Carly Smith

Miss you more than words could ever say all my love mam xxxx

11 February 2017
Carly thinking of you today
But I do everyday
You certainly left some good memories
And I can often laugh about you
We had some good banter going on me and you
Love always auntie Heather xxxxx

Do you remember the Christmas you got your first mobile phone. Omg it was a brick. You were over the moon with it. Well now that brick is the open line we use to communicate. You let us know your around. Feathers and strange things keep happening letting us know your near.
People ask me how many children I have and I say 2 girls, have you got them home for Christmas? No one lives miles away but she´ll be in touch.
The distance is too great otherwise she would as she loved Christmas.
I know you´ll be around as you´ve been around a lot this past year with all the crap that´s been going on.
Hope you like your new tree . Your flowers are all up . These are the only gifts I can give you but the best gift I ever got was when you were born . Miss you more and more as time goes on .
Wishing you and r Anfield a very merry Christmas from the bottom of my heart .

Love always and forever
Mam xxxx
Keep looking after jade and Archie as they need your fight to get through this . Love you xxxx

This day is bitter sweet it has beautiful memories of day I gave birth to you, but it´s a sad day that I cannot ring you to wish you
Happy Birthday
I wish I could hold your hand and make everything alright but I can´t.
My birthday wish for you is to tell you your loved more today than you´ll ever know.
I may not always look sad but my heart tells a different story.
Sending you hugs and kisses and wishing with all my heart I could give you them myself.
All my love always
Your heartbroken mam xxxxx


Kisses for auntie Carly
Love you Archie xxxx

21st August
Happy heavenly birthday Carly
No cards or gifts to send you
Do you celebrate in heaven
I hope so
Think of you all the time not just on special occasions
Love auntie Heather xxxx xxxxx

11th February
Carly another year passes
Still full of ifs and buts
Wished you had spoken about things more openly
However I hope you are at peace now
With the only thing R ANFIELD
That nobody can take from you
RIP
Auntie Heather xxxx

The loss of a child is unbearable to live with. The pain never goes away. The loneliness is the hardest, it´s the existing dark cloud that no matter how hard you try to overcome it like a cancer it keeps on growing and growing in your mind. You carry on doing everyday tasks but it creeps in your head and heart.
Today that loneliness is overwhelming, for the daughter I´m missing. All the special moments we should have shared got taken away. You were bold enough to listen to your heart and strong enough to live your life the way you wanted. I know you couldn´t promise to be here for the rest of my life, but I can promise you to love you for the rest of mine.
Miss you more as the years pass.
All my love always mam
Xxxfor auntie Carly love Archie

Another Christmas without you. It´s been a very busy year as you´ll know. R Archie has come into our life´s and he´s a blessing you´ve sent us.
I laugh to myself cause I can hear you say " he´s my favourite rugrat "
He´d have loved his favourite auntie Carly. He kisses your photo when he´s here.
I´ve bought a pressie from his auntie Carly something he´ll keep as a reminder of you .
I´ll never understand the reason why your gone , but I know you´ll never leave us I just have to learn to carry on. I need to live my life and live it full not waste a single day, cause I know you´ll be with me every step of the way.
Thank you for been you
Love you with all my heart.
Sending special Christmas wishes to you and r Anfield
All my love always mam xxx
Xxxx from r Archie

Happy heavenly birthday Carly
Give anfield a hug from his one and only dog sitter
Love auntie Heather xxxx

Today I´m in the delivery suite where 44 years ago I gave birth to my beautiful daughter. It´s 18 minutes past 9 in the evening and I´d just had you . You´ve got the most beautiful face big brown eyes and a tiny little rosebud mouth . I laid awake all night taking in every inch of you and thinking how gorgeous you were and you were mine. But today I´m a different person someone I don´t know. I´m not what I used to be I´m definitely not the same the only thing that hasn´t changed is the spelling of my name. I cry more than I ever did I break down quite a lot my heart hurts every day the pain just never stops. A mother gives her child life and love unlike no other but when that child is taken away she is left a grieving mother
I´ll say happy birthday today just like i did the day I had you
Miss you more than you´ll ever know
All my love always mam
I´ve put your fav flowers at the side of your photo. Look after r Anfield
Love to you both xx

My darling Carly
This has been the hardest 7years of my life. I´ve missed you every day but yet this pain never ceases to ease.
Now I´ve always asked you to let me know your around and you send me while feathers but I´ve heard you now say to me
Mum
I know you´ve struggled and you beat yourself up over I´ve never been a mammy , well now I have.
I´ve nursed r Archie´s soul until he came down to earth. I´ve planted an angel kiss on the back of his neck so you know it´s from his auntie Carly, and just like you all I´ve loved him and will always love him from above. Now mum it´s time for you to enjoy your life and r Archie.
You can tell him all about his auntie Carly and how much she loves him and will always protect him. You can always add how clever and good she was haha
All my love always mum Carly xxx

Dear Santa
I know you´ll be busy dishing out for all the girls and boys, but I was wondering could you go to my girl Carly to give her something. You see she is now in heaven and I can´t get to give her anything.As her mum I was wondering if she celebrates up there, will anybody wish her Merry Christmas, or give her a hud to tell her everyone misses her , but she will be ok.
So Santa my Christmas wish is for you to deliver her a stocking filled with hugs and kisses and tell her I loved her more than life itself. I talk to her daily but although I talk to her I cannot hear her voice or see her beautiful smile. She´ll be easy to recognise ,she has red shoes on and r Anfield under her arm
Thank you Santa
One heartbroken mum

21st august
Happy heavenly birthday carly
Whatever you´re doing keep smiling while you´re looking down on us love xxxx

Another birthday and another year I ask myself does this pain ever go away. When you were born the enormous pride I felt was indescribable ,you were the most beautiful baby I´d ever seen. You had masses of dark hair that I could have put in a bobble, I was so proud to push you in your pram. But you were never given the opportunity to become a MAM and for that I´m so sorry. Jade is now going to become a mammy and I ask you to watch over them both .I believe you sent this baby for us as you know my life has had no meaning since you´ve been gone. My soul has been completely destroyed and although I laugh and smile on the outside inside I´m grasping daily to survive without you. I hope you´ve tried to adjust up there cause I know it would have been difficult but always know I´ll never stop loving you. Enjoy your birthday and give r Anfield a hug from me
All my love forever mam xxxxxxx

11th February
Carly another year has passed hope you have found some way to heal yourself
As you know a lot has happened down here
Your sisters wedding 12 February
You would have been a stunning bridesmaid
No doubt comparing
Them gospel singers WOW well they were something else
(They were your happy times)
Just remember what you achieved in life from your flat in bramley you went from strength to strength and lots of hard work but you did it all by yourself
Love the car you got your Mam
Now I have never asked for anything but could you go and find grandma Beaty and tell her a massive thank you for looking after me xxxx
Love and miss you
Auntie Heather xx

My precious Carly another year has come around and still it’s no easier than the first.
My heart aches to see your face but for now we must live apart, but you live forever in my heart.
If I could have diamonds for each year I’ve shed then I would have a treasure that would mount up to the skies that would capture the sparkle in your beautiful eyes.
But I don’t have a treasure as I’m sure you’re aware, so I’ll give you a gift that’s more precious and rare my devotion, love, and care.these you will have as long as I live.
Keep sending me the white feathers so I know you’re around me cause I’ll never be able to come to terms with losing you, cause you were my precious daughter who was taken too soon
Miss you more and more
Love always mam xxxx
Love to r Anfield xxxx

My darling Carly another has gone and still this awful pain is still here.In my plans I was the first to leave but in this world I was left here to grieve for you. But in my heart you live on your always there your never gone. In my sole there is a hole that can never be filled, but in my heart I have hope that you are with me still. Now you have to heal yourself so we both can learn to live with this devastation, now heaven is your home and I cannot help you I have to rely on loved ones to help you come to terms with been apart. Now you’re an angel this I believe, but I just wish you were here with me on this Christmas Eve.
Merry Christmas to you and r Anfield and look down and share it with me.
All my love always and forever
Mam xxxxxx

21st August happy birthday Carly
Doesn't seem that long ago when you were born I was there to welcome you into this world a beautiful baby and you turned into a
Beautiful person not perfect in any way but hard working and made your way in life never asking for help
Bought houses and had your own bussiness well done you
My only regret is I was not there when you passed away
You died on Ashley's birthday where I was that day
And have been every year since
Love you loads auntie Heather xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

There's a very special place within my heart reserved only for you .Its a place I store precious memories of your childhood, the things you used to do , the sound of your laughter the sight of your tears all of this I have saved especially today.
Sometimes when I first awake I think that you're still here and for a fleeting moment the pain all disappears. Yet my heart is broken cause I don't understand why someone so precious had to die . I pray to god to give me strength and somehow get me through as I struggle with the headache that came when I lost you. You're birthday I'll celebrate with memories and love I'll close my eyes and realise you're just celebrating in heaven above.
Miss you more as time passes
All our love
Mam and Dad xxxxxxxx

This day comes round with deep regret the date the time I will never forget. When I woke that morning I didn't know what deverstation. Lay in store for us, but I was to soon find out. Time is supposed to heal but the Pain in my heart just doesn't go away, a constant reminder of what I've lost, my beautiful daughter. Five long years on and I still cannot believe you've gone. Oh dear god why didn't you spare her a few more years,she had so much left to do but now you've took her I'm just broken in two. If you had told me loving her with all my heart and soul would shatter my whole world when I had to let her go , and long before you're ready she will gain her wings .Too beautiful to stay away from heaven.for too long. I would still have chosen you even if I'd known. We're lent these precious gifts to nurture whilst on earth but when needed you call them back. Please dear god look after her just like I tried to do cause the day you took her my heart broke in two .
Love you more and more each day
Mam and dad xxxxx

Carly 11 th February its five years since you died miss you loads but I don't go round with my head bowed low I just remember the love we shared and when at times I feel down I talk and laugh at the things you did and said after all this time I still have your last texts you wrote to me and they still make laugh and always cheer me up you must be very busy in heaven because theres no more pranks goodnight love auntie heather xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2 years since r Anfield was called back home hope you're both having a great time with each other making up for lost time. Miss you both so much xxxx mam and dad xxx

As another year ends to start a new it's just another year without you. When I look at your photo it's often in tears wishing you could have been spared a few more years. But this Christmas just one gift would do to have a special moment and share it with you. You're Christmas trees up shining in the garden so bright so you and r Anfield can visit one night. I hope they make Christmas in heaven special and give you wings so bright so hopefully I might see you one night. I'll play your tape of your last Christmas here and close my eyes and pretend you're still here. Wishing thinking I know but you were mine and I loved you so. Merry Christmas Carly all my love always Mam and dad xxxxxxx
Hugs for you and r Anfield xxx

Today is your special day you're big 40. My eyes filled with tears when I gave birth to you and more so now cause I can't see you. You had a smile that lit up a room and the most beautiful face. I was privileged to be your mum. People can't understand why I grieve so much for so long then they should consider themselves fortunate that they don't understand.Ive bought you flowers and a balloon and I've put your new red shoes out so you can dance the night away on your birthday. Wishing you were here to celebrate your special day, but I'll celebrate with you in my dreams. Happy birthday Carly love you with all my heart
Mam and Dad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Today is your special day, the big 40. My eyes filled with tears when I gave birth to you,and more so now cause I can't see you. You had a smile that lit up a room and the most beautiful face and I was privileged to be your mum.People can't understand why I grieve so much for so long,then they should consider themselves fortunate that they don't understand. I've got you flowers and a balloon and I've put you some red shoes out so you can dance the night away on your birthday. Wishing you were here to celebrate your big day , but I'll celebrate with you in my dreams. Happy birthday Carly. Love you with all my heart
Mam and dad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy 40th birthday Carly I would love to know what you
would have been doing or where you would have been going. You worked so hard to make your bussiness the success that it was and I'm sure you would have treated yourself. On this occasion
I'm sure everybody's getting together to celebrate have a lovely day
Love always auntie Heather xxxxxxxxx

Another year has passed Carly I take comfort that you must have a new role up in heaven you must be very busy either walking r anfield or meeting up with family members because I have not had any pranks thank you, so you carry on looking down on all of us no doubt frowning but also laughing ,love you loads miss you even more xxxxx

Not a day goes by that I don't miss you darling, now you have are little boy up there to take for walks, it's been a real struggle without you both. I love and miss you both so much xxxxxxx

As each year ends and starts a new it's just another year without you . Each day begins with thoughts of you, I look at your photos and see you smile, but a photo not the same as seeing you. Life goes on this is true, but my life isn't the same since I lost you. I carry on as best I can but some days this pain never ends. I loved you in life I love you still and as your mother I always will. You were a precious gift but one I couldn't keep. As a mother where supposed to keep our children safe, but on this occasion I failed. So four long years on I love and miss you more than ever. My love always and forever. Sending you hugs and kisses mam and dad xxxxxxxx

One whole year since we lost r anfield still miss him loads. But our loss was your gain, and after all he was your baby and not ours. Hope your both flying around watching over us. Miss you both so much. Love you millions Mam xxxx

My 3rd Christmas without you and still this world keeps swallowing me up. I've put a Christmas tree with your name in lights so you and r anfield can see your way. Your pjs will be hanging on the tree, and r anfields squeeky will be out so you know we wish you both were still here with us .My wish this Christmas would be to see your beautiful face so I know you're ok. Sleep tight Carly, love you with all my heartbreaking heart my love always and forever. Your heartbroken Mam and dad. Xxxxxxxxxx

Happy birthday Carly I've lit a candle for you to find your way home to see me love you millions
All my love always Mam

Happy birthday Carly miss you. Loads watch for me and Charlie and Louie sending happy birthday balloons just for you xxxxxxauntie Heather

Happy birthday Carly, I miss you so much, love always xxx

39 years ago I gave birth to my precious daughter.I was privileged to have you for 35 short years.lord you give, but you also take and you took my most precious gift from me.I know I should be grateful for the short time we had together but I'm a selfish Mam and I wanted more.This thing they call grief is a never ending pain and longing for you.Grief never leaves me.I grief for you each and every day.So today on your birthday I'll just have to re-live giving birth to you and to treasure the memories you left behind.so today dear lord go find her and wish her Happy birthday.She is the beautiful Angel flying around with R Anfield under her arm and Red shoes on her feet .Tell her I love and miss her more as time goes by.

Devastated and heartbroken mam

My darling Carly 3 years have passed since I last saw you but it feels like yesterday when I lost you. We learn to love but how can I learn to not live without you. Sometimes we break but never mend and I won't ever heal when part of my soul went with you. Courage helps me face each day without you so I hope my courage never fails me. I feel robbed because you were taken too soon. Now you have your baby to keep you company but he was the last link I had to you so now I'm robbed of both of you. So I'll keep on lying saying I'm fine when all I can do is think about you all the time. Sometimes I'd just need to hear from you so I can cope with tomorrow. Love you both with all my heart Your heartbroken mam xxxxxxxx

My darling Carly 3 years have passed since I last saw you,but it feels like yesterday when I lost you. We learn to love but how can I learn to not live without you. Sometimes we break but never mend and I won't ever heal when part of my soul went with you. Courage helps me face each day without you so I hope my courage never fails me. I feel robbed because you were taken too soon.Now you have your baby to keep you company but he was the last link I had to you so now I'm robbed of both of you, So I'll just keep on lying saying I'm fine when all I do is think about you all the time. Sometimes I'd just need to hear from you so I can cope with tomorrow. Love you both with all my heart your heartbroken mam xxxxxx

Carly its three years since you left us but you are missed so much however I take some comfort knowing r anfield has come to join you what did you use to say to me when I looked after him say bye to your foster family well you wanted him back he looked after you and now you can look after him happy walks together love and miss you auntie Heather xxxxxxxx

Carly it's your turn to walk anfield miss you loads and now you will never walk alone love nanna and big Dave xxxxxxx

It's nearly three years Carly since you passed away well you must be looking down and decided r anfield was getting old and tired so 2/2/2020 all the twos you called him to come home to his mum well happy walking days love you auntie Heather xxxxxxxx

Another year without you. This unbearable pain doesn't lessen, even though I feel robbed of you nobody can rob my memories of bygone christmases. Your pjs will be hanging on the tree as normal.i can see you now dancing around with your beautiful face and beautiful smile. You'll be the most amazing angel just like you were in your school play. Laugh and dance and just maybe if I close my eyes and wish I'll be able to hear your infectious laugh, just wish I was able to see you. Love and miss you with all my heart. Merry Christmas Carly Mam xxxxxx

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Happy birthday carly miss you loads can you see my candles lit just for you and my angels by your photos oh please stop playing tricks on my trees (yes I know it's you) love auntie Heather xxxxx

Happy birthday to the best mam and the most wonderful girl in the world. We miss you so much little angel. Love you millions Carly
Hugs and cuddles from me and R Anfield, woof woof
Xxxxxxxxxxxx

2 years on, the world has just swallowed me up.when you were little I used to hold your hand now I need a role reverse i need you to hold mine.as I stumble along this path which is so hard to travel without you.i fall over numerous times and need your help to keep getting up. I know this will always be the case as I cannot ever get over losing you.i miss you constantly. Love you with all my heart Your heart broken mam xxxxxx

Another year has passed without you darling, not a day goes by that we don't think about you, my beautiful girlfriend and loving mam to r anfield.
What I'd give to see your beautiful smile, have a loving cuddle together.
Never have I felt so much pain not having you by my side Carly, I miss you so much baby girl xxx
Thank you for all the wonderful memories we made together and r anfield says thank you for being the best mam ever, woof woof xxx
Fly high baby girl, I miss you so much Carly, until we meet again darling remember I will always love you.

Love you so much mam,
Love from anfield
Woof woof xxx

Love you millions darling
Always and forever
Ash xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

To my darling daughter my heart is hurting more as time goes on I miss you more and more. Love you more today than yesterday, hope you know how much your missed as you watch over us . At this time of year most people have angels on top of their trees but ours is in heaven hopefully watching over me .love you with all my heart Mam and dad xxxx

I've been with your baby to let balloons off for your birthday. I hope you could see them and knew they were for you to wish you happy birthday. Lots and lots of hugs and kisses Mam xxxxx

Not day goes by that I don't miss my beautiful girl, the days get harder and the pain is unbearable. What id give to see your beautiful smile, give you a hug and a cuddle.
Me and anfield miss you so much, such a beautiful girlfriend and a wonderful mum. Woof you millions xxx
They broke my heart when they took you away darling , how I miss you so much.
Lots of love from ash and anfield
Xxxxxxxxxxxx
Xxxxxxx

In my dreams I see your face,I close my eyes and think of you but until we meet again heaven is now your home.so I live hour by hour day by day. But today 1 year on dear lord please go tell her I love and miss her . She won't be hard to find she'll stand out in her red shoes. Love you with all my heart Mam and dad xxxx

Its been nearly a year without you and the pain is just unbearable. Life moves on they say but my world has stood still. . I don't need a special day to remember you your in my head and my heart daily. I miss your daily chats and your beautiful smile. My loss is heavens gain, I'm so jealous of the angels who are around you . Miss you and love you with all my heart Mam xxxx

Ann Frisby, Margaret's hair apprentice from years ago. So sorry to hear the news

My final farewell to my darling Carly. How do I get over this my heart is in shreds. Please help me find the strength love Mam xx

RIP Carly. I will never forget your beautiful smile. Fly high with the angels. Deepest sympathy to Mandy, Mick and Jade. Love from Gail, George and Amy Pitman xx

rest in peace carly x jill

My first niece , I will always remember you.
Lots of love
Uncle David

So sad to hear this news. So many fond memories of you. You made sixth form such fun. Rest in Peace. Helen xx

A very thoughtful,bright and witty school friend. My condolences to those who knew Carly the best.

This candle is for you Carly to light your way God bless hugs and xxxx Christine

In total shock to be reading this now but Carly was a lovely lady I had the pleasure of going to school with. Thinking of all family at this very sad time, Carly take your wings and to fly high.

My heart goes out to Carly's family and partner, such sad sad news today. Rest in peace xxx

I was there when you arrived into the world
but I never thought I would see you go out of it.
At peace with yourself and free to wander.
who can I send my 300 texts to now.
Mondays will never be the same love you forever auntie heather xxx

Heaven has gained another angel,rest in peace sweet angel. Thoughts and prayers to Carly's family. Gone but never forgotten always in our prayers xx lots of love Jan xx

For my clever, tenacious, spirited niece,Carly. She is loved and missed beyond measure. Good night God bless lovely girl. Love always, Auntie Keely Xx

Heaven has gained another angel Rest in peace sweet angel thoughts and prayers to all your friends and family you will always be remembered xxx

Saddened to hear this news. Thoughts are with all the family. Amanda x

Sleep tight lovely until we meet again!! you will always be in our hearts & thoughts ! All my love and huge hugs your little cousin Abby <3 xxx

So sorry to hear this sad news. Thinking of all Carly's family and friends. Rip to our sixth form 'grandma carly'. love Gav. Xx

you'll never be or walk alone love you so much nana and grandad xxxx

Your battle is now over but mine is just beginning I need to find some strength to be able to carry on without you. Xxx love Mam xxx

You'll never walk alone I'm always here love nana and grandad xxx

Love you lots sleep tight xxx
love auntie Hayley and Marc

Let's go fly a kite and send it soaring.
Love Dad. Xxx

Miss you so much carly. I will always love you. Big loving cuddles. Lots of love Ash xxxxxxxx

We will miss you everyday Sis and although your wings were ready, our hearts were not. Love you always, lickle sis xxxx

Let's go fly a kite.
Love from dad. Xxx

Miss you and love you millions mam and

rest in peace love gwen and lizzie x