Amada Kotlyn

Missing you both so much love you Mom and Dad

Happy Heavenly Valentine's Day Mom I love and miss you every day

I miss you Mom but know how you loved this time of year so I wipe my tears and think of all the Christmass that I got to share with you, you made Christmas special for me with your Christmas music playing and the house decorated from top to bottom and lots of lights. Thank you so much Mom for making this holiday so very special. I love you always

I miss you so much Mom Merry Heavenly Christmas I know this is your favorite time of the year I wish you were here. Sending you tons of love and hugs to heaven

I miss your hugs and hearing your laugh it´s all the small things that mean so much to me. I love you Mom

Merry Heavenly Christmas Mom another year without you here on Christmas, it hasn´t been the same since you passed away. I love you

Missing you so much mom our lives have not been the same since you passed away. I wish you were here there is so much I want to talk to you about. I Love you

This day never gets any easier I've come to hate this day because you were taken from us. I miss you so much, life hasn´t been the same since you´ve been gone. Love you mom

My beautiful mom I miss you so much. I wish you were here with us because life hasn´t been the same since you left. Well Thanksgiving is around the corner and then your favorite time of the year Christmas time. I wish I could be as excited as you get when Christmas time is here but I can´t because you´re the one who brought out the spirit of Christmas in all of us. Missing and loving you everyday and whoever said it gets easier in time is completely wrong it doesn´t get any easier. Rest In Peace mom and give dad a tight hug from me

I missed you lot grandma everytime I can´t sleep because you not here in my life anymore I feel you when I can´t sleep I cry when I feel you and I talk to you I know you try to tell me I wish I can see you and here your voice I will take care my mom and make sure she stay happy I hope I can see you soon happy new year of 2022 I hope god is takein care if you grandma think you for been there and have my back I feel I am comeing been sad again because I don´t have anyone to talk. A bout my feelings to I hope one day I will be happy to see you soon love you lot and you be safe up there okay Grandma

Another year without you on thanksgiving it had never been the same since you passed away. Love and miss you mom xoxo

Missing you so much mom I wish you were here our lives are so different since you passed away RIP until we see each other again. Love you

Happy Easter mom you always made Easter so fun for us buying us two outfits two wear one for church and one for after I use to love that and trying to find our baskets was so exciting as kids. I miss you so much you have a piece of my heart with you. Love you mom xoxo

The holidays are here mom and we all know Christmas is your favorite time of year I think that is way it is harder to get through it knowing your not here to enjoy it with your family. I miss you so much mom I pray that you can see me and that you are proud of how I pulled myself out of the dark place that your void left me in and that I’m celebrating Christmas once again I send you hugs and kisses up to heaven. All my love your daughter Bridgette/GiGi

Mom,
It's hard to believe you've been gone 10 years today. I remember the morning you,dad and Michelle picked me up so I could be at the hospital with you. I still remember your beautiful face and I remember the deep heartache I felt when you left us but I am truly grateful that our last words to eachother were us yelling down the hospital hallway "I LOVE YOU MOM" and you yelled back "I LOVE YOU TOO BABE " Thank you mom for always being there for me whenever I needed you and for being not only my mon but my best friend someone I could ALWAYS depend on and lean on. I miss you so much! I hope when you look down from heaven your proud of me. Since I no longer have you here with me I have had to learn to be stronger because I have no one else to lean on only myself and that's ok because it's made me a stronger person and I appreciate all the time I had with you. Mom you truly were the glue that held our family together because now that you're gone I only have myself I can depend on but again that's ok because it makes me strong and I can be that mom to my kids that they will ALWAYS know they can depend on. My kids miss you and even though Jesse was only 2 years old when you past I keep your memory alive so much he feels the love you have for him and him for you. Desiree, Monique and Joseph keep you close to there hearts. We miss you mom very much mom. I love you always.

Happy Mother's Day Mom I miss you so much you made my world a better place when you were here ❤❤

Wishing you a loved valentines day mom missing you ❤

December 2nd was the worst and most tramactic day of my life when you passed away a piece of me died with you but I will always have you with me in my heart. I love and miss you mom RIP xoxo

I miss you so much mom

Happy birthday mom. You are missed so much and i know I haven't been on here lately but your always in my thoughts or when a song comes on that reminds me of you. When i smell someone wearing the purfume pleasures that you like. When i look up at the stars at night and wondering if one of those stars is you shining bright. I love you so much mom. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ❤

Dear Mom,

I just love and miss you so much. I feel so lost without you It's like a nightmare I can't wake up from. I was sitting her and all these memories and emotions came flashing before my eyes some good and happy and some sad. The day you left in that moment my life stopped and all I keep hearing is I love you babe which you told me all the time when I would call you but also the last words I will ever hear from you. It was as if God said let me show them how life would go on without their mother. For example nephews nieces and grand babies being born. Well that is all beautiful and all but god didn't realize that this would all be better if it was shared by you too. So I'm living through all this pain and sorrow just to show me what life would be like with out you and how things would change with you not here.I don't want this life I want to go back to that moment in the hospital and the Dr. Comes out and says everything is okay and we celebrate with me doing my happy dance I don't know if you know it mom but I would teach you it and when it comes to our future and how it will be we will gladly welcome it with open arms because we got you and that's all that matters. But I guess that's not how life goes so until I get to be with you again mom just know you have a big piece of my heart with you. Love you always mom hugs and kisses to you up in heaven.

Merry Christmas mom you have to know that this is the hardest time of year for me. I did put up the Christmas tree and made a Christmas dinner with all the trimings just the way you like. I didn't ask for anything for Christmas because what I want is impossible to get. All I want is to have you right by my side. I love you and miss you so much mom. RIP our beautiful angel above. xoxo

I fall down on my knees and begin to cry.
For I never wanted you to leave my side.
I wanted you to be by my side for ever and ever.
And I wanted to leave your side, never.
For you were my mom and I'll love you forever more.
Every trouble I went through, you're the one who opened the door.
I lie on the ground crying more then ever before.
I had so little memories and I wanted much more.
I was too caught up in my friends.
I never had time to spend.
I want you back it's not fair.
A mom like you was very rare.
I love you, I love you, please come back.
My whole life just fell off track.
Now that your gone I have no where to go.
I need you here there's so much more I need to know.
I miss you, I wish it never turned out this way.
Now that your gone there so much to say.
I'm sorry for the fun times I could of spent with you.
This isn't happening it can't be true!
I love you I love you PLEASE come back home.

I fall down on my knees and begin to cry.
For I never wanted you to leave my side.
I wanted you to be by my side for ever and ever.
And I wanted to leave your side, never.
For you were my mom and I'll love you forever more.
Every trouble I went through, you're the one who opened the door.
I lie on the ground crying more then ever before.
I had so little memories and I wanted much more.
I was too caught up in my friends.
I never had time to spend.
I want you back it's not fair.
A mom like you was very rare.
I love you, I love you, please come back.
My whole life just fell off track.
Now that your gone I have no where to go.
I need you here there's so much more I need to know.
I miss you, I wish it never turned out this way.
Now that your gone there so much to say.
I'm sorry for the fun times I could of spent with you.
This isn't happening it can't be true!
I love you I love you PLEASE come back home.
Now that you're gone I'm all alone.

I'm missing you this Thanksgiving mom I love you so much and can't wait to be with you and feel your warm embrace. Sending you my love, hugs, and kises to you in heaven. ❤

I can't sleep because I'm thinking of you mom. I miss you so much your amazing laugh your smile your soft hands and those hugs they were the best I. Always felt better after one of those. I miss everything about you mom. It's been. Tough trying to get use to you no being here. I hate it. I can't wait to see you again so I can give you the biggest hug and kiss and I never want to be apart again. Love you mom hugs and kisses to you in heaven. ❤❤❤

Happy Mothers Day mom I miss and love you so much at times it is unbearable I will carry you in my heart till my last dying breath. I released balloons in your honor like I do every year I hope your looking down from heaven and watching them fly in the sky xoxoxo

Merry Christmas Mom I miss you so much things haven't been the same since we loss you. I wonder what it is like in heaven. I can't wait till the day that I get to see you again and we will be able to be together for eternity.until then sending you hugs and kisses to heaven.

Wednesday Dec 2nd 2009 was the worst day of my life because my Mom passed away unexpectedly so this is for you Mom I love you with all my heart and soul RIP.
I wish I could hold you
In my arms once more,
That just for a moment,
God would reopen the door,
I wish I could see
Your beautiful smile,
Just one more time,
For just a little while,
I wish I could feel
Your heartbeat again,
But for now I can only sit
And wonder just when
When will I get to see
My angel in gold,
And fill the place in my heart
That you will forever hold?
When will I gaze once more
Into that Beautiful face,
And kiss your sweet cheeks
That made my heart race?
I wish you were here with me
Through all the rest of my days
Helping me through the rain and shine
Of this life's often heartbreaking maze.
My heart's a shattered bottle
Cast afloat in the ocean waves,
And I sometimes feel as if my soul is lost
In some deep, dark and lonely cave.
You brought joy to my life
And happiness to my heart;
If only I had known God's plan
What was to unfold, right from the start
Maybe then I would have held
You just a little longer
And maybe prayed for God above
To make me just a little stronger.
I wish I could show you,
How deep my love for you flows
What I wouldn't give for a little more time
God in heaven, himself, only knows.
I'll never forget all the joy
Your sweet soul brought,
Or with the touch of your hand,
All the love that you taught.
I so wish, my sweet mom
I could hold you once more,
And that my heart still felt happy,
Not so shredded and torn.
I wish this pain that I feel
Wasn't as bad as it seems
And that I could just wake up
To find this was just a bad dream
But it's real, you are gone,
And I cry these tears from my soul,
Knowing deep down inside
I'll never again feel completely whole.
But somehow, in all of this
Heartache, pain and sorrow,
I know, with God's help,
It will be a brighter day tomorrow.
I know you will forever be with me,
A permanent piece of my heart,
Forever and ever, my mom
We will never truly be apart.
And when you look down with smiles
From God's heaven above,
I hope that you know in your heart,
You were truly and deeply loved.

Mom I jsut was thinking about you but that's nothing new I think about you every day but I now know you are by my side because when I cry when I'm missing you I feel this calming feeling come over me right away and it stops me from crying so I onow that is you holding me. Thank you mom for being by my side durning these difficult times. I love you and miss you so much. xoxoxo

Happy birthday Mom I wish I could celebrate it with you. I miss you so much and I always will till I take my last breath. So sending you hugs and kisses up to heaven. RIP Mom :(

I LOVE AND MISS YOU EVERY DAY.

Mom I'm sorry I wasn't on here for Mothers day it was just to hard for me but I did release balloons in memory of you like I do every year. I know your Mothers day had to be amazing in heaven since you were able to spend it with your Mom. Just know no matter were I'm at or what I'm doing I'm always thinking of you. I love you and miss you so much. I look forward to the day when I can hold you in my arms again. Hugs and kisses Mom.

Mom I miss you every day. There is an emptiness inside me that can't ever be filled. Love you mom xoxoo

Merry Christmas mom god how I miss you. I know this is your favorite time of the year so I will try not to shed even one tear on this day as my gift to you. I love you and miss you dearly. Sending you hugs and kisses to heaven.

Well another thanksgiving without you this is killing me my heart is broken. I love you so much mom

Someone asked me what will my future would be like and I couldn't answer because answering would be knowing no hugs to hold me tight no more conversations no kisses no laughs no knowing no matter what you will be their to have my back no more new memories to make no nothing's because you won't be here for my future and that I can't tell you how badly that hurts just like someone ripped out my heart and stomped all over it so I can't think about my future I live day to day. So for today I'm just grateful I made it through. I love you Mom.

Mom, I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you .

Mom I'm just sitting here thinking of you. I miss everything about you. Your voice,hugs,always being there for me no matter what your warm embrace. The softness of your hands holding mine.your laugh and amazing smile. I'm so heart broken that I can't see you till it's my time and that makes me so sad.I love you with every breath I take.I'm forever great full that god selected you as my mom. Your the best. Hugs and kisses.

Gigi, I came across this and was happy at first (thinking that I may have finally found you) but then became sad as I realized what I was reading. I am so sorry for your loss. My memories of your mother are few as it was so long ago, but I do remember her being very loving. She always welcomed me into your home and that meant alot.

Please contact me so that we can reconnect.

My personal email address is [email protected]

Happy mother day mom I miss you every day. I love you with all my heart. Xoxoxoxo

Dear mom, I'm just sitting here thinking of you.I hope you think of us too.I miss you so much I try to watch videos of you just so I can hear your voice and see you but that is still to hard for me to do so I always have to turn it off. I hope and pray one day I can watch them fully and be able to enjoy it instead of crying and feeling so much heart break. I love you mom sending you lots of hugs and kisses to heaven.

Dear Mom I just want you to know how much I miss you you mean everything to me and I feel so lost without you. Life just isn't the same since you have been gone. My heart aches so much. I love you mom sending you big hugs and kisses up to heaven.

Just wanted to wish you a merry christmas mom. I miss you so much my heart aches for you. I haven't acted like myself since you passed away it's me but different pain changes people.and not for the better. I love you mom always and forever. Xoxoxoxo

You look back on memories you forgot you had,
And at times you'll smile even though it hurts so bad.

My mother is a special woman and no one can take her place,
You'll find a piece of mind when you remember he smiling face.

My mother is an angel now she flies high above the rest,
and in our hearts always and forever she will be the best.

She has earned her wings and it's time for her to fly,
I know it hurts no one is ever ready to say good-bye.

She knows you do not understand and that you cry at night,
But as you finally drift of to sleep let her memory hold me tight.

She will be my guardian angel through the rest of my life,
Helping lead me on the path between what' wrong and right.

my mother loves me so very much and her love will always remain true,
Please don't ever think for a second that your mother will forget you.

A mothers love is like no other in the whole world,
she has the most wonderful memories of a little girl

She has taken them with her as she's flown away,
Up to Heaven free of pain which is her new home to stay.

So although you can not see her and you wish she could be there,
Your mother can always hear you and your mother will always care.

A mother does not forget the two greatest loves of her life,
And she loved nothing more than being your mommy, and your daddy's wife.

She is so proud of her family and that's in her heart to stay,
Even though she's and angel and has had to fly away.

So as you cry your tears remember your mothers love,
Being sent to you from her, from the beautiful Heaven above.

She will be there through your good times, she will be there through your bad,
She'll be there when you are happy, she'll be there when your sad.

Your mother has become and angel now, it is her time to fly,
And you will never know how bad it hurt me to watch you have to say good-bye.
I LOVE YOU MOM xoxoxoxo

Mom I love you so much but I'm so afraid of letting you go I need you to put your arms around me like you use to do. Nothing compares to a mother and daughters love. It is special just like you are.

Happy birthday mom. I know this should be a happy day but I'm so sad I have no more words to describe how I feel just know I love you so very much and miss you. Your always in my thoughts. Hugs and kisses mom.

Mom I'm just missing you so much. I love you more then words could say. I hope your at peace. Hugs and kisses .

Thinking so much about you today and Becky also .I miss you both so much,miss hearing your voice and your laughter.

Happy mothers day mom i wish you were here so i could hold you and hear your voice again i miss you so much it hurts i'm still trying to find my way to deal with your loss but all i know is that it doesn't get easier in time it still feels like it was yesterday. I will be releasing balloons again in your honor make sure you catch them when they get to you in heaven i love you xoxoxo

Happy Easter mom I miss you I wish you where here to celebrate with us . I love you so so much your always in my thoughts. I don't breath without thinking of you. I wish I could hold you and hear your voice telling me I love you babe. With all my love. xoxoxoxo

Mom just want to share with you everything that is going on in my life which is a lot I wish you were here. I miss you so much especially at night when I'm in bed memories pop in my head and I start to cry but they are tears of happiness you mean so much to me I wish I would of told you that so much more and how I love you. The fun times in the townhouse when Tyra and I would bring you home a big red and nachos when I would keep her out past her curfew and we would stay up talking about our night out until the sun came up. Most of all I miss your hugs when you would hug us you could feel the love in your hugs and that was all I needed. I think of you everyday when I see a mother and daughter together laughing or a song that plays on the radio or when I see a women that looks like you that last one really hits me and hits me hard.I hope one day I can look back on this and finally get to say I made it through it but until then all I can do is try. I love you mommy. With every breath I take you are with me. xoxoxox

Merry Christmas mom I wish you were here I know this is your favorite time of year. And how you would decorate the house inside and outside so beautifully you could probably see your Christmas lights in space.I thought of you every moment of the day. I put up my first Christmas tree since your passing it was extremely hard for me but I want you to be proud of me so I hope you were.I still have to take you not being here day by day but I miss you dearly and love you with all my heart mom.

HEY MOM WOW CAN'T BELIEVE ITS BEEN THREE YEARS SINCE I LAST HAD YOU HERE WITH ME,THEY SAY TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS BUT I STILL HURT FOR YOU THE PAIN NEVER GOES AWAY BUT I'M TRYING TO LEARN HOW TO DEAL WITH MY PAIN AND HEARTACHE. NOT ONE DAY PASSES BY WHERE YOUR NOT IN MY THOUGHTS YOUR ALWAYS WITH ME AND I LOVE AND MISS YOU AND I REPLAY OUR FAMILY MEMORIES IN MY HEAD XOXOXOXO LOVE YOUR BABY TYRA

I awake each morning to start a new day
But the pain of loosing you never goes away.
I go about the things I have to do
And as the hours pass I think again of you.
I want to call you and just hear your voice
Then I remember that I have no choice
For you are not there and now my heart cries
Just to see you again to tell you goodbye
To say Mama I love you and I always will
And hope that much of you,
in me you've instilled.
The day that you left I just didn't know
That you were going where I couldn't go.
And now all my memories of you are so dear
But gosh, how I miss you and wish you were here.
Who now can hear me when I need to cry?
It so hard to tell you "Mama goodbye."
Someday I know all will be well
And I'll see you again with stories to tell
Of how you were missed and how we have grown
And how good it is to finally be home.
Until then my memories of you I'll keep near
And I'll pass them on to those who are dear.
I miss you Mama,

HAPPY TURKEY DAY!MOM I MISS YOU SO MUCH TODAY AS SOON AS I WOKE UP YOU WERE MY FIRST THOUGHT.I LOVE YOU MOM AND I AM FOREVER THANKFUL THAT I HAD YOU FOR A MOTHER AND I AM ALSO THANKFUL I HAD YOU IN MY LIFE FOR AS LONG AS I DID EVEN THOUGH I WANT YOU AROUND NOW I AM THANKFUL FOR ALL OUR MEMORIES GOOD AND BAD I HOLD THEM ALL CLOSE TO MY HEART AND LOCKED WITH A KEY. I LOVE YOU MOM

Happy Thanksgiving mom. I love you and miss you.Every day is not the same especially the holidays I wish you where here so I could hold you and never let go. With all my love xoxoxoxoxo

Mom there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you or miss you. I love you mom xoxoxo.

MOM UR ALWAYS WITH ME EVERYDAY I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU LOVE TYRA

SIS THIS MONTH ALWAYS SEEM TO BE HARD TO GET THROUGH JUST WANTING TO CALL YOU TO WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND TO HEAR YOUR VOICE.LISTEN TO YOU LAUGH.MISS YOU SO.YOUR SIS BELINDA.

If Roses grow in Heaven
Lord, please pick a bunch for me.
Place them in my Mother's arms
and tell her they're from me.
Tell her that I love her and miss her,
and when she turns to smile,
place a kiss upon her cheek
and hold her for a while.
Because remembering her is easy,
I do it every day,
but there's an ache within my heart
that will never go away. Happy Birthday mom love you

Happy Birthday Mom I miss you with all my heart xoxoxoxox.

I MISS YOU XOXOXOXO

Mom I woke up crying in my sleep I'm even thinking of you as I sleep my life is so different since you passed away the heart ache hurts so bad. I'm not a happy person anymore I haven't been since you where taken from us and the more I try to accept that your gone the more heart ache I go through. I love and miss you more then anything you mean the world to me I LOVE YOU MOM xoxoxoxox.

If god in his greatness ever sent an angel on earth in human form it was you mom. I miss and love you dearly xoxoxoxo.

Mom I keep coming on here and writing the same thing over and over because nothing has changed for me my heart still aches every day I miss you every since you went away I lay in bed and cry. I know I have to let you go but all that does is makes me hold on tighter I miss and love you mom xoxoxoxo.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOM! I LOVE AND MISS U VERY MUCH NEVER A DAY PASSES WITHOUT YOU IN MY THOUGHTS ESPECIALLY ON MOTHERS DAY YOU ARE FOREVER WITH ME IN MY HEART,LOVE ALWAYS YOUR DAUGHTER TYRA XOXOXO

Mom well Easter has just passed and the whole day all I was doing was thinking of all the memories I had with you during that time how you use to buy us girls two outfits for that day one for church and one for play. You would put curls in our hair the night before and I was so excited to go to bed so I could wake up and find my basket full of goodies.I miss and love you so much mom. RIP xoxoxo

Mom I remember when you would tuck me in making me feel safe at night. I remember when you held me when I had a broken heart and you said everything would be alright. I remember when you said there is a whole life out there for me. You have thought me so much that I hope you can see that every day I try to make you proud of me. I love you mom

Mom the struggle I have to get my self to let you go is so hard I'm so broken inside. I put a smile on my face so everyone thinks I'm okay but if they where to see inside me they would know how damaged I really am. I keep all my heart ache away in a place only I can visit but when I see something or watch something that relates to death it opens that hidden door and out pours my tears. It kills me to know that as long as I'm alive I can't see you hear you or embrace you. I love you mom.

MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM I LOVE AND MISS U VERY MUCH ITS A GOOD DAY BUT IT'S NEVER THE SAME WITHOUT U HERE,IBUT I KNOW UR HERE WITH ALL OF US SOMETIMES I CAN REALLY FEEL U HERE WITH ME ITS CRAZY I KNOW BUT I DO.LOVE U MOM!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas Mom I know this has always been your favorite time of year I wish you could be here. I miss you with all my heart. Love you mommy. Your loving daughter Gigi.

I love and miss you mom with all my heart, body, and soul. Your loving daughter GiGi xoxoxoxoxo

HAPPY TURKEY DAY NANA I LOVE YOU

Mom, Life without you here is just not the same I can't explain it it's just way different. My heart body and soul just aches.I miss everything about you. I would of gave up my heart for you. I miss you more and more as times goes by it isn't getting any easier.I miss you terribly and love you more then words can say RIP mommy xoxoxoxoxo

Just sitting here looking at your picture and remembering all the time we spend together.I MISS YOU SO MUCH SIS.

I MISS YOU GRANDMA I'M STARTING J.R. HIGH HAPPY BIRTH DAY I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH DO YOU REMEMBER WHAT YOU WHISPERED IN MY EAR XOXOXOXO LOVE YOUR GRANDAUGHTER DESIREE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM I LOVE AND MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH THE KIDS AND I SUNG YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOPE YOU WERE ABLE TO HEAR IT I LUV YOU

Mom, Happy Birthday God truly has a one of a kind women in his hands. I love you and miss you so much it is a daily struggle for me there is not a day that goes by that I don't shed tears for you my heart physically hurts I will be releasing balloons today in honor of you RIP xoxoxo Gigi/Bridgette

Dear Mom, My love for you is deeper then the ocean as wide as the sea as bright as the sunshine but none of that brings you back to me. I love and miss you Mom RIP Bridgette/GiGi

Dear Mom, To say time heals all wounds is in understatement every day that passes makes me miss you more. My heart aches till no end. But to know that you are with your family does bring me some comfort.I just hope one day you can look down from that beautiful place you are at and point to me and say that's my daughter and I am so proud of her. I love you with every breath I take. RIP mom with all my love Bridgette/GiGi xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

HEY MOM SCHOOL IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER AND USUALLY YOUR THE ONE HELPING ME GET THE KIDS READY FOR THE NEW SCHOOL YEAR ;(BUT SOMEHOW I KNOW YOUR WITH ME I MISS YOU TONS I LOVE YOU MOM AND THE KIDS LOVE AND MISS YOU TOO!I HOPE YOU UP IN HEAVEN REDECORATING AND GIVING IT A TOUCH OF YOUR WONDERFUL STYLE I LUV U MOM ALWAYS AND FOREVER YOUR YOUNGEST DAUGHTER,TYRA

Dear Mom, I miss you it has been a year and 7 months and it still seems like yesterday. There has been so many times where I pick up the phone to call you and remember that you would not be there to answer. I'm trying so hard to heal my heart and soul so you can rest in peace but it is a lot harder then anyone tells you.I start my grief support group meetings in a week I'm so scared because I don't know what is going to happen I'm hoping it helps me not make me worse. I still cry a lot every time I see a movie or hear a certain song or see a mother and daughter laughing. I wish when your born that someone gives you a lesson in loss of loved ones so you don't feel like your whole world has been ripped apart from you. Some times when you fall it is so hard to get back up again it is so much easier to stay down.I LOVE you Mom sleep with the angels. I will carry you with me every where I go. Bridgette/GiGi

Dear Mom, I know in most of my letters to you I have said you took a part of my heart with you when you left but in reality my heart is torn in tiny little pieces and I don't know how to make it whole again. Just knowing you where always there made me feel safe and now that your not I feel so lost. I miss you more and more each day I didn't even know that was possible. I have cried so many tears and have prayed so many prayers but nothing I do brings me any comfort. I am so honored to have shared so many moments of my life with you and my life isn't the same and will never be the same since your not here to share it with.There is this bond between a Mother and Daughter that nothing can break it not even death and I will take this bond with me till the day I die and get to see you again. I love you Mom xoxoxoxoxox Bridgette

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOMMY! THE KIDS AND I RELEASED BALLOONS WITH R MESSAGES TO YOU WITH BRIDGETTE AND LIZZETTE ON THE PHONE AT THE SAME TIME WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH YOUR ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART I HOLD YOU WITH ME EVERYDAY CLOSE TO MY HEART. NOT A DAY GOES BY WHERE YOUR NOT IN MY THOUGHTS. I AM MY MOTHERS DAUGHTER AND ALWAYS WILL BE.4EVER UR BABY GIRL,TYRA