Todd Christopher Calvin McLean

How's my boy? The other man that has meant as much to me as you do, well he left the earth on Oct 15th. Im sure you've met him by now and I know you'll love him as much as I do. His name is Len Hardy. Please look out for him and love him as much as I do. Save me a seat right between the 2 of you. I Cant wait to join u both.

Hey Todd I was thinking of you today most days actually, you and your mom .
It was like you were right here with me enough of a feeling I googled your name and here I am .
Love you kiddo

your mom and i lit some fireworks for you last night for your birthday. she said you could see them, i hope so. i miss you kid. every single damn day. happy belated birthday.

I cant believe it will be your birthday tomorrow the big 33!! I wish so bad you were here with us to celebrate it. I miss you so dam much, so much has happened over the last 16 years I wish I could tell you. You made such a strong positive impact in my life and I am so forever grateful to be able to call you my cousin and to have spent the time with you we got I love and miss you dearly. RIP my favorite person. Rest easy

Well Todd it’s almost your birthday, I randomly searched your name on google and lots came up. I scrolled through all the people who wrote on here and I saw my name, read what I wrote, and realized “damn what I wrote sucked”. LOL! So now I’m writing something.. 15 years later.
I have a baby girl now, who talks to random things in my house and it FREAKS me out, I sure hope it’s you. I’m scared of ghosts and if it’s not you I swear I’ll move. LOL. She’s almost 9 months and she’s the best thing that has ever happened to me, wish you could’ve gotten to know her. I don’t have much memories of you, just a few. My favourite one is when I was running home from auntie Vicki’s and you and Cody hid behind grandmas fence and as I was just about to enter the yard you both jumped out and scared me.
Anyways, I hope you visit us even though we can’t see you. My daughter can see you, but i can’t.
I love and miss you tons.
Happy birthday ❤

I Todd I miss you so much if only you were hear things would be so different I can't wait to be with you again I love you xox

You were and always will be an inspiration to me kiddo. I will always love and miss you.

Thinking of you

Todd Christopher Calvin McLean, you are sorely missed. You were only almost 17 and yet the impact your short life had on the world awes me still. I hope you are at peace and my heart goes out to your loved ones during this time of pain.

if im visiting this page..... need i say more? every minute, every hour, every second... wishing you just was !

I think of you always

Hey Todders, I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of ya....

Well I'm having another Todd day I miss you so bad I love you kid xox

Hey Handsome !
Just wanted to let you know I am still thinking of you and your still in my heart. xoxox

Todd I wish you were here I miss you so bad I think of you so much and I keep wating for you to walk in the door I'll never let you go I love you so much

Hey Todd..... just started thinking about you.... I'm missing you like crazy .. just wanted you to know ?

R.I.P. Todd I remember you

HI Sweetheart i have so much to tell u but first i miss u so bad its been so long and it still feels like u just left us i keep thinking u are going to walk in aney time and ask me for something to eat or ask me to get u a prime time TODD i miss u so bad life just is not the same with out u here we all love u and think of u each day be good and dont ever forget I LOVE U your aunty

Hey kiddo,.... just wanted to say its Valentines Day and im thinkin of you..... as usual ! Always still wishing you were here !

I Miss you so much, I'm always thinking of you cuz!

xOxO~Chelsey~xOxO

thinking of u everyday. still missing you like crazy

i love you my lil bro i miss you everyday,everytime i see an eagle i think its you everytime u always there lol i love you so much,even though u didnt have the chance to meet my daughter i know u can see her. I love you bro RIP

Yo homie miss ya bro love ya just wish it never ended like this man but I always be here and I see u in my dreams. So just make sure that godd has a spot for me man lol peace man talk to ya soon

R.I.P Todd.. <3 your dearly missed xo

Todders i miss you so much !!!

Thinkin of all the times you made me smile ..... missin you beyond words!

There are many days in which i wish that heaven had a phone !

Missing you terribley today. You and your Mom are on my mind. Wishing I could change the clock back and change the course that we were forced to take. You are loved and missed daily!!
Love Auntie Mamie

All i can do is dream of how it would be,.... of how it should have been ! Happy 22nd Birthday Todd !! You are missed and loved even more than yesterday ! Twice the love for every moment we've missed and a million fold for every memory we've been robbed of.

todd i love you and miss you every day your not around love you my little man

it s another new year with out you and i hate it xox

Hi Kid its me Aunty Vicki Ive been thinking of you alot like allways and just needed to tell u I miss you and love you so much my heart can never say good bye just see you one day I love you kid we will see each other again xox be good tell then love u Aunty Vicki

Hey kido i miss you with all my heart.. I think about u at all times.. There wasnt a day that went by that u didnt put a smile on my face or make me laugh... I miss and love u so very much..One day we will meet again!!!!

I Miss you so much Todd!!, There isn't a day that gose by that I don't think of you!, You are the strongest most imporatnt person to me!! I Love you so much, xoxox <3

I wish heaven had a phone, so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. rest in peace toddy ; miss you x0 <3

Just wanted to say hello. i miss you, you changed my life forever. and i will never forget you xoxo <3

So you'd be 21 by now eh !! Legal everywhere and partying it up i am sure... i often wonder what you might look like as you get older,.. what you would be doing etc etc,.. so not much has changed son,.. not a day goes by where i don't think of you... My memories of you, and of us...continue to keep my heart warm on even the most coldest and ugliest days ! I love you kid !!

Hey Todd, we think of u all the time and we miss you so dearly. Well buddy you will always be with us in our heart and soul. Love you always and forever

Bren, Daren, Dustin Brandon and Courtney..

God i miss you kiddo... some days are almost unbareable without you. It is with your strength that i continue to put one foot in front of the other. I am so forever grateful for the time we did get to share and for all the memories my heart is able to hold. I love you and miss you terribly.

Todd,
Just wanted to say that the whole Pouliot family misses you more than words can even begin to express. Always thinking of you , Love you with all our hearts!!

i love you todd and miss u so much !
<3<3<3<3

Hey can't you also ask him if we are allowed to trade places ?? even if for only a short while... or can maybe i just book a visit or two ?! I'd be so forever grateful... and we don't have to tell anyone ... it could be just our secret... the three of us... how 'bout it ?

hey todd. just wanted to say u r still missed so very much and always will be.. Ur in our hearts forever.

Bren, daren dustin brandon and courtney

i miss you toddy , still always thinking about you. really wish you were still here, and i know sooo many more agree. you made me a stronger person & i thank you for that & sometimes i still feel you here. ilu xoxoxox
-Laura

Hey Todd just a note to tell you. That you are never forgotten but i am sure you know that. We think of you always.
Love Bren , Daren Dustin brandon and courtney.

love you buddy always and forever.

Hi bud ! It's sure been awhile since you found me here....and this is just to quickly say THANK YOU ! Thank you for so many things... too many to list.. but i know that you know what i mean ! This journey towards healing... has actually finally began..its gonna be one muther of a road. The physical signs you have given me... well, i know you are still here with me, always silently cheering me on.(Thank goodness for that !) You have helped to renew my faith, my hopes and some of my dreams, but i still wish you were here physically. I miss the active part of being Todd's mom.... i miss everything about you. I love you beyond wordly comprehension ! Love mom xoxo

My little Buddy Happy Belated Birthday no I did not forget nor would I ever forget just takes me time to get to the computer. Love you miss you like crazy!
Auntie Mave

Happpy Belated B-day =)
Sorry i couldent get here sooner
but i left you some flowers at your plaque
and went and had a drink there for your birthday!
i miss you tons and not a
day goes by i dont think about you. xoxoxox

Happy 20th Birthday bud..... oh how i miss you ... not a thing has changed. You are missed more than you probably know. Your life made such an impact on so many people in so many positive ways ... i couldn't be more proud to be your mom. Huge hugs and kisses and i love you forever. Love mom xoxoxo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODD well your uncal gord and i went out for a birthday drink for you today it just not the same with out you we miss you kid I LOVE YOU TODD LOVE YOUR AUNTY VICKI XOXOXO

Hey Todd its dustin Happy Birthday man. miss you

hey buddy, just bout done a memorial song for ya..should be recorded and released late march 09.."prime time toddly"

Hey Toddy Woddy I Miss you So Much & Its Not Getting
Easier, I Cant Stop Thinking About You & No Guy Will Ever Compare To The Way I Felt About You && Ima Fight For You In Court Baby, As Hard As I Can =)

Hey |todders. man we think of you all the time. You will always be missed by us all. Love you forever buddy.
Love Bren, daren dustin ,brandon, courtney love you always

Toddley man. Ye know, I still cant belive its already been this long. I mean, I walk by where ye used to live, an I can still smell them Strawberry Primetimes. I still buy them stanky things on yer birthday every year, an believe it or not, they're gettin easier to smoke, hah. I jus wanted to tell ye Todd I've been tryin my hardest to give ye some justice down here. an believe ye me. I wont stop till I can help you and your family through this. Still miss you man, Ill see ye someday in the future.

ha kid can,t stop thinking about you so much has gone on nan and papa miss you so bad i hate seeing them cry but it,s because thay miss you so bad i love you todders love your aunty xox

hey there Todd!!
i wish ya was hear with ur alll...i really do miss ya!therez not a day that goz by that i dont think about u!!well i know that ur bday iz coming up soon.....u would of graded last year!!i would give anything soo urmom could see u grad!i love ya and miss u sooo much~!!

love shay~!!xoxoxoxo

Just the thought that it's been 2 years is enuff to make me scream. You are so truly not forgotten!!
Love Mom
xoxo

Toddie....... was it really you who wrote your name in the clouds that day ?? Thank you - I needed that ! I can finally breathe just a little,.... knowing that you are okay !
Do you have any idea just how much i miss hearing the word "mom" being yelled in my direction ?!! I miss everything about you kid !
Love Mom xoxo
p/s say hi to Uncle Scott for me 'k !

Hi There Kido well things haven,t changed much still having a hard time with out you here i wish i could see you and tell you just how much we all miss having you with us . Theres still not a day your not thought of I miss you so bad Todd you,ll never leave my heart i love you aunty vicki

I am forever lost without you Todd and at times it is just so difficult to remain positive. Every day i dream of our reunion and wonder what it will be like. I love you more than ever. Life sucks without you here..... it just does !

Hi kiddo ! There hasn't been one single day where i don't wake up thinking about you. There are no words to describe the magnitude of my love and how much you are missed. My love will never fade and it is with you by my side that i grow stronger.

I Miss My Todders So Much... :(
i'll be fighting for you in court baby

hi kid i need you to know we miss you so bad i wish i wish i wish you know what i wish love you todd

Hi KID i miss you so bad todd if i could bring you home i would be the happest lady going i can,.t wate to see you

Todd, I go through this guestbook periodically and every time I do I am moved by the love you inspired in so many diffent people. I feel "blessed" in having known you even if for only 10 years. You were a GOOD kid Todd, a wicked brother and cousin and I feel that the world has truly been robbed at its loss in you. I really do miss you, I think of you every day and I hope that I do have the chance to see you again because there is much I nee to say and I hope you understand and can forgive all our actions in the past.

Its kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where Ill keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just cant define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still cant believe youre gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living youre life, after death

Hey Todders. Happy Belated Birthday! Your still always on my mind every single day. I love you and miss you more then ever. I'll be fighting for you in court, now I finally have the chance too & even though your gone, your just like a tattoo, i'll always have you. "When you figure out love is all that matters after all, it makes everything else seem small"
xoxoxo..<3

hey man~!!
i was going 2 have a shot 4 u on ur b-day...but i could only have one the day after but i was thinking of u all day...and nothing elce and everyone around me know that all i could think about was u~!! i miss u soo much and wish this never happend 2u...all i can do is pray that no one will ever have 2 feel what everyone feels the way we do everyday....the pain is soo bad some times that u just cant take a breath~!!

hi there

WE WANT TO WISH YOU A HAPPY BDAY... MISS YOU ......

LOVE BREN, DAREN DUSTIN BRANDON AND COURTNEY

hey there bud it feels like forever but its not when it all happend i told my self it wasent you i just keep telling my self that and as soon as i saw your mom i new u where gone not forever but just for a little while and now i find pictures of us or a video or 2 and i cant help crying. out of almost all my cuzins u where my fav even though we never really got to see each other when u got older i can look at the pics and vids and know i loved u with all my heart we will always be there for u and you know that and wel ur gone me antie mav uncle bri and andrew who you never really got to know and he never got to know you like i did he would loved you so much to well look after ur mom untell we all meet again
i love you toddy
ur litle cuzin melissa

The one purpose that i have discovered so far... was to have been given the privilege of experiencing the love that Todd and i shared. To have had him in my life even just for a day is truly the Ultimate of Gifts and i will be forever grateful. It is a love unlike any other. ... and lost love is still love... it just takes a different form that's all. Todd is and will always be my one true love... unconditionally. I love you bud and i miss you every single day. Love mom xoxo

hey Todd,

So hard to believe time goes by like it does... but no matter how much time goes by we still think about you and love you ... your picture is on the fridge and you will always be in our hearts and always will be..... We all miss you...

Love Bren , Daren Dustin, Brandon and Courtney

todd this x-mas was not the same with out u hear.u were very much missed by all that konw you!
i will think of u every day tell i see u~!!

love;sharon.keenatch

Hey kiddo...., how quickly the year has gone by. It doesnt matter if its one day or 10 years, the bottom line is we (I) am with out you and i think about you everyday. I am not sure you know just how tuff it is to carry on without you here. It is beyond comprehension just how much i miss you..., how much i need you. I get so heavy hearted i can barely breathe. I sit here waiting my turn for when i get to see you and be with you again. In the meantime, look-out for your mahjah just as you always did 'kay ?! In the meantime, party with the angels!... but don't get too crazy !! I miss your smile, your hugs, and everthing about you...but i miss being your mom the most.
P/S - If you are watching, you're friends are absolutely awesome and you must be proud - i am! You must have rubbed off on them !! Love Mom xoxo - my love will never fade and i ache until we meet again !

Hi Buddy,
Miss you!! This year went far to fast and feels so surreal. Wish I could do so much more for your mom. The pain she feels daily is completely beyond words they could never ever truly get across the anguish and the lonlieness that she feels. There is no one that will ever be able to fill that void for her. You were taken far to young from all of us. I wish your dad the best and all your aunts and uncles all the strength in the world so that we may be the strong shoulders, that we may need to lend to them from time to time.
All my love Todders,
Auntie Mamie

I cant believe its been a year Todd. Im not sure what to say other than we miss you, and that all things aside, In my own way I loved ya. I wish I could take the pain from your mom and dad, I will always be there for them if they need me.

hey todd,

just wanted to say hi and let you know we still think of you every day... Miss you terribly.. The person and friend you were will never be forgotten. We love you forever

Love Bren, Daren Dustin ,Brandon and Courtney

hi kid ,just needed to say hi and let you know i miss you so much cant wate to see you love your aunty

hey todd you always had my back when needed you. You were like family to me and all of the crew. I can't seem to find the words to say but i love you man.

Hey Todd... We want you to know that no matter how much time goes by that you will never be forgotten .. you'll always be in our fondess memories of life... i looked at a picture of you in a tux the other day .. you and Dustin about 9 years old dressed up for a wedding.. What handsome boys... you will always be... Love you Todd

Love Bren, Daren , Dustin, Brandon and Courtney

Hey Todd
Its been 8 long months without you and we are still wishing you were here with us. Me and your Mom talk about you and cry about you almost everyday. Just so you know that I am trying my best to take care of her, she misses you beyond words, beyond emotions. I can feel you watching over us because she has strength beyond anything than I can write here. We miss you so very much and I know that we will be together again one day.

Well Todders it.s been 8 months of hell with out you. Thay say time will heal well thay are wrong.Theres not a day that goes by that your not thought of I can,t wate to be with you kid , tell then just remember your Aunty loves you so much.xoxox

R.I.P My Brother I will Always Remember You And All The Good times Through All The Years.
Just Remember Bro Im Bringin The Beers When Were Chillin Again.

See Ya When I See Ya Bro, peace

r.i.p todd you will always be remembered.bros 4 life.

I look at all the entries here and it leaves me speechless. Breathless actually ! Thanks just isn't a big enuff word. I am proud that my son Todd has touched so many and with that .... there is a touch of comfort, i am not alone in my ache of his absence. My Todd, he is one of a kind. Missed terribly, remembered fondly to say the least !

HEY TODDERS, not a day goes by that we don't think or mention your name. miss you all the time forever you were a great kid and friend.
love Bren ,daren dustin, brandon, and Courtney

todd u r a rilly nicecuzin u will olways be rememberd in are family and in the world because everyone you now loves you very much and i will olways remember you because u where my cuzin who i looked up to and i still do , i do every day , every one looks up to you todd and dont you for get it because you deserve to be rememberd for ever wall you are up there so dont think that now one thinks of you eany more because wee all love you and i say this with in the botum of my hart that all of us will miss you TODD!!!!! I RILLY MISS YOU TODD R.I.P