Mr. Chris McKinstry

Chrissy, you were one of the best people I could have ever asked for. One of the best uncles I could ever have had. I still hold up to him his promise of taking me somewhere only we know even if that's in whatever this world holds after this life. Greif to this day is still hard. I'm in high school now aren't you proud? It still feels weird without you and Nana. I know she's proud of me too. No matter what stupid things I learn from throughout the years. I'm taking care of mommy as much as I can. Sometimes I just don't feel strong enough to be able to. My moods have changed and schools overwhelming. I have too much on my mind. Yet mom and Yaya still tell me I'm so incredibly brave but I just feel like everything, in the end, is my fault and I can't do anything about that. I miss you so much please just come back to me I need you. I need your strength and your love. I need my uncle Chrissy so much. Sometimes when I write to you I feel like you can read what I'm saying and then I just want you to reply and tell me you're here and that everything will be okay.

Love,
MIkan
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