Cassandra Loving

I miss you mom. I really miss you. Today I’m so emotional thinking of you. As lauryn gets older I smile when I look at her but it also makes me sad knowing that you been gone about the same time as she has been alive. She’s in highschool now you would really enjoy her and be so proud of her. Jessica lives very close now and it’s such a blessing to have the kids near. Jessica reminds me so much of you. Tonight I’ll cry my self to sleep remembering you and missing you. Love you mommie ❤

The time is still passing by. I miss you still everyday mom.

Grandma died yesterday just one day before you 12 years later. It was a very sad day but guess what she's healed whole she meets her Jesus, sees her mom and dad, sees her husband, siblings and her sweet daughter. Enjoy your mom again.

Happy Mother’s Day Mom. I miss you I hope to see you one day again. You were one of the best things in my life. I will never forget your love your commitment your support to me. One of The most priceless experiences on this earth. Not all get to have a life with their mom. I’m so grateful to have had you for the time God allotted me. It’s been almost 11 years since you’ve went to be with Jesus and it never stops hurting.I do know your enjoying every second of out though. Enjoy your father mom. I know your happy, smiling, intensely worshipping. You my friend were the best, irreplaceable. Sweet sassy, my friend, my mommy.



Love you forever

Tried to stay away. A couple years and sameness still exist. I miss you so much. Working on me mama for me. I got a promotion I know you’d be proud.I’m now the Associate Director of Food Services. Serving, feeding how ironic something you showed and taught me. I’m making more money than I have ever made. God has been good to me in spite of me. His love is overwhelming.

Mama this doesn’t get easier. It feels like yesterday and I wish very much I could hold your hand, her your voice, see your face cuddle up with you and watch food network or hgtv.

Jessica is graduating from college in a month. Can you believe that? Austin is in college and working. Lauryns growing so much she’ll be in middle school in the fall. David is going to be graduating from kindergarten, he’s progressing sooo much. Tiffs reached her tenure and might be getting married soon. So many things you’ve missed and boy have they missed you.

Cindy and I are sticking together. We are gonna bring the girls to your grave site this Mother’s Day.

I miss you friend

Still crying.

Oh mama your in the best place. Its so hard being here. If I could I would just run.
Your super lucky to be with Jesus. This life is way overrated.. I am alone with many people around.

It just does not get any easier. I really miss you, I really really miss you!

I miss you. My life totally changed the day you died. Ill never be he same. Its still hard to breathe some days thinking about you ma. The tears never stop

Thanksgivings coming. I remember the first one where you decided to cook sooo much You were actually the same age as I am today. That's when our tradition was born. What good times


I miss you friend. Marriage is really hard It's painful. I wish you were here to talk to.

Tiffs got her own place, Jessica's going to college soon. Austins really active in school and sports. Lauryns getting more intelligent by the minute and she's sooooo funny. David is walking and talking what a beautiful baby boy. They are the joy of my life these kids I thank God for them. You'd love to see them. Can't wait to see you again

I'm still here mama. Missing you soooo much. Wish I could talk to you see your face hug you just something. Just something mama just something