Greg Ballard Jr.

Just sitting here thinking how much I miss lil Greg miss you so much I think about you all the time your day is coming up July 10th that's the hardest month for me ever

Lil G you probably wouldn't even remember me but I remember when we was in elementary just start kickin it... R Kelly "I Wish" just dropped... I remember when he said "If I wasn't iced up with a Bently or a house" you rewinded that part like twice after putting on your chain and watch... Fly YN always... Rest easy G crazy I found out like this condolences to the fam

I miss you my son very much, and it is not a day that goes by you are not in my thoughts. I miss your smile, your hugs and just you. Life has not been easy since you left me, but with Jehovah's help I am surviving. I trust in his promise that I will see you again. I hope it is soon.

Justice has finally been served. On April 9, 2010 Dewayne “Weezie” Stancill was sentenced to 40yrs to life. It's not enough and it will never bring our friend, brother, uncle, and son back. I want to thank my family, friends. and the Social Justice kids of San Leandro High from the bottom of my heart for standing by my side during the trial and supported me beyond the call of duty. I also want to thank Ben and Tasha for all their hard work putting together a great defense case and being there every step of the way. Most of all I thank Jehovah God for giving me the strength and guidance. I trust in his promise that I will see Greg my son, my Doody, my baby again. Without that hope I could not go on. I thank God for all of his promises and look forward to the day when I can see, touch, and hold my baby boy again.

I want to thank all who have contributed to this guest book. I will cherish it with all my heart.

A chapter in ours life's that is going to be close.

To me the chapter will never be close, each time I hear laughter, The smell of the summer air, and the sound life. I will always think about you. Yes justice was done but we all still feel so empty but knowing that we have a promise from Jehevoh ,that we will see our lost loves again. That's what been keep our family strong. We can have peace now. May you all find peace in what ever cause you pain. Count on Jehevoh words and you will find them to be refreshing. Thanks to Ben and the team. We couldn't done it will out ya. Thanks for all of the moral support it was amazing to know that people still cares.
Thanks and God Bless
Auntie Tanya Uncle Bo, E' Lexus Cuz, and Jermel Cuz
We will always miss you

MAN IMA MISS FORREAL.HAVING YOU ON THE TEAM YOU WAS LIKE MY BROTHER.LOVE YOU ALWAYS BRUH.WE'LL MEET AGAIN ONE DAY R.I.P. DOODY

YESTERDAY WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY I DIDNT GET A CHANCE TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOOY

Doody boi whats up how you been? Man everybody down here missing yo0u for real.. Me and Dre threw you a BBq at the marina had lots a fun you kno. we miss you greg the laughs and your smile. i just wanna tell you i miss you and everybody else miss you ..

MUCH LOVE,

Jamal Fletcher

Ms. Ballard,

May you find comfort in knowing that Lil Greg made changes in his life for the better because of your love, guidance and parenting. In the book of John scripture states, "I have no greater joy than to know my children walk in truth". I pray you continue to allow the spirit of God to give you peace. It was a joy working with you on Doody's scholarship events. Greg is greatly missed.

Much love,

Ms. Fernandez

There is no pain what Jesus can't feel there is no hurt, he can not heal all things work acccording to his perfect will no matter that you're going through remember GOD is only using you. For the battle is not your it's the Lord's.

There is no sadness Jesus can't fell and there is no sorrow that he can not heal for all things work according to the Master's holy will no matter what you're going through remember that GOD is only using you. Hold your head up high don't you fright yes it's the Lord's. No matter what you happen to go through right now remember that in the midst of it all GOD only wants to use you the battle is not your it's the Lord's. Hold your head up, stick your chest out and remember he using you. You can not handle it all by yourself it not yours, it's the Lord's. The battle is not yours The Lord is the only one who can fight it he wants to use you as his vessel so be open to Him.

Love you Pam and family

Words will never be able to express the sadness of your departure. When I think of you, I remember you and Michael's first meeting and how close you two became over the years. The two of you worrying me and your mother to death. I smile because I know you two were just trying to find your place in the world as two young men. The day you left I remember feeling a since of disbelief, "Not Doody " When I saw you mother on that day I remember feeling as though I had lost my own child. I remember Michael being filled with anger and rage because he had lost a brother, It was a feeling that made you wish you were dreaming and could wake up and everything would be back to normal. It's been over two years now, but your memory will always be present as you rest in peace. Your mother is so strong, I have so much admiration for her. I'm so glad justice was served on your behalf, it helps with the loss. I'm sending Michaels love along with this message because I know how much he misses you, he's just not a computer person LOL! We love and miss you and we're here for your mom too!
With love
Sharron & Michael

Man Doody bruh it's been years scence we got the bad news an we all miss you down here yo moms is doin good but it aint the same with out you.i might were your number in college im thinking bout it lil ed still being lil ed my omos miss u to.....u was the only person who i really trusted at school we where family we still is family im tryin not cry while i write this so imma end it with this we miss n we love all ways in my heart we miis brother

I miss you still.I wish we had more time to spend with one another.Iknow you are up there looking down on everyone who loves and miss you.Can't wait until the day we meet again.Your big sis will always hold a special in my heart just for you and my other lil bro.I hope the both of you are up there getting along.I'm love you until the end of time.
Love always
BIG SIS
AS U WOULD CALL ME YOUR PRETTY SISTER:)XOXOXOXOOX

Nephew,
It been two years today and my heart still hurts. the pain and the anger is still there, I have ask God to forgive me for wanting justice done. We still have'nt went to court. Our family want closer, so we can start healing. Your mom miss you so much her pain is still there but her strenght and fraith is amazing. You know that. She will fight to the end for you. you will always be in our hearts and we believe in the promise, so i will see you again in a better place not in this weaket world. People if you have children or someone who's important in your life. Love them today and treat them special you only keep one chance for life. life it correct and this will be peaceful.
Love ya sis
I will never forget my nephew nor what you are going though
you are the light that shine sis
Oct. 13, 2007 a day to remember
Your sister
Tanya
we misses him and our prayers are for you

Bo, Mel, Lex
G.I.

I'm sitting her trying to gather my thoughts in order to convey them properly on paper at this time. As I think of our little journey of life we experienced during our time together, I know somewhere or someplace you're looking with that smirk on your face saying, "I'm alright, don't worry about me." Even though you're at peace, there's a part of me that still have to worry about you. I think about the conversations we had especially those late night calls, waking me up trying to convince me to get your mom to let you have your way so you could be a "Burger King Kid."

On the serious side, justice will be served in your name and for the way you were taken from us. Once that's done, we'll be able to move on and be at peace, forever, just as you are. Always remember, Tough Times Don't Last, Tough People Do, and you will always be my little knucke head tough guy. Only I can call you that. There's an old saying, "Miss Me, But Let Me Go," when someone passes on. Well, I know I miss you, however, I can't let you go because you have a place in my heart that's etched in stone. Until we meet again so we can complete our journey, we started.

Much Love
Your Juvenile Dad/Father

To my cousin

I'm sorry I wasn't able to be there for you I have made a lot of mistakes in my life, I wish that when I was in your life I wish that I could of been a better roll model for you I love you Doodle
To My loving Auntie
I don't have the words to say but thank you for all of your surport. I thankful for you love when I see you again
Love
Julil

The void of my beloved nephew

The void that I recieve when my sister had to deliver a cry for the lost of her youngest child

The void of ours aching hearts and the moment of silence and the sound of crying in the air

The void that I recieved on Oct.13,2007. A lost of my beloved nephew "Greg Ballard"

The void of knowing that he was just 17 yrs. old and a promising future and someone decide to take his life

The void of knowing that there is two life loses because of this bad choice

The void of never seeing my nephew walk across the graduating floor with his Diploma

The void of knowing he would have made it to college and a future in football

The void of never seeing him with his first car

The void of never seeing him marriaged

The void of not ever hearing the sound of his voice saying hey Auntie, I love you mom and thank for never gaving up on me

The void of never seeing his offspring's

The void of never being together again on family visits and trips

The void of know that my sister has been deliver a painful lose of her son
and too started her life over by herself

The void of seeing my sister ache for him everyday and seeing life goes on without him here

The void of waiting to see justice

The Blessing that our family put our faith in Jehovah God in his justice and that we will see our love ones again in the new system of things

So nephew rest in peace my lil Doodle you will always be dearly miss and you will always be a void in our lifes.

To Doody;

It has been one year already since your passing on to a better place. I will never forget the day I heard the devastating news that you were taken from us. It hurt me so much, I thought it was a dream. My friend called me up today to ask me if I had remembered, she was with me at that time to share my pain. You will be greatly missed. I just wish that I could have seen you grow up to be the man that was trapped inside of you just waiting on the day to get out. Love you Lil Brother...

Greg,
It's nearly a year and I still can't believe that you are not with us. I think about you often. You demonstrated and inner strength and determination throughout all that you did. You were a wonderful advocate for yourself and became an inspiration to others. I look to you as an example all the time and you will always be in my heart. May you continue to guide others in times of trouble.
Mrs. Ballard,
My heart goes out to you and your family. I have so many memories and enjoy sharing them with you. I know you will keep Greg's memory alive. You have shown so much strength and resolve - you are inspiring! I am honored to have been a part of your life with Greg. You will always have my unending support.

Greg aka Doody,

We all miss you so much man...you added something to everyone's day..ots weird because everyday i would say i wonder what greg gonna say today or what he gonna do..trhe day i found out you was gone i was on my to church and i got that text message, then came to school to hear about it. MAN doody i miss you im praying for your family, save us all a spot up there in heaven, you celebrated life, family, friends and good times, I love and miss you. Tell God thank you for adding another sta into the sky.Rest In Paradise

R.I.P Greg Ballard #9 Doody

Love Always,
Jillian..."wipe me down"

I love and miss u uncle Doody!!

Hey Greg~
I'm sure you know you are always in my heart. My thoughts and prayers are always there for you and your family. We love you and miss you very much.
Eternal,
KaS

To my Godson & Pam
Words can't not express the pain that I feel in my heart, but I know that God came for you because he needed you to be an angel. I will always keep you in my heart and never forget your wonderful smile.
Pam
I'm sorry that I wasn't there at the time but you know that my love was there for you. May God keep you and comfort you threw your journey.
Love Always
Gregs Godmother
Darnita Crisler
Clonts
G.I. Indiana

R.I.P Lil Greg you will truly be missed took me awhile to write this because i spoke to your mom and just barely found out its hard to let go because i knew u since you were a lil boy but now your in a better pl.shining down on us...

TO My Nephew:
I miss you dearly and think about you everyday.You will always be in my heart. To My Sister Pam:
I love you and I will always care about you. So take it easy. I love forever you big brother John Metcalf. Gary, Indiana

So many years have passed as I watched you grow to be a young men not seeing this day for you to come but you are resting now. I remember all the talks we had and the little moments we sent hanging out as a family. You never would list when you, your mom, and I would sit at the kitchen table to learn about Jehovah but you know what lil brah, Jehovah said he will give us everlasting life with peace and happiness can't wait till the day come and I see you again so we can laugh and not cry anymore. Demani,Donae and Don miss u! We all love you. See you soon. Love ya!

My feelings are crushed to here that I have lost another brother in the ssme year.We all have to pull together in this time of need for each other and pray. He is gone to a better place with no worries.

--Hi Pam This is your little sister Aldina aka Twin from GI We all went to pulaski in gary I'am so sorry to hear about your loss. Pam if you need someone to talk to I'am hear to listen 219-746-1886 I will not forget when greg jr. was born I will always keep him in my heart. l love you pam keep your head up and god first.

Pam,
My family and I were very saddened to hear about the lose of your son. His spirt will live in the memories of his friends and family.

To: Pamela and family,
We haven't seen or spoken in a long time, but you and your family will always be my loving and dear friends. It hurt my heart deep down inside when Toya told me about your baby boy. No child should ever die before their parents and no parent should ever have to suffer the lost of one of their angels. I know that it is so very hard to deal with the lost of a child, but look to our Lord and Savior for peace and comfort. Do not stop living, because Greg Jr. will always want his momma to go on loving him, cherishing his memories, remembering the good times and bad times. Say a prayer for your baby boy every night and every morning. He is in heaven now with Our Father and he is at peace. Your baby is looking down upon his family, especially his loving and caring mother with a hugh smile and saying, "I love you mommy for every little and big thing you have done for me." He thanks you for being his rock always and loving him unconditionally. Pam, now it is time for you to let your family and friends be there for you. Let GOD raise you off your knees and stand tall. Don't you ever say goodbye to Greg, but say I will see you again in heaven. I love you and your family. Stay strong and know that I am always with you. God Bless You!!!!
Love you all,
Sylvia Thomas and Family

Hello my name is Monique, i'm from Oakland. I didnt know Greg, But when i heard the story my heart started to hurt nothing but sadness filled my body because i've lost family on the streets of oakland, i can't say i know how it feels to lose a child but i do know what it feels like to lose a loved one.. my heart and prayers go out to you And your family, God is in control and he will see you through.. remember he is in a better place with the almightly one shinning down on you and your family...
keep staying strong, there are going to be times where you feel like giving up but with gods grace and love you WILL make it.

hey sweetheart!! my name is renee aka naynay. doody was mi friend we talk about so much n he always told me you sound just like mi mom leave me alone i don't won't here you have to say. stay strong now he is n a better place then this hell hold. shinny down on us waiting to we get it together.i miss him so much n wishing that he was here. mi sympathy go out to u n your family.

I would like to thank everyone for their kinds words. This will truly help me to get through the hard times ahead. I remember Doody saying he had things to do. He is not here to finish his TO DO List, but each and everyone of you are. He wanted to finish school, go to college, have a family, and I know he was trying to find GOD. So to my young ones stay off the streets go to school and to college. As you grow into men take charge of your headship, and provide for your families. Women, look after your children teach them about God and give them the foundation to stand firm. To everyone else keep trusting in GOD and not yourselves. As you finish your accomplishment just make a check for Doody. Thank you!

I didn't know Greg but I knew of him & my regards goes out to him & his family.I know how it feels 2 lose someone i just lost both of my grandfathers to weeks apart . So yea keep your heads up . O yea much respect to his girlfriend also .

To Greg Jr.'s mommy,

I know to lose your baby is an 'unfamiliar' intensified pain like no other you ever felt in your life. A pain so unbearable you wouldn't wish it on your worst enemy. A heart ache which silently greets & shadows every grieving parent at the crack of dawn & the closing of night for the rest of their lives. I know because I lost my baby in the same manner last year, my 'only' son whom had barely turned 19. I read we should pray for strength & renewed faith for the souls of our precious children...and for the emotionally wrought fathers, whom also take the loss extremely hard. Studies show that the endurance of women exceeds the males & is in comparison to a males 'physical' strength. This gift provides us a natural ability & instinct to protect our family, endurance to overcome & do what we have to do, & kicks into crisis-mode in a time of crisis when others mentally unravel. They say a mother's natural grief on earth binds & saddens the spirit of her 'child/children' to this plane of life, far from a better place. Therefore we all must pray for one another for we are all bonded by motherhood & all sisters in the eye's of God. God is who I choose to believe, regardless of creed, race or religion. Know & believe 3 things. (1.) God is a good God who truly knows the unjustly pain of losing a son, (2.) he has this, and (3.)the greatest reward comes from the ultimate 'sacrifice'...to humbly put our children & others before ourselves. We should always spread & share the spirit of truth as well as the miracle when we have been touched by it. Just another grieving mother in our community who adds you to her prayers~~

I didnt know greg, But I went to high school with Don and when I saw this on the news I just couldnt believe it.. I just want to let the family know that your are in my prayers. And Don I know what its like to lose a brother Im still dealing with it and its been 5 years. They say God doesnt put anything on us that we cant bear. Though sometimes we dont feel that strong. stay prayerful my friend...

PAM, I am so very sorry for your lose this is from the Hamilton Family

Man doodie....I can't even begin to explain how I feel...is sooo much going thru ma head and I'm trying soo hard to stay strong for evrybdy man...I hate the fact that I moved and away frm evrbdy but I tryd my hardest to stay connectd wen ma cuzn told me she sit ryt by doodie I jus thot like wow I can't say hi no more...but iss okay because we all have you in our hearts. And I appreciate the time you u even took to say wassup to meh..since 6 grade...man...I member wen u usta wear the dread wig and hit meh n the face wid it...lol...mann...I love yooh doodie..I wish I cud c u again.but iss gud cuz I am I'm glad u n a better place sittin by the best man on earth this is so hard to deal with it realli helpd me to appreciate life and my purpose and y am I here still..I have not yet to figure it out but I hope one day I will. And to the family I'm so sorry man to the momz and bruh b strong man we can get through this together.you brought a great person into evryones lives I thank you for that...rest in paradise doodie

C.I.P DOODIE

i don't know greg ballard but my heart do go out to his family much love A.D

May God comfort your hearts in your time of sorrow, you loved him but God loved him best.

Greg

I will miss you very much. While you were making improvements to move on from Seneca Center you would always smile and shake my hand to greet me. It was that contact with you helped me to feel good about my day when it was not going well. I hope that your efforts to move towards a better life will inspire someone close to you to do the same. You are a shining example of working hard for what you truely believe in.
I will miss and always remember you.

We don't know your pain, but we can imagine it. Even though this is our second loss this year (our second first cousin), it will never measure up to the loss that you and Moochie have dealt with. But God knows best! Even though we weren't there physically, our hearts were and always have been! We are wishing you, Don, and Greg Sr. continued strength, comfort and peace! A mothers love is unmeasurable, thank God he had you as a mom!
Love from Janine, Muckey, and Nicole

May God Bless you & your Family For your Lose Love SandraBritton & Family,Brenda & Family

To My Autie Pam I Love You and Keep Your head up and Don Ilove yall to and the kids

Pamela,gregory,Don & family
I have been trying to find words in the dictionary to express the pain that I feel in my heart for the loss of such a loving, caring, and promising young man. Doodie,I miss your smile, and the fact that when I would talk to you, you would listen, said a whole lot about your character. I know that you are a blessed child and you have left your mark on the world. Pamela, you are a wonderful mother and did a great job raising your children. I will trully miss you Doodie, but you will forever be in my heart. Love you (Auntie Cathy)

***>>TO DOODY AND HIS LOVED 1s, THANKS TO THE OLDER BROTHER OF DOODY, I CAN EXPRESS TO EVERY 1 HOW I REALLY FELT ABOUT THIS UNIQUE BOY THAT I ONCE KNEW.<<***
DOODY, I CAN FEEL YOU READING THIS AS IM WRITING. I NEVER MET YOU BY NAME, I MET YOU BY ACTIONS, SUCH AS EYE CONTACT AND SMILES, THEN WORDS. YOU SPOKE TO ME LIKE YOU HAVE ALREADY KNOWN ME BEFORE AND I SPOKE TO YOU THE SAME WAY. YOU ALWAYS SMILED WITH YOUR EYES AND WHEN I SMILED WITH MY MOUTH YOU SMILED WITH YOURS TOO. YOU SAID LIL THINGS THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME SMILE...BUT I SMILED ANYWAY BECAUSE YOU WOULD SAY THEM WITH A SMILE. NOW, IM NOT THE TYPE THAT LIKES TO SMILE ALOT OR HARDLY AT ALL BECAUSE I DID THE OPPOSITE OF SMILING AND I WAS KNOWN 4 IT, BUT SOMEHOW, SOMEHOW U JUST MADE ME SMILE. @ SCHOOL, I WOULD REALIZE THAT YOU WERE WALKING RIGHT AHEAD OF ME SO I WOULD TURN AROUND AND WALK THE OTHER WAY BECAUSE YOU WERE GONNA MAKE ME SMILE AGAIN. NEXT THING I KNEW I WOULD FEEL THIS HAND ON MY SHOULDER AND IT WOULD BE YOU...(SIGH) THERE I GO SMILING AGAIN,LOL. A FEW WEEKS B4 U WERE LEFT IN PEACE, I SEEN YOU OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL AND WOW, I FOUND OUT SOMETHING I WOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT...YOU WERE A SHY PERSON! EITHER THAT OR YOU WERE SURPRISED TO EVEN SEE ME TALK TO YOU FIRST, FOR THE FIRST TIME. AS SCHOOL WENT ON DAY BY DAY THINGS NEVER GOT OLD NOR NEW. NOW YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW THE REAL REASON BEHIND SMILING WITH YOU ALL THE TIME? IT WAS BECAUSE ONE DAY I SEEN YOU AS THE SAME PERSON BUT IN A DIFFERENT ACTION. NEXT THING WAS YOU WERE AT MY SCHOOL AS THE SAME PERSON BUT IN A EVEN BETTER ACTION AS I SEEN YOU BEFORE. I WAS PROUD TO SEE YOU WEARING THE PIRATES JERSEY AND ATTENDING SCHOOL EVERYDAY. I WAS LIKE "THIS BOY REALLY STICKING TO IT"! THATS WHAT MADE ME SMILE. AND THE LAST TIME I SEEN YOU WAS A DAY I WOULD SIMPLY NEVER FORGET, AND A CONVERSATION THAT WOULD ALWAYS BE IN MY THOUGHTS. I DONT THINK I CAN EVER SMILE THE SAME WAY AGAIN DOODY, WE ALL MISS YOU MR.#9.
*MOM* ALL I CAN SAY IS IM PRETTY SURE YOU RAISED YOUR SON TO BE THE BEST HE CAN BE AND WISHED HE COULD WALK THROUGH THAT DOOR RIGHT NOW. I DONT REALLY KNOW YOUR PERSONAL FEELINGS BUT I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL AND I'M PRAYING FOR YOUR FAMILY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. MUCH LOVE.
*BIG BRA* I MET YOU AT THE CADLELIGHT VISIL JUST BEFORE YOU LEFT. DOODY WAS LUCKY TO HAVE AN OLDER BROTHER LIKE YOU AND YOUR LUCKY TO HAVE A LIL BRA WHO HAVE HAD ALOT OF PEOPLE THINKING ABOUT THIER PURPOSE OF LIFE.YOUR EYES, I SWORE I SEEN DOODY FOR AN INSTANT. JUST KEEP YO HEAD UP BECAUSE HE WILL BE LOOKIN DOWN AT YOU.
**SMILE IN PARADISE GREG**

Doodie,Pam,Don I am still at a loss for words, I can't help but think of the fond memories of when we were alllll in Gary and I used to baby sit doodie and what he used to do to go to sleep as a baby (smile) :-), Oh" let's not forget the last time he was in Gary how he had on that wig :-), I will surely miss that ole phat head, But all I have to say is Only God knows best....I love You all!!!! I want to remember the fun times....they were great times. Luv Ya again (cuz)

I am sorry for your loss. your son was a very good freind and he will all ways be remembered

I met Greg at Football camp when I helped feed the boys. He was soft spoken and did not say much but he was a good kid. This is terrible for this to have occurred to someone with such a bright future ahead of them. May you rest in peace and watch over all of us. One day we will all be together. Much Love, from a football family sister.

My deepest condolences to the family and friends of Greg. I worked with his Brother Don. Stay Strong Don, Stay Strong, and Don. It sadden my heart for you to have to endure and cop with such a terrible situation. Greg is a beautiful person and has touch so many hearts amazingly. I cried when I prayed for your family and Greg. Keep God in your heart and soul. I appreciate you for showing your strengths. You are hanging in there and will continue to hang in for your MOM, and little ones. You know that if you need anything you can email and call me at anytime. Many blessings.

To the family,

My daughter goes to SLHS and she was very heartbroken as we all were to hear of your loss. It is a travesty when a young person finds his way only for it to be taken from someone who has lost their path. Be rest assured that your beautiful son is in the hands of God and he will live in His glory and in your heart forever. We (my family) keep you in our prayers and burn our candle so your son may find his way home home. God Bless you all.

I am truly sorry for your loss. This is something no parent should experience. God Bless your family with strength.

I don't know where to began at. I did not know Greg. But as I go through and read his quest book,I can not stop the tears from falling from my eyes.Greg is in a better place resting.I will keep the family in my prayers and my condolence goes out to his family, friends and the #1 lady in his life, His MoM. May god bless you.No more restless nights woundering where your baby is at, because he is at home in heaven, in a better place.God Bless You. I love You

I DO BELIEVE
There is nothing i can do,
to make him come back
There are no words I can say,
that can replace the words you long to hear

There are no answer's I can give,
that will satisfy your questions
There is not another soul I can introduce you to that will ever replace his
And, there is no love I can offer that will ever replace the love you shared

I can not promise your broken heart will ever be complete
I will not say it could have been worse
I will not deny it was a tragedy
I will not lie and tell you he will come back

He never really left

I do promise he hears you when you speak
I will say he loves you no matter the distance
I will not deny he is in a better place
And, I will not lie; he is waiting to greet you someday

He is every step you take
He is in everything you do
He is the air you breathe
He is every beat of your heart

" He is like the wind. You can not see him...but you will always feel him"

MISS ME BUT LET ME GO
When I come to the end of the road,
and the sun has set for me.
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room.
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little—but not too long,
and not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love that was once shared.
Miss me, but let me go.

For this is a journey we all must take, and each must go alone.
It’s all a part of the master’s plan, a step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick of heart, go to the friends we know.
Bear your sorrow in good deeds. Miss me, but let me go.

Pam, My heart goes out to you.
You are in my Prayers.

R.I.P lil cuzzin.. I never thought I would be sitting here writing something like this about you which angers me to the fullest extent! But I love u soo much and everthing I do is gonna be for u! Im dedicating my life for/to U. watch over me, until we meet again and when we do, you already know we goin on 1,lol!! I love u with all my heart doody and I know u did too b/c u told me everyday. Until we meet again.... Always yo BIG cuzzin Domo
Domineke Dunlap (Oakland)

I can't say I know how you feel at this time of sorrow but I to have a 17 year old son my heart goes out to you and you family. My prayer are with you

Your loss is our loss. May you find comfort in the support and prayers of your family, friends and community.

Words may not express the way i feel , i don't know how it feel to lose a son, but i know how it feel to lose a brother, my heart and prayers goes out to your family and trust me he will never ever be forgotton

R.I.P. LiL Greg. Its sad to see sumbody who was doin sumthin good in life have his life takin from him. I remember when u was lil playin at sobrante park u and my lil cuzin and all the rest of the lil kids. My condolence go out to your family and friends.
R.I.P. LiL Greg Aka "Doody"
You will be missed

To The Ballard Family:

I to just recently lost a 17 year old nephew in July. I just want you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless

R.I.P DOODY

NEPHEW YOU ARE GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN. YOUR MEMORY WILL LIVE ON.WHEN YOU AND EDDIE WERE OUT THERE DOING WHAT TEENAGERS DID... I SAID A SPECIAL PRAYER.
Dear Lord, I thank you for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you.. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin t hr ough God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God. And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will.
 
Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those who are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those who don't believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my SONS and DAUGHTER. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly..
This is my prayer.
In Jesus' Name, Amen.

God bless you lil cousin, you will
be greatly missed but we will never
forget. One love!

Our hearts sincerly go out to you and your family. I've heard a lot about "Doody" from my daughter Aujinel who sat next to him during Mrs. Jenkins 3rd block class. May God continue to give you the strength during this diffcult time. We will continue to keep you and your family in our prayers.

To The Family and extened family of Gregory Ballard II. Be strong keep the faith. needs to do.Don't let this be a stubling block in your path.

Pamela and the Ballard family Your Loss is also a loss for this world I know that Greg was a special young man he showed it by the way he lived. I pray for the Strength of God and the love of our community, family and friends, the students that love Greg and for Peace in this community.

To the family of Greg Ballard, my daughter goes to San Leandro High and I worry every day, it should not be like this, i cannot imagine the loss you must be feeling. My prayers go out to you, stay strong and keep your memories alive. Don everybody at work misses you and their thoughts and prayers are with you.

My sincerest sympathy goes out to your family for the lost of your young man, I live in Edmonds, WA and lost my son Darry in 1996 to the streets of East Oakland, and only God can heal and ease the pain you are going thru, I hold on everyday, may god bless you and know that he is in a better place.
Roz Bonner @ Comcast.net

To Pam and Dontay, and the entire Jones, Ballard, and King families and their extended families,

It is so very hard to find the right words to say at this time...our hearts are so full of love, but at the same time, so empty because a part of what made the heart full has been lost. We have always been a close family, and that way it shall remain, because these are the times you need your family the most. We are here for you, as always and our love for you all, will never change.

"We Love You and We Miss You BABY GREG AKA DOODIE!!"

Here for you always,

The King Family: George & Mildred, Darrow, Melody & Dennis, Lita, Perry, Tim, and lil' Morinda

C.I.P Bro Words cannot explain how much I am going to miss you, all the times we had all the talks all the places we went. Bro don't worrty I am going to take care of Mom's as you would have wanted me to. Until we meet again. Domo

In remembrance of my nephew, I am so proud of how far he had come Sis, all the praying to Jehovah God was not in vain. He had come full circle and he was glowing the last time I saw him telling me how much fun he was having playing football, so family we can smile knowing he was acomplishing his goals and he was going to walk the stage at graduation. I know you were robbed of seing your son get his Diploma sis, well just picture him walking a Golden stage and his Diploma is in your heart. We won't ever forget what a good Mother you were to him, you raised him just like we are suppposed to. No more worries now nephew, you are a great example for a lot of young men out there, you made us proud Love your Auntie Trice and your Cuz Domo. We will never forget you.

In remembrance of my nephew, I am so proud of how far he had come Sis all the praying to Jehovah God was not in vain he had come full circle and he was glowing the last time I saw him telling me how much fun he was having playing football so family we can smile knowing he was acomplishing his goals and he was going to walk the stage at graduation, I know you were robbed of seing your son get his Diploma sis well just picture him walking a Golden stage and his Diploma is in your heart we wont ever forget what a good Mother you were to him you raised him just like we are suppposed to no more worries now nephew you are a great example for a lot of young men out there you made us proud Love your Auntie Trice and your Cuz Domo we will never forget you.

To The Family~

Beyond expressing my deepest condolences I would like to offer my faith and courage in this time. It goes without saying that Doodie will be missed. We will all cherish his memory and the legacy he created for other young Black men to follow. Through many trials and accomplishments, Lil’ Greg provided a much needed example of what could be done with faith and determination (and those who knew him knew how determined he could be). There is only 1. We will see him again.
Much love, faith and courage.

To My Lil’ Brah Brah Doodie~

We were like peas and carrots from the very beginning. I am proud of you in all that you were able to accomplish. You are such a little Man just like your brother. He’s doing a great job of taking care of your Mom. Everyone is so proud of you. I’ll miss running into you and making you go home…and “callin’ yo Mama!”…and “tellin’ yo brotha!”…but you know you are worth it all. I wish we had more time to see you shine but I find comfort in the fact that I know I’ll see you again my friend…love as always.

Ya Big Sis…KaS

Brother ii Miss you so0 much ii dont know what to say are do. . ii cant believe your gone you was always there for me & you always use to say you'll be okay. . what am ii to do ?? ii ne3d you here so0 much stuff we been threw ii never got to tell you how much ii love you iic an hear you now saying 'sis blood' Lol you always use to make me mad. . . Ugh but no matter what we been threw ii always loved you & always well, everyday since the day y0u left has be3n so hard for me i hate the fact that your gone. . & ii know your looking down on ev3ryone & ii cant wait to get to see you again Love you Always Adrianna!

I do not know your son but I have a 16 year old and I worry about him everyday he leaves my sight. I want to send my condolences to you and I pray for all the mothers who have lost their sons (always their babies even when they are grown) Its horrible the way these young men are dying in the Bay area. I will pray for you and your family.

I met Greg when he came to my place of work. I really got to know Greg and his mother Pam. During the summer I donated money for Greg to attend A footbal clinic at Fresno State. A few weeks ago I received a letter from Greg thanking me for the donation and a pass for two to attend one of his home football game. never got the chance. Greg will be missed. My thoughts and prayers go out to his mother.

To the Ballard family both near and far. I send my deepest sympathy & condolences to you and your family! I dont know where to begin with this guestbook entry! I cannot hold back the tears as they roll down my face as i read over and over what happen to this handsome & talented angel. My heart goes out to the mother and the older brother for you two are know inside and out how much this bright young man worked to make positive changes in his life. GLORY to GOD for allowing him to touch so many hearts in a positive way. His legacy will live FOREVER!!!!

I pray that the LORD continues to shield comfort and protect you and yours through this sad time. Remember that the LORD does not put more on us than we can handle and he is ALWAYS here. If you need someone to pray or chat with i am her for you always. If you need assistance completing the forms i will be willing to come and help you. although my son survived from his gunshot wounds last year I truly know and understand the heaviness of your hearts and as a christian it is my duty as your family in christ to lend a helping hand.

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Kimberlea~Native of Oakland

To the Family of Greg(aka Doody),
Your son and brother was a friend of my daughters, Courtni and Joi. We were all so brokenhearted to hear about his death and wish you peace and the strength to journey on. Please remember to use whatever support you can get and don't let anyone determine how long is long enough to grieve the loss of your boy.

To the family and friends of Greg/Doodie:
I heard about this story through a mutual friend and followed up reading it online and it touched me so. It truly brought tears to my eyes reading this story.

Just know that HE has been recruited to play on the BEST team up above your son,friend,brother, classmate is now playing for the BIG LEAGUE up above.

May the continued thoughts and prayers of many be with you all.

lil Greg,
You will always be in our heart 4ever, from the first time we saw you at the age of one, when you bit your cousin Kiera. I love you then and I love you now. Be at peace and sweet rest.
with love 4ever
William and Kay-kay

It is wonderful to see how many folks have been touched by Greg. I am blessed to have had the chance to work with Greg while he attended Seneca. He was a strong leader who shared his sensitive side as well. He contributed so much by teaching the staff and supporting his classmates. His smile lit up the room. My day would always go a little better after seeing Greg! To Greg's mother, I am so sorry for your loss!

He will put no more on you than you can bear. Find comfort in His arms, He will take care of you. There is no sorrow that heaven cannot heal.
I will keep the family in my prayers.

Pam, this is Val-Tal from GI, may god be with you at this time of sorrow. God doesn't put any more on us then we can bare. Lil Greg don't want his mom to be sad. Hold your head up and be strong. You did a wonderful job Pam raising your children. Now let GOD be your pilot,and be strong. My heart is there with you so be strong for me.
I Love and Miss You
Valerie[Talley]West And Family

Man DOODY bra i cant believe u gone. it should had never happen like dis. i was just wit chu tho man. god took u 2 soon. i know u n a better place n all but still. man i cant look past dis. Man my cousin dommo hurtin man u was his right hand man yall was real life boyz. i love DOODY bra watch over us bra
love peanut

To: Mr. Ballard
From: Your Big Bro

You have touched alot of people from the past and present...including me. It's very hard for me to write this but I will demonstrate strength as you have in all of your accomplishments.

It seems like only yesterday...I was changing your diapers. I remember the time you threw up in face, as a baby (mama just mentioned that story) I can go on and on. You and I both have been though lots of things in life, but it's those very things that makes us the men we are today. Without struggle there's no success, without pain, there's no love.

I would like to thank everyone who has written to my brother's guest book...I THANK YOU..from the bottom of my heart!!!!

Special thanks to San Leandro High School for all the support...THANK YOU! The Oakland Tribune and Daly Review for a well written story. All the family members and friend who have shown love and support for us...THANK YOU!

To our MOM:
I love you,love you,love you! Look at your boy!!!!!

Hey whats up cuz.This your big cousin Mel-Mel.Man eventhough we couldnt always see each you will still be miss. I will miss all the times we played and even all the times we fought.I know you were tired of dealing with these earthly problems so now its your time to rest.I love you and you will be miss.G.I

Dear lil Greg, this is your cousin Kadaisha I just want to tell you I love you always in my heart 4 ever and ever. That is for real I will miss you always Greg. Sweet dreams and I pray that you are in heaven. R.I.P because you are in a better place now and you are in my heart I will remember you always.
Your cousin Kadaisha
See you later R.I.P - 1 love

Bye Kiara Talley
Lil Greg I know you bit me on my eye when you were 1yrs & I was two, but I still love you, I wish you were here. I wanted to see you again, but I know I'll still have the memories and you'll always be in my heart. I love you and I'll miss you. You'll still be within my veiw of love, memory, love
R.I.P.
Lil Greg
G is for the greatness in your
life you accomplish.
R is for the respect you got
from your family and friends
E is for your excellent strive
you put forward to change
your life around
G is for you giving all your
love
We love You bye from G.I

This is from your cousins Yona,
I am writting this to say that I am gonna miss you , and I am going to still be here for you. You wanna know how, because you are always in my heart /Life, Big Cousin I love you always
yours cousin
Kayona
From G.I.

R.I.P.
Lil Greg
From your little cousin Shane, you always watch over me when i was small, and i know you will still be watching over from above. I am going to really miss you, you were like a big brother to me.
Love
4ever
Shane
From G.I.

lil Greg
You will always be in are heart
forever, from the first time we saw you at the age of one, when you bite your cousin Kiara. I love you then and I love you now. Be at peace and sweet rest. Pam you will always be in my heart. You were the only real family I had and I love you forever. If need anything just call.
with love
4ever
William & Kay-kay
from G.I.

To: Mr. Ballard
From: Big Bro

You have really touched alot of people from the past and present...including me, your big brother. It's so very hard for me to write this, but I will demontrate strenght as you have in all of your accomplishments. It seems like only yesterday when I was changing your diapers. I also will never forget the time you threw up on me when you were a baby (mama just mentioned that story). I can go on and on but you and I both have been though alot of things, but those very things is what makes us the men we are today. Without struggle, there is no success, without pain there is no love.
Your nieces and nephew will always love you as you have loved them.

I would like to thank all of you who have wrote to my brother's guest book...THANK YOU!!!!From the bottom of my heart.

Special thanks to San Leandro High School, The Oakland Tribune and The Daly Review for a well written story. All of the family members and friend who have shown their love and support for Doody.

Mom,
I love you,love you,love you...look at your boy!!!!!!!!!

cuz
I drew you a picture and it said i love and R.I.P. To my Auntie Pam i miss you and love you and i can't wait to see again. Tell my other Auntie i love them too.
see ya !
E'Lexus Rodgers
G.I.

To my great nephew,
You will always be miss,and I love you and to my niece, I know of the pain you feel from experience. In time god will heal the open wound. So take care of yourself and tell the girl I said I love them
Your Aunt bunnie & uncle James

Too my nephew
I knew that I just became apart of your life but in my heart there will always be a place for you. To my wonderful sister I don't have the word to say by my heart is with you and prays
love you
uncle Derrick Alexander

Too my beloved nephew
I will love you always and you we always be on my mind, to my loving sister my love is with you always
Larry Metcalf & Debra (Hammond Indiana)

Pam, words can't express the sorrow that's in my heart, your lost is my family's lost as well. God bless you to have the strength to deal with this great lost. Remember we all Love You.