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Jason A. Josephs

Jason Josephs Obituary

JOSEPHS
JASON A. suddenly on Feb. 5, 2006 age 29; beloved son of Mary and Joe Josephs; sadly missed by his brother, Tristen and grandparents James and Annabelle Noyce, Maurice and Barbara Josephs and the late Lorraine Noyce; survived by several aunts, uncles and cousins. Relatives, friends and co-workers of Patriot Ambulance are invited to the Funeral Fri., 8:30 A.M. from the EUGENE A. GNIEWEK FUNERAL HOME, 2711-13 E. Allegheny Ave. (I-95 Allegh Exit Cor Tilton St.). Funeral Mass 10 A.M. Nativity BVM RCC. Int. Most Holy Redeemer Cem. Viewing Thurs. Eve. 7 - 9 P.M. In lieu of flowers, contributions to American Lung Assn. 525 Plymouth Rd. Suite 315, Plymouth Mtg PA 19462 appreciated.

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Published by Philadelphia Inquirer/Philadelphia Daily News on Feb. 8, 2006.

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104 Entries

LAUREN

February 4, 2013

WOW... 7YRS, still feels like it was yesterday! I can't get you off my mind this week! I hope that you are doing good and watching over this growing family that we have know. I truely believe that all the kids in this family now would love you and i know you stop by every now and then to bust my chops... ESPECIALLY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND HER TOYS START MAKING NOISE..but anything to know that you are there i will take... continue to watch over us and remember we all love you and will never forget you.... I REALLY MISS YOU JAY!!!! <3 <3

Jenn Colacicco

January 11, 2013

My Dearest Fatness, ur personality and ur soul makes it harder every year instead of easier. If there were one person I could pick to bring back it'd be you. Just feels like something's missing. But, I guess the big Guy needed some entertainment up there, too. I want to thank you for always being by my side. I know bc I've felt u thru some of my hardest times. Now, eough w/the mush. I love u more than fat kids love anything you put in front of them. <3

Lauren Petrucelli

February 5, 2012

love you!!!!

Lauren Petrucelli

February 5, 2012

hey fatty!!! well its been 6yrs today that you left us and so much has happened in all our lives that we wish you were here to experience with us, even though i know in spirit you will never be gone but in sight, touch , talk i miss you!!!! even though half the time i seen you your were doing something crazy to me or waking me up in the morning n jumpin on my bed....those were still some of the best times i had with you.. We all talked about you last night at Aunt Lorraine's house, yeah i bet thats a side of your family you never seen before cause i know i havent.lol.... Jenn made a great point last night and we all miss you cause it us being selfish n we want you here because of our own missing, love and hurt that we feel for you being gone but in reality you are probably happier and in a better place then all of us...BUT I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US N LOVE US ALL N THERE IS A PIECE OF YOU IN EACH N EVERYONE OF OUR KIDS..lol anyways, please keep doing what u do up there and stop by every once in awhile n freak me out, i enjoy it...watch over us all but especially your mom , dad, brother and chuckie.... i love you jay <3<3<3 xoxoxoxoxoxox

LAUREN PETRUCELLI

April 29, 2011

Hey Fatty,
So i know i havent wrote n AWHILE but you know i think about you and yell at you almost everyday!! i really really miss you and wish you were here to be apart of the kiddies lives, even though i know a piece of you is inside everyone of our kids. I show jaylyn a pic of her big cousin all the time n i hope you hear her say "hi jason, i love you"... I dont care what anyone says i know it's you playing all those tricks on us, especially a few wks ago when tristen was here and you changed the tv channel to BIG BROTHER!!! that was the best... little things like that mean the world to me b/c it makes me feel like your still here with us!!!!! i dont think any of us will ever get over loosing you!!! It hasnt gotten easier, if anything it is harder b/c i want u to be here so bad!!!! well jay, keep watching over us and i love you so much n miss you more and more!!!! LOVE YOU FATTY!!!!

Jennifer Colacicco

January 29, 2010

Fatty, next week will be 4 years already and it feels like yesterday. It still hurts as much now as it did then. I could use a good talk right now. Thanks so much for looking after Gabriella, I know ur one of her many guardian angels. Love and miss u so much....<3

September 22, 2009

Hey Boo,
Always in my heart and never forgotten... miss you much....Melissa

kathy

October 22, 2008

Hey fatty
I know its been awhile since I wrote to you but we need you to watch over Lauren and the baby right now please pray for her and make sure everything is ok! We love you and miss you sooooo much.
Kathy

Jenn Colacicco

May 23, 2008

Congrats, Uncle Jay! Watch over the lil meatball! Love n miss u!....

MONICA

May 21, 2008

Hay Jay it's your favorit Anut, I know it took me along time to write I finally got the nerve to do it. Better late then never. I miss you sososo much there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. The day you were taken from us was the worse day of my life I don't think I will ever get over it. Jay you may be gone but you'll nerver be forgotten. One of the things that I miss about you is the way you told jokes & made everyone laugh. You touched so many people in your short life. I'll never understand why you were taken from us so young. Jay watch over the family we need you more then ever. On a happier note your little brother became a daddy yesterday he so proud & excited. Look out for Tristen & your nephew (TRISTEN JASON). Come see me in my dreams. Tell everyone up there I love them & miss them.

LOVE ALWAYS
AUNT MONICA

February 16, 2008

hi. Jake. sometimes I get an overwhelming need to sing on here and talk to you and when it comes down to it, I get really sad and don't know what to say. You know I talk to you all day long but holidays are sooo hard, even though
with you; every day was a holiday or at the very least an event. Our
"bisket" and Marysue are giving us a grandchild Little Tristen Jason.
I might call him "T"-Jake. Jake we are really proud of your brother and he really needs you now. I need to hear from you. I miss you more every day. Some times I can hear you
and I know
nicholas can see you. Well the more I type here, the more I feel like I can't breathe and my words probably don't even make sense but you know,
I KNOW YOU KNOW .. love you forever,
pray for us
jake. mom

Kathy Petrucelli

February 5, 2008

Hi Jas, it's Aunt Kathy just want to let you know I love you and miss you, I can't believe it's two years today that you left us . Chuckie and Lauren are having a realy bad time with this please help them through this I don't know what to do for them. pleas watch over all of us.
I LOVE YOU BIG BOY> I'll write you later.
Love Aunt Kathy

Jenn Colacicco

January 16, 2008

Hi Big. I miss u more and more every day. I wanna talk 2 u so bad. Love u...

ERIN

October 31, 2007

HEY JAY JUST WANTED TO SAY LOVE YA AND MISS YA. I'LL SAVE YA A DANCE AT KATHY'S WEDDING
LOVE YA
ERIN

kathy petrucelli

October 28, 2007

Hi Fatty just want you to know I didn't forget your Birthyday , hope you had a good one.I miss you so much, wish you were here, well Kathy's wedding is less than a week away and there is so many people that should be there but won't. I hope every one will look down on her that day and be with her in spirit. well have to go now tell everyone up there I said hi.
LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU>
Aunt Kathy

Jenn

October 28, 2007

Hi Fat, I hope u had a good bday. I think of u all the time. Love u...

DEANNA

October 27, 2007

HEY JAY I WAS THINKING OF YOU YESTERDAY ON UR BIRHTDAY. MINE WAS ON THURSDAY. I MISS YOU ALOT.

lauren petrucelli

October 27, 2007

Hey Jay,
I know its been a long time since i wrote u but that doesnt mean that ur not on my mind.. I truely dont know how to except and move on with life without u being here. Every family party i always think only if jay was here. i'm ready 2 see u and 4 u to tell me that u are ok and that im going to be ok. There is so much happening this month that we need are angel to look out 4 us. Kathy's wedding, me moving out, tristen having your niece or nephew and believe me that baby will know how special his uncle is.i need u to come to me and be the jay u always were to me. honest , loving, caring. let me know if the choices i am making are good. i need some type of guidance and i know u can do it. i cried 2night when we went out for ur birthday. it was great to have us all together but it was sad that we didn't have u. I dont know if u realize how many people u touched while u were here.God gave us an amazing person, someone who would do anyhting to make u happy and then he took u away from us. ill never understand why but i do know that there is a reason for this, and i'm so grateful that u were about of my family and that i got to do and experience so much with u. you are never going 2 be forgotten and when i have kids they will know what a great cousin i had.. i love you jay, and happy birthday!!! hope u come to me soon cause i need some help

September 13, 2007

Hi fat. I miss u somethin terrible. I see ur picture everyday on my wall and I still can't believe ur gone. I love u so much.....Jenn

September 8, 2007

Hey Fatty,
Wow its already September this year is flying by. I feel like it was yesterday I was writing you to tell you about Annabelle. I just want to check in and write to you every once in awhile. I guess it makes me feel better like I am talking to you or something I dont know. So I hope you taking good care of Grandpop up there. I am so glad that he is not suffering anymore he went through alot in his lifetime. I just hope that he is at peace now. Bet you werent expecting to get so much company this year huh? Well you probably know that my wedding is coming soon. Less then two months away. I hope that you will be there in spirit with us since you cant be there physically. I miss you so much. I still look at pics of you all the time. Lauren and Chuckie did a nice page in my scrapbook for you. It is still so unreal that you are gone. I still feel like we just havent talked for awhile. Well got to run now but will be talking to you soon. Continue to watch over us ok. Love you...Kathy

July 6, 2007

Hi my BIG Fatty I know I haven't wrote in a while but you know I still love you and miss you more and more every day. well I guess you know about Annabelle by now and I hope your taking care of her. Grandpop needs all the help he can get to get him through this , please watch over him and all of this. oh yeah Uncle Chuck can't believe you haven't came to him yet, after all he was your favorite Uncle, if you have time visit him in a dream, tell Grandmom Noyce I miss and wish she was here with me and Gram Krol to and I hope your watching over Uncle Chucks mom to well now I gave you alot of work to do I'll write you later
I LOVE YOU BIG BOY
AUNT KATHY {PEARL]

July 5, 2007

Hey Fatty
I know its been awhile since I wrote but it doesnt mean I forgot about you. I guess you know by now that Annabelle passed away and Grandpop is in the hospital again. He is doing better but we need alot of prayers from you to help him get through all of this. I hope you take care of Annabelle up there just as good as she cared for Grandpop she really was a an angel for all that she did...Tell her I said Thanks!! We miss you so much Jay I still dont understand why things happen the way they do it really never gets easier to deal with death. I know we have all been telling you we need you to help us I am just going to ask you to pray for all of us. This last year and a half has been rough I only wish that it will get better. WE miss you alot and wish everyday that you could be here with us but know you are in a better place. Oh and can you say hi to my Granmom P for me tak care of her to. Love you so much...Kathy

Jennifer Colacicco

June 18, 2007

Hi Fatty, I guess by now u met my Pop up there. Show him around and make sure he's ok. I miss u guys so much. Love u.....Jenn

May 14, 2007

Hi Fatty
It's been a while since I wrote to you, I really miss you more and more each day, I still waite for the phone to ring and it be you on the other end but I know that won't happen. I guess you know by now Uncle Chucks Mom died, make sure you take care of her, and tell Grandmom I said happy mothers
day. well I just wanted to say hi. oh yeah Jas look after Chuckie for me, he realy misses you, he was feeling really down the other day and picked up the phone to call you he needed a friend and he said you were always there for him please look after him, I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU
Aunt Kathy

Jennifer Colacicco

May 4, 2007

Hi Fatty! How's things? I miss u so much. I found some letters and a few cards u had given me for my bday and Valentines's day. I know everything u wrote in there was true. I love u....

April 26, 2007

yo jay its joe mac..i just found this and wanted to write to you...ya know me and you had had more ups and downs than i can count but i have never laughed more than when i was with you..you were my best friend and i loved you very much.. i miss ya

April 18, 2007

Hey Fatty
Just wanted to let you know that I miss you and I am thinking about you. I guess you already know that my garndmom is on her way up there to see you. Take care of her...Ok...and watch after everyone here. If you can just help eveybody get through this especially your favorite Uncle (Chuck) and my grandpop. This is hard on everybody...you know? I just cant stop thinking about you and how much I wish you were here. The funny thing is, is that every time something goes wrong I think about you...cause I know that you would've been here for me and all of us while my Grandmom was in the hospital and I know that you would've tried your hardest to make us all be happy and smile. I just wish you could do that for us now. I really miss you more then you could ever know. I heard a song on the radio the other day and I could just picture you singing it and cracking up at the words to it. Because I remember me and you driving down to Pot Richmond the one day and it was the first ime you ever heard that song (Shaggy...It wasnt me). I just remebered you laughing and it the whole ride. I really do have a lot of great memories of you. I guess I am forunate for that. Well I better get going just wanted to say hi and let you know I was thinking of you. Please look out for us and try and make the rest of this year a little bit better for us. Love you lots fatty.....
LOve your cuz
Kathy

Jenn Colacicco

April 10, 2007

Hi Fatty, Miss u so much. I hope u didn't eat all of the angels' ham and Easter candy! I love u, my big Easter bunny! Love Always, Jenn

deanna

April 8, 2007

hey jay happy easter i miss you

Lauren Petrucelli

March 4, 2007

Hey Fatty!! sorry i haven't wrote in awhile but that doesn't mean that i don't think about you everday..I know you tried to come to me in my dreams last week and i got scared..I want so bad to see you and talk to you. I know you are not happy with what i've been doing, it just that this past year has been so hard that i don't know how to pick myself up..I feel like everything that i do is never good enough or i mess it up somehow..I need sometime of direction, so i'm begging you now to please come to me and help me figure out what my purpose is here. Ever since you died i look at life like what is the point. I could care less if i woke up tom. but i know that it would hurt so many people and our family can't handle that again, but yet i want to be someone and make my parents proud..GOD i wish you were here cause you would tell me what i need to do. i look at you as my Angel now JAY, and i'm asking you once again to help me..It's sad that it took u leaving us for me and your brother to get so close but i love that boy so much. I will do any and everything to make him happy.. you see how much fun we have when me and him are together. I just wanted to say hi and that i love and miss you, hope to hear from you soon.

Jason Josephs

Kathy Petrucelli

March 3, 2007

Hey fatty we miss you!!

Jas remember Aunt Monks Wedding?

February 14, 2007

Happy Valentine's Day Fatty!! Love ya lots and miss you.
Kathy

Lorraine Zirilli

February 14, 2007

JASON,
Sorry I didn't write sooner but I just didn't no what to write. I think about you all the time and remember all the good times and laughs you gave us. I miss you at the family gatherings and I still wait for you to walk through the door with your crazy jokes (NO ONE CAN TELL A JOKE LIKE YOU). This was one of the worst years of my life. I just wanted to let you know how much you are missed and loved by all of us. I guess I'll go now and hope to see you in my dreams soon.

LOVE & MISS YOU
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
YOUR FAVORITE AUNT & GODMOTHER

AUNT LORRAINE

Aunt Kathy Petrucelli

February 14, 2007

Hey BIG BOY it's me Aunt Kathy. I tried a million times to write you but I just couldn't do it. cause there is so much I want to say but I don't know where to begin, there is not a day that goes buy that I don't think of you or miss you. I can't believe I won't hear you call me Aunt Pearl any more but now your with her I hope your being nice to her. Uncle Chuck saids Hi he misses you to, you were such a big part of our life it will never be the same
WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.
Please watch over all of us. we need you to keep us safe and we know you must have some pull up there. well I'm gonna go for now
LOVE YA
Happy Valentines Day

DEANNA

February 14, 2007

JAY HAPPY VALENTINES DAY I MISS YOU

joe spada

February 7, 2007

yo jay its cousin joe .... god its been a year and it feels like forever..there is not a day that goes by that i dont think about you or rember something stupid that we did. this year has been rough real rough and it keeps getting tougher. there is so much i want to say right now but i cant even think or remember what i want to say. all i know is that i miss u and i'll always be thinking of you. save me a spot at the bar up there and ddont let hugey get to ya. miss u much bro love joe...p.s. ihave to go to the can

LOVE AUNT KATHY [Pearl]

February 6, 2007

Hi Jas. I know your thinking it's about time that Aunt Pearl writes me, But I find it so hard I don't want to write I want to pick up the phone and hear your voice but I know that's not going to happen.
The day I got the call, Aunt Rod called me I thought she was crazy. that day a piece of me died with you I thought of you as my son not my nephew, ther is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. and I find myself crying everyday going to work or driving home from work. you are always on my mind.
I know you are in good hands up there. But we all need you to watch over us down here.especially Tristen, Lauren. and Chuckie they need you to guide them in the right direction and keep them safe please watch over them .
I LOVE YOU AND WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.

Jenn Colacicco

February 5, 2007

Jay,

Well, it's been a year already. The worst year ever. I miss you more and more each day. It never hurts any less, and it never gets any easier. So many times I want to pick up the phone and call you and just laugh. It's not fair. I love you w/all my heart. Take care....

Love Always,
Jenn

Jennifer Colacicco

February 4, 2007

Hi Fatty, Well, it'll be a year 2morrow. I'll never 4get that call I got from your mom and aunt Kath. It felt like someone punched me in the stomach. We all miss u so much. It's just not the same down here w/out you. Love u and miss u.....Jenn

deanna

February 4, 2007

Hey Jay I cant belive a year went by already. I misss you so much. I miss your sense a humor how you made me laugh. I am always thinking of you all the time. well take care i miss you bye

February 3, 2007

Hey Fatty,
I cant beleive it's really almost a year that you have been gone. Last year just flew by its almost like it never even happened. I hope you are doing ok. We really do miss you alot. Jay I know we keep asking you, but I really need you to help our family out right now. Especially Tristen, Lauren and Chuckie, they are having a really hard time getting through this. Cant you just slap them in the face and yell at them like you used to. You really were a big brother to all of us and people did listen to you. I miss you so much. Love you!!!
KAthy

Jenn Colacicco

January 25, 2007

Hi fatty! I know you're prolly not very proud of me right now. I just found out I have diabetes real bad. Now, I can't eat anymore! (Good things anyway..) I had to go for some stupid glucose tolerance test and it was a nightmare. I took my sugar this morning before I even ate and it was 335!! Please help guide me in the right direction. I really need it!! Love n miss u more n more everyday. I have ur picture up in my room and at work. I can't believe it'll almost be a year u've been gone. It's not fair. Love u!!
~~Jenn

January 1, 2007

Hey Fatty Happy New Year...It was really hard without you. Hope you are watching over ALL of us and make this year a little better then last. Love you and miss you!!!!
Kathy

Lauren Petrucelli

December 26, 2006

Hey Jay..it's been a while and i don't want u to think i forgot about you..i think about you all the time.sometimes i wish i was with u but i know that your not ready to have me. u will never understand how much u have been there for me these past couple months. I know that you are my gaurding angel and that you will look out no matter what i just want you to come to me in my dream.. i need to see u..help me, help me find my way please... JAY>>>MERRY CHRISTMAS>> it wasn't the same without u I LOVE U

Jennifer Colacicco

December 25, 2006

Fatty, Hi baby, Merry Christmas! Miss u so much. The holidays aren't the same w/out u. Take care. Love u.......Jenn

December 25, 2006

Hey Fatty
Merry Christmas..I miss you so much today. Things aren't going to be the same without you at dinner. I just hope you are watching over all of us and help us get through our first christmas without you. Love you so much hope God makes better lasagna then my moms. Love Kathy

deanna

December 23, 2006

Hey Jay I miss you. Merry Christmas. I miss you so much.

November 28, 2006

Hey Fatty
Weel Thanksgiving just passed...it sucked without you there. Your mom had dinner this year and the whole family came stil wasnt the same without you though. You used to sit there and tell us jokes They were so funny even though we heard them a million times. Christmas isnt going to be the same this year it just doesnt feel the same. I love you and miss you please keep watching after all of us...
Loave Kathy

Jennifer Colacicco

November 23, 2006

Jay, Happy Thanksgiving my big turkey! Love and miss u so much. The holidays aren't gonna be the same w/out u.....

Love Always, Jenn

Deanna

November 22, 2006

Jay,
Happy thanksgiving. I miss you so much. I think of you all the time.

Jennifer Colacicco

November 10, 2006

Jay~Hi baby! Missin u so much~Thanx, I know you've been pulling some strings 4 me lately so i stay sane. God knows I need it right now. I love u so much.

Bill C

October 30, 2006

Dear Jay
Happy Birthday. Wish you were here. I miss ya so very much. You were my very best friend. You know what is in my heart. I pray for you every night.
Go Eagles!!!
Jigga

October 27, 2006

Hey fatty just wanted to make sur e Iwished you a Happy 30th B-day!!! Sorry its late I didnt forget. I thought about you all day yesterday even had a dream about you. I still cant beleive that you are gone I miss you sooo much. Please watch over everybody and help eveyone stay strong. Love ya lots
Kathy

DEANNA

October 26, 2006

HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY JAY.

Jenn Colacicco

October 26, 2006

Fatty~ Happy 30th, u big lug! I miss u so much it hurts. I'm sure u have the biggest cake ever. Just make sure u share w/everyone! Don't eat it all! I love u w/all my heart and I hope u have a great b-day up there! I'm sure God throws a mean 30th! I love u baby!

deanna

October 25, 2006

Jay,
Today is my birhday and i missed your phone call. You always called me on my bday.Tommorrow is yours the big 30. I think of you all the time and so does my mom . i miss you jay and i will always think of u

Jennifer Colacicco

October 22, 2006

JAy~Hi baby! Ur bday is this week! The big 3-0! How scary is that?! You have no clue how much I miss u. I'm sure u hear me talkin 2 u sometimes. I just get mad sometimes cause I can't believe u left me! If u only knew how I feel. It hurts so bad, and I think about u constantly. I love u and miss u w/all my heart! My love always....

Jenn Colacicco

September 25, 2006

Jay~ Hi baby. I had a really bad day 2day. I can't get u out of my head. It's not fair that ur not here. I don't think I'll ever understand why God took u. I try and try. Most of all, it kills me that I never got to say goodbye to u. Sometimes I can feel u hugging me, but instead of it being a good feeling, I cry because I know it's not real. I'm sitting here crying like a big baby. U would probably laugh at me right now. Lately it's just been hittin me really hard. It's gettin harder rather than easier. I'd give anything to see ur smiling face again, and to tell u how much I love u. I'll see u again soon. All my love....Jenn

Jennifer Colacicco

September 22, 2006

Jay~~Hi baby! It's gettin cooler out and it reminds me that ur bday is next month. There's so much that makes me think of u. I miss ur laugh, ur smile, everything. U don't know how bad I just wanna curl up and watch movies w/u while I play w/the pack of hot dogs on the back of ur head! ahaha! U always got so relaxed and fell asleep!My bear on the big blue couch! hahaha! I miss u calling me and screaming "are u eating again?" in that obnoxious voice. I miss prank callin people w/u on 3-way. I miss everything. I have yet to find (and probably never will) someone who has the same sense of humor as me and u. No one else thinks its funny goin into a store and makin a scene just to get stares from people! I love and miss u so much. By the way,how's the food up there? I'm sure God has a smorgasbord of food. Come to me in a dream and let me know what's on the menu! hahaha! Alright fatty, take care. Oh, and pull some strings up there and help everyone out. Especially ur mom and Chucky. Do somethin, will ya? Love and miss u w/all my heart.
~~Jenn

deanna

September 18, 2006

Jay,

I miss you. I miss you telling me jokes and makin me laugh. You always put a smile on my face.I am always thinking about you. Jay next month is my b-day a day before yours you always called me on my birthday and i called you. I will miss your phone calls and your voice

CHUCK

September 13, 2006

JAY

I MISS YOU EVERTIME I GO TO DO SOMETHING I THINK TO CALL YOU OR WHEN IM OUT AND BOARD OR STUCK I ALWAYS CALLED YOU TO COME SAVE ME AND NOW IT SUCKS CAUSE IM GOING CRAZY NO MATTER WHAT WAS GOING ON IN MY OR YOUR LIFE WE WOULD ALWAYS MAKE EACHOTHER FEEL BETTER AND YOU WOULD SAY IT WILL GET BETTER YOURE GONNA BE SOMETHING AND I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE NOBODY BELIEVED IN ME AND MY DREAMS LIKE YOU NOT THAT ANYBODYS AGAINST THEM JUST THAT YOU WOULD PICK MY HEAD UP WHEN I WAS DOWN LIKE NO ONE COULD THERE ALWAYS 2MARROW BUT IT WONT BE WITH YOU IN A WAY YOU WERE MY STRENGTH TO BELIEVE THAT THERE IS SOMETHING BETTER THEN WHAT LIFE IS NOW BUT I DONT THINK SO ANYMORE HELP ME BELIVE THERE IS SOMETHING OUT THER FOR ME MAKE ME STRONG AGIAN

I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU

JAY

August 31, 2006

Hey fatty

Just wanted to say hi...I miss you. I cant stop thinking about you. It seems everything I do anymore there is some kind of memory of you there. But honestly it doesn't make me sad it makes me mad. I get so angry. I hate so much that I cant just pick up the phone and talk to you and I want to sooo bad. I get so mad that I'll never see you again. The holidays are going to be here before we know it and I am dreading them just knowing you wont be there. It's just NOT FAIR!!!! I wish there was something anything to make me feel better or to let me know that you are ok so I could stop getting so angry at god for taking you away from us sooooo soon.

Its so hard to look at life the same anymore, you never know what is going to happen to you its really kind of scary. I guess thats why they say you should live your life to the fullest and enjoy every moment possible. I miss you so much and it hurts so bad I dont know why it took so long to hit me but its not getting any better. I love you!!! I guess I will see you in my dreams (you always seem to show up in them). Miss you more everyday.....Kathy

August 31, 2006

Jake What an impact you had in this world. I feel like everything stopped when you left. I'm living in last year, Any holiday or birthday didn't exist for me,I couldn't celebrate without you. daddy & I had a wedding anniversary

a few days ago and neither one of us remembered. The only thing that snaps me into the present is seeing baby nicholas, he doesn't have a big past and he gets bigger and changes every day. I think of you when i'm with him what a true, precious miracle he is and a wonder to watch. He's a precious, perfect little angel, untouched by anything negative that the world has to offer, HE is sheer inosence and the happiest little fellow. That's why I try to see him as much as I can, his happiness and laughter radiates and is infectious. Jake he make me happy and laugh the way only you could. well it's 3:00 a.m. and I went to bed at 12:30. ONE OF THOSE NIGHTS WHEN I GET ANGRY AND INSIST THAT GOD GIVE YOU BACK TO ME. i KNOW YOU'RE IN A GOOD PLACE AND YOU ARE REALLY STILL WITH ME (SOMETINES i CAN FEEL A HUG AND IT OVERWHELMS ME AND MAKES ME FEEL LIKE i'm the most special person. I know it's you and those hugs come just at the right time. I'm getting a little tired now and my train if thought is getting scattered; so, begore I SOUND LIKE A CRAZY WOMAN

i'LL SIGN OFF FOR NOW. FOREVER MY LOVE, MY HEART, MY LIFE... BLESS YOU BIG GUY mom

CHUCKY

August 28, 2006

Jay

Its me and my birthday just past and it wasnt the same with out you we would party like rock stars on are birthdays but atleast you came to me and said happy birthday in my dream i miss you more now i still need you so i dont slip back into old habits

I love you BIG bro

Jennifer Colacicco

August 11, 2006

Jay, I love you and miss you more each day. I can't wait to see you again....

Lauren Petrucelli

July 31, 2006

You truly were an ANGEL,

Sent from GOD in heaven above.

Your shocking death just broke the hearts of everyone you loved.

When I found out you had died,

I thought that they were wrong.

You were so alive and just like that you were gone.

A flame had blown out in seconds

confirming our worst fears,

Your light no longer shines to the physical eye,

Now i'm lost in tears

But i still feel you here,

Late at night while i'm in bed,

Feeling your presence,

Hearing words you've said.

I need you more then ever right now,

And i know you hear my prayers,

Because they are answered somehow,

just when i feel nobody cares.

I know your no longer with me,

But in a way you are.

I see you in my sleep,

So i know you can't be far.

I'm gonna say so long,

Because i refuse to say goodbye,

For you are NEVER GONE,

JUST WAITING FOR US ON THE OTHER SIDE!!!!!

HEY FATTY!!! just wanted to say hi to you and tell u i love and miss you... Look out for us we still need you..... I'm still waiting for you to come see me...JUST LIKE YOU TO NOT SHOW UP....I GOT TO BED AROUND 12 EVERY NIGHT SO I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS......I LOVE YOU....

mary josephs

July 25, 2006

MY jAKE, i DON'T KNOW HOW LONG BEING IN SHOCK COULD LAST, BUT i MISS YOU MORE EVERY DAY. I'm not sure what to do. Maybe with the extra pull you have up there you couldd put in a few special prayers for me. I feel like I'm fallimg into some deep dark place and nobody is around to se it. I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH AND THE FEELING OF MISSING YOU IS OVERWHELMING ME. If you were here you would jokingly hit me in the head and say "GET OVER IT MOM, "I LOVE YOU" YOU ALWAYS DID TELL ME YOU LOVED ME. I miss hearing that from you. Jake I have to go now. pray for me i pray to you. FOREVER LOVE , mom

Jennifer Colacicco

July 15, 2006

Jay~~Just wanted to drop in and say hi. I haven't written in awhile. I miss u so much. I'm not so sure that time is making this any easier. I thought it would,but you had such a big place in my heart, that this hurt will stay with me forever. I wish you were here to make me laugh and torture my life, like you always did so well! I'm going through a really rough time in my life and if you were here, I know you'd talk me into thinking it wasn't so bad, just like you always did. I miss you and love you with all my heart. Love Always, Jenn

June 12, 2006

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."

It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.

There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...
that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.

So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.

Ruth Ann Mahaffey (author)
©Copyright 1998-2006

KAthy

June 8, 2006

Hey Fatty,

I miss you!! I cant beleive you are gone. It's sooo hard for me to deal with this but in a different way then the rest of my family. See they got to see you everyday. I barely saw you. So when I look at a picture of you I kind of feel like you are still around...like I am going to see you at the next family party or holiday even though I know in my heart that you won't be there. I got engaged (finally) you dont know this but the week before you died and you came over and hung out for awhile I was sooo happy to see you and told Jay that I hope that we can become close again cause I missed hanging out with you and I also asked him that when we get married if he would ask you to be in the wedding. After all you were like my older brother, it was nice having someone to look up to. I was soo happy to get engaged and excited to start planning the wedding but the hardest thing was realizing that you wont be a part of it. I know you will be there in spirit but its not the same as you singing and dancing around and making everybody have a good time. Who will be Chucky's partner for RuPaul "Supermodel" God I miss that. I hope you are ok. Come visit me sometime (but only in a dream) dont try and scare me during the day. Watch over your family...my heart breaks everytime I think about your mom and dad, tristen and chucky and even my mom and dad and lauren. They got to see you and talk to you almost everyday and now you are gone. We ALL miss you and would give anything to see, hear, or touch you again (not smell you though :) j/k) We love you and miss you!! Thanks for everything

Chucky Petrucelli

June 8, 2006

Whats up big Brother

Jay I miss you so much I never thought you would leave me so fast. You were truly my best friend always there for me no matter what. When you died a big part of me died to it sucks to try to pick up and move on without my P.I.C. but I know your here with me cause i feel you. Me and you hungout with eachother almost everyday and then to wakeup oneday without my bestfriend is scary to know that it could be over that quick. I know that everthing happens for a reason and you helped me while you were here but your helping even more now. I promise i will never forget you and u will live on threw me and I will try my best to make u proud I love you bro its getting alot harder to deal with losing you please help me threw this.

I miss u

Thank you Jay

LAUREN PETRUCELLI

June 8, 2006

Hey Jay.. Where do i begin.. I can not get you off my mind. Jay i really need you right now. I miss you so much, there is not a day that goes by that you are not on my mind. I kiss a picture of you ever morning when i wake up and i hope you hear me when i talk to you. Jay, i need you to help me, and the rest of the family with this. I just wish i could know that you are ok. You are to young, and had so much more to do on this earth. You are the only person that i know that could walk into any room and light it up. You could make people who didn't know you fall in love with you the moment you started talking. You have such a presents to you and i could us a good laugh right now. I just want to see you come in my house and run upstairs to my room and yell "Fatty wake-up". It's so hard to explain the way i feel right now, i keep trying to think of a reason for this, because you know they say everything happens for a reason, but i can find one. There no reason for someone like you to have their life taken. Jay, i'm scared.. i'm scared for chuckie please help him. i scared for you brother, i'm scared that this feeling i have will never go away. I look at life so differently now. People say live your life to the fullest cause you never know when it's your time to go, and that's true, but really what is the point of life????????? With each day that passes you think i that i would be able to start to except the fact that you are no longer here, but i think it's just gets harder and harder, because i just can't understand WHY!!!!!!! I'm trying to be strong and to not cry but i think tonight is one of the worst nights i have had since you died.. I can't stop crying, i can't stop looking at your picture of you in your clown outfit.lol.. Only you could pull that outfit off!!! Well Jay, I'm going to try and get some sleep. I LOVE YOU!!!!

LOVE & MISS YOU JAY, AUNT KATHY & UNCLE CHUCK

June 7, 2006

June 4, 2006

Jake, my heart, my soul, my love, my son.

I don't know how to say good bye. I find myself waiting for you to come home. I know someday my heart will hurt a little less but there are times when I just can't breathe. THE HOLE IS SO DEEP. My one great thought is that you will never feel hurt or pain again. I guess I need your help now more than I ever did. Check in with daddy and Tristen (maybe in a dream) they need you to. There is not a day that passes where I don't hear from either my sisters, nieces or nephews. I know they all feel the way I do. THEY are like parents and brothers and sisters to you. Now you have the power to look out for all of us. I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH, my Jake, my angel. I really don't know what more I can say now. It's a little hard to read this through tears. I just thought It was time that I signed your book. Love you forever!!!!!!MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!

MOMMY

Jennifer Colacicco

May 9, 2006

Jay~

Sorry I never told you

All I wanted to say

And now it's too late to hold you

'Cause you've flown away

So far away

Never had I imagined

Living without your smile

Feeling and knowing you hear me

It keeps me alive

Alive

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven

Like so many friends we've lost along the way

And I know eventually we'll be together

Together

One sweet day

Eventually I'll see you in heaven

Darling, I never showed you

Assumed you'd always be there

I took your presence for granted

But I always cared

And I miss the love we shared

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven

Like so many friends we've lost along the way

And I know eventually we'll be together

One sweet day

Eventually I'll see you in heaven

Although the sun will never shine the same

I'll always look to a brighter day

Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep

You will always listen as I pray

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven

Like so many friends we've lost along the way

And I know eventually we'll be together

One sweet day

Love and miss u! Love, Jenn (fatty)

Jennifer Colacicco

April 28, 2006

Jay, Hi momma! I miss u somethin' awful. It's really hard not havin' u here. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about u. My heart breaks every time. I love and miss u so much! Love, Jenn

Kathy

April 18, 2006

Hey Jay just wanted to say hi...I've been thinking about you alot lately. You know easter just pasted and Aunt Lorraines 50th party was last weekend. I missed you being there. It just didn't feel like a holiday and it was really hard going to aunt Lorraines party without you there....I just remembered taking you to that hall for your 25th. IT was the last time I was there. Can you beleive are family had a party somewhere other then Fran Lee?? This has to be the most unreal feeling for me still. When I think about you it's not like you are gone its so weird but I get so sad cause I know I'll never see you again. And with having our first family party and first holiday since you've died its just making things harder. I just wish I knew you were ok. Please help me to get through this like I know you are helping everyone else. I know we keep saying this but we really do need you now more then ever to give us the strength to feel better....especially your mom and dad. I miss you so much and love you!!!

deanna

April 6, 2006

Hey Jay

just wanted to say hi.I will always have good memories of you. You always made my mom and i laugh. I am going to miss you coming in to my work and buying your favorite candy the tongue splashers. Well i will be thinking of you. Jay you were a good guy you were always there for everyone.

Lauren Petrucelli

April 6, 2006

Hi Jay!!So it was my birthday today and i really missed you. I was on my way to Kathy's house and i was thinking if anyone called you to tell you to come.. It's still not real to me. I think about you everyday. I wonder if you are ok, who is with you, what you are doing. I don't care what anyone says i know you are the reason that my cancer is gone. I prayed every night to you to take care of me and like you always have you did. I wish i told you more often how much you meant to me and especially to my brother. You are such an amazing person and it's just not fair that you are not here with us anymore. There is so much more in life that you needed to do and experience and you will never have that chance. One thing i've learn from this is that GOD does take the good young and you have to live your life to the fullest, it's just a hard thing for me to do right now. Well i just wanted to say hi to you and to tell you that i miss you and wish you were here to celebrate my birthday me. I LOVE YOU!!!!

Jenn Colacicco

March 28, 2006

Jay~~Hi momma! I had a dream about you last nite. I got to hug you and smell you. You were wearing this hideous yellow shirt! But, I was so happy that I got to see you one last time, even if it was in a dream. I miss you so much. I love you!!!

Lauren Petrucelli

March 23, 2006

Hey Jay,

I just wanted to write you to tell you how much i miss you and love you. I was laying in my room the other day and i watched the video of my 21st birthday just so i could see you. Remember that night, the cake fight. You and my mom got jenn really good with my cake. I can't stop thinking about you. This is so hard to understand. I know you are watching over all of us and that you are always going to be in our hearts but i wish you were here. I wish i could tell you how much you mean to me and to the whole family, even though i know you already know this. My birthday is coming up the big 24 and i wish you were here to celebrate it with me. I love you JAY and i hope you are ok. Please look out for everyone, help us to get through this. you are so missed, not a day goes by that i don't think about you. I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Kathy Petrucelli

March 9, 2006

Jason you were the best

cousin, brother and friend....

Our memories of you

will never end.

It's so hard to go on with life

without you with us.....

How will we enjoy Easter

Thanksgiving and Christmas.

Who will be there to make us

laugh and smile....

Even though you would only

stay a little while.

Every moment we all got to

spend together....

Though short always made

us feel better.

To know we have a family so

close and strong....

It seemed like nothin could

ever go wrong.

Until the afternoon we got

a phone call...

That god took you from us all.

We never felt so much

hurt and pain....

When we thought about never seeing you again.

We may never really understand why...

People so young have to die.

Although your life was short,

only 29 years....

You must know you touch many lives

and erased alot of tears.

You were like a big silly clown....

Always laughing and joking around.

You will be so sadly missed and loved....

But it helps to know that you are safe in heaven above!

************************************

Youw will forever be in our hearts and in our memories. Love your whole family that misses you so dearly!!!

JENN ZIRILLI

March 5, 2006

DEAR JAY,

I believe you were sent on a mission

A mission to save many lives

Since your mission was completed here

You left us all feeling deprived.

Deprived of the happiness you brought us

Deprived of a cousin we love

But we all need to stop and think

That your mission was continued above.

God took you for a reason

He probably needed your time

To ask you how to make people laugh

At the drop of a dime.

We will miss you on Easter

And on Thanksgiving day

But your spirit will be there always

And in our hearts is where it will stay.

I never knew someone that was so loved

Or could draw us so many tears

Jay, only you are capable of that

When you had only twenty-nine years.

In your twenty-nine years of life here on Earth

You've completed so much and more

When you're on your second mission with God

Don't change yourself from before.

This next journey you're taking

Watch over us, we'll need it

Help us all to stay strong

So your first mission will be completed.

LOVE,

JENN ZIRILLI

Kathy Petrucelli

February 24, 2006

Dear Jason,

I dont know where to begin. I miss you sooooo much (but I'm sure you know that). You never realize how much someone really meant to you and what an impact they had on you life until they are gone. I think about you constantly and everything you did for me. I just thank god that we all got to have such great and funny memories of you. I honestly cant think of one bad memory. You were a great cousin to all of us but most importantly you were like a best friend and a big brother to alot of us. It really sucks that you had to be taken away from us sooo soon. I dont know what are family parties and holidays are going to be like without you around. Who is going to sit in the room with us and tell us jokes and who is going to be there to make fun of Aunt Lorraine (Rod), aunt Mon (the monkey) and my mom (Pearl). You were the only one that got away with that nobody ever got mad at you for anything you said and how could they. This is going to be one of the hardest things for me to get over so far in my life unfortunately its not going to be the last. I just wish I could talk to you one last time or you could come over a play darts one more time. I know you are up in heaven with Grandmom and she is taking good care of you. You are our Angel now and I just hope that you continue to watch over all of us and still make us laugh. We need you now more then ever to give us the strength to get through this. I just want you to know that you will forever be in my memories and more importantly in my heart. I love you so much and miss you so much more.

Love you

Kathy (cousin fatty)

Jennifer Colacicco

February 21, 2006

Jay, I'm having a really hard time with this. I think about you all the time. I can't believe you're not here. It's like a bad dream. It's so depressing to think that one day we're just not here anymore, and that life is just expected to go on as normal. It's not right. I want you to know that my heart will never forget yours and that I hope to see you someday soon. I love you......

Jennifer Colacicco

February 15, 2006

Jay, It's my 28th birthday and it sucks w/out you. It's just another day. I won't get to hear you call me and sing Happy Birthday and telling me not to eat all the cake! I miss you so much! Tell my birthday buddy Chris Farley I said hi! I love you!!!!!......Jenn

Jennifer Colacicco

February 14, 2006

Jay, Happy Valentine's Day! I'll be thinking of you all day. Miss You, Love You......Jenn

Melissa Amend Conner

February 14, 2006

To the Josephs family, my thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. I have many great memories of Jay from high school and band, he could always put a smile on your face and make you laugh. Unfortunately, I lost touch with Jay shortly after high school, but when I think of him it always brings a smile to my face. I know he is up in heaven watching over all of his family and friends.

Heather Sitongia

February 13, 2006

Jason,,i am speachless.you were a beautiful person,such spirt...We made plans over and over to hang out lately;Sometimes we take time for granted.i met you when i was 15.U never forgot me...You said i was a unique and beautiful person.You were the beautiful one.We listened to opera together,remember dollface?.We never made it to newyork together like we said we would..its all broadwayway baby :),but you have touched my life so much.We always found eachother again,after so long.We promised eachother if we wernt married by age 30,that,We must be soulmates, and it was destined.Only the good die young.I should have known you would go so fast.....you are a light,a love, a fire,and a dear, true, friend.Anyone who knew this crazy cat knew his spirt.who didnt Jay make laugh? I will keep you in my prayers, my memory,my thoughts,but most of all my <3...To Jasons parents,you gave a beatiful life to everyone.To Tristen,Jason rant n raved about you,he was so proud,and loved his little bro.Life is a crazy place,Jason was so special,his jounery was done here.Only angels belong in heaven...Jason my friend,I will never ever forget you darling;We were kindred no doubt.I will see you again,in love and bliss.We are all so sad here,hevans havin a party.x0x0,i love you.Heather

Lynne Heath

February 13, 2006

Jay, you were my son's good friend, standing by him through thick & thin. I still have the Teddy you gave me when I was so ill in the hospital. I will sorely miss your boisterous greetings and hugs. I feel as though I have lost a son. To Jay's family: You had a great son. He and you will always be in my prayers.

Jennifer Colacicco

February 11, 2006

Jay, This is so crazy. I can't stop thinking about all of this. I can't believe you left me 10 days before my birthday! I was so excited about you turning 30 before me! I miss you so much. My birthday's really gonna suck w/out you. I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and that I love you and miss you.

Love Always, Jenn

Casey Roache

February 11, 2006

Wow.. there's no words to express the sorrow I feel.. Jay was a really, really, great guy.. He was always such a real person.. Always knew how to make you smile.. He had such a big heart.. Always caring for his friends and family.. Always looking to help you out with any problem you had.. We lost touch a little bit ago, now I regret we didn't spend more time together.. There will always be things in life that remind me of him.. To Jay's family, my prayers are with you, Mary & Joe you should be extremly proud of the son you raised.. Jay was a really special person who will never be forgotten.. I miss you Jay..

Salvatore DeAngelis

February 10, 2006

It wasn't until I went to the viewing that I realized how much of a positive impact Jay had on so many lives. His sense of humor was infectious. He always made everyone laugh, even if it was at there own expense. I will always remember all of the great times I spent with Jay. There are way too many to mention (and some that are too embarrasing). Jay is DEFINITLEY in heaven. I just hope God can appreciate his sense of humor. You will forever be in my heart Jay.

Chris Kilian

February 10, 2006

I haven't seen Jay in years, but he was part of my Ryan Band family...and that means a lot. God bless, young man...

Jennifer Colacicco

February 9, 2006

Mare, Joe, Tristen and family~

My heartfelt symapthies are w/you now. Jay was one of my greatest loves. He knew how to take a worst possible situation and find some humor in it. I've had some of my greatest times and best laughs w/him. I'll miss the random text messages or voicemails like 'uhh, yeah, Rosie O'Donnell needs a stunt double, you busy?'. And how his text messages were signed 'Dr Jason OB/Gyn'. We were always ourselves around each other and he always made me feel safe. He was also very protective. We always stuck by each other through some rough times. He definitely helped me through alot, and like I said, he always made light of every bad situation. He definitely took a big piece of my heart when he left. One that'll never be replaced. In the short time he walked this earth, he made quite an impact. And I feel blessed to have had a relationship like I did w/him. I think I took for granted that he'd always be here, and it really makes you think that you need to live each day to the fullest and never take people you love for granted. You just never know what could happen. I want to thank Jay's family~Mare, Joe, Tristen, Aunt Kathy, Lauren, Kathy, Chuckie and the rest of you for always making me feel welcome. It really means alot. And thank you Jay for being my best friend, my love, and my own personal comedian. You should be very proud, there's alot of people who really love you and miss you. Please look after everyone from heaven, I'm sure you'll make a great angel! You just better hope they have a pair of wings strong enough to hold you! (haha!). Gotcha! You didn't think you were gonna get the last joke in, did you?!! Get used to it, cause I'll be writing you alot. I love you with all my heart and I miss you........Jenn

~~~"If God brings you TO it, He will bring you THROUGH it"~~~~~

Reggie Jackson

February 9, 2006

My heart goes out to you Lauren and all you family and friends on your lost. Stay strong and keep your head up. Love Ya.

Megan Stone (Hallacker)

February 9, 2006

I was so saddened to hear about your loss. I was in the band with Jay at Ryan. I have many memories from that time and I know he will be missed. Unfortunately, I won't be able to make the services as I just found out, but please know that my thoughts and prayers are with your family.

Jennifer Colacicco

February 9, 2006

Jay, I miss you so much already. I want you to know I love you, I always will. Tonight is going to be very hard for everyone. This all feels like it's not real. And I wish to God it wasn't. You're probably up there making everyone laugh already. I can see you bursting right through heaven's gates like 'hey, I'm here!'. I'm really gonna miss my Sunshine. No one will ever be able to pick me up like you did. Thanks for being in my life. I love you w/all my heart.

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