Jason Eric Rivers

Hey Jay,
I have been thinking about you a lot the last few weeks. I can´t believe how long it has been. I named my second son Jason. I chose to name him after the silly, funny, kind hearted and good friend. Until we met again.

Jason was a super cute kid and man. I held him when we were at family events. He made me so proud and happy. Please let him know that he is special and missed and loved

happy birthday jay!!! celebrate big up there :)

Remembering Jason on this day, Trish

Happy Birthday, Jason. We will love you and miss you always. Your family needs your comfort now

happy birthday j. i love you.

miss you jay :( happy birthday love you

Hi there my love,

Just wanted to say Hi and to remind you of how much I miss and love you. I'm sure we will meet again, but until then remember this....I think about you every single day, every time I hear the song "One Sweet Day" by Boys to Men and Mariah Carey your face comes to my mind, tears begin to fill my eyes and I get Goosebumps all over my body. I love you Jay and I miss you so so so much. xoxoxox J&A for life.

Damn jay, it just took me an half an hour to get onto the guest book again!! But u and I know ur well worth it How u doing up there with the big guy ? Tell him to stop crying so hard n stamping his heels uo there, u know what I mean sweetie I can't believe its been 15 years hon, my son goes to central high, n he will be 18 on may 6th. And I'll be 34 on may 14 ! Crazy huh, but god bless me 4 sticking it out, right? I love ❤ you so very much n I still miss u alot! Once again, you've been long gone,... But NEVER FORGOTTEN!!! Luv ya jay, we'll meet back up someday again. N I can't wait to see that beautiful face n smile again!!! Luv ya kiddo

<3 missed always Thinking of you today

Missing you more than ever :(

Thinking of you on your birthday & remembering all the good times we had! Bobby & I miss you so much. We tell the kids all about you! I know you are watching over us every day! Love you, our sweet Jason

My dear Jay,
Boy do I miss you!!! Who would know that after this long this would still hurt as much as it does? My world has never and will never be the same without you. I miss you soooo much :( I miss your smile, your kindness, your heart, your funny and not so funny jokes that would make me laugh anyway...you were the best thing in my life and I'm sorry and sad that you we're taken away. But I know you are my angel and are always watching over me. I love you with all my heart and can't wait to meet up in heaven. Love you kiddo! Your puertorican princess. Angie Rivera

I can't believe it's been 9 years since I've seen that beautiful smile. I miss you. You have made such and impact in my life, I only hope that I can be there for someone like you were there for so many of us.

I love you

Happy Birhday Jason.
Thanks for being a part of my life. The best part of my life.

I love you and miss you

Hey Jay,

Its been awhile, and I just wanted to say Hi, and let you know I love You.

I didn't want this day to pass without writing here. Today is your 27th birthday and on this day (and the other 364 days) you are MISSED and LOVED so much!!!

Love You Always!!!

Jay

Its hard to believe that it has been so long. I really miss you. I had my first baby this year, and I really wish you could have met him. You would have a lots of fun with him. But you probably were there.the whole time. Hope you are looking out for us. I miss you
Love you

Jay:
I can't believe I am still getting messages in my inbox saying there has been a new entry. I am very happy that we all have this site as a little piece of you. When I see those messages in my inbox, it's almost like a little hello from you. This fall I will light a candle at my wedding to remind me that you are there. I wish you could be there in person to make me smile and laugh. Till I see you again!
Love and miss you always :-)
Tina

Bowski,

making my rounds. later bro

G

Seven years! It just doesn't seem that long ago. I still think about you and miss you so much. Things haven't been the same. No one is as close as when you were around. I don't think that I've ever known someone that was so beloved. The fact that people still write and leave rememberances at your grave is a testament to you and the life you led and the lives you toched. I hope to touch as many people in my whole life as you did in your, all too short, 20 years. I still miss you, Jbowski, and I still have pictures of you with myself, Brian, and BJ. Whenever I see them it makes me smile. Till we meet again...I love ya kid!

the Bowski,

whats up


G

Happy 27th Birthday Jason!!!!!!!
We love you and miss you!!!!!

oh man I miss your jokes... I could of used a few the past few weeks. U could always cheer me up. I hope your having a ball up there and i miss you everyday.

Bowski,

Stopping by to say what up
G

Just wanted to say Hello, I hope you are making trouble up there. Love you and miss you always

I can't belive it's going to be 6 yearsI miss you so much and still think of you everday And i know you know that because you have your way of letting me know love you and miss you

Just wanted to say happy bday sorry I'm a day late I love you and miss you

Those we love can never really leave us. We feel thier presence, like a warm touch, whenever we remember moments shared and do again the things they loved to do. In so many ways, they remain with us, their gentle spirits part of all we do and all we are. May you find comfort in gentle words, helping hands, and warm thoughts.

25 years ago today you came into all our lives, and the memory of you will never fade from our hearts. Happy 25th Birthday. We love you!

Just wanted to say hello!!!! I miss you so much. So much is going on in my ife wish you were to share it with me. you are missed so much by so many people you have touched so many lifes my especially!!!!!!!!!!! Love you and miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whats up bowski! Just stopping by to say hello



G

I need you now more than ever...so many changes...guide me with the help of the Lord towards whatever is best for me...truely a blessing to have someone like you watching over me.

just want to say I love you and miss you very much always in my dreams and heart

Another year...miss you so much, love you even more.

Five years ago today, Our hearts were broken and we will never be the same.

Memories of you bring back both a warm feeling because you are so LOVED! and Tears because you are still missed so much.

Another year has gone and passed. It keeps on going by faster and faster. I can't believe how many years it has been since you've been gone. Thinking of you on this cold rainy night.

Another year is passing and your memory still lingers here, though your time was brief it still brings us to tears. I miss you Jay.

Hey Jay just wanted to say whats up! The Thanksgiving day football game is coming up and of course you were the first person that came to my mind. The good die young, my thoughts are with you and your family always....KEEP US BOYS IN MIND ALOT OF CHANGES HAVE TAKEN PLACE AND IT JUST DONT FEEL LIKE THE LOVE IS THERE ANYMORE....see what you can do!!!!

later,

M

happy bithday

jay, i just want to tell you

happy birthday and miss you so much

love

janiesa & neko

just wanted to say hey.

Just wanted to say hello. I miss you very much! I also want you to know that I love you vey much.

Jay,

I just want you to know that I miss you everyday. I love you and I miss you very much. Sorry I haven't come to visit you or write you. But I still think about you. And I will never ever forget you. Love you always and forever.

physically you will not feel his warmth but he will remain a burning flame inside your heart that will take you back to the feeling of him being right there next to you. he will always be with you nothing can take that away.



forever in our hearts

love & miss you so much

We see the countless Christmas trees, around the world below with tiny lights, like heaven stars, reflecting on the snow.



The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear. We're sprnding Christmas with God again this year.



We hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear, but the sound of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.



For we have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring. For it is beyond description to hear an angel sing.



We can't tell you of the splendor, Or the peace here in this place. Can you just imagine Christmas with our Lord, face to face?



We ask Him to light your spirit as we tell Him of your love. So then pray one for another as you lift your eyes above.



Please let you hearts be joyful, and let your spirit sing. For we're spending Christmas in heaven , and we're walking with the King!



Lovingly remembered and sadly missed by your Family

::::~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY~~~::::

I knew it, I knew it, I knew it. I knew you were still here and I knew you would show it. The Sox finally won, something you wanted so bad. Manny did amazing, a player you wanted them to get. The craziest part of the whole night...Scott Stapp from creed singing in the 7th. That was it, that's when I KNEW you were there. These little signs let me know you are still here and that everything will be ok. Don't forget that bet we made in my dream...I leave that up to you and God. I love you always and forever.

Jay~

What a game last night...I wish you were here to see it. I figured since you were there in Heven that maybe you would have some pull over the Sox, but I guess it doesn't work that way. I miss you a lot..but I wear the red hat with a blue B in your honor. Long live the Sox...

Jay:

Hey buddy people come to this sight less often now. I wanted to let you know that I will be up there at the end of the month so I can visit you. It has been a while for me, but things are really nice here in FL. I didn't get to come to the Bowski this year but I will make it next year for sure. I pray that you are still here with everyone and that they are all keeping your memory alive in thier hearts. I love you dearly my friend. I will never have another friend as good as you.

Jay

I just wanted to let you know that I miss you. I know that you have been hearing my prayers and I know that you are here with me. I need you to know that no matter what I will always need you to take care of me. I have been up and down in the past few days but I know that you have been listening. Keep me safe and strong. I have so much to concentrate on, don't let these things effect me, help me to stay focused. I love you and I miss you terribly.

Hey Jay,

I've been thinking of you a lot lately. I've had so much going on with my cousin Beth and its just like one thing after another its so overwhelming. I wish so much that you could be here to see how much everyones changed and how everyone is doing. I wish so much that u could be here for me like the "older bro figure" u once were. I could really use your guidence. Keep watching over. I love you

Jay,

I will be up there next month and I can't wait to pay you a visit. You have been in my prayers a lot lately. Like all things time heals all wounds and I have to remember that. I love you and I need you now as I have in the past. With you by my side I can conquer anything...and I have. You have been the best friend in life and death. Stay with me always.

Its been 3 years without you buddy, but it still feels like just yesterday we were talking and hanging out. I miss you so much and I think of you all the time. I love you!! Keep watching over me.

Jay,~~~`~`~@

Always thinking of and missing you!

Keep us strong over this Christmas Season. I love you so much, things aren't the same without ya.

<3 always toots

Throughout the Christmas Season

Don't fall into despair,

Relive the special times we shared...

I promise

I'll be there.

I want you to be happy.

You were everything to me.

My spirit did not die.

It's in everything you see.

So, fill the house with warm thoughts,

and know that I'm a part,

of all the joy the season holds,

Here, always in your heart.

I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU

FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS AND ON ARE MINDS

WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

Jay,

Sorry I haven't written in a long time. I can't belive it's been three years. I still think about you everyday and still miss you a lot. So I just wanted to say I love you and miss you very much, you'll always be in my thoughts.

I LOVE YOU!!!

Hey honey, I miss you terribly. It's finally getting cold here, but it doesn't feel the same with out the snow. It's so warm here I almost forgot it was December, but then I did. It's been three years and with time things have become easier but I still wish it wasn't this way. I feel so lucky to have known you. I feel even more lucky to have someone like you watching over me in Heaven. I love you so much, please keep everyone safe.

hey jay~

well thanksgiving has just passed and its been almost 3 long years since you went away. life has been an adventure lately and it seems to be going. it seems like only yesterday you where with us. it is still hard to believe that you died 3 years ago and i didn't just see you yesterday. i didn't write to you on your birthday instead i went to see you. i sang happy birthday and saw all your balloons. hope you enjoyed it. you probably know about it all but just wanted to tell you i love and miss you



I LOVE YOU!!!!!

KRISTIN

Jay sorry I havent written in a while. It's going on 3 years now and it is still hard to believe you are gone. I have never met to this day someone so caring and full of life, carefree and caring than you. I still think about you most days (as do tons of people) and we keep praying for your family too. Watch over us bro.

Hi Jay:

well it has been awhile since i have written; there has been a lot of changes with me, i have graduated from college, gotten married and have been dealing with my husband being deployed to iraq. i think of you every single day and i miss you very much. You are always in my prayers. The holidays are coming and i know that this is a hard time for everyone. I LOVE YOU!

hey jay

how are u? well im ok happy belatted birthday didnt have access to a computer but u know that im always thinking of u anyways & the family is always thinking about u .as it gets closer to the holidays it gets harder and harder with u not there but ur always there in all of our hearts

its so nice to see all the entrys on legacy as long as ur in all of our hearts your here to guide us.

as long as ur in our hearts ,mind and the memories we all charish keeps u alive to me .



well the family misses u and loves u.

love samantha

Happy Birthday little man! I think of you a lot, and miss you even more...

love, Linds

Hey Jay,

This site gets less and less attraction now of days. I know that people are still thinking of you, I know that I am as well. Everytime something good happens to me I attribute it to you. I have settled into my own place here in Florida...and the best news I WAS ACCEPTED TO THE UNIVERSITY OF SOUTH FLORIDA!!! I start school in January. I really can't wait until then. I miss school a lot. I love you so much honey. I know that I left a lot behind me in Mass but you are one thing that I will never forget. See you in my dreams. Oh and GO SOX!!!! I've been watching just for you.

Jay,

I miss you and love you everyday. It doesn't seem like anyone comes here anymore. I'm just sitting here at work and I heard Creed on the radio. I know that you know my hopes nad fears, so please put me at ease. I need to know that everything will work out. So much is better here in Florida, but some things are the same. Help me to be the person I need to be. I love you.

Jay,

Hey honey, I still miss you everyday!! The Bowski is coming up but I'm afraid I won't be able to attend this year. My heart will be there though. I know that you are here with me, and things are so much better here. I am truely happy again. Every once in a while it catches up with me and I feel like I am running. I know that I can't run from my past and things that have happened, but it's like I'm in a fantasy. This place is a dream. It's too bad that it will have to end in the fall. Like it's just my luck that I meet the perfect guy, with one major flaw... he lives 1500 miles away. Oh well, I know you helped me out with this one because man is he great so I will enjoy this while it last. I know you will keep looking out for more to ensure my happiness. I love you honey. I just wish I could see you one more time, just one more time. So much has changed.

Hey Sweetie, I am writing to let you know that everything is going really well. I still miss you with all my heart, but I'm really startign to grow into my skin. I know that you see me and can notice the change in me but it's only temporary. Sometimes I get nervous that things will be like this forever but then I get a glimpse of the old me and things become clear. One more month until I move to Florida and start my life in a new way. I'm scared, but excited. Growing up is such a bold move, it makes me miss you. You always had a way of making transitions easier. I love you so much honey. Thank you for all you do for me. Miss you always.

*~Hi~*

Well I don't know were to start...I'm sorry I don't go to your grave. I can't go there! It just feel like you are here now and when I go there it's like a reailty chech to my heart and mind. I got so depressed when i went there for the first time. I just wanted to curl up in a ball and stay their forever. Every night I pray you are watching out for me...along with my pepe.Everyone still misses you so much!! It's so hard and I feel like I'am the only one who's going through this alone, cause no one wants to talk about it. well latly it's been me whos been later to all the family get togethers. I feel like the family gets mad at me for it. I can't remember anytimes with you.. it's like they are fading away. Somethimes I need to look at your pic just to remember what you look like. The memories that i do have of you I charish with all of my soul. In a few months I start at STCC, and I am scared to grow up. But it's my time. Never will forget everything!!LOVE YA ALWAYS!!



~Jubie~

i love & miss you

you will always be in my heart

xxxxoooo

Hey buddy! I cant believe its been two yrs already without you. It seems like just yesterday we were goofing around at the store.... Funny, Charming, and the biggest Jokester..I miss you soooo much.. i visit u as much as i can..I know its been awhile, but i promise it will be soon. please keep watching over me.. i miss and love you Jay!

Hey Jay, I went to your grave on Sunday. It seems like its easier after two years but I guess that's just something we tell ourselves to make it allright. I hadn't been to your grave in a few months because I never know what to say. I don't want you to think I don't care but I just never know what to say to you. Sometimes I think I don't belong at your grave because we weren't close like some of these other people in your life but I truly care about you and miss you and I still think it's unfair that you were taken from us so young. I guess I get so angry sometimes just thinking about you and Justine. It seems like such a waste of life sometimes. I just hope your happy and watching over your family and friends. Your in my heart always...I love you

hey Jay~

I really can't believe that today is two years. Two years have gone by so fast and its hard to believe. I still have a hard time believing that you really aren't coming home but I know you are with me watching over and still laughing like usually. I love you and miss you always. Keep looking out for us all.

LOVE YOU

Hey Jay

I can't believe it has been two years already. When I think about it, it still hits me as though it were yesterday. For such a long time I thought that it wasn't fair that all of the truely good people die so young. In reality it's better, maybe not for us who are here grieving, but for those who pass. Your taken so young because u are elite and special, and u r really more good to us in Heaven then you ever could be on Earth. There are lots of times that I wish u were here to give me a hug or just to take me out to have a god time, but then there are times when things get rough and I pray. I really believe that you are there in Heaven helping God to hear all of our prayers and make a better life for all of us left here on Earth. I miss you honey and I can't wait until I am good enough to pass over and meet you at the gates of Heaven. You inspire me to become a much better person, I love You!!!

Hey Jay,

Two years today. I can't believe it's been that long. Every day I look at our picture from prom night and relize I will never be able to hang out with you or be able to see your face or hear your voice again. I really miss you alot. There isn't a day that goes by that you're not on my mind. I'm sorry I don't go to visit. But I will very soon.

Hey on halloween or a day or two before. I went to my cousin Shawns party and I seen lil Jess. She aint that little any more. I almost didn't know it was her. I was so happy to see her, and to see that she was doing good. She and I talked that night and to me it felt like I was talking with you. That's how much she reminds me of you. Well, I just want to tell you how much I miss you and love you.

I come on her and read what people write and it keeps growing. I can't believe its been two years. Kid you know we miss ya and can't wait to see you again. Thanks for watchin out.

Two years already...but there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you....love ya and miss ya

We love you Jase, Uncle Rich & Auntie Theresa

Hey Jay can't belive it will be a year tomorrow. I just want you to know that I love and miss you very much You will always be a part of my heart. I love you now and forever

Jay,

Its been almost 2 years since you've been gone and theres not a day that goes by that I dont think of you. Know that the whole family loves and misses you and that you will remain in all our hearts forever...

P.S. Give mem a big kiss for me..

Love Nat

Hey Jay I notice that people aren't writing to you so much anymore. It ssems like this is starting to get a little easier for everyone. It's almost been two years and I still find myself wondering what my life would be like if you had not passed. I wish you were here all the time, but mostly for the little things. So much has changed in the past few years. It's so strange how you think you know yourself but then time goes by and you learn so much. I'm almost done with school and then it will be out in the real world for me. It's so funny how much I've grown and how the things that are important or interseting to me are so different from before. I still make sure I talk about you and think of you whenever I need strength. Most nights I find myself praying not only to God but to you too. Sometimes I feel guilty, maybe that God will be mad that in a sense I put you on his level. It's just I know you are looking out for me and maybe I'm looking for you to put in a good word for me with the big guy. It has been such a long, hard year. I'm just glad the pain of heartache is over, but I really need you to help me deal with the anger. I know it's not my place to be mad and that God will deal with the situation on his own, but I don't know how to deal with it. No matter what I do the problem is in my face and I have to live with it for at least another year. I felt a huge weight lift off my shoulders when my dad died, and for the first time in a year I could breathe again, but now this. I'm so torn between what I should do and how to go about it. Ignoring is the answer, but not an option. I love you and I know you will make everything alright, thanks for listening. :-) It's gotten so much better, I feel like me again. Now I simply need peace. Take care of my dad, Justine, and Dennis they're new up there and they could sure use a great person like you.

Hey Jay just was thinking about you and wanted to say hi. I miss you so much there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. Your always on my mind. Little things remind me of you and you know what I'm talking about. It feels like your with me sometimes, but I know your with me and everybody elese too. I miss you and I love you!!!

jay im not sure why man..but its one in the morning and i am writing to you...i miss you buddy...we werent even as close as many of the people who write here...but like i said before...you affected me in a lot of ways..you showed me wat true kindness could do...you showed me how important it was to respect everyone...you showed me how to deal with little kids...



now i kind of wish you were here man...to push me along ya know?...i know ull read this...im leaving for ireland on wednesday for 12 days to play soccer and sightsee...ill hit a few pubs for you...but after that is college man..and that scares me a lot...ill make friends..ill have my old friends...but...if you were here..id really appreciate that extra little push from an old friend...i miss you man...ur always in my thoughts and i know you watch over all of us all the time...keep the gates open...ill see ya someday

Jason,

Of course I miss you is always going to be the first thing I say. I visit you sometimes but I always felt I could get more out of me through my writings. My life is always up and down there is no in between. I have a new girlfriend. Things are going ok...but theres always these thoughts in this big head of mine that have gone mad..Its my birthday today and Im so tired from being over worked that I just took a nap. I dreamed I was on a roller coaster. There was no cart. I was in mid air and I could control whereever I wanted to go. At certain points of the dream I was dreaming that I was holding on to the invisible cart and my legs were flying through the air. I kept hearing a quiet male voice saying my name. I dont know who it was or where it was coming from but it sounded like it was an outsider trying to wake me up from my dream. When I woke up I debated whether or not to fall back to sleep...The voice in my dream repeated itself almost like someone was trying to get my attention...I looked up and saw your picture and the voice stopped. You know how I get with dwelling on things. Maybe you or something was trying to get me to end this roller coaster ride I was on. Some stability in my life? I compared my dream to my life and it all kind of made sense. I was lured to my computer...I had no clue what I was going to do on here but I wanted to come on here. I looked in the favorites and saw the Legacy homepage. Jay I feel like today you are trying to tell me something. Im not too superstitious but I feel it. I feel like someone took a broom stick and cracked me over the head with it. Like your trying to help me and I just dont know where to begin. This is not going to be something to just shake off..Im going to be thinking of this for a long time...Thanks for hearing me out...I miss you and I love you.

Jason, I just wanted to say that you are missed so much... I know I have said before I didnt know you very well but I didnt have to, to know what a great person you are. And its obvious so many other people feel that way too, just seeing that they come to this site to share their thoughts with you. Peace and Love be with you. Love Always...

Hey Jay, I wanted to write sooner but I got a little sidetracked. I was writing about your sister to tell you how strong she was the other day at Central's clas day. She really did an excellent job up on stage and I think it's wonderful that they're keeping your memory alive with a scholarship. You really are a special guy and deserve to be remembered in a special way. I love you Jason...your truly missed.

Hey Jay,

It's been a while since I've written you...and I'm sorry...I just wanted to let you know that I still think of you and I miss you...I wish we never lost touch back in the day...It was my fault...I'm sorry...I'll write you again soon...take care...

Jay,

I just wanted to say hi and I love you and miss you. I know your watching over all of us. I just wish you were here. But I know that your a good place. You'll always be in my heart and I'll never ever forget you. I love you now and forever.

Hey Jay,

I have been sitting here all day scared to death about about my future. I worry that any day could be my last. I think about you often. I think about how much you you never got to see and i fear that one day that is going to be me. I think about all of the mistakes that i have made and the fact that i cannot change the past, i can only fix those things for the future. I really hope that you are in a better place Jay. I really need you to be. I have to have something to hope for. Please watch over me in my time of need and guide me to do the right thing. You are my angel and I love and miss you dearly.

Jay-

Hey, I miss you so much. I think about you all the time. Lately i've been having a lot of trouble sleeping, and then i think of how you're there with me, in my heart and i kno im fine. It's so weird to have you gone, even after a lot of time has past it's always seem as though you're going to come back, then i think about it and i realize your not and it hurts so much. I cna't believe your not here anymore, and the fatc that i may have to wait so long to see you again doesnt seem real to me. I love you to much to not be able to see you as much as i used to. Please think of me and protect me Jay. I'll see you again when the time is right. Tell Mem hello for me and that i love her.

Love you always Jay

hey sweety,

i have been think about you lately and wanted to let you know in writing. i know you are with me so you know that i have been thinking about you. its weird i still think you are going to come home soon but i know you aren't. i miss you a lot and i love you always don't ever forget that. hope you are alright up there and having fun playing games or what ever else you are doing love you lots -

miss you-

hey jay

i haven't written in such a long time i really miss you and i cry when ever i stop long enough to think that you still aren't coming back. i am sorry i haven't written i have been busy but you are still in my mind every day and every thought

love you always and forever

Jay-

I always thought you were here with me but for the first time I really felt it. i know it was you that gave me that preminision because when you first left us all I prayed that you would never let me be hurt or fooled by a guy again. It felt so wierd but the feeling was so strong. I could completly feel you, and the way you described things to me. I know I sound crazy to my friends but if they could only feel what I felt!! Your really here with me. Thank you for your help. Please continue to be there in the future. I love you your the best!!!

Hey Honey~

So I've got this problem and I really wish u were here. I cried for the first time in a long time the other day. I was thinking the way I thought when u first died, that maybe you could come back, but then I realized it's not possible. It's so hard to face reality. I just wish I could have a do over, a chance to make different descions. I miss you Jay. Stay with me always.

Jay-

Hey, I've been thinking a lot about you lately.. and i really miss you. Theres a lot of things going on and i wish u were here, u would make it so much easier and better for me to deal with.. I went to see your gave a few weeks ago, you are so loved and missed.. and i know you alreayd know and always have known that.. I love you with all my heart..

See you when i get there..

Love always

Cass

Jay,

I went today to see you. I was driving by and Creed came on so I knew you wanted me to stop. I heard your song twice yesterday. Both times when I was in deep thought. I will never forget you Jay. You have changed my life in so many ways. It's almost like you knew the exact words to say to me so that I would always remember them when I needed them most. I am more thankful for that than you will ever know. I am so glad you are still here with us. I feel it every day in the people whose lives you touched. I miss you so much my sweetheart.

~Jay~

hey honey I just wanted to write to let you know that I am thinking of you. I know you were there when I had to give my speech and that's why it went so well, thank you so much. I miss you a lot, but I am so happy that I finally found the strength to know that everything will be alright. I am such a different person now, I wish you were here to be with the new me. I always think of you and all you did for me, in life and death. Your death made me have to find the strength that I lost so I could overcome. You truely are an angel, I am sorry I took that for granted when you were here with me. I love you my Jay Rivers, I truely do.

Hey Jay,

I just wanted to say hi. I noticed that the amount of people that sign the guest book are now becomming less frequent. Dont think that anyone is forgeting you, i promise they arent. I miss you so much and I hope that one day I will see you once again. I would do anything to be by your side right now. sometimes I wonder why it had to be you. Life just doesnt seem fair. Well I just want you to know that I am constantly praying for you and hoping that you are in a wonderful place. I will always cry for you Jay. You meant and still mean the world to me sweetie.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME RIGHT NOW. I'M GOING THROUGH SO MUCH RIGHT NOW I JUST WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH YOUR WONDERFUL ADVICE I'M ALMOST DONE WITH SCHOOL YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD OF ME ACTUALLY I KNOW YOU ARE I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER

distance may separate us, but my heart will never let you go, for i carry a part of you with me always it keeps me going through the day it brings a smile to my face and tears to my eyes it is a part of my dreams that i live for and cherish that part is my wish, my only one, to see you again soon i know that wish will someday come true, but for now i will hold in my heart the memory of you and never let you go

Wishing yo could still be here, to wipe the tears from my face, to see me at college and to make it all okay. You are amazing if only you knew, if only i could have told you a few years ago. YOu made such a difference in so many lives. I miss you Jay. More now than ever.