JEFFEREY "BIG JEFF" RUDISILL

I can't believe it has been a year and 3 days since one of the realist person I have ever met has been gone... It still seems so unreal and I sit here and imagine that I will hear ur voice again or see that smile u always had on it breaks my heart to live day by day just hopeing to run into u again but knowing I never will..U were one of kind and im a very lucky person to have the chance to have u part of my life not one day passes that I don't think about u and the most amazing person u were missing u today and always

Well yesterday was Valentine's day and all that ran thru my head was u...I miss u everyday!!!! This sucks..u were suppose to be here always, well at least thats what I wanted...U were right u wouldnt be around much longer....its sooooo crazy how u knew u were leaving us...I just never believed u, I guess bc I'm selfish and wanted u here always....I know ur working hard up there to make sure everyone u left is ok, but I feel like I will NEVER be ok with u being gone...nothing is the same now!!!!! I wanna hug u and talk to u and kiss ur lips once more, but I know i will never be able to again....I love u Jeff and I will keep moving forward but please help me to bc its hard....miss u always and forever<3

Man it's been 6 months since u left us and it feels just like yesterday u were taken from us!!! I miss u sooo much...ur always on my mind..I will never forget ur smile, ur face, ur laugh, ur voice..God i miss u!!! I watch my video on my phone of u all the time...it makes me feel like ur still here with me...I love U and miss u always!!!!!!!!

Its been months now and it feels like yesterday u left...ur always on my mind..I never thought u would be gone...u meant so much to me and still do..I visit u all the time but its never going to be the same..I miss seeing ur smile...getting ur hugs...laughing at ur jokes on Duh...lol..I miss u sooo much...why did this have to happen? May u R.I.P my dear until me meet again..

I thought of you today as I do everyday and a tear slipped from my eye,then a few more. I wish things would get easier but to no avail. I miss you Jeff. My kids miss you. My family and yours miss you.

My baby boy, I miss you soo much my sweet face. Thank you for everything you have done for me and I thank u and mama everyday for raising me to be a good woman and a mother. If it wasn't for you and mama I don't know where I'd be. Our babies will grow to be us and be amazing little people. I miss you love! I'm lost. I will use your words to guide me through life. I dream of you everynight. Wish you where here. I love you baby! My one and only. Your one an only lady.

Big Daddy u r missed. U were taken from all of us way too soon. You made everyone who knew u love you. My heart goes out to your family but i know you are watching out for all of us. We love and miss you and will see u again someday.

JEFF REST IN PEACE BUDDY .YOU WILL BE MISSED . YOUR KIDS AN FAMILY ARE IN OUR PRAYERS. YOU WERE AN AWESOME DAD AN A GREAT FRIEND. MY KIDS CHASE AN JOSIE YEAGER THOUGHT OF YOU AS AN UNCLE. . . OUR SEEDS OF TODAY WILL BE OUR FLOWERS OF TOMORROW. GOD BLESS. . LOVE YOU MAN. .

Man the times we shared.I will cherish every moment. U were such a great person. It will never be the same without u. U are forever in my heart always. Until we meet again...

Jeff (my little booger) I am going to miss you more than words can ever say I want you to know you were the Best Thing that ever happened in my life!!!! I feel like my Heart AND SOUL HAS LEFT WITH YOU I KNOW I WILL HEAL AS TIME GOES ON BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW I COULD NEVER BE ANY PROUDER OF YOU NOW THEN THE DAY YOU WERE BORN!!!! YOU WERE AN AWESOME MAN,SON TO DENNIS AND I,FATHER,HUSBAND,GRANDSON,NEWPHEW,AND FRIEND YOU WILL BE TRULY MISSED I LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL SON UNTIL WE ARE REUNITED AGAIN!! R.I.P TELL EVERYONE UP THERE I SAID HI AND I MISS AND LOVE THEM ALL!!

Jeff you were an awesome person! I hadn't seen you in a few yrs but the time I knew you, you were a great friend to people and a loving man for danielle and your children. RIP we will never forget you!

Jeff I met you at Western Judicial Services.As I got to know you I met a man who was smart , caring,and an overall good friend.When you left the class I was sad but at the same time Happy you accomplished a goal of moving forward in life.I am absolutely Crushed and sad to hear your gone.My thoughts and prayers go out to your family and friends...See you on the otherside brother...... J.Quartier

rip jeff we go back to middle school!!!! some crazy days wit you and danielle!!!! you guys went through alot make sure you take care of her and your kids

God Bless you and your family. you touched many peoples lives. You had a smile that made everyone smile with you. you kept it 1 hunned! i will pray for you and yourz....... Dropulich Family

To the family of Jeff, we are so very sorry to hear of your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Patsy, Al and Kathleen

jeff... you are loved and missed more than words can express !!! your memory will live on forever !!! you meant so much to so many of us !!! life will never be the same without you in it !! i have always been proud to call you my nephew... and always will !!! R.I.P. nephew .... we will never forget you !!! always in our hearts !

R.I.P. jeff.....tick tock you were my friend mr. clock.

Jeff you will always have a special place in my heart, since we were 14 year olds in high school i will remember the good times that we had.. I am truly sorry to the family of jeff i know i haven't met some of you but you have my deepest sympothy's i know he is with his heavenly father looking down on his family smiling his big trademark smile the one that would no matter how bad your day was it would cheer you up he will truly be missed and loved forever ......... crystal jonason (new york city ,NY)

Jeff you were a great man, husband, and a wonderful father. You will be missed and never forgotten. Ty and I will never forget you! We love you and your family.

sorry that happened brother! im sorry we lost touch over the years..rest in peace! ill never forget ya!!

You will be greatly missed.I didnt know you very well but what i do know is that you were a good person.You did very good art work with tattoos and you were a good father.

My baby!! You will always be my baby! You are my one and only and I am ur one n only. 13 years and I loved everyday me n u where together. Our love is so strong and will remain strong. Are hearts will remain linked together, I remember u saying and holding me how much you loved me and you can squeeze me to death and them when u say ur love is only thing that could give me chills and how you made my heart flutter with joy. We are strong baby . It don't matter we will always be strong and together forever. I love u more than anything , u are my heart.

Rest in peace big jeff you will be missed

RIP JEFF.....WE LOVE YOU & ARE GOING TO MISS YOU!!!

Jeff we will miss you dearly. You will always be in our hearts. Mark and I have known you since you were 6 years old. We watched you grow up, hung out together, cooked out, birthday parties, ect. Everytime I look at my tattoo's I will remember you which will be everyday!!

Jeff we will miss you dearly. You will always be in our hearts. Mark and I have known you since you were 6 years old. We watched you grow up, hung out together, cooked out, birthday parties, ect. Everytime I look at my tattoo's I will remember you which will be everyday!! Love and Miss You, Janet, Mark, and the Girls

My condolences to all who loved you Jeff..you always did what you had to do to take care of your family and for that I hope you rest in peace my friend.

I didnt have the pleasure of meeting you Jeff! :( Your beautiful wife and children are left to cherish on your memories. Fly high and watch over them. Say hello to Tall John for me too! Another life taken too soon! R.I.P. Angel!
Donna Cohen (Port Orange, Fl)

Jeff you will be missed dearly. I know we didnt like we used to back in the day but i will always have those memories... watch over us

May God bless you and your family in this time of sorrow.

I Remember all the good times we shared together.you will forever have a place in my heart.I cant believe your gone.... see you on the other side. i know youll be up there holdin it down!!!! missin you.....

RIP Jeff

Jeff you were a wonderful person full of life and happiness. We will miss you so much.

Jeff I have known you for such a long time. you are part of my family in every way.I now and always knew how much you & Danielle loved each other. Both of you created 3 beautiful & amazing children together, that is how strong of a bond you & Danielle and will always shared...you & Danielle were & will always be soul mates. you have a beautiful family to watch over now. I hope you give them strength that they all will need to get through this difficult time. Jeff, you will always lived on in everyone's heart ....you willl be greatly be missed by all of you. RIP Jeff...& say hello to alll people up there that has lefted us as well...... Love,Tina

to one very special person who will be misses every second of everyday we had many good times and alot of crazy times as i promised will always be there for your family love you always and forever never forgotten love you so very much your other family pete christopherand julie noel

jeff you will be missed greatly and always will be in me and my families thoughts. My kids loved u uncle Jeff..

No matter what rough times we went through, we always got past them quickly. Guess that's what family does. And yes, you'll always be family. I love you and will miss you greatly. Please keep watch over us all, especially Danny and your babies. Keep your mom strong. Tell Auntie Maria and Lisa we'll see you when we get there.

Love you Jeff, you made an impact on alot of people in your life, keep your light shining on your family.

Im so lost.. I love you jeff- you are a amazing man.. I wish you didnt have to go- My heart is so heavy love. I dont know where to begin without you. you are my world!

Always in my prayers and in my thoughts. Thank you for everything.

May God bless you and your family in this time of sorrow.

I didnt know Jeff, however Ive known his long time companion Danielle.I know how much she loved him and can't imagine the pain his family is feeling.I pray for a timely healing and hope that one day they will be at peace. Rest In Peace Jeff

May Our Heavenly Father help you all through this difficult time.