Amos James Pacheco

I miss you so much , I woke up thinking bout u , although I think of you everyday. Please save me a place n watch over ur familia . And flights of angels sing thee to thyne sleep sweet prince!

Amos, I have been thinkin about you so much lately, I miss you with all my heart and wonder what it would be like if you were still here with us. I see you in my dreams and I never wanna wake up because it takes time away from ur handsome face, but I see you in our babies everyday. I see them growinf up so fast without h in there lives. Leo aked about you and I cried telling him where you were and where u passed away at, it broke my heart into a million pieces! I know you're with us everyday and every where we go. Sometimes I imagine you sitting with us as we get ready for bed or when we wake up. We love and miss you so much! I love you Amos "Moon" Pacheco, always have and always will! :-* XOXO!

We miss you everyday & know that you are here with us everyday. Save me a place

Amos never knew you but love your uncles and aunts, Grandma and Grandpa. I light a candle for you and my sweet Alexander every chance I get. Your uncle Ralph and I go to church almost every week and pray for you.

Hey baby, i can believe u've been gone for almost three years. We miss u more then u know. Christmas n new years just passed n i know u were there although i still cried for u n even more so watchin ur Mom, bro,n kids makes it even harder. I do miss sharing all u shared n trusted me with n i'll always keep ur promise. I hope my son is holdin ur hand n i cant wait to see u again. Please watch ur family n the rest of us too. Ur friends are always near n still loyal to u. Ur trial is comin soon but i know u already know the outcome. I love u n think of u everyday n when i lite ur candles by ur pic, i kno u want to blow em out. I love u mijo, ur always in my thoughts n forever in my heart. Por siempre, Aunt joana

Amos, I wish you were here to be with our babies, we all miss you so much. Things will never be the same but we'll make the best of it knowing your still there. I will never forget the times we had together and thank you for always being there for me. Im so glad you were mine for so long. Until we meet again(in my dreams or in the skies above) I love you, always have always will from the bottom of my heart. As our kids tell you goodnight and we love before we fall asleep, every single night. Please say hi to my brothers for me, and tell them we miss and love them (monolito williams and calvin Footracer) bye daddy :'(

Hi amos, i just wanted to tell you I love and miss you very much ;)

Hi my love, thought I should write a quick note to tell u how much we all love u n miss u. Had ur beautiful,smart kids here with us. We had a blast. There getting so big n I see u in them and vice versa. Please watch usn keep an eye on them n us. I love u n think of u all the time. Always in my heart n forever on my mind. Love aunt joana

My Dear son, it s been awhile since I wrote to you. I miss you so much , words cant say how much. Things are so differnt here without you. Your babies are growlng so fast and smart. I had them a couple of days ago n I had a blast . They wear me out but thats okay . They keep me going. I love them so much. My son , I wish you could be with them . There are time when things are so hard we all just wish you were here, its not fair. You were always here for me I know im being self right now and im sorry. My son please watch down over us all like you would if you were here. Until I can hold you once again . Your always in my heart and always in my mind.

Love you!

Been thinkin about you alot, every time I drop Elena off at school it hurts a lil more knowing she can't see you. Watching our son grow so fast, breaks my heart, but I have to thank you for blessing me with them and I'm doing the best I can. I miss you so much, but know your in a better place. Cant wait to see you again, I'm sure soon enough, in my dreams. I love you with all my heart, always have, always will. Please keep watching over our babies, ur grandma n grandpa, mom n dad and ur brothers :)

Amos, I miss you so much and think of you so often, lord know how much you missed!! watch over us...your our special angel with wings!! much love always!! crystal

Thinking of you my love!

We wanted to share the great news with you Amos. Tommy and Haylee are having a little boy in February and they are thinking of naming him after you. Tommy really struggles over you flying to heaven. He talks about you all the time and he still struggles wondering why you had to take that flight at such a young age. Tommy will post pictures of the baby when he is born. We all love you and miss that beautiful face of your.

My dear sweet handsome boy, how I miss you so. Not a day goes by that I dont think of you, your face is in my head all day long, ive been working tryi.g to keep budy but its hard . Son I know you are watching over us all the time, but make sure you watch over the babies and dino , he needs you and tavy rite now. Grandpa and grandma miss you so much, and so do your babies. They look just like you mijo, take good care of them okay . You shine down on us like the daylite, and you brighten up the sky at nite so we can see everything there is to see. Son nothing is the same without you, I miss you like crazy, I love you, your always in my heart a.d always on my mind.

Amos ....your being thought of , not just by me but by many ! Have u n Tricee had some one on one ??? ;0) .... It's so hard for me too put into words what I feel , think or wanna say ... So just to sum it up , I love you mucho mucho and your sweet tender face is missed deeply , give my trice and grandma n grandpa , tio Sam , tio Jim , tio elifas and the rest of our Fam our love !!! Bye for now Sweetie , mwah !

Hey mijo, sorry I havent written in a min, guess I just have bee struggling. Hope ur w/my son n holding his hand n telling him bout his crazy mom n family. Man I miss u,u were my son too n I think of all the things we shared, im not tough like u think I am. The kids are good n ur mom struggles as well as dino but I do what I can. Ur bro n sista's are good too. Do ur guna be an uncle. Dino is so tickled. Well save me a place n watch over ur family. Love n miss u like crazy. Always in my heart n forever in my mind. Goodnite sweet prince for flights of angels sing thee to thyne sleep.

Happy Birthday! I love you, always have always will. Your always on my mind. Our Babygurl misses you so much! LeoMax looks and acts more and more like you everyday. Please watch over your babies, and I'm doin my best to put you to the side and focus on them but its so hard because they look and act just like you. Some days I can't hold back the tears and I'm sorry because you told me once that you don't like to see the women in your life crying. Everything around me reminds me of you... until we meet again my love!

my dear amos, i miss you my son , im sitting here thinking of you like always . i cant sleep again im watching t v . mijo iv been very stressed out over the trial. i cant believe they changed the date again. i dont know that i can wait that long. i guess i will have to be patient. i dont have much of that latley, but anyway love. just wanted to say how much i miss you. things will never be the same without you my son. your babies have grown so much, elena is getting so pretty, and leo is so handsome like you, i cant beleive how much he acts like you,very very stuborn. i miss you my boy, your always in my heart and always on my mind!!!.

hi Amos, I miss you so much, not 1 second goes by that I dont think about you. Elena misses you and I feel so bad I cant take her pain away. LeoMax is now 3 yrs old I really tried to hold back the tears when we all sang happy birthday to him on saturday. He was very happy with all the toys he received and ate his whole piece of cake. I'm just so glad Summers almost over because it breaks my heart your not here to enjoy your summer days. i have a big piece of my heart missing and everyday I hurt but I do my hardest to be there for our babies. Its just not the same without you and it hurts knowing and coming to reality that your really gone. i listen to "Shining Star" and i cry cuz I miss you so much. I am going to do my best in life to make sure our babies are takin good care of. Thank you so much for still coming to see me in my dreams. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL ALWAYS HAVE ALWAYS WILL TIL WE MEET AGAIN!

My dear sweet son , how I miss you deeply, I cant think of anyone else but you sometimes my life has changed so much without you . I see your babies and they are the splitting image of you, their smile their eyes the way they do things , so I am happy you put them on,this earth to be with us ,since,you had to go home with our maker. Son , please give me the streghth to get through this rough time . The trial is a month away and I dont know if I can do this ,i knpw I have alot of support but I dont know if thats enough . Mijo I miss you , grandpa is having a hard time hes been really sick and im so worried about him,so please help him get better we still need him here . Dont let him affraid anymore. Take care of your brothers watch over them and protect as you always have. Watch over your babies and the family . I love you Moon, your always in my heart and always on my mind.

Amos, I miss you so much !! i get on here and have so much to say then i never can get out all my thoughts, summer is here and i see you all the time shining down on us and i know your there smiling down us too!! Huggs and kisses!!OXOX"S love always crystal

I don't really know what to say, but I know what ur family is going through. I know the feeling of losing someone. I still can't believe it, doesn't seem real.... Your kids are so cute and sweet. Every time I see them, I can't believe they had to lose a dad. Breaks my heart every time. But they have a good family to remind them of you. Continue taking care of your kids and family.

I saw you last night and you havent left my mind since. I miss you more and more and I coming to the conclusion that Im not going to get that midnight phone call. Dino called me the other night late asking me to go with them to the club and I swear when I first heard his voice, I thought it was you. I miss you and think of you all the time. Love you forever.

Hi my cousin,
i just wanted to drop by and give my love to you and let u know how very much your missed!! love always!!

Happy 4th of July! We love and miss you! Xoxo LaToya Elena and LeoMax!!!

Dear Sweet Amos, I read all the letters everyone writes and I can tell you that all are missing you very much, we all do My Nichole misses you alot right now during the summer time and now the 4th of july and fireworks all will gather at your mom's and it's your face that everyone looks for! Yes sweet Amos you are missed but in some strange way I know your there watching and laughing hugging and yes even shedding a tear because you can see the pain everyone is in. But you keep shinning on us okay we see you every day with the sun so bright and we see you at night with the MOON so Light we see you in everyday life with your kids and with your mom and brothers we see you with all the love around! I love you always primo keep smilin :D love Tia Bea.

My sweet son, how I miss you, I found your guest book on face book, and of course I had to write to you. Your babies are getting big and beautiful, my nono is talking and he is such a lil boy he loves playing with any kind of ball, he loves cars and big trucks. I love watching him play he reminds me so much of you imss you so much your all I think about. There are some days I dont think im gonna make it, but I know I have to strong . Your baby girl is so pretty you would be so proud of her. She takes very good care of leo, shes a good big sister. She misses you alot she cries for you,and then I start crying and then everyone in the house starts crying, you jnow I even think guapo starts missing you. Please keep watching over them and protect from any harm that may come their way okay. Please help LaToya be strong she could use your help,she is missing you terriably. I know you are, but it is very had for her, shes trying and I know its so different for hernow , shes a good mom she just a lil help and I will do my absolut best to help her my son. I promise! I love you son . Your always in my heart and always on my mind.

Hi, Amos, just wanted to tell you that your daughter, Elena misses you a whole lot. She was crying this morning and of course I cry along with her. Some days I look at Elena and Leo and get so emotional and just wonder why, why, why. Please watch over them and protect them. Watch over the family because it seems like all the happy times are gone. Say hi to my son, Mono, it's that time of the year we remember our loved ones who have passed.

Love you Amos :)

Hi my son , today has been hard , I miss you and tavy so much, it hurt inside . When will that hurt go away? I need to be strong so my son can you help me? I know your watching over us and making sure we are safe. So come see me I want to visit with you . I know you cant stay, but it would be nice to see your gorgous face. I love you my son. Always in my heart and always on my mind.

hi my son ,i miss like crazy , i wish that i could dream about you, i get so jelious when i hear about everyone else having dream a
bout you.but iam happy for them , i know i will have a dream about you soon i just ha e to be patient. ilove you my son and i miss you terriably. your always in my heart and always on my mind.

I have had you on my mind this week so bad and I had to stop in and say I love you so much and I miss you. Your cousin Leonard is going thru a divorce and the other day when he came over he was in tears talking abut how in times like this you were always the best at talking him thru hard times and you always had a way of making him laugh. Amos if you get my message please do me a favor and watch over him because he is really having a hard time and he keeps saying he don't know how he is going to make it thru this. I know it is hard but we tell him to keep in touch with God and things will work out. Amos we love you and miss you dearly and please if you get a minute try to send your cousin a message. Love ya tons and miss you.

So today is my birthday, 27. Damn. You visited me in my dream last night for the first time in a long time. I hugged you and asked how you were and you said that you were fine. I wanted to talk to you but I guess it was time for you to go. You turned away and I tried to stop you and you turned your head and smiled. I miss you so much and there doesnt go a day that I dont think about you. I wish we could go back and celebrate our birthdays together. I love you and miss you so much.

hey my son just wanted to say i miss you sooo much. sorry its been a minute seens i wrote to you . i wish you could see your babies they are getting so big elena misses you so bad.But i think everyone does.well my love i will write again soon. Always in my heart and always on my mind love your mamma

Hey promo! So a year has gone by since you been gone and I miss you tons. I know your having a good time with your Tio Sammy. Missed seeing you during hunting season. Love you Amos.

Hey Amos, I was thinking about you and saw the moon the other day and OMG is was beautiful! I hope your mom and Elena saw it. I miss your calls in fact it feels like you havent called in awhile so not knowing I think in the back of my mind you are going to call at some point. I think of you everyday, there doesnt go a day that you are not in my mind. I hope you are having up there and enjoying the glorious life. I love you and thank God for allowing me to be in your life. Love you!

well my son just wanted to say happy valentines day my son i miss you sooo much.I was telling grandma that last year you went to church to tell father rob sorry for kicking him out of your hospital room, You always tried to be so hard ,i just knew you couldnt leave sorry unsaid< i knew you had a big heart you would just act like you were so hard. well son we miss you around here , we took the kids bowling on saturday and we had so much fun it was leo`s first time bowling he was so cute.I wish you could have seen him.I love you my sweet boy YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND. YOUR MAMMA

AMOS, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO...MUCH!

my son i miss you alot .i cant get you out of my mind today or any day. It seems like yesterday when you were taken from us. I am having a hard time dealing with everything that has gone and there is still a long road ahead of us,but i am hanging in there.I will be strong my son just like you.Son i miss your sweet smile and your handsome face. I need for you to come visit me I will be waiting for you.ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND.YOUR MAMMA.

Here we are my son spending another Friday without you,and it harder then ever.I must sound so selfish all the time,it so hard but it seems to hard to let you go its been almost eleven months since you were taken from us but it seems like yesterday. son I really miss your smile and your voice,the way you would make me mad, anyway my love I will always be strong for you my boy because i know thats what you want for me.ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND.YOUR MAMMA

Hi mijo I have been thinking alot about you like I always do. I miss you like crazy .Well son we are finally getting the kids baptized on Saturday,Elena is really excited she is also taking ccd classes so she can make her first holy communion, you would be so proud of as i am.Grandpa and Grandma are baptizing Elene and aunt Joana and Dino are baptizing Leo Max.I know they will be good godparents for our babies, Your brother Tavy wrote me the other day he told he misses you alot. he is doing well sometimes you can hear the hurt in his voice but he tries to be strong. we miss him tons around here,but he will be home soon.I love you my son and I miss you sooo very much.ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND. YOUR MAMMA

Dear Sweet Amos, I know I haven't writen to you in such a long time but I just wanted to tell you that I think of you all the time wishing you could be here so that we could laugh and drink the new year in all together my Cole misses you so much right now but I know you are watching over her like you always have mijo and I thank you for always doing that! We all miss your face your laugh your hugs. Love you Amos.

Hey my son i miss you more then ever, it Christmas day and it dont seem fair that we have to spend it without you.We do our best but nothing seem the same.my son keep watching down over us,and those babies of yours they miss you most of all.Merry Christmas my son.ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND. YOUR MAMMA

Today was a hard day for everyone. I hope you were there and keeping an eye on all of the family that was there supporting your momma. She was strong today, so was Dino. Keep all of us in your eye sight. Justice will be served Amos, though it will never bring you back to us. I would give all the sunshine in the world to hear your laugh and get your crazy calls. I miss you more and more and everyone says it gets easier with time, seems like they are lying! Love you cutty!

Hi my son I miss you like crazy,I am having a hard time sleeping again.I cant stop thinking about you.Son christmas is almost here and it doent feel like christmas.I want to put up my tree,but I cant get myself to do it.As soon as adolfo pulled the tree out i told him to put it back.I wish i could be happy for the kids but i cant.i miss you my son so much,ALWAYS IN MY HEART ALWAYS ON MY MIND.YOUR MAMMA

Your on my mind today, crying on my way to work this morning thinking about you and why you havent called me or texted. I miss you more than you caould imagine! I love you.....until we meet again......

Hi daddy, I miss you.I love you.Daddy painted a bird house for you,and I am going to hang it at the cematary.Christmas is coming and i asked Santa for a pillow pet,checkers game and psp games,and games for gameboy. so daddy d9o you think you can talk to Santa for me and tell him I will be good girl.Thank you daddy,I love you

Hi Mijo, Sorry I haven't written in a minute, I have been busy with Mike and the kids. Of course you know , his dad passed away and I have been trying to help him get through this. It's been really hard for him. Ramon and Steph had the baby and its a beautiful baby boy. His name is Cain Marcus Vigil, he's gorgeous. Now we just wait for lala to have her baby boy. Mike Jr was here from Idaho and was lucky to have been here for the birth of his brothers baby. But we miss like you wouldn't believe and I know that you were there with us when he was born. Your brother was outside the curtain teling Ramon to yank the baby out by it's feet cuz it needed to be born on his godfathers birthday and that is Pirru, Ramon's friend. But I think of you everyday and I still light my candle and i still talk with you in my car when I am driving down the rode. I love you mijo and please keep an eye on the family and please watch your kids and Family. I love you my mijo and I will never let anyone forget about you.
Always in my thoughts and forever in my heart.
Aunt Joana
Mike Sr, Ramon & Family Mike Jr & Family, Lala & Mia the beautiful.

Hi mijo well its Thanks giving and it doesnt even feel like it. Everyone missed you so much today. Grandma and grandpa did such a good job on the food,but you know they always do.We are supposed to give thanks for what we have and i am thankful but i feel cheated not having you and your brother here with us ,but i am thankful everyone else in my life.Im very lucky to have my family.So my son watch over all of us. The kids need it most of all.I love and miss you my son.ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND.

Hi mijo Ive been thinking about you a lot today,I keep seeing your beautiful eyes.Your quiet laugh is in my head,I can hear you telling me,I love you mamma I answer you every time I hear you say it.The kids spent the night last night,we had a lot of fun with them.Leo is starting to talk a lot more now he is so damn cute I just want to bite him,he gets so mad at me cause i cant stop kissing his fat cheeks.My Elena is so beautiful my goodness,and she is so smart.She misses you so much.we all do.Thanksgiving is going to be so hard my son.I miss your brother Tavy so much too.Dino and I feel so empty with out you both. I told him I feel so lost.I feel like I am just here no purpose no worth sometimes It hurts.I love you my son and we miss you very much.ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND. YOUR MAMMA.

I miss you!! and love you very much!

Hi my son just thinking about you, Your on my mind all the time I miss you so much it hurt inside.I was looking at pictures of the babies just now and i had to write.when i see their little faces they remind me that i have to stay strong for them, i and i will do my best okay I LOVE YOU MY SON .ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND.YOUR MAMMA

Hi daddy I love you very much and I miss you very much.my brother leomax misses you too. my mom does too. I think of you all time.Love Elena

Hi mijo,
Just a quick to say hey and that we ALL love and miss you so much. Lala and Mia were talking about how you would pick them up from school and take them to eat. I sure miss being able to call you and having my breaks changed cuz there needing to be changed right about now. I sit by myself and think of how crazy you were and how much fun the summer you stayed at granpa's with us. We did so much stupid stuff,I can hear you laugh and tell the girls they were crazy if they thought they were going anywhere. Ramon, Dino, Tavy Jr and Matt will have there hands full with these girls. Just so you know everytime we're outside Alejandro looks for you in the night sky! Elena spent the night and she is so smart and getting big, so always asks me to tell stories of her dad. I won't let anyone forget you and keep watching your mom,bro's and kids they need your guidance. Always your aunt Joana.
Always in my thoughts and forever in my heart.
Mike Sr, Ramon & Family, Lala & Mia

Hi my son, I am just sitting here thinking about you like i always do.I just wanted to say how much i love and miss you,just as much as did yesterday and the day before.I saw Elene yesterday when she got out of church she looked so pretty you would be so proud of her as i am. she want to do her first holy communion like nevaeh did.Well my son I go to see grandpa and grandma every day,grandpa put a new stalk on your rifle, it looks so nice he did a great job on it,you know grandpa nothing but the best for his boys. I felt so bad for him cause all he did yesterday is cry for you my son he misses you alot. we never knew how different our lives would be without you my love,we all miss you sooo very much,we always talk about you, there is not a day that goes by that we dont.Grandpa was talking about the time when you crashed into the back of uncle Dicks car trying to do a wheelie,and you got up really fast to see if anyone had saw you and uncle dick had video taped it, you were so little my son and always so brave,your daughter is the same way.I MISS YOU MY SON.and that my love will never stop,I LOVE YOU ,ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND.YOUR MAMMA

I love you, always have always will! :)

Your BabyMama!

Hey mijo, just sitting here at work and thinking about you. I know you watching your family and boy do they they miss you, I had dinner at my house yesterday for halloween and Dino and Matt came by and ate. I saw elena and Leo in their costumes, they came to a party at my work and trick or treated with my elderly residents and that made them so happy. Leo is so cute, he's starting to talk and learning new words it's so cute, sometimes says things he isn't suppose too and Grammie is quick to put him in his place. But he also say's meeny ba-ah too. But Ramon and Steph brought the kids over as well they also looked cute. Your mom misses you so keep an eye on her especially and Dino well he's staying strong and I am so proud of him and Tavy Jr I haven't heard from Tavy in a minute but he's way stronger then any of us. Well baby say hello to my son Alejandro and Please continue to watch over us, we miss you sooooo.....much it hurts. I love you por siempre. I didn't forget the last friday of the month cuz I had to work but we'll do one for November for sure. Always in my thoughts and forver in my heart. Always your aunt Joana
Mike Sr, Ramon & Family,Lala & Mia

Hi my son ,here I am writing to you again cause I miss you so much this morning.Your brother made it home last night,he is doing good I was so happy to see him knowing he is save at home,Monday comes to fast and then he is gone again.We miss you alot around here my son.I saw the kids in their Halloween costumes yesterday they looked so cute.Elena is a vampire and Leo is Tigger I just love them my babies!I remembered the time when you were a vampire grandma was showing me pictures yesterday and of course she made me cry,but I cry for you everyday. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH MY SON. COME SEE ME IN MY DREAMS PLEASE.ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND.LOVE YOUR MAMMA.

Hi Mijo, I was thinking about you and thought I would write you a quick note. I went to Elena's party and it was great, everyone was dressed in black and silver. I see you in the kids so much. Thank you for letting me part of their life since the beginning. Your Raiders beat the heck out of Denver, 51-14 dang! Don't worry I will rub it into Dino for you. But I guess I'll talk to you while I am driving in my car and when I light my candles for you, Tavy Jr and my son Alejandro. But I miss and think of you all the time. Please watch over your family and say hey to my son. Always in my thoughts and forever in my heart.
Aunt Joana/ Tia Juani
Mike Sr, Ramon & family, Lala & Mia

elena leomax

HI MIJO im sitting here thinking about you like always after along weekend we had ELENAS birthday party.She has been so excited all week .she had a good time .she woke up this morning miss you.so we sat and cried together.i know you would be so proud of her.I think we all are.We all missed you yesterday Elenas decoration were so cool.I really miss you my son keep watching over us.ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND.I LOVE MY SON AND I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. YOUR MAMMA

whats up amos i miss u u r still my famos amos i love u i dream of you all the time may be you are just coming to visit me i would still like you yo visit as much as you want it's nice when u do hey your kids look so much like u it's weird it's like watching u grow up all over again Elena i think she had a good b-day her raiders party went well it was fun the way your mom decorated the house great and cool there was so much gray and black and Raider stuff i got sick. RAIDERS suck! lol amos! AMOS! AMOS! YOU STINK! LOL HA!HA! JUST KIDDING k bud i'll let u go for now i'll talk too u later I LOVE U AMOS. YOUR UNCLE RALPHIE

Hi my Amos! I just wanted to stop and tell you I love you so much, always have and always will. I cry almost everyday for you, and for our kids and your mom for not being able to have you here by there side. I don't know what I'm going to do when LeoMax gets older and starts askin about you or about me and you. Well my love, I really really really miss you. I wish I could get a call from you so I could hear your voice or see your ugly face at the front door. I love you with all my heart, you are the love of my life and everyone knows it!!! mwah!

Hi mijo,well babe its Friday again and I miss you more than ever.Im sitting here with your son on my lap he just woke up and Im getting ready for work.Fridays are really hard for us,Dino is still out of town and he might not get to come home this weekend so and that makes me so sad.its bad enough I dont have you and Tavy here with me and Dino out of town it just tears me apart.But Im so glad that the kids are here this morning that makes it a little easier.Well I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU .ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND > LOVE ALWAYS YOUR MAMMA

Hi mijo, I know it's been a minute since I have written and I'm, sorry. I posted a pic of you and Leo on my facebook and I thought how sad I am that they have to live their life without you. I know that you are watching thwm but I guess I am a lil selfish cuz I want you with them. I think of you everyday and I still see you in my car as I go about my day. Your my co-pilot and I even talk to you hoping that you answer me back. Well baby , I love you and keep watching your kids and family. Say hello to my son Alejandro cuz I know your sitting with him telling him all about his crazy family. "I see the moon and the moon see's me". Always in my thoughts and forever in my heart.
Always your aunt Joana
Mike Jr, Lala ,Mia

Hi mijo its been eleven days since i have written to you.I was very upset that day,I am so sorry.I cant stand that we have to live our lives without you.I miss your handsome face.I was watching Leo play the other day ,he is just like you he acts so much like you both of your kids are the splitting image of you.I had the kids this weekend.I had so much fun with them.We are planning Elenas birthday party, so we are doing a silver and black, she is very excited.Well,I LOVE YOU MY SON and I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH > YOUR MAMMA.

Hi my son,I find myself on your guest book alot,I miss you so much.Some how I think this is going to help me just a little bit .but sometimes I just get mad cause eeveryone else gets to read this,not you .I know you always know what I am saying,you always new what I was about to say.You would always say I KNOW MOM and be on your marry way.Well DAMN IT come tell me I KNOW MOM,cause I really need to it.Im sorry my son IM just upset,and I miss you,not a day goes by without me missing you and I get angry cause your not here for me to fight with.I cant wait til Dino gets home then i wont be so sad.Your brother Tavy should be calling tomorrow I cant wait he always makes me feel a lil better.Always in my heart and always on my mind.I LOVE YOU MY SON> YOUR MAMMA.

Hi my boy, once again im missing you,and your brothers.I m just sitting here writting to your bro Tavy,and I had to write to you too.The turn out for your memorial was great,there were alot of people there.But your birthday will always be a special day for all of us.Your headstone turned out very nice.Thanks to everyone who made that happen I love each and everyone of them.Come see me in my dream my son,I will be waiting for you.Always in heart and always on my mind I LOVE YOU MY SON > YOUR MAMMA

Hi mijo, just wanted you to know that we had great time at your party. Everyone misses you and all had a great time talking about you and remembering your crazy, fun and contagious laugh you had. I saw your beautiful kids and they just played with all the kids that came over. We will never forget you. Always in my thoughts and forever in my heart. I see the moon and the moon see's me!

Hi Amos I just wanted to say we love you and we miss you so much. It is so hard going places and not seeing you there. But we know you are with us and watching over all of us. We were in a car accident last week and totalled Uncle Talley's car but we both know you were watching over us and kept us safe. Uncle Talley is having a hard time, hunting is coming up and he is thinking about you so much. Maybe if he does go you can point the deer out for him. Lol Anyways honey we love and miss you so much. You are always in our hearts and our thoughts.
Uncle Talley & Aunt Judy

I miss you and that will never change...
I found this poem and wanted to share with you,

THE BROKEN CHAIN

We little knew the day that

God was going to call your name,

In life we loved you dearly,

in death we do the same.



It broke our hearts to lose you,

but in God we put our trust,

In times as difficult as this,

faith is such a must.



You left us peaceful memories,

your love is still our guide,

And though we cannot see you,

you are always at our side.



Our family chain is broken,

and nothing seems the same,

But as God calls us one by one,

the chain will link again.

--Ron Tranmer

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!
CRYSTAL

Hi Mijo,
Happy Birthday baby. I can't even write cuz I'm cryin so hard. Man your mom misses you, please watch over her. I couldn't sleep last night thinking bout you and my stomach is sick cuz your not here. I miss you and I see you always the way I seen you the day before you wre taken away from us. You hugged me tight and said , "thanks aunt Joana, you never say no to me" is all I hear. I miss you so much that I can't stop crying today. I ask god again for the strength to help your family. I won't let anyone forget you mijo. I see the moon and the moon see's me. Always in my thoughts and forever in my heart, your Aunt Joana. Say hey to my son, Alejandro.
Love you mijo

Happy Birthday Amos, I love u! I miss u!

Hi my love,
Hope your keeping an eye on everyone. I saw your mom this morning on my way to work. She is having a really hard time. May god bless her with the strength. I know what she's going through all though I may not know how she feels. Not a day doesn't go by that I don't think of my son, I know people think it isn't the same but I'd give anything to get to know him like I got to know you. The pain does endure forever. I bet he'd be a gentleman just like the rest of you. I had a bday party for Ramon who didn't think celebrating without you was a good idea, but I did it anyway. He knows that it's okay and we talk of you all the time. Your ugly face sisters are good and they miss you crazy too. Elena and Leo Max are good too and nana does miss you like crazy as well. I haven't heard from Tavy in a min but I will soon I pray. I lite my candles for you both and until he comes home to his mom cuz she needs him. Well baby keep an eye on your family as I'm sure you do. I see the moon and the moon see's me. Always in my thoughts and forever in my heart,
Aunt Joana, Mike Sr, Mike Jr & Family, Ramon & Family your ugly face sisters Lala & Mia

Hi Mijo,I talk to Tavy on Sunday.He is doing okay ,he is having a difficult time,right now.He told me its going to be hard when he gets out ,because you are not here.He hasnt seen you for two years and now he wont be able to see you at all.I felt so bad for him.I told him to remember you by talking about you as if you are still with us, it hurts alot.But your memory will never die.I LOVE YOU MY SON > YOUR MAMMA

Hi mijo just thinking of like I always do.Saturday is getting closer,and it gets harder and harder.Dino out of town again and I miss him already and he just left today.I dont like when he leaves I worry so much.If it werent for Matt I dont know what I would do.I know your looking out for us.I know that you are the one who saved Aunt Jeanene and Uncle Larrys house. I LOVE YOU MIJO > your Mamma

Hi mijo well today is Friday and I miss you more now then i did yesterday it seem like it get harder and harder without you .I used to like Fridays now i cant wait til the day is over with. Adolfo is having a hard time without you my son .he told me he doesnt want to celebrate his birthday this year. I dont blame him cause I will NEVER CELEBRATE MINE EVER AGAIN.Im going to have lunch with the kids today .I try to spend all the time I can with them.I always stop by Glorias house on my way to work to see them it help me get through my day better just seeing their beautiful faces helps. I LOVE YOU MY SON.YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ON MY MIND. LOVE YOUR MAMMA

My dear son there are no words to say how much i miss you.I think 9of you from the time I wake up in morning to the time i go sleep and I never sleep cause your on my mind.I cant tell you how much grandpa n grandma miss you.I think they cry for just as much as do. Dino misses you so much but you know your bro he is always so strong as you always been.Oh my son it is so hard to write to you when should be able to hold in my arms touch your handsome face,get mad at you,you get mad at me.How I would give any thing to fight with you again.I think Leo will take care of that for you.he likes fighting with me already,and my baby girl she is something else shes smart just like you.Well my son this month has been so hard for me.your birthday is coming up and i get so mad cause you should be celebrating it with us, but I will make sure everybody celebrates your birthday and your memory.We are having a memorial service for you on your birthday and we are also blessing your headstone that day.MIJO I LOVE AND MISS YOU SOOO MUCH. Your MAMMA

Amos, I wanted to let you know that your cousin Tommy is getting married on your birthday. He said he misses you so much and while he celebrates his anniversary he can also celebrate your birthday. I thought you would be excited to hear about it even though you probably already know. Please watch over Tommy and make sure he is safe and does not do anything stupid. Love ya tons and miss you.

Hi mijo, hope you watchin all of your family and especially your mom, bro's and Children. I think of you all the time and I still light my candles for you and Tavy until he comes home to his mom. I miss you like you wouldn't believe. You knocking on my window to open the door or calling at 3 in the morning to tell me you love me or you even saying Aunt Joana "what you doing?". Ramon misses alot especially during the month of Sept because you always celebrated your birthday's together, 6 days apart. Plus I'm sure Aldofo isn't to excited about his birthday without you either. Just know I will continue to do what I can for you kids, mom and bro's and you will always be in my thoughts and forever in my heart. Always your Aunt Joana. Please watch us Mijo!
Love you,
Aunt Joana/ Tia Juani, Mike Sr,Mike Jr & Family, Ramon & Family, Lala & Mia.

Hey Amos, been a while since writin you, I been thinkin about the times we hung out and laughed together. I remember that time we went and looked at that Cadillac :) You always had great taste when it came to cars. 1994 Cadillac Fleetwood Brougham ragtop is the car you always told me you wanted. I can only imagine seein your bald head leanin to the side way low past the window line with your arm hangin out the window lol. I remember you tellin me what its like to sit in a juiced up car with no seatbelt on, car leanin forward, gripping the seat with your butt tryin not to fall towards the floorboard haha. I miss you alot man. There isnt a minute that goes by that I dont think about you. I see your face, smile and that crazy smirk when I look at Elena and Leo haha. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to get to know you. I wish we were still back in 1999 when there were no worries at all. I love you and miss you :'( Your little brother, Tino.