Matthew Brayant Garcia

Love and miss you Primo

I miss you so much dad it´s been 9 years everyday I think about you and I love you so much

8 years have gone by way to fast you would have been 30 years old this year on may 30,22 i was able to take ciena with me this year you would have been so proud of the young lady she has turned out to be
love and miss you so much

We went to Samoa beach eureka 7 years now that your gone we sat on the beach for hours just staring at the water .. you would be so proud of ciena she is just a smart 9 year old about to turn 10 she is learning Spanish and she’s obsessed with sale a she now wants to go to corpus christy Texas to see her memorial ... she now has a passport and we are going to Cabo for a week she’s so excited we will be celebrating your bday and mine ❤ Her dream is to go to Paris maybe for her 15 th bday ,,, well I just want you to know not a day goes by that I don’t think of you I miss you dearly and love you always xoxoxo
Mom❤

4/10/ 2020 6 years youve been gone, this world we are living in now is so crazy! My trip to eureka cancelled and so we did the next best thing we went to Pismo beach to let off your memorial lanterns but it was not cooperating so it was just a very off ... I love you so much and miss you dearly ❤❤❤

Love and miss you Primo

Always in our minds and our hearts. We love you and miss you so much Primo....

Missing you more than ever. Still trying to wake up from this horrible dream. I love you brother!
Continue showing me your presence..

I was just thinking of how much I miss that beautiful smile of yours.. I love you Matthew brayant Garcia❤

This pain isn't going away ..My heart literally aches from missing you baby.. Crying myself to sleep as I hold our beautiful babygirl .. Visit me in my dreams babe goodnyt I luv you

I MISS YOU WHEN SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS BECAUSE YOU'RE THE ONE I WANT TO SHARE IT WITH.. I MISS YOU WHEN SOMETHINGS TROUBLING ME BECAUSE YOUR THE ONLY ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME..I MISS YOU WHEN I LAUGH OR CRY BECAUSE YOU'RE THE ONE THAT ALWAYS MADE MY LAUGHTER GROW & MY TEARS DISAPPEAR..I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME!..BUT I MISS YOU MOST WHEN I LAY AWAKE AT NIGHT AND THINK OF ALL THE WONDERFUL TIMES WE SPENT WITH EACH OTHER ,EVEN THE BAD ONES..I CAN'T DENY THOSE WERE SOME OF THE BEST TIMES OF MY LIFE! I COULDN'T FORGET YOU IF I WANTED TO❤ OUR BABYS GROWING UP SO FAST SHE TALKS ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME..AND SHE LOOKS SOO MUCH LIKE U BABE..I ONLY WISH U WERE HERE TO WATCH HER GROW .. SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY THAT WE WERE ALL TOGETHER I MISS MY LIL FAMILY ITS NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU HERE .. ILL LOVE YOU FOREVER DAD

Miss ur calls telling me about ur day n u callin me just to say," tia i love u,lets hav a beer so i can see u smile." I miss u baby boy!

I MISS YOU SOO MUCH BABY!! NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW MUCH THIS IS KILLING ME! PLZ COME HOME BABE

It's almost a year now and I know the date will bring me back to where you took your last breath...I just want to bury myself in the sand or run out into the water and try to rescue you....the pain seems to get worse! I miss you each and every second of the day!
Love you sooo much!

Wheather we're here or there, I wish we were together. I still can't get over how this could have happened? Why you? How your now gone, and the only way too visit is the Cemetery. I also wish Heaven had visiting hours . Something, ANYTHING! That's all I wish for is just one last time for it all. One last time too spend a whole day together wheather we're fighting or laughing. I miss you Brother and it kills me more and more as days pass. Please <|3

Rip babyface

We miss you so bad bro .... I can't get myself together fam help me get a little insight bloodline I love you primo

Saints of God, come to his aid! Come to meet him, angels of the Lord!
Receive his soul and present him to God the Most High.

May Christ, Who called you, take you to Himself; may angels lead you to Abraham's side.
Receive his soul and present him to God the Most High.

Give him eternal rest, O Lord, and may Your light shine upon him forever.
Receive his soul and present him to God the Most High.

Let us pray: We commend our brother to you, Lord.
Now that he has passed from this life, may he live on in Your presence.
In Your mercy and love, forgive whatever sins he may have committed through human weakness.
We ask this through Christ our Lord.
Amen.

its been a long 6 months and I don't think my pain will ever ho away?

Its been 6 long months without you here & i miss you soo much babe!!

It's just another night when it hits me.. hits me so hard realizing it's true, it's true that your never coming back. That i'm never gonna hear your voice or see you again. It's like as soon as i'm trying too accept it, i find a million reasons not too. This would be by far one of the hardest things any person would ever have too go through.. I can't even put all of the pain i feel in words.. I went too go see you today.. but of course you know its just not the same.. I miss you all together, but one thing i miss the most is looking at eachother and tripping out oon how much we looked alike! My birthday passed, and it's like the only person i wanted too hear a happy birthday from was you.. i could go on and on about so much, but as the tears rush down it's taking over me.. i know you know how much i miss and love you.. and that's all that matters. not a day goes by that i don't pray too you, or imagine your here. until we all see eachother again, i'll continue keeping you in my prayers and open up as much as i could! continue watching over us all! we love and miss you dearly. The skys the limit brother! rest in paradise twin !

Just reminiscing on old pictures....its been 4 months now and honestly it feels like it was just yesterday it is not getting any better I pray everyday that you are at peace I cry everyday because you are truly missed ....im sad because you missed Disneyland I'm sad because ciena will never enjoy your presence as a father but please believe me and George will be there to fulfill her every desire ? she talks about you all the time and rest assure we will keep your memory alive ......until we meet again my loving son .......your in my thoughts daily and in my heart forever;

words can't even describe the pain and hurt anymore.. most of the time I can't even speak.. nothing but tears rush down my face trying too accept the fact that your really gone. I miss you more than you could ever imagine brother! i hope you can hear my prayers and i hope your still watching over us ALL. i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D;

I ddnt sleep again tonyt .. I just stood up all night thinkn of every memory I could remember .. I do that a lot these days .. I'm really missing you babe its so hard for me to accept that things ended this way.. I kno your free from pain & I kno you needed rest I just hope & pray that we get to see you again someday ILOVEYOU my gummy bear!

I love you primo this has been the hardest ever to deal with :( I feel u here I know its you. Miss u baby boy

Today was an especially hard day .....been crying my eyes out since I woke up! Went to visit you at cemetery ....said some prayers, listened to some music and just sat with you....came home to watch your memorial video over and over ? then was surprised by your baby girl ciena ?? I miss you like crazy! So many wish I could haves and should haves....xoxoxo

i love you brother <3

As the tears rush down my face thinking about how I will never accept the reality that your gone. That I will never hear your voice again, nor will i ever see your smile. The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said. All i keep replaying in my head is our laughters, cries, arguments, and many more of the things we've done growing up together than as I laugh of all the crazy situations, LIFE hits me. As i grasp for air all I can think of is walking out of Red Robin seeing mom in tears asking whats wrong, "Matthew died." Not knowing too believe what I just heard or not. I began too feel empty, lost. My twin is gone! & on top of that you were sooo far away. When you arrived we went too see you. As we drove into the chapel I broke, we all did! Thinking about how cold you were as I held you.. how I wanted to do nothing more than to wake you, pull everything that was on top of you off! Losing you wasn't easy, still isn't. And the sad thing is, is that I don't think it will ever become easy. But one things forsure brother, your memory will forever carry on. Not a day goes by that I don't pray, cry, or try smiling knowing your in a far better place. I even try talking too you. Matthew.. now that your gone your no longer here too share the bond we had together. A bond that was unbreakable filled with love and care. Yet, somehow something tells me your watching over me, watching over us ALL. In my heart I feel you are always by my side. In a prayer it says "In life as it is in heaven" with that being said, even though you left your journey here in life way too early, I hope your one of happiest of all up there in heaven L I V I N G or laying in peace with no worries, doubts, sadness, or emptiness nothing but peer joy knowing that we'll all be together again one day. I LOVE YOU & miss you dearly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday son! I know we were supposed to be in Vegas soon but life happened and you are resting in paradise and I want you to know that I love you with all my heart and soul and I will always be praying for you! And I will always miss you! I hope heaven knows what an awesome angel they have! Til we meet again son...i love you so much!

Happy birthday!!!!! There's so many things you wanted too do for your 22nd. I wish you were here too celebrate your birthday with us, but I know you'll be here in spirit.. we'll blow out some candles for you and more! We all miss you very much, and we're always keeping your memory alive. I love you so much. Continue showing me your presence please. Cheers too you up there in heaven. Happy birthday too you brother!!!!! May you be resting in paradise waiting for the fam too reach you at the gates one day!

BABE EVERYDAY GETS HARDER & HARDER IDK WUT TO DO IM LOST WITHOUT YOU ! LIFE JUST DOESNT MAKE SENSE ANYMORE ! I WISH I COULD JUST HAVE ONE MORE DAY WITH YOU BABE ID DO ANYTHING .. PLZ BABY COME BACK !!!!!!!!

I miss you soo much Matthew! today was the kids party and the only thing missing was you! Not a day goes by when I don't shed a tear or think about you. Your birthday is next week!!!!!!!!!! Dang things just seem too get harder and harder. I love you brother! I hope your resting in paradise, give nice grandma and tio Vicente a kiss for me!

I LOVE YOU BROTHER

TODAY IS HARD BABY PLZ GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO BE THERE FOR OUR KIDS IM MISSING YOU LYK CRAZY!!!!!!!!!

The best memory of you was when you were a baby and you had to be rock to sleep and I would rock you and sing twinkle twinkle little star to you and you would fall asleep I will miss you so much

REST IN PEACE...YOU WILL BE MISSED! We will help look after your family....love you!

R.I.P Matthew ,

I only met You a couple of times but you not even knowing me you were very cofortable talking to me and treating me like family and that is something I will never forget. You are truely a kind person who has a big heart, you will be missed greatly and remembered forever.

I love you uncle Matthew

I love you bro I will never forget you and always remember you!

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
First of all my little brother I want to tell you that I love you very much with all my heart and soul you're a good man with a strong heart mind and soul I will never forget the times we shared together growing up as little kids you were my little brother and I was your big brother I have a part missing from me now but I know that you are In a better place and I know one day we will reunite again. As i write this to you I shed tears there are so many I wish I could ofs but I know I tried to be the best brother to you as I could. I love you Matthew words can't even explain. I promise you this to be there for ciena and be a father figure to her just as you would want me to every time I see her I see you. There's so much I can say but you know how I feel I pray to you and talk to you every night I love you bro you are the best brother anybody could ever have. To finish this off I want to tell you thank you for everything even though you were my little brother you always knew how to encourage me when I was down N out you always knew what say?? May you never be frogotten and always remembered.

Baby face we love and miss you my boy we don't know why The Lord called your name early but only he knows why I'm going to keep ur name lit homie keep busting flows until I get there ur bratha JASK

Rip cuzin I love an miss u g there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about u carnal I wish u could come back so we can chill like we use to when we were little man it sucks with out u

My best memory of you cousin was going to grandma's house and always wanting to play football when we would go to the school around the corner and have games on thanksgiving and easter. Even though we moved all the way out here to Arizona doesn't mean I loved you any less. I love you Matt.!

1 love 1 cause 1 movement.... we'll be there one day I love you brotha....
May you rest in paradise N watch your over your familia from them heaven gates....

FIRST AND FOR MOST ILL LIKE TO START THESE WITH THE UP MOST RESPECT AND LOVE TO YOU AND YOURZ CARNAL WITH THAT BEING SAID I LOVE YOU REST IN PARADISE BABYFACE I STILL CANT EXCEPT THE FACT YOUR GONE AND I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN N PERSON I REMEMBER ALL THE GOOD TIME WE HAD NEVER A DULL MOMENT WHEN WE WHERE TOGETHER NOTHING BUT LAUGHS AND SMILE AND I WILL NEVER FOR GET ALL THOSE GOOD TIME YOULL ALL WAYS LIVE IN MY HEART BROTHER IM GOING TO KEEP THAT FLAME LIT AND IT ANIT GOING OUT BEST BELIEVE THAT UNTIL THE ANGLES CALLMY NAME SAVE A SEAT FOR ME NEXT TO YOU I LOVE BABYFACE... COMEING FROM YOUR BOY TROOP VKP Y QUE

I LOVE YOU !

Dam Mijo words can't explain the emtiness you left we had a bond only you and I know and that forever stays with me now I haven't had time to collect my thoughts I cry here and there but I know when reality hit's it's gonna hit me Were it hurts you forever are not alone and neither are those you left behind I hear your voice in my head and it hurts every time because now I'm steady drifting on a memory;( miss you Mijo lovee you always till we meet again continue to guide us forever n always your one n only Mija besides your bbygirl never goodbye keeping that flame lit like you told me to

R.N.P face starz the limit gone but never forgotten loco

I miss you brotha. You where a straight hog. Forever keeping the flame lit for you carnal til we meet again. I love u G rest easy Matt.

May you rest in Peace Matt I've known you for a very long time. I remember when we use to live next door to each other. It's crazy the world we live in. But your in a Better beautiful place watching over your family! Rest in Peace. Tell Brandon we miss him &Love him ?

Baby mascara may you rest in peace beloved brotha

I'd like to take a moment and give my condolences to Matthews family, all I heard was great things about you I've had tears shed for you. I know I didn't get the opportunity to meet such a great man on this earth but I can't wait to meet you in heaven may you rest in Paradise!

Matthew, thers not a day that goes by that I don't think of u. Its true wat they say "we dnt kno wat we've lost until its gone" u were always so respectful no matter wat it was! Nd now I only wish u were here at home wit my sis nd kids wer u always belonged I'm sorry Matt! As the tears come down I have to realize that god takes the best for a reason. All we have left is the memories nd good times we had even bad lol but we always managed to get passed it. You left behind a beutifull bby girl my neice who looks just like u she will help us get thru this time of greif nd keep ur memory alive. We love nd miss u much Matt watch over us as ur up ther shining!! Much? ur sis n law, Sabrina

Everyday without you is a struggle babe .. i remember lyk it was yesterday i had lost my job becuz of a background check Lol & you held me in ur arms while i cried & told me everything was going to be ok that you were just going to go back to work in eureka so we can save money & get a place again .. you made me feel so good i was proud of you babe i really was .. & i dont think i ever really said i appreciated you im sorry for that .. becuz at the end of the day those lil things count .. theres Alot i wish i could go back on & im sorry for everything .. i never wanted for you to go babe you kno i love you ! Idk what to do i wish you were here to tell me things will be ok.. it hurts to see our bby want her daddy everyday Shes always askn for you babe .. WE MISS YOU & WE LOVE YOU !

I still cannot believe your gone feels like i just talked to you; the last think you told me was you were proud of me going to college so I promise you im going to become great for you and I know your looking down on us keeping us safe cousin. I miss you Matthew Garcia R.I.P Gone but never forgotten

I didn't get to know you too personal but kicked it with you and your girl a couple times(: you guys are a great couple? truly & deeply in love! I know you're watching over her and your babies stay up! Stars the limit??

i remember growing up with u... how times have changed u were always polite to everyone u met now ur gone hard to believe...but RIP MATTHEW watch over ur lil family gone but never forgotten

R.I.P BABYFACE N GOD BLESS UR BEAUTIFUL FAMILY N DA GARCIA FAMILY MUCH LOVE TOO ALL U GUYZ

Words can't describe how much it hurts to know your gone. Vince and I loved you more then you will ever know. We only ever wanted the best for you and were always proud of you. I remember when you told me you were gonna be a dad the light in your eyes was amazing. It makes me sad that you never got to meet my son but I know our watching down on us. We love you Matthew always have and alway will.

Rest in peace mAtthew you will be missed ...

I met you once and to me you were a respectful quite young man didn't have much to say im glad to have met you

R.I.P baby face

R I.P baby face gone but never for gotten.. rest easy..

BABY WE ALL LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH .. WORDS CANT EXPLAIN MY PAIN ! I WILL ALWAYS REMIND CIENA & ISAIAH OF HOW MUCH YOU LOVED THEM .. PLZ WATCH OVER US & ON MY DARKEST DAY I WILL KEEP THAT FLAME LIT .. ALWAYS ON MY MIND FOREVER IN MY HEART DADDY ! GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN

Rest in paradise

r.i.p baby face I miss you all day one time

Think about you daily primo and the good times we had. You are missed tremendously. I love you cuz. Your memory lives on through all of us.

My beloved nephew whom I loved soo much. A bond that was untouchable. I love and miss you baby boy.God keep you cover you and embrace you with his heavenly hand. You impacted so many with your beautiful heart . Your daughter will always be reminded of her daddies genuine heaer. Love you.

I know we didn't see each other a lot but that didn't mean I loved you any less. I will always remember your smile and your tight hugs you would give, every moment with you was cherished mijo. Till we meet again....love you cuzn????

Thinking of you cousin.

We will always love and miss you Mattew!! Forever in our hearts!!

I love you Matt! We shared a bond that no one can understand I wish things can be different primo but god has plans for everyone. Life will never be the same without you. No matter how good it gets it will always be bad just cuz your not with us. I feel you here and I know you are protecting your family please stay with us. The day we played you to rest I kissed you and I felt you hug me :) I can still feel it cousin I replay it over and over...... I love you always your cousin NICK

MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY! REST IN PEACE MATTHEW! KNOW THAT I WILL LIVE YOU FOREVER!

Miss you like crazy! Rest in peace Matthew love you forever!

We will miss you and love you, so until we meet again, rest in peace. From Anthony Jr. (Papa) and Mark

Matthew, you were always loved. Your family, friends and the Lord above, have ALWAYS loved you. May your spirit rest in peace forever in the kingdom of Heaven.

R.I.P Matt you will be missed dearly! I will miss seeing you an you telling me what's crackin Mary G, Mary G!! :(...

We love you cousin matthew. we will miss you but never forgwt you. tell we meet again. love the Garcia Family.

What I will miss the most about my cousin. Is his smile and him always saying cousin what's up every time we saw each other. No matter how much time that passed. Love you cousin to the moon and back.

May the love of friends and family carry you through your grief. Rest in Peace Homie

Oh Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the winds, and whose breath gives life to all the world---hear me--I come before you, one of your children. I am small and weak. I need your strength and wisdom. Let me walk in beauty and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make my han

respect things you have made, my ears sharp

to hear your voice. Make me wise, so that I
may know the things you have taught my
People, the lesson you have hidden in every
leaf and rock. I seek strength not to be
superior to my brothers, but to be able to
fight my greatest enemy, myself. Make me
ever ready yo come to you, with clean hands
and straight eyes, so when life fades as a
fading sunset, my spirit may come to you
without shame.---an indian prayer by Yellow Hawk, Sioux Chief.
Above all else I wish you comfort, peace and love and know that you are not alone.