught me well Dad, just hope I can do as good of a job as you did. I think of u always and miss u as much! Luv Dee-Dee

YOUR WIFE HELENE

January 6, 2005

HI BABE;

TODAY IS 9 MONTHS SINCE THE LAST TIME YOU KISSED ME AND TOLD ME I LOVE YOU , NEVER DID I THINK IT WOULD BE FOR THE LAST TIME. EVERY DAY AND NIGHT I SEE YOU SAYING IT TO ME THAT HORABLE NIGHT . THAT WAS THE ONLY THING I WANT TO REMEMBER FROM THAT DAY. BABE IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS WE WILL BE MOVING TO OUR NEW HOME AND I ONLY WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME THE WAY IT USE TO BE, NOT THE WAY IT IS NOW.I NOW HAVE TO FACE REALITY THAT ALL THE WISHING AND PRAYING IS NEVER GOING TO BRING YOU BACK HOME TO ME . SO I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE BUT WAIT UNTIL YOU COME FOR ME. I LOVE YOU TILL THE DAY I DIE.XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

Tina Aviles / Exposito

January 6, 2005

Hi Dad Happy 2005.. It sure was a quiet one. Dad I miss you so much.. I know your at times at home with me and the kids, please keep coming to see us.. You Travis thought he saw you the other days, he was looking at the clouds and said there's pop pop.. well dad we all miss you, big hug and a kiss..And like always a love punch for you arm.. I miss that the most and not having someone to bug as much as I did to you..But after all you know that was our way to exppres our love..

I LOVE YOU DAD.......

YOUR WIFE

January 1, 2005

HI BABE

I WANTED TO WISH YOU A HAPPY NEW YEAR ALTHOUGH THERE IS NOTHING HAPPY ABOUT IT. IT'S BEEN A ROUGH YEAR FOR EVERYONE . AND I DONT SEE IT BEING ANY BETTER FOR THE COMING YEAR. BABE YOU ARE MISS SO MUCH BY ALL OF OUR FAMILY . I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY.XOXOXOXOXOX

Denise Guerriero

December 31, 2004

Hi Dad, Wow what a Christmas without you, that's for sure....I can't believe what your presence alone did to our family and what it's doing to us without it. But we all got through it and now tonite, New Year's Eve, not looking forward to it at all and I feel guilty to my family I'm not on better spirits but I know they understand. This morning was hard thinking of you, we have beautiful weather today and I know you would of just wanted to hop on the Harley and ride, but I'm sure you are, in your own special way. We'll Dad, 2004 was not how any of us expected but with god's will, we got through it. This year, 2005, you will be my first thought as you are everyday before I start. We'll Dad, God took alot of people this year and if you look at them all, you know he has big plans for all of you up in heaven, one of your favorite people is Ray Charles, I'm sure your smacking your lap to his tunes, I miss you Dad and oh wish I can show you how much...Keep an eye on the Family this year, we still need you...luv DeeDee and Family

YOUR WIFE

December 25, 2004

MERRY CHRISTMAS BABE;

I KNOW WHERE EVER YOU ARE, YOU ARE MISSING ME AS MUCH AS I AM MISSING YOU. AND I KNOW IT WILL ALWAYS BE THAT WAY FOREVER TILL WE MEET IN HEAVEN. I ONLY HOPE THERE IS SUCH A PLACE BECAUSE IT HURTS TO MUCH TO THINK THAT I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN. I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS.

YOUR BROKEN HEARTED WIFE

JIMMY AVILES "2"

December 25, 2004

HELLO DAD'" MERY CHRISTMAS" WELL ITS NOT SO MERRY KNOWING YOU WILL NOT BE HERE BUT IN OUR HEARTS YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US. CODY ASK'S FOR YO UALOT & SAYS WHY DID POP POP,HARLEY DAVIDSON HAVE TO GO TO HEAVEN. THEN I HAVE TO TELL HIM WELL POP POP. EARNED IT, NOT ALL GET THE REAL WINGS. BUT POPS DID. WELL ITS HARD TO WRITE BECAUSE IT BRINGS IT ALL BACK & SOME. SO I'LL JUST SAY KEEP A ;ANE OPEN FOR ME SOME DAY ..............I LOVE YA OLD MAN" XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

HEL AVILES

December 24, 2004

HI BABE

IT IS NOW CHRISTMAS EVE AND I NEVER FELT MORE ALONE IN MY LIFE.IM TRYING TO THINK OF IT AS JUST ANOTHER DAY , BUT IT'S EVERY WHERE YOU LOOK. IM SORRY THAT I COULD NOT BE THE JOLLY PERSON THAT YOU KNOW AT THIS TIME OF THE YEAR. MAYBE SOME DAY I'LL FIND HER AGAIN. ALL I CAN SAY IS I AM TRYING TO GO ON BUT EACH AND EVERY DAY IS A STRUGGLE. AND I KNOW IT HURTS YOU TO SEE ME UNHAPPY BUT YOU WOULD BE THE SAME WAY IF I WENT FIRST. MERRY XMAS BABE . I LOVE AND MISS YOU MORE WITH EACH PASSING DAY.

YOUR WIFE ALWAYS HEL

HEL AVILES

December 23, 2004

BABE

HELP ME TO BE STRONG I REALLY NEED IT NOW. ONLY TWO MORE DAYS TO MAKE IT THROUGH, BUT IT'S GETTING TUFF. I DONT HAVE TO TELL YOU HOW I WISH YOU WERE HERE , YOU ALREADY KNOW. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

HEL AVILES

December 22, 2004

BABE

I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS NO MATTER WHAT I DO .I'M WAITING!!!!!!!

LOVE YOUR WIFE XOXOXOXOXO

HEL AVILES

December 6, 2004

HI BABE;

TODAY IS EIGHT MONTHS AND IT FEELS LIKE FOREVER HERE, ALOT OF THINGS ARE GOING ON IN MY LIFE AND I KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE BESIDE ME . GIVEN ME THAT LITTLE PUSH TO KEEP GOING. I JUST HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY AND NOT WORRYING ABOUT ME . I'M GONNA BE OK... BUT I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME. JUST KEEP WATCHING OUT FOR ME. SOMEDAY MAYBE YOU'LL COME TO SEE ME AND I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU FOREVER. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU EVER KNOW. YOUR WIFE ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

HEL

Denise Guerriero

December 6, 2004

Hi Dad, it's Dee-Dee, sorry my laptop broke so we bought Sammy an early xmas gift, a computer for her room, but I guess u already know that. Thanksgiving was just another day but Mikey had his first Turkey leg, he's so cute, you would of loved him! Sammy got the top of her braces off, I know how amazed you were all the time of her new teeth, they are so pretty. We're doing ok, just getting by probably through one of the most difficult holidays there is, without you...we know how much you loved Mom decorating the entire house and having friends over this time of the year, which makes it especially more hard 'cause it's quiet now and will be for awhile, it's a whole new world without you Dad but I wear your ashes around my neck everyday and keep holding my chin up knowing your up there looking after us all. I wish I could give you one last gift for xmas, the gift of life...I love you and miss you badly, your loving daughter...Denise and Family

JIMMY AVILES

December 6, 2004

HELO "DAD," WELL ANOTHER HUNT IS OVER & ITS THE SAME-O-, BUT THE GETAWAY WAS WORTH IT.WAS CHATTIN WITH YA ,GUESS YA HEARD ME. WELL IT CAME AS A GREAT SHOCK WHEN I TOLD THE LOCAL FARMER, MAN HE WAS JUST NOT SEEING THE BIG PICTURE & HE NEW DAD, YOU WERE MUCH TO DARN !! YOUNG.ITS NOW BEEN 8-MONTHS & IT SEEMS LIKE IT WAS JUST THE OTHER DAY WHEN YA SIT & THINK OF IT. I JUST HOPE THEIR IS A BETTER PLACE AFTER THIS STOP ,BUT WE'LL ONLY KNOW WHEN THE ROAD IS AT OUR FEET,GUESS THE BIG MAN DOES THIS TO TEST THE PERSON OUT.WELL ALWAYS WILL MISS MY "DAD",,,,,,LOVE YA, X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0............

Tina Aviles/Exposito

November 29, 2004

Hi Dad.. I know Im late but, You know we keep you close to our hearts. And we talk everynight too. I hope you had a good thanksgiving. We had a ok one, we were missing you and the whole entire family too. I wish things could have being so much different than what they turn out to be..I really never imagine life without you.. Ever since everything feels so lonely, empty, no one to fight with or ask there opinion..By the way Dad, the kids miss you alot, they never stop asking or talking about you. Please Dad guide them in school and keep looking after all of us.. Its hard to even think about xmas, because you used to be my helper with xmas shopping for the bargains..well dad time to go, but you know will talk throug the day, we always do.. Dad, I never said it enough to you, But I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART...

HEL AVILES

November 25, 2004

HI BABE

I DONT NO WHERE TO BEGIN THIS LETTER, TODAY IS GOING TO BE A HARD DAY TO GET THOUGH . IT WAS ONE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOLIDAYS. WE GET UP EARLY TO PUT THE TURKEY ON AND WASHING IT OUT WAS YOUR JOB AND NOW I DONT EVEN WANT TO LOOK AT A TURKEY. OH GOD I WISH YOU WERE HERE !!!! I HOPE WHERE EVER YOU ARE YOU GET SOME TURKEY AND RICE AND BEANS AND DONT FORGET YOUR STUFFING TODAY AND THINK OFF ALL THE THANKSGIVENS WE SHARE WITH OUR FAMILY. LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN DECRIBE.YOU HAVE ALL OF MY HEART FOREVER.XOXOXOXOXOXO

YOUR WIFE HEL

JIMMY AVILES "2"

November 20, 2004

HELLO DAD"ITS GETTING CLOSE TO THE HUNTING SEASON & I KNOW I'LL BE THINKING OF YOU ALL DAY WHILE IM OUT ON POINT.ALL A WHILE WISHING YOU WERE JUST AROUND THE BEND,THIS JUST ISNT FAIR TO US & PEOPLE WHO ARE IN THE SAME BOAT AS WE ARE. ALL I KNOW IS LIFE IS A DIFFERENT PLACE THESE DAYS. BUT I'LL HEAR YA SAY A HUNDRED TIMES AGIN & AGAIN, "WHY DO WE GO SO FAR AWAY" LOL....ALL ALONG YOU JUST WERE MISSING MOM. YOU HAD YOUR WAYS OF NOT SHOWING THE MARSHMELLOW YOU HID INSIDE BUT WE KNEW IT WAS IN YA, AND I CAN SAY I GOT A BITT MYSELF, SO THANKS FOR THE GENES.................LOVE YA XOXO

Denise Guerriero

November 16, 2004

Hi Dad, sorry I haven't written but not by choice, my laptop has been on the fritz and I don't have u around to tinker w/it either like u did w/all my stuff. But u have been on my mind daily and now with the holidays coming, it's harder everyday but hopefully the family will pull together at times like this and come through for each other and this lonely time, I will try to write soon, I love you and missing you sadly....Oh Mikey III, turns one tomorrow, you would of loved him but I'm sure ur looking over him now...I love you.....Denise

HEL AVILES

November 15, 2004

HI BABE

I JUST WANTED TO WRITE AND SAY HOW MUCH I MISS COMING HOME TO YOU WAITING FOR ME. EVERY TIME I'M ON MY WAY HOME IT HITS ME ... THAT YOUR NOT THERE AND IT HURTS SO MUCH. OH GOD I MISS YOU!!!!!!I LOVE YOU ALWAYS. FOREVER YOUR WIFE HEL

Tina Aviles, Exposito

November 8, 2004

Hola Dad.... Wow, I miss you very much so. I cant even think of xmas. Because I know it would never be the same.. Its so hard to believe this whole thing. I just wish God could of prevented this entire nightmare.. Down at Fl, I see so many people ridding there bikes, and I just cry, cuz I wish you could be doing so with mom. But I guess God had alot of work to get accomplish because he sure took alot of Important people. And You'r my number 1 heroe. I wish I could be a great role model to my kids as you were to all of us. The kids say hello.. And they miss you verry much too.. Nelly still has her days that just thinking of you, she cries. But I know you will give us the strenght to be able to over come this. Dad I love you so much... I hope to see you soon.!! :(

Sunny Angelucci

November 6, 2004

Dad, 7 months since you left, I try not to think about that night because it feels like it just happens all over again. I know that God had a reason for taking you, I just wish I knew what it was. I hurt for you, but I know your in good hands, and I miss you. I miss mommy too, I wonder if she'll ever be the same. this hole thing isn't fair. protect us all and keep giving mommy strength. xoxoxoxoxxoxooxoxoxoxxooxooxoxooxxo o I love you, Mama

HEL AVILES

November 6, 2004

GOOD MORNING BABE;

I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE BEFORE I WENT TO WORK. TODAY IS 7 MONTHS AND I CAN'T PUT INTO WORKS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. THIS WEEK WAS PRETTY HARD FOR ME EVEN THOUGH I HAVE SO MANY THINGS GOING ON IN MY LIFE , YOUR STILL MY FIRST THOUGHTS FOR EVERYTHING. I JUST WISH YOU WERE HERE TO SHARE THEM WITH ME. BABE PLEASE COME TO ME ... I'VE BEEN WAITING BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL AS SOON AS YOU FIGURE OUT ALL THE ANGLES IN HEAVEN. WE HAVE TO MUCH LOVE AND I KNOW THATS COUNTS WITH THE MAN UPSTAIRS . SO HURRY I NEED YOU. YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MINE FOREVER. YOUR WIFE HEL

Grace Aviles

November 5, 2004

Tomorrow - I can't believe it - will be seven months! I still can not accept this. It's so hard for us to come to terms with this. I can only shake my head in disbelief. My heart breaks for Hel, but you know we are all looking after her.

love you, always, your sister, Cuch

Tina Aviles, Exposito

November 3, 2004

Hi Dad..How are you? Well as you know, the move to Fl, was just like you said it was gonna be.. I miss you so much..I had so many moments where I need it to hear your strong voice, and make me think of my choices..Only you knew how.. It was halloween the other nights, and the kids sure missed you. They were saying how much of a kool ideas you would of had for there custom. We miss you so much, just steping to reality hurts.Knowing the only thing we got is your pics and memories.. We all miss you and also are mom. Because mom aint the same without you around. I know you'r very proud of her, because we all are.But we wish you could just come back.. We all need you dad.!!

Well Dad im sorry for the long time not writting you, but you know we talk every night and every second of the day. But its hard for me. I cant bearly make the right decitions in life and with you being gone, its more of a mess. Dad make our family stronger, to be able to get throug anything. Dad I love you so much.. I wish we could smoke a cigarrete together and do some seriuos talking.like we used to. well Dad I have to go, because everyone is looking at me at the library..I will keep in touch as usual.. talk to you tonight Dad.

I will always love you Dad..And keep mom safe..Watch over her, and please give her all the strenght she needs to get by..Love you Dad..

Sunny Angelucci

November 2, 2004

Hi dad, well Halloween was just the tip of the iceberg, we had so much candy and I was thinking of how much chocolate I could have given you, snickers galore!! The kids looked great you would have got a kick out of them.I miss you, I miss talking to mom and knowing you were right there, you can actually feel the emptiness now. send some god candy to mommy cause she doesn't care for the real thing. love you dad.

JIMMY AVILES 2

November 1, 2004

HELLO DAD ITS BEEN A WHILE ,SEASONS CHANGING & ITS GOING TO GET TOUGH AROUND HERE KNOWING THIS WILL BE THE FIRST HOLIDAY SEASON FOR ALL OF US WITHOUT YOU HERE. BUT WERE STRONG AND I KNOW WE'LL MAKE THE BEST OF IT. IVE BEEN WORKING ON THEESE BRICKS HERE AND GETTING IT READY SO I CAN BUILD THAT BIKE. SO KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN INCASE I NEED A LITTLE HINT ON WHERE TO PUT ALL THEM PARTS,.,.,PS;HUNTING SEASON IS COMMING & IM TAKING SCOTT UP TO THE MNTS. SO WISH US LUCK. LOVE YA , CHAT LATER DAD, XOXO THE AVILES CREW.

Dee-Dee Guerriero

October 31, 2004

Hi Dad, we'll it's Halloween and it brings me back to memories of you enjoying seeing all ur grandkids in their costumes and even mom dressing up in a costume as well, and then at nite giving out candy, u were really the best grandfather a daughter can wish their child can grow up having and I know Sammy has. I dream of you often, I think of you always and I'll remember you forever DAD, I love and miss you dearly, your daughter, Denise.

Mama Angelucci

October 26, 2004

Good morning dad, I just wanted to write, even though I haven't a thing to say, everthing is still the same. Your closer to god than I am so could you ask him to give Mommy strength to get through the holidays. as well as everyone else. I miss you and I hope your ok, watch over me and guide me, I love you and I'll see you in dreams.

HEL AVILES

October 13, 2004

HI BABE;

TODAY I WENT FOR INTERVIEW AND GUESS WHAT I GOT THE JOB, IF YOU WHERE HERE YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD OF ME. I FIND IT HARD TO BELIEVE MYSELF. AFTER ALL THESE YEARS. I GUESS THIS IS HOW I HAVE TO START MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU. I'M TRYING THE BEST I CAN . I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR WHERE I GO YOUR ALWAYS WITH ME. AND WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME FOREVER.I CAN'T SAY THAT THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT , I AM JUST LEARNING TO DEAL WITH THE HURT. STILL A FEW GOOD DAYS THEN THE BAD DAYS COME AND I JUST WANT TO DIE SO I CAN BE WITH YOU. BUT I PRAY FOR STRENGHT AND I GET THOUGH A FEW MORE DAYS. WELL MY LIFE IS CHANGEING THATS FOR SURE . I JUST WISH IT COULD GO BACK TO WHEN YOU WERE HERE. AND I KNOW NOW THAT ALL THE WISHING AND PRAYING ARE NOT GOING TO BRING YOU BACK TO ME . SO I HAVE TO GO ON AND WAIT TILL YOU COME FOR ME. I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER BABE.

Denise Guerriero

October 6, 2004

Hi Dad, it's Denise-Denise (our song),I sure miss you, I can't believe it's been 6mths to the day. It's so hard to think of you no longer here, it's just not the same without you and it's been hard for Mom especially but she knows she has all of us kids beside her and I know it might sound greedy Dad, knowing your waiting for her, but we need her down here right now, she is all we have for a parent and we still need a parent but one day you will both reunite and ride on. I love you dad and promise we'll take care of Mom as good as you did...missing you badly...Denise-Denise (Oh How I Love You)

Sunny Angelucci

October 6, 2004

Dad, 6 months and I promise I think about you at least 10 times a day, I hope you are up there looking down and watching us all. Triston started school, I know you would have loved to see him in his uniform, he's such a big boy. Mia suprisingly talks about you all the time, and misses you. My Carlee, well you can probably see how she is, a little firecracker, but she still kisses your cross and says, i ya you pop-pop. and Domo, I know you would like to know he looks just like Carl, and speaking of Carl, he is finally understanding your work theory and how you weren't being cheap as much as you were being smarter than the rest of us,lol. I pray to you ever day and I know your ok, but those who are left behind could use you, please help mommy, ease her heart. Well I love and miss you.

HEL AVILES

October 6, 2004

MY HEART;

THE PAST THREE DAYS HAVE REALLY BEEN HARD FOR ME, THINKING OF ALL THE THINGS WE DID TOGETHER AND ALL THE THINGS YOU DONE FOR ME . ALL I HAD TO DO IS ASK, AND YOU WOULD SAY WHAT LOLA WANTS LOLA GETS... AND IT WOULD BE DONE . I KNEW ONCE I STARTED TO THINK OF THE MEMORIES WE HAD TOGETHER IT WOULD BREAK MY HEART. BABE IM TRYING THE BEST I CAN AND KEEPING BUZY, BUT SOMETIMES THE FLOOR DROPS OUT FROM UNDER ME AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO . I THINK OF ALL THE SILLY THINGS , LIKE ME SITTING ON YOUR LAP AND WATCHING TV OR THE WAY YOU WOULD LOOK AT MY LEGS WHEN I WALK BY. EVERTHING SEEMS TO HAVE NO PURPOSE ANY MORE .THANK GOD FOR EVERYONE IN MY LIFE , THEY HELP TO KEEP ME GOING AND THE THOUGHT OF YOU BEING PROUD OF ME FOR GOING ON WITHOUT YOU.I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD COME THIS FAR AND I HAVE A LONG WAY TOO GO YET.TODAY IS SIX MONTHS AND IT FEELS LIKE SIX YEARS TO ME, EVERYDAY IS A STRUGGLE . NOW ALL I DO IS COUNT THE DAYS TILL YOU COME FOR ME. TILL THEN NO ONE WILL EVER TOUCH MY HEART LIKE YOU DO. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF ME.

FOREVER YOUR WIFE

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX OXOXOXO

JIMMY AVILES "2"

October 6, 2004

HELLO DAD ITS BEEN 6MONTHS, AND ITS LIKE A SHOCK STILL WHEN I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE.ITS NOT THE SAME KNOWING WERE NOT GOING TO SEE ONE ANOTHER OR EVEN PASS ON A HIGHWAY,HUMMMMM GOING ABOUT 120.OR SO.....LOL.THE WAY YA RODE...BUT I CAN SAY I GIVE IT ALL UP TO HAVE YA BACK IN OUR LIVES.BUT THE HEART STILL HOLDS THE BEST KEEP TIMES. AND THEY WILL ALWAYS BE LOOKED UPON FOR ADVICE & KNOWLEDGE....SO YA WISE MAN ,"MY DAD" I SAY LOVE YA AND WE'LL CHAT ....xoxoxo 10-06-04

HEL AVILES

September 23, 2004

HI BABE;

THE DAYS ARE GOING BY AND NOTHING HAS CHANGED , I STILL FEEL EMPTY INSIDE .THEY SAY THAT TIME WILL MAKE IT EASIER TO COPE WITH BUT I DONT THINK SO . THE MORE DAYS THAT GO BY THE MORE I MISS YOU. SOME TIMES I DONT THINK I CAN GO ON. AND I PRAY TO GOD TO GET ME THROUGH ANOTHER DAY. SO MANY THINGS ARE GOING ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW AND I CANT SEEM TO FOCAS ON ANYTHING ITS LIKE NOTHING ELSE MATTERS TO ME ANY MORE. THANK GOD FOR CUCHI AND MARGIE AND ALL OF OUR KIDS . I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT THEM.I DONT HAVE TO WRITE EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON BECAUSE I KNOW YOU HEAR ME TALK TO YOU ALDAY. WELL THE HARDEST DAYS ARE AHEAD OF ME AND I HOPE YOU ARE BESIDE ME TO GIVE ME STRENGH. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR NEVER COMING HOME. TILL WE MEET AGAIN. I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER. MY FOREVER JIM

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXO

Grace Aviles

September 15, 2004

People may wonder why I wrote so little, but this is very hard, as you all know it is. I saw someone ride by that looked a little like you - same beard. I lost it. I still can't come to terms with this. I don't know how Hel does it - I guess taking one day at a time. I hope everyone is praying to get through this. I pray for you all. Together we can get through this.

Love you always, your sis, Cuch

HEL AVILES

September 14, 2004

BABE;

I'M SO UNHAPPY WITHOUT YOU

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXOXO

paul henderson

September 9, 2004

hi jim, just wanted to tell you i am going to publish my book soon all the papers are ready,i am working on a book for kids called "what am I" about animals and a few others. i havn't talk to you for a while, but i think of you all the time,i truly miss you,wish we could talk,thanks for everything you did for me,missing you paul

Anita Guerra

September 7, 2004

Hi Jim,

Of course, after raving about Florida....there has been not one but two Hurricane's have hit Central Florida and one the size of the state of Texas lasting over 18 hours....however, I still would not trade it over any place else. Angelina slept in the tub that night........oblivious to the seriousness of the HUGE Hurricane. Angelina is getting big and beautiful. I think she would have loved you like Briana loved you.....she probably would have loved to say to you

"J-O-B"....like Briana use to tease you with the word JOB! You are truly missed by many.....I hope you're looking down at all of us and keeping us safe.....from the Hurricanes because we have been truly blessed. We have not had any damage to our home....so I think GOD and our friends looking from above have kept us safe indeed....if you have been one of our Angels a special thanks goes your way....with much love and carino,

Your Friends, Anita, Briana & Angelina

We have survived Hurricane Charley and Hurricane Frances....and will survive Ivan if he dares to come this way!

Denise Guerriero

September 6, 2004

Hi Dad...it's DeeDee, still can't believe your gone and it's already 5 unbelievable months....You don't know how much your presence did to the family, now it seems everyone has scattered and doesn't really have a "check-in" place to keep in touch on everyone's lives but I'm hoping you eventually will bring us all back together soon and you'll be our number one topic as we sit around and discuss the good times, god how much I miss u, I hate it so much that your gone and sometimes can't even get a grip of life knowing your not around. I use to love hearing a Harley rev up infront of my house cause I always knew, Mom & Dad came to visit....now they're just memories but even-more-so glad I have them....I luv and miss u ungodly Dad...your daughter, Denise

HEL AVILES

September 6, 2004

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS

MY FOREVER JIM

YOUR FOREVER WIFE

anita guerra

August 30, 2004

Dear Jim,

Good Morning Jim! I am back in Florida and happy once again. I just wanted to drop a line and tell you I think of you often because I recall what you asked me once. "What do you notice in Florida that you don't notice in Philly?" I don't recall what I said however, I do remember what you said, and it was the Sky! Now every day I look up and treasure the beautiful rich, blue & white sky.

It's so rich in color it is as if you could pick the white clouds like picking on a piece of cotton candy. All these years I guess I took it for granted. Boy, did I miss it because Philly was gloomy for me in more ways then one! I know you're giving Hell the stength she needs. But I can tell you everything as changed for her and she misses you so much. Keep giving her the strength because I know it hard (very hard) We all miss you espcially your family! I will continue look up at the sky and keep you in my thoughts and prayers that all is well! Briana says HI! Your Friend, Anita

Sunny Angelucci

August 28, 2004

Hey dad, I was thinking about you , as always but today a little more. I was at our house today and mommy is packing and it looks so terrible and very empty, as is mommies heart without you, we all are missing something and it feels like even on a nice day that something is missing. I know you are looking down on us all, protecting mommy, and being that voice of reason in our heads, I love you and really miss you. I'll see you in dreams, xoxoxox

JAMES AVILES "2"

August 9, 2004

WELL "DAD" WHAT DO YOU SAY,,THERE WERE THINGS UNSAID & UNDONE, BUT IN THE HEART IS WHERE IT COUNTED .ANDI KNOW WHERE MINE AND YOURS WAS. AT TIME I SIT & THINK WONDER WHAT DAD WOULD BE DOING, THEN I KNOW, ZOOOOMING DOWN SOME ROAD LOOKING "COOL".... AND THEN I THINK,,,,HOPE I CAN DO THE SAME SOMEDAY.WELL ITS A DIFFERENT PLACE HERE TODAY KNOWING YOUR NOT HERE ,BUT YOU ARE RESTING IN PEACE,HOPWFULLY GETTING THE BIG HOUSE READY FOR THE FAMILY,FOR SOMEDAY WE WILL ALL HAVE TO MEET AGAIN. CHAT WITH YA LATER ,"DAD" ...XOXOXOXO

James Aviles "2"

August 9, 2004

WELL "DAD" ALL I CAN SAY IS ITS CRAZY,WIERD ,KNOWING THINGS WERE LEFT UNDONE,& UNSAID. AT TIMES I SIT & THINK OF WHAT WOULD BE GOING ON TODAY&HOW YOU SHOULD BE HERE TO EXPLAIN THINGS STILL TODAY."DAD" I CANT WAIT TO RIDE SO WE CAN TALK ALONG THE WAY.PEOPLE JUST DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO GROW UP AROUND A MULTI TALENTED PERSON,& BIKE RIDER"A REAL ONE " NOT AN INSTANT OUTLAW !WELL DAD WISHING YOU WERE HERE, YOUR BIG LITTLE JIM......XOXO

DeeDee Guerriero

August 8, 2004

Hi Dad...it's me, DeeDee, mannnnn I sure do miss you. I think of you everyday. Still can't believe we have to continue our future without you in our lives. Everything I did, I always thought about "what would my dad think" or even something silly and could not wait to tell or show you it. Things you take for granted and just assume it's going to be like that forever. Today was beautiful weather and I know how much you love beautiful weather to ride your Harley with mom, sometimes stopping at my house and then taking River Road to New Hope, wow, what I would give to see you do that again. Oh Dad, I still can't believe your gone, it's not fair, your such a good man but I guess the man above has other plans and needs your words of knowledge and talent even more. Life is so sad without you Dad and cannot wait to see you and give you a great big hug...I love you always, your daughter...DeeDee

HEL AVILES

August 6, 2004

HI BABE;

WELL TODAY IS 4 MONTHS AND IT SEEMS LIKE 4 YEARS TO ME. WILL IT EVER GET BETTER I KNOW I HAVE TO MAKE A NEW LIFE FOR MYSELF BUT I STILL CAN'T IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOU. I'M TRYING MY HARDEST TO BE STRONG BUT SOMEDAYS ARE WORST THAN THE OTHERS. I WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM GOING TO MOVE TO A SMALLER HOUSE BECAUSE THIS IS TO BIG FOR JUST ME. I KNOW YOU WOULD WANT ME TOO. I'M GOING TO MOVE WHERE CUCHI IS LIVING AND I REMEMBER HOW MUCH YOU LIKED IT FOR HER... SO I KNOW YOU WOULD BE HAPPY FOR ME ALSO. BABE I MISS YOU SO MUCH THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE. YOU AND I WERE SUPPOSE TO GROW OLD TOGETHER NOT LEAVE TO GO TO HEAVEN FOR MANY YEARS TO COME. BUT I GUESS THINGS DON'T ALWAYS WORK OUT THE WAY YOU WANT THEM TOO. BABE DONT EVER FORGET ME AS I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. YOUR FOREVER WIFE.

HEL

HEL AVILES

July 27, 2004

HI BABE;

I KEEP REPEATING IT BUT, I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND NOT A MINUTE GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU AND ALL THE THINGS WE DID TOGETHER. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS TO BE DONE IT JUST SEEM EASIER WHEN YOU WERE HERE TO DO THEM WITH ME. BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE SO I DO IT NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS. I JUST PUT IN MY HEAD JIM WOULD BE SO PROUD OF ME AND IT HELPS ME FACE WHAT EVER THINGS COME MY WAY. BABE I HOPE YOU HEAR ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU BUT I KNOW THE KIND OF PERSON YOU WERE HERE SO I CAN REST ASHORE THAT YOUR HERE WITH ME NOW. LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY FOREVER JIM.

YOUR FOREVER WIFE HEL

HEL AVILES

July 17, 2004

HI BABE;

TODAY IS OUR ANNIVERSARY AND NOT A VERY HAPPY ONE WITHOUT YOU HERE,WILL I EVER STOP HURTING AND MISSING YOU. THEY SAY IN TIME THE HURT WILL EASE BUT I CANT SEE THAT FAR AHEAD AND AS FAR AS I CAN TELL I WILL NEVER STOP MISSING YOU, NOT A MINUTE GOES BY IN THE DAY THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU, HOW CAN THAT BE AFTER 32 YEARS TOGETHER YOU ARE SO MUCH APART OF ME THAT I CAN'T SEEM TO REALALIZE YOUR NOT THERE ANY MORE.AND I HATE LIFE WITHOUT YOU. BABE I'M TRYING THE BEST THAT I CAN SO YOU WILL BE PROUD OF ME, I HOPE YOU ARE WATCHING FROM ABOVE BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT GIVES ME THE STRENGTH I NEED TO MAKE IT . BABE I WANT YOU TO REST IN PEACE AND NOT WORRY ABOUT ME ...I HAD A GREAT TEACHER OF LIFE AND YOU KNOW I WILL BE OK . PLEASE BE THE FIRST TO MEET ME WHEN MY TIME COMES. SEE YOU IN HEAVEN MY FOREVER JIM.

YOUR LOVING WIFE

HEL

XOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Sunny Angelucci

July 6, 2004

Hey dad, three months today, tuesday, I hate today, Its getting harder for me and its hurting more, I wish I knew why now, but I miss you and I wish you were here, I wish you could see the kids, and most I wish you would give mommy a sign, we love you and I know you had a guardian angel on earth, so I'm sure he's in heaven helping you there too.I miss you dad and always will

HEL AVILES

July 3, 2004

HI BABE;

WELL TOMORROW IS THE 4TH OF JULY AND YOU KNOW WHAT WE ALWAYS DID ON THAT DAY. WE WOULD WAIT UNTIL THEY WERE GOING TO START THE FIREWORKS , THAN WE WOULD RACE DOWN TO PENNS LANDING AND CLIMB UP ON 95 EXIT RAMP TO GET THE BEST VIEW. YOU ALWAYS KNEW THE BEST SPOTS TO GO . SO TOMORROW WHEN I HEAR FIREWORKS I'LL THINK OF US TOGETHER SOME WHERE WATCHING THEM ..JUST YOU AND ME. I LOVE YOU MY FOREVER JIM

YOUR WIFE ALWAYS

HEL AVILES

June 26, 2004

HI BABE;

I JUST HAD TO LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU , NOT A MINUTE GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU. I BROUGHT A CAR BABE AND I JUST HOP RIGHT IN AND TOOK OFF NOT EVEN WAITING FOR THE KIDS TO TAKE ME ON A PRACTICE RUN. I KNEW YOU WOULDN'T LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO ME . I FEEL YOU ARE ALWAYS BESIDE ME , I JUST WISH YOU WOULD LET ME SEE YOU ONE TIME SO I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS FINE.BABE I HAVE TO SAY THIS IS THE HARDEST THING I EVER HAD TO GO THROUGH IN MY LIFE, I JUST WISH IT WAS ALL A DREAM AND I WAKE UP AND YOU ARE THERE WITH ME. I PRAY TO GOD EVERYDAY TO HELP ME THROUGH THIS AND TO EASE SOME OF THE PAIN ..BUT IT DON'T SEEM TO WORK AND I DONT THINK I WILL EVER BE HAPPY AGAIN. CUCHI TOLD YOU WE WERE GOING TO GRIEVING CLASSES AND IT IS HELPING ME TO UNDERSTAND ALL THESE MIX-UP FEELINGS I HAVE BUT IT DON'T EASE THE PAIN IN MY HEART, I HOPE MY TIME COMES SOON BECAUSE I CAN'T SEE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU. WE WERE SUPPOSE TO GROW OLD TOGETHER THAT WAS ALL MY WISHES FOR MANY YEARS .ANY TIME I MADE WISHES IT WAS FOR YOU AND I TO GROW OLD TOGETHER. SO MUCH FOR WISHES!!!! WELL IF I HAD ONE WISH , YOU KNOW WHAT IS IS. TILL WE MEET AGAIN MY FOREVERJIM I LOVE YOU HEART AND SOUL.

YOUR WIFE

Grace Aviles

June 23, 2004

Well, it's now over two months since you left us. And, it's now that I can look at your picture without yelling "NO." It's tough, but I know it's so much harder for Hel and the kids. We have been going to grievance classes, and I think it's helping Hel. That's my main concern. I know you would want me to look after her, and you know I would. She is my link to you; always has been. This is tough. I can't do this without crying. It's so hard to accept this. It cuts deep. But, you are always with me - in my heart. I know how difficult this is for Hel and the kids. I pray to God to give them strength to cope and get stronger each day. I pray they can reach out to God for comfort and peace. I keep calling them kids when I know they are adults with families of their own. Through prayer we will get through this! Love you always, your sis, Cuchi

sunny Angelucci

June 22, 2004

Hey dad, Things are sinking in, and its awful!I know you are up there and you can see all that is going on, Mommy is driving!! I know you have to be proud. On fathers day I looked through so many pictures, and I thought, Wow we did so much and went to so many places, we were lucky to have you. I know in my heart you know what goes on in my mind and prayers so forgive me if I don't write often. I love and miss you more and more, and please send mommy some candy when you can. I love yu dad and I'll see you in my dreams.

Denise Guerriero

June 20, 2004

Happy Father's Day Dad! Ofcourse it wasn't the same without you, as most things won't be anymore. How much you are missed and so loved. But you are always on my mind, in my heart and forever with me....I miss you dad so much, please visit me whenever you can...I love you, Dee-Dee

Tina Aviles / Exposito

June 20, 2004

Happy Fathers Day Dad..

Its hard not having you around to be able to express our love to you. And now we are just leftout with having to write you hear or simply talking to your pics...

I often think of you with love.. The memories we had together they have become treasure to me.. They were short, but I know deep in my heart you love me very much, even with our guffy moments in life.. Im very proud to call such a wonderful man as you are MY Daddy..

Love you with all my heart. Have a nice day..until we meet again...

JIMMY AVILES

June 20, 2004

WELL WHAT DO YOU SAY WHEN YOU HAVE TO WISH A LOVE ONE THIS WAY..,.,.,.,"A HAPPY FATHERS DAY"

STILL EVERYDAY YOU GET A FELLING AND SAY ,IS THIS REAL, HOW SO FAST & WHY SO SOON ? I LOOK AT YOU DAD ON THE BIKE AND I CAN SEE YOU RIDING AWAY, AS IF WERE YESTERDAY& SO MANY TIMES BEFORE. ITS JUST CRAZY THE WAY A PICTUE CAN MOVE YOU & HAVE YOU THINKING. SO DAD' TAKE A RIDE TODAY AND RIP A CLOUD UP, YOU DESERVE IT. WITH LOVE YOUR SON JIMMY"2"...................XOXO

ps ; thanks to all who visit & write.

HEL AVILES

June 19, 2004

BABE;

JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU HAPPY FATHERS DAY. OH! HOW I WISH YOU WERE HERE. I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER.

YOUR LOVING WIFE

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX OXOXOXO

Tina Aviles/ Exposito

June 15, 2004

Good morning Dad.... Im missing you so much.. Tomorrow is my 30', and you dont know how much it hurts that you wont be around to remind me how old im getting. From now on nothing realy matters anymore.. This morning I was looking at your pic's and also listening to runaround sue.. Wow it felt as you were here with me..Dad I miss you so much, I realy never thought it would be this hard.. Well daddy,tomorrow I have 2 wishes, but I know only one could be granted, because the other one it would be to hard to become reality.. But Could you please make sure you grant me that 1 wish... i wanna be able to look at mom and see her smile again..We could all try to be happy and put a good front, but the truth is that we are so hurt over this.. This wasnt the way it was supoused to be..You're so strong and you even fought so hard with cancer, to have gone so fast over this little thing.. I cant lie to you but Im so mad, so confiused, so lost, because your supoused to be here with us..We all need you, just to hear your voice or just to even get mad at us...Oh Daddy, I have to go..because other wise this is going to be too long.. Ill talk to you later Dad..I love you with all my heart...Hope to see you soon..!!

HEL AVILES

June 14, 2004

I AM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Denise Guerriero

June 13, 2004

Hi Dad....as I look at the picture collage of you on my mantel, I still can't believe your not here. Everytime I get happy, for whatever reason it maybe because of, I just have to stop and go "whewwwwww" I instantly think of you and go sad again. It's like I wanna get happy but not fully 'cause your gone, and knowing you were always around, was so reassuring to me even though we were miles apart, it's just the knowing that was gratifying. You just don't realize how precious life is until something like this so tragic happens. I miss you everyday and hope you hear me every nite...I love you so much Dad, I hate that your gone...love Dee-Dee

jimmy Aviles

June 9, 2004

WELL DAD, ALL I CAN SAY IS THIS STINKS, HAVING TO TALK TO YOU THIS WAY, AND OTHERS, SURE WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR VOICE.AT TIMES I GET CHOKED UP & KINDA FRUSTRATED THAT YOUR GONE, BUT NEVER FORGOTEN. AND OFTEN WONDER IF YOU NEW ANYTHING & KEPT IT INSIDE ? & TIMES I LAUGH AT SOME OF THE TIMES WE HAD IN THE PAST.NOBODY KNOWS HOW GOOD IT WAS WHEN WE WENT HUNTTING,RIDDDING THE BIKES,ETC. THEY ARE SOME GOOD TIMES TO REMEMBER,THEY ARE IN ME FOR LIFE & I INTEND TO PASS ALL OF THEM TO MY BOYS,,,WELL DAD I CAN GO ON FOREVER BUT I'LL CHECK IN TIME TO TIME, AND CHAT, LOVE YA BIG JIM/ MY DAD !

HEL AVILES

June 7, 2004

HI BABE;

ALL I CAN SAY IS I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD DESCRIBE. YOU'LL HAVE MY HEART FOREVER.

YOUR LOVING WIFE

HEL

Denise Guerriero

June 7, 2004

Wow Dad...it's slowly sinking in that your not coming back to us are you? How much this hurts to write. I never really took death so emotional until you left. This has got to be the worst feeling in life ever. I look around in my house of all the things u did, even the last things I know only u touched last and I retouch them just to feel that much closer. This past weekend my neighbors had a 70th B'day and it just made me feel that this should be u & mom's party. Dad, u may not have been a lovey-dubby-touchy-feely type of dad but you did ur hardest to let us know you would do anything for us. I'm glad though we always kissed hello and goodbye...but this is not goodbye but until I see you again and kiss you hello, please visit me...I love you....DeeDee...ooops almost forgot, Mom says to say Hi!

Tina Aviles/ Exposito

June 6, 2004

Wow Dad 2 months since you been gone.. And it hurts so bad as it was yesterday..With each day that goes by I pray that I would never forgett you.. I wish we could all just take a long ride and find you at the end of the ride..What a great feeling that would be..But I will make all memories last for ever Dad..Im missing you somuch and its so hard not to cry. I wish we could of stop time and make it last a life time.well Daddy be blessed and will try to keep it together for mom...And dont take too long to give Mami her password, it just makes us wonder if you're ok... I love you Dad..

Nos veremos en la otra vida.. Bendicion y que el senor te cuide..

JIMMY AVILES

June 5, 2004

HELLO DAD" WE TOOK A VACATION AND WENT TO FLORIDA,AND WHAT WOULD YOU KNOW,OUR ROOM NUMBER WAS YOUR BIRTH DATE. HUMMM""""""""""MAKES YA THINK""WELL ALL DURRING OUR TRIP I COULD JUST IMAGINE YOU CRUISING ON THE BIKE, DOWN THE SAME ROADS WE DID & AS WE DID DURRING BIKE WEEK S PAST. WE ARE THINKING ON MOVING TO FLORIDA, HOPEUFLLY SOON,BUT YOU WILL BE WITH US EVERY STEP OF THE WAY.JUST WISH WE ALL MOVED DOWN WHEN WE WANTED TO,THIS WAY MOM WOULD BE DOWN THEIR ASWELL.BUT DAD I TELL MOM YOU CAN TAKE ALL THE MEMORIES WITH YOU,DAD WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU NO MATTER WHERE YOU CALL HOME.I TELL MOM,, SO WE'LL WATCH OVER HER. DAD IM ALWAYS LOOKING OUT FOR YOUR HINTS,CLUES,ETC....SO FAR THINGS ARE MAKING SENSE. LOVE YA DAD, JIMMY & FAMILY X0X0X0

Tina Aviles / Exposito

June 4, 2004

Hi Dad.. Its me tina.. I hope your ok.. I miss you so much.... I went to florida last week and every little corner I looked I thought of you.. Memorial weekend wasnt the same without you, sometimes I wish you could come right back, but we all know thats one wish that wont be granted.. But I know we will see eachother some day.. Dad im sorry but as youknow I aint big in words and I find this so hard to do.. I rather talk to your pic, than sit here and type. But i want to thank you once again for the gift of life and also for giving me those moments so specials we had. I miss punching your arm and messing with your hair.. I would give up anything just for that last chance to kiss you, punch you( gently) and cut your hair..I miss you so much and I feel as I didnt have the time to express my love and gradituded to you.. I love you Daddy.. By the way I got a Puppy (pit) shes pretty, you would of loved her too.. Paco was going crazy with her..And me & Ott, we are doing pretty good now.. We are planing to move to florida.. But it hurts to leave mom up here.. I wish she could move with us, but eventualy we would work on that.. well Dad I have to go now. U take care of yourself and we will take care of mom, not as good as you would but we are traying our best. I miss you deeply, but I'll always keep you in my heart, thoughts and every where I go.. I love you and Ill talk to you later..Papi..

Te extranamos mucho...

Denise Guerriero

June 1, 2004

MOM, I know DAD would have wanted to tell you once the clock struck midnite tonite, June 1st "Happy Birthday my Wife" his soulmate, the head of the lion but remember he was always the neck, lol, as well as his friend and partner till death do u part....imagine this....we all love u mom so much and please hang in there, time has to make it easier to cope with, it has to....luv DeeDee

Triston Angelucci

May 31, 2004

poppop, I love you so much, your the greatest popop ever. and popop I hope your ok in heaven. I love you love tc

Denise Guerriero

May 31, 2004

Hi Dad, it's DeeDee, Happy Memorial Day, nothing very happy about it nor did we really do anything on this Holiday as we all got older but atleast we would see each other or hear from Mom where u guys would adventure off to on the motorcycle but I guess thats no more. Now we resort to clicking the mouse to reach to u, still can't phantom this whole thing. I just keep repeating over "it wasn't suppose to be this way". Anyway, watching Nostradamus tonite, I know u liked watching those types of shows and checked out a UFO show the other nite. Wow Dad this is so hard to put into realization that ur not here no more and I know Mom is having a hard time coping with this as well, so when u can, visit her in her dreams, maybe on her birthday on June 1st, I know she'll like that alot....I luv & miss u forever...Dee-Dee

HEL AVILES

May 30, 2004

HI BABE;

YOUR IN MY THOUGHTS ALDAY LONG AND WHEN IT'S TIME TO WRITE SOMETHING NO WORDS COME TO ME, BUT JUST IN CASE YOU READ THESE LETTERS I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT MATTERS TO ME ANY MORE WITHOUT YOU. YOU ARE SO MUCH APART OF ME . I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU , AND IF YOUR WATCHING YOU ALREADY NO HOW MY LIFE IS < EMTPY> NOTHING SEEMS TO TAKE AWAY THE PAIN.. OUR KIDS DO EVERYTHING TO HELP BUT NOTHING IS THE SAME. EVERYONE SAID THAT TIME WILL HEAL BUT I JUST DON'T SEE THAT HAPPENING. SOON IT WILL BE MY BIRTHDAY AND IT WILL BE THE FIRST IN 32 YEARS THAT YOU WILL NOT BE THERE WITH ME.ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IT HURTS SO MUCH EVERYDAY. LOVE AND MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY.

YOUR LOVING WIFE HEL

Anita Guerra

May 24, 2004

Hola,

Happy belated birthday....please know that even though I did'nt not write you on your 59th birthday...my thoughts were certainly with you on that day...I wondered how are you doing. The other day Hell, and I were talking about how you are probably telling (advising)God on how to remodel the place....lol. I really hope you can feel how much we all miss you. We are trying to help Hell as much as we can...pls send her a sign and let her know you are with her in spirit. One thing for sure you have certainly created an Empire of strong men & women and created one hell of legacy. I just hope my girls will remember me as all your children, grandchildren and family will always remember you!

Love, Anita

PS Briana says hi!

DeeDee Guerriero

May 21, 2004

Wow Dad, I haven't seen u since u left us unwillingly but that all changed when I pulled out some home videos of us especially our last big gathering at Michael's Christening. It was so good hearing your voice and seeing you show Sammy how to eat chocolate cover cherries, lol...you had such a presence when u were in a room, oh I miss u....Happy Birthday Dad, I love u...Dee-Dee

JAMES AVILES

May 21, 2004

HEY DAD, ITS YOUR 59th.....SO THIS ONE I'LL MAKE YOUR WISH FOR YA' "IN WISHING YOU WERE HERE WITH MOM & ALL THE GANG....."

SO WELL GATHER IN RESPECT FOR MY "DAD" ,AND SHARE SOME GOOD TIMES & CRAZY WAYS......THAT ONLY A MAN LIKE HIMSELF COULD OF DONE & DID,.,., DAD YOU LEFT US WITH MANY MANY,MEMORIES.......

SO IM WISHING YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY" LOVE -J. AVILES & FAMILY......................

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