TODD A. CAGNI

Sitting with my niece (sweet P) thinking about how much you would love her! Would you have wanted to be called grandpa lol? We never got the chance to know. We miss you daddy! I haven´t written on here in years. I can´t believe I will be 25 next month and Niko is 21 this week. Last time I was with you I had just got my braces off. I pray that you can see our Cagni/Koban family expanding from above! I have a feeling you will have lots of grandbabies down here! Mom is the best grammie! Mom is the best mom too but I knew that´s why god let you go to heaven! We are taken care of down here, but a piece of all of us went with you the day you left!

Today is a very sad day for all of us, but we learned to celebrate your LIFE! We share the memories, the laughs, the love, the heartache, the joys the sorrow.
Not a day goes by that I do not think about you. Something always reminds me of your silly ways. The kids have your eyes and your personality shines through in each and every one of them. Our family is growing. Bri will be welcoming a baby girl in January. Everyone has significant others, and they are all awesome!
We are very blessed.

Please keep watching over us .... I know you are, and it makes me feel safe.

Sending love and hugs to you in heaven!!!!!

Dear Cagni Family, I just want to share with you what a phenomenal nurse that your loved one Todd was and will continue to be in my mind. Todd took wonderful care of my mom when she was in Mercy hospital years ago . It was such a relief know that she was in such great care. I thought so highly of Todd that I asked if he could remain her nurse. I am so deeply sorry for your loss of Todd.
With Belated Sympathy, Sharon O'Toole-Hallstein

Sitting here and watching your video . We all
Miss you so much . You would be so so so proud of the kids . They have grown into such caring and compassionate and successful young adults . I know you watch over us Everyday . There are so many little reminders of you that surround us and make us smile and keep you close to our hearts ❤

Still thinking of you and missing your advise. I stay strong and know you are with me. Your light here on Earth may have gone dim, but you shine from Heaven above like a beacon for those of us who love you.

Awww honey your Dad IS PROUD of all of you and he is your guardian Angel!!
You all have grown into beautiful, caring, compassionate , intelligent , young adults!!!!

I am so blessed to have children like all of you and I am so honored to be your Mom !!!

I pray everyday that your Dad is at peace and he watches over and protects everyone!!!!

This time of the year is always so incredibly hard for me. I always feel flooded with emotions and wish I could hug you one last time. They say time heals all, but I still miss you everyday. I hope to make you proud this semester at school and wish you could see how amazing us kids have turned out. I am so proud of my siblings and especially mommy. We have lasted 5 years without you and have stayed strong even along the bumps. This family grows and changes so often I can't even imagine what the next 5 years will bring. I prayed for you this week at church and hope you are watching over us. I love you to heaven and back and can't wait till the day I get to hear your voice again! I hope to be an incredible nurse like you and change the world around me.

I miss Dad. Lets talk sometime

I miss you Dad. Lets talk sometime

toddy if you could have been with me and the kids we could have made some great memories some day i hope to be there also.

It's still crazy to have a major holiday without you. We spent so many of them side by side at work. I feel your presence everyday. Missing you always. Wishing you were here.

Happy (late birthday) to my guardian angel. Not a day goes by where you don't cross my mind. I wish I could hear your voice and tell you so many things. I lit a candle for you in church yesterday, and told god to take good care of you. I love you endlessly daddy.

It is so nice to have a place where we can go and talk to you... It is nice to see that you are not forgotten and are still very alive in all of our hearts....

Thank you for protecting and watching over the kids... You would be so proud of all of them!

I met Todd in the 80's in ft.laud somehow never forgot him. My condolences to his wife children and family you were special

Still missing you and wishing you were here. Wish we could talk about all the great things going on for me now. I'm happier than I've ever been. Funny how things turn out. Stay close to me, I'll always need you. I love you man. Rest Easy.

Happy Birthday Todd a few days late but never forgotten.
The kids celebrated your Birthday by going to The Trolley Stop and then having Ice Cream and they sang to you- Last week Brianna and I looked through bins of cards that you gave the kids over the years and she found one that was so special- she had your writing tattooed on her forearm so you are always with her....This is the 2nd child that has got a tattoo in your memory - I think it helps them and they feel close to you-
You would be so proud of each and every one of them- Please protect them and watch over them.

You're never far from my heart. You're in my thoughts and prayers each day. I miss you each day, although I know you're right here. Stay close my dear friend, I'll never not need you.

Happy birthday daddy! Missing you like crazy. Wish you were here so we could celebrate! Enjoy your special day. I miss and love you every day!

one of your old coump's is now with you watchout for all we love you . Jason past over the weekend so we lost another down here. bring him in and show him the ropes god bless love you guys, gals, family.
your loving brother.

So much good stuff going on for me now. I so wish you were here so we could talk about it. I know you would be happy, and so proud of me. I miss you every day. Stay by my side and continue to guide me and light my way with your shining energy.

glad people are still allowed to write to their loved one , I don't have the privlidgeit would be nice to have him laying with the rest of the family for us all to go visit and talk even though I talk all the time its the rituals that we were brought up with.kevin

Planted a tree for you in our yard with a stone the kids made- May you be with them each and everyday! They miss you so much ! I only hope you are at peace and watch over them...........You are dearly missed.

We miss you each day and hope you are looking over us. Two years has gone by and each day we talk about you, look at pictures, and smile.

Just sitting here thinking of you and how you are missed..... Time has gone by but the pain is still in our hearts....
You are with us all everyday.......

Still missing your silly ways that made us all laugh ! You are always in my thoughts and prayers everyday... You are in the eyes of your children....... Please protect them as they venture into their own lives.... may you guide them ! They miss you so much !

you coined the phrase!!! no I'm like Dad, Happy Birthday Dad , Missed you for so long I couldn't even remember, but it was longer than you left this place. happy Birthday, Todd, Mom, K, Grams and the rest of the family hope you can have parties like we did here. again, Love and Happy Birthday Dad.

To my sweet little boy Todd
Love you and miss you

You are never far from my thoughts. I'm so thankful for the time we had, but still I feel cheated. Shine On, light our paths, and protect those of us who love you still.

still working on it . we love and miss everything you did, no matter the situation. we had many laughs after the factscant get you outta my mind. Stones will be here and you know who my favoutlasted all.

Thinking of you today. Wondering if it was you up in Heaven making sure that I got the help and second chance that you needed, but did not have. I was grieved when you passed on, but did not pay attention to why. Still missing you!

Love you forever. Guide me to the path that shines brightest.

You are in our thoughts and prayers daily.... you are always with us in spirit and our hearts..... Missing you.....

I can remember feeding you as a baby, miss you , you where like a son not a cousin to me.

Think and missing you everyday............
memories are all around !

Luv ya brutha

Todd, I've always loved you, from the day I met you! See you in Heaven....Miss Joy

My deepest sympathy to the entire Cagni Family.
From ..Mickey Graziani

God bless you Todd, you are missed

R.I.P. Todd! You were like "A Warm Summer Day" Uncles Monkles...

your in my pocket , Bro. guide and give me insight.kevin

Thinking of you and praying for your guidance and that you are at peace- please watch over us as we miss you so much ...... in our thoughts and prayers everyday.

here's your candle for Midnight Mass. I'll pray for us and you and the rest of the Family above guide us as God wants you to.
Love to all of you.

Merry Christmas in heaven Todd. I remember everything you taught me, and I use it everyday. I keep you close, all the time. I miss you more than words can say.

Gabby,
I know how you feel and want you to know that you can always come by, call me or whatever it is that's bothering you and you need to talk and see whats going on. I cant take your Fathers place but I know that I am 100% the closest thing to him and understand what life threw at all of us to endure. you are going thru the life that aunt tracy went thru when we were young. I have conversations every minute of the day with Toddy, and looking for the answers. I love and miss all of you. but please don't hesitate to pick up the phone and call me. or have Zak drop you off. your father would have wanted you to come , call, and stay close to me. every minute I think of what he is doing as you do. I miss his phone call coming at 1 or 2 in the morning on his way home and we discussed everything, and I would argue the other side of things. we looked forward to our daily routines. you are not alone and he is with you always. we are so proud of all of you gabby, and remember how toddy would hug and cuddle with his gootsie. Happy thanksgiving to my family that's past. love uncle kevin

Happy thanksgiving Todd! I know you are up there with your turkey fryer. Love you

Daddy please help me through this. I miss you so much. Can't sleep and just wish I could talk to you. Please help and watchover me and the family, love you

love you, wish we met prior to your move.

You were the magic in our days. You brought a bright light with you wherever you were. That bright light only burned a short, painfully short, time. Oh, but it was SO bright. Enough to light the path upon which we walk, and guide us when the dark draws in. You truly are the brightest star in the sky. Keep sending the dimes. I miss you.

Happy Birthday. I miss you more than words can say. My birthday will never feel quite the same without you. Shine On, and continue to guide us, and watch over those of us who TRULY love and miss you. I cherish the last birthday we spent together. I Love you.

Thinking of you today and always..... please guide us through the tough times and watch over us..... You are dearly missed.

for all who need light.

Love you forever and always. Sweet dreams angel. I wish I could just hug you right now. Please guide me in the right direction I need it desperetly. Love you to pieces. Keep shining above us all.

it seems that my feelings that I share with you will stay in my memory and if you can hear or see me writing them because they are not printed to share with the others on your memorial site, so may god bless you and your children and all those who are really grieving from your loss.
Kevin

Missing you today, as always. It has been 1 long year, and not a day goes by that you aren't in my thoughts. I wish you were here. Love.

Missing you today, as always. A year has passed, not one day goes by that I don't think of you, and wish you were here. Love.

Daddy..It's so crazy that I haven't seen you in over a year now. The last time we talked was august 25th when you took me and nick to kings. I remember being nervous of going to high school and nick into 4th grade. Me and you talked about my future and you told me things I'm never going to forget. I feel like the topics we talked about weren't by chance I feel like god knew that was our last conversation so he made sure it was a good one. I truly have never missed someone more in my life. I never knew missing someone so much could hurt this much. The thing that always hurts me is never get to tell you anything anymore,but then I remember your my guardian angel and you see it all happening. This day last year we were all sitting in the hospital with you. I remember holding your hand and never wanted to leave your side. For all the things you ever did to me I knew I had to repay them by spending every second I could with you in that hospital. And daddy I wouldn't have had it any other way. I love you more than anything in the world, and I miss you more than anyone could believe. RIP daddy

1 year ago tonight was the last time we spoke and I still am waiting for my answers from when we had to hang up because of your pulling into to the unfamiliar garage driveway, and I didn't want you to scratch your new CC, that you were so thrilled to speed to the Burgh in. my belated birthday gift was just to hear you call, but as I told you from the beginning don't forget to take out the garbage and make sure the bag is tied tight so not to drop any but you took it for granted that none would . love you , give everyone a hug and kiss and gram Elsie her birthday smooch

On my mind always.......

I pray for you !

Soon, this first, horrible year will be behind us. I love you. I miss you. I will NEVER forget.

Love you much. Missing you like crazy! Please continue to guide me and be my guardian angel. Goodnight daddy<3 sweet dreams.

Every night I wait for the phone , then I'll write you in hopes that we can connect. half the time my letters or meaasages don't appear but I know our conversations are working through spirit. and when every stones keeps rolling and leaving some part of deposited everywhere it has touched its only a matter of gathering up, the lost love and words that we never had the chance to exchange. I'm waiting while you now have the presence of all our past family to keep you all occupied and watch over from above.
kevin

I love you so much. I can't sleep and it made me think of all the nights I would wake up in the middle of the night and smell food. Then I would come down stairs to u making cookies or pasta and chicken in the kitchen. We would eat and talk about life together. You would tell me funny stories and let me help you cook. Then we would watch some hbo movie until I fell asleep. I wish I could do that right now. Miss and love you like always. Rip daddy one day we can sit and talk again

Thinking of you and hoping you are at peace...

I love you forever and always daddy. I miss you more than you could ever imagine. I think back on old memories and my hurt aches knowing I can't make more. I love you and please continue to protect our family. You will forever be in are hearts

Todd , I can only Pray. I know you hear me and are watching over everyone. I extended my hand

Always.

I can't get you off my mind! I love you sooo much! Please look down on all of us and protect us! Thank u for being the most amazing dad. Love you to heaven and above.

Hi daddy! Today is my 15th brithday incase ou forgot;) I feel like I have everything in the world and am so blessed for mommy and Zach nick and Bri! I came home to a house full of birthday signs and ur favorite brownie brittles!!! I truely love them so much! As I'm sitting her full of all this love I feel like I'm waiting for ur phone call or a beep outside my window! I keep listening to my voice mail from my last brithday! I love and miss u sooo much! And I am now going through ur birthday cards to me! Daddy ur the one thing I'm missing! I believe ur up there watching over us everyday! I love u soooo much! This year u hope to make u proud. Love u paps I had the best 14 yrs with u and now at 15 I learn to look back and charish them! Love u to heaven and back<3

Thinking of you today and smiling at your pictures and crying at the thoughts of you not being here with us....
I hope that you look down and see how beautiful your Children are as they grow into adults.... Please watch over them in all that they do...... They love and miss you more than words can ever express....

We love you Todd!

Dad,

I miss you so much. I don't like going on here and reading these because it causes too many emotions. However, reading these and hearing how much of an impact you had on your patients is so inspiring. You are my inspiration, dad I want to continue the plan we talked about with my school/career path and make you proud. I only hope that I can leave an impression on my patients one day as you have. You are truly amazing. I miss everything about you. Your late night calls on your way home from work or when you needed to talk. Your goofy voice-mails, your laugh, you asking me if you're balding or you having me sample what you're cooking late at night. Literally not one day has passed that I you don't cross my mind. All of us kids talk about our wonderful memories many times throughout each day, usually the funny ones or how proud we are of you. Many memories back when gram and kay were with us, the good old days in the old house. I ask each day why it had to be you and you had to leave us, but then I step back and believe God has a plan. I think this was your way of peace and to be free from your troubles. It's summer which used to be when you and I go on our many biking adventures in the city. I'll never forget our last day together biking all over creation from the strip to the north shore, it was one of my favorite days. We talked about everything possible I think and I am very grateful we had that time. Going to have to have Warren take me on a ride for you this summer. Won't be the same but I think you'd want us to. By the way I've had more of that brownie brittle we sampled that day, it really is "GOOD STUFF". I LOVE you always and forever daddy. Say hi to your dad, gram and Kay up there, I know they have you in the warm company. One day all of us kids will be with you again. Love you always, your Breezer, Bru, Bri.

LOVE YOU DADDY!! Forever and always. I will never stop thinking of you in every decision I make. I feel your presence within me!! I love you to heaven and back. RIP

thank you Suz,for the smile today. My brother and Family in both places Thank You. Memories

Happy Father's Day old friend. You are FINALLY spending one with your Dad. We miss you here. Always and Forever.

Love you so much. Father's Day is gonna be so hard without you. Please continue to be my guardian angel. I love you forever and you are always on my mind. RIP daddy

memory day for you , the war you had to fight daily, and you were taken while asleep. God Bless You!!!! The Motto will always live on Thru Others.

Thinking of you today and always.
I have to believe that you are at peace.....
Missing you !

Cindy,
I was so shocked to hear that you lost the love of your life. I know how happy you were and can't even imagine what you're going through. Our sincere condolences go out to you, your family and all his kids and yours .
Cindy, Billy, Brendan and Matthew

My Lil Brother. the 3 ring circus is coming this summer.how we laughed at the clowns when we were totlly enhanced. if you have any way of showing the way to get there enlighten your chosen ones so that they may help.Love You, Can't Get You Off My Mind!!!

Thinking of you today and always......
May you be free and happy!
You are very missed and loved!

May heaven give you all your desires and much more. I miss you more than ever...this year my heart ached from us not going to saris to pick out Easter candy or you buying us a huge bag of chocolate eggs. I miss you so much daddy may you be in peace and have a wonderful Easter. You are forever in my heart and soul. I pray everyday that you are in peace. I know your watching over me...I feel your presence and the things in life that seemed impossible are coming true for me and the kids and of course mommy. I love uo daddy and thank you for watching over me and our family and helping us out. YOU ARE THE BEST GUARDIAN ANGEL. I love you with all my heart have a wonderful Easter love you will be in everyone's thoughts and prayers.<3

We miss you more than you know.. Hope you here us talking to you each day.

I light this candle and pray for you on this Good Friday... May you be at peace with Grandma (Me-Me) and your Dad and Kay Kay-

I cannot help thinking of you today as this was a special day in our lives.....
May your soul be at rest and may you be watching over all of us especially your children... May you be their guardian angel and guide them through the difficult times. You are dearly missed.

toddy, wrote to you so many times since you were taken away, and out of instinct I just grab the phone and call yo. now all your newer nombers are deletedor changed. I miss you calling on you way home or when you had wanted my perspective on one of the situations you found yourself in. it all seemed so irrelevant at the time, but now I wish we would have tken a lot more time to thoroughly make some decisions. we miss you more as everyday passes. I hope that this prayer and conversation gets printed, so many have been deleted in the past for whatever reason s, I don't know, except that we expressed our feelings of sorrow and disbelief. I pray that you, mom, dad, gram, gramp, a pat, and all the others with you can help make this journey a little more peaceful. love you Bro,
kevin

Always.

Toddy, Give everyone that's hanging with you a hug from me. You Brother

Miss you Todd !

Not a day goes by that you are not on our minds........ I hope that you feel the love in our hearts and know we are always thinking of you............... Miss you Todd!

In our hearts and thoughts every single day... Life is just not fair - you should still be here- You are so dearly missed.......

Really missing you. Laughing at work today, telling stories about us, and our music. It's not the same without you. It never will be. So many things I want to talk to you about. So many things that have happened since September 7, 2013.

I was always proud to be your friend Todd! RIP, Monk

I love u daddy! U will always be my valentine! Thinking about u always

Thinking of you and trying to find the strenghth to help the kids through the "hard" days..... If I only knew all the right things to say to take the pain away.... Its difficult and extremely sad..... They miss you every single second of everyday..... Please watch over them and give them all the strength they need to continue on...... thats all I can ask.....
You are greatly loved and missed.

just checking in.
it's hell without you all.
I picked up the phone to call you after the 1st quarter,
like I've done a few times everyday. you gave it your all but didn't partner up rightand was taken out of the game to soon. didn't pick a winner all season, I think because you weren't here to bicker with me.
Love you.

hi todd - I watched the video that suzy posted or rather the pastor at Canterbury and Im constantly in awe at how beautiful your family is - I know how proud you were of your kids and how much u loved them - I cant imagine how much they must b missing u - they probably don't know that your w them always - I don't know if u knew that I lost my mom last year - if u c her give her a huge hug and kiss for me I miss her so much - I wrote to u earlier but I never seen my letter posted but that's ok I know u read it ! I just want to say that I really had the bestest times w u ! it was the worst of circumstances but I seen all the family at the funeral - ive kept in contact w kevin, kim, and laurel - well send a little bird my way to let me know u hear me. - Cheryl oh by the way our arbor is beautiful !!!!!!

There is not a day that goes by that the kids and I do not shed a tear - your voicemails are played daily and your voice is still heard.... We so dearly miss you and we carry heavy hearts.... We know that you are watching over us but the pain still exists..... Maybe its the reality of the fact that we will never see you again.... its so hard to accept- or maybe we do not want to.... We pray that your soul is at rest and you are free....

We love and miss you dearly....

We knew Todd for several years and adored everything about him! We had no idea until today that we lost such a wonderful person.... such a tragic loss especially for his family! We will forever remember him for his charisma and his endearing personality! We miss you and think of the good memories when our kids were young and spent such wonderful times together as friends! These memories are the sweetest years when Zach and Cameron were friends! Our love goes out to Bri, Zach, Gabby and Nico. Be strong and love life like your dad did! We will forever cherish these memories. He may no longer be here in person but I know for sure he looks down upon every single one of you and smiles with pride. His spirited nature and loving personality will always be how I remember Todd. Good bye to not only a friend but a loving soul.....your memory will always be close to our hearts!